The sky was gray and it seemed like it could rain at any moment. The air by the river was cold and damp, and the hand was clutched on the metal support,

Brings a rough and icy slippery touch. I looked at my feet, and the murky river was rushing dozens of meters below

Number. I was on a signal tower more than 20 meters above the ground, my clothes and shoes were all rusty, and when I went home tonight, I had a solution

Released. At the moment, I kind of regret the impulse I had thirty minutes ago.

My name is Xiao Jingfeng and I am 23 years old. It has been more than half a year since I graduated from university. My parents left when I was in high school

married, I chose to follow my mother. To put it bluntly, I don't have much affection for my dad because he doesn't have much affection for me

Affection. Father's love or something, for me will always be just a noun in a book! My dad was an alcoholic, and he would spill alcohol whenever he drank too much

Crazy, throwing tantrums at me and my mom, and even hitting us! He was also imprisoned for embezzlement in his unit. Decades later, no

A little bit of change, my mom may really feel tired. Instead of forgiving someone who didn't intend to change his life countless times,

Why not treat yourself and start a new life! And for me, I've been like this with him and without him. It doesn't matter anymore.

After the divorce, my mother also retired from the bank, and it is said that she has not yet reached retirement age.

As a person with only a beginner level of Chinese, it is not easy to mix in the bank for so many years. She is to be eliminated

The kind of people who are there. But fortunately, I have a retirement salary and financial support from my grandfather, although it is not much, it is enough to live.

As for me, hehe, the changes in life, to be honest, really didn't affect me in the slightest, I should eat, I should play, I should sleep

Sleep. As a hardcore player of Shanda Network's game "World of Legends" for ten years, my only annoyance is that

Annoyance is how to win a hundred battles in PK. Since 2002, I have been exposed to my first online game, Heat

Blood Legend", at the beginning, he and his classmates climbed the wall in the middle of the night to escape from the school and went to the Internet café to play all night, and the next day fearlessly returned with black circles

Go to school and continue your lessons. The already dismal studies have no room to decline from now on. In 2003, Shanda launched by itself

The new game "World of Legends" has brought a qualitative improvement in picture quality compared to "Legend of Blood". I don't have anything to do with a few close friends

Hesitantly shifted the focus of strategy to a new game, and since then has been addicted to it uncontrollably, unable to extricate himself.

No matter where you are, your head is full of trap holes, snake demon valleys, general halls, and iron-blooded demon palaces. You can't look directly at it in the textbook,

Turn a page and you'll always have a lot of pictures of the game's weapons and monsters. Judgment, Bone Jade, Blood Drink, Dragon Pattern,

Dragon's Teeth, Angry Slash, and the Q version of the Corpse Tyrant, the Iron Blood Demon King, the Tongtian Sect Master, and the Reverse Demon ...... Hold me up, so to speak

After finishing school, it comes completely from these nihilistic fantasies and the life of school, Internet cafes, and family. I can

It's easy to spend a lesson in imagination and discussion with your friends, and I'm no longer tired of class. Although this is totally

It wasn't possible to improve my academic performance, but I enjoyed it.

I don't know if I have said it, life is always unsatisfactory. I upheld this attitude towards life, and I went through it

Junior high school to college to final graduation. I became a veritable person who didn't have any ideals in life, and lived one day at a time

Hobo. The last half a year since graduation has been the most comfortable of my life so far. No school, no teachers

can play games at home with peace of mind, go to bed when you are tired of playing, and continue to play when you wake up. Looking for a job? I'll pay it back for now

I don't have such a plan, I just graduated, and it's still early. Although my mom didn't criticize me too much, I

It can be seen that she has been forbearing.

This morning, as usual, I woke up from a bizarre dream, and the sunlight outside the window poured into the room through the curtains.

Declare that a new day has arrived. I stretched, recalling that I had dreamed that I had hit some of the best outfits

Prepare. I didn't care about tidying up my unkempt hair, so I immediately got out of bed and rushed to the kitchen in my slippers

There is corn porridge in the heat, and three steamed buns are steamed in the rice cooker next to it. What a waste of time to eat polenta, I grabbed three steamed buns,

After brewing a glass of milk, I ran back to the bedroom to turn on the computer, took a bite of steamed buns, drank a sip of milk, and started it easily

Game. Yesterday, as soon as he and the three dead friends arrived at the gate of the Demon Palace, they were cleared out by a group of guys from the rival guild, and it was later said that he

They unleashed the Thunderbolt Staff in the Demon Palace. I get angry when I think about it. Originally, this thing was supposed to be ours. I had it in my mouth

Steamed buns, quickly enter the game. As soon as I saw the scene, I immediately received a message from one of my friends, the "drunkard".

"Tsing Yi, speed up the hot sand, Tian Lai and the hostile guys have done it!" Tsing Yi is the name of my game, me and the drunkard, God

The three of them are sworn friends. I play as a warrior, the drunkard as a Taoist, and the Celestial as a mage. In the guilds, we are called "dead."

Water Three". That's because the three of us often ambush lone players of rival guilds in the backwater swamps. Play with most

In the words of the family, the three of us belong to the technical stream players, and the technology is first-class. In the case of three people working together, match

With skillful control and positioning, he can deal with enemies several times his size. Last night's grievances were still blocked in my heart, and when I heard that the sky was there

Hot Sand and the enemy got dry, and without saying a word, they immediately teleported to Tucheng. But after arriving in Tucheng, I found that in addition to the veterans of Tucheng

Standing there stupidly, with no one around. Just as it was strange, Tian Lai sent a message, "Northeast of Tucheng, Snake Demon Valley enters."

The mouth is the first to the left to return to the bay, and the speed comes! I replied, "Wait for me!" "Immediately release the leopard and the doppelganger, and go out of the city in a hurry

Flee! When I arrived at the scene, I found that it was already a hell of Shura. Countless members of your own guild with blue names and orange names

The members of the rival guilds of the word scuffle together. There were already dozens of players lying on the ground, and various potions and equipment were scattered all over the place

Eight falls. Two enemy players with orange names spotted me and immediately launched an attack on me, applying various spells at the same time

on my body. The blood bar drops as quickly as the water that has burst the embankment. I ordered a snow lotus and began to counter in a guerrilla way

Hit the opponent while typing to signal Teana and the drunkard to open IS. When I was getting emotional, suddenly, the computer screen went black with a bang

Finish. I was first shocked, and then I was furious, what the is wrong with this, you are giving Lao Tzu a power outage? A kick chair stands

When I got up, I suddenly found my mother standing in the doorway. I seemed to understand something, so I tried to ask, "Mom, are you?"

Turn off the switch? My mother didn't answer me, just looked at me with disappointment and sadness. I kept my voice down

Yin asked again, "Did you turn off the electric switch?" "Yes, I'm locked up, what are you going to do?" Mom suddenly erupted

There was a loud roar, and I was taken aback. But the anger that followed quickly took over my entire body and mind.

"Why are you turning off the electric switch, don't you know that I'm PK? Do you know what the consequences of your level may be? idle

It's too wide! Mom said angrily: "You play games all day, do you have any reason?" Touch your conscience and say, from junior high school to

Now, what have you done? What did you learn in school? I know the game every day and never help the family

Even if you do housework, it's been more than half a year since you graduated, and you can get by at home with peace of mind. Does the game make you money? Yes?

Can the game help you marry a daughter-in-law? How long do you plan to waste like this, do you know what the neighbors and relatives outside are?

What do you think of you? I slammed the two remaining steamed buns on the table to the ground and yelled, "How can I close this outside?"

What's the matter with the group leader's tongue? I'm living my own life, getting in the way of their hairy business? I just play games, I don't gamble

Don't take drugs, don't hurt nature, who am I hindering, and who can't live because I play games? "Mom was so angry with me

Trembling all over, he glared at me: "You... You... Where did you get the confidence to say such a thing? No prostitution, no gambling, no drugs? You think

Honorable, isn't it? Look at Xiao Wu and Yanzi, who graduated with you, what are they doing now? Look at what you're doing

Don't you have a little bit of shame? I sneered: "Shame? I still say the same thing, my life, no outsiders need to be blind

Wasteheart. You don't have to nag either! I felt the right time and I would go looking for a job! "Mom stopped talking, just standing

Motionless and silent for a long time, my mother sighed: "Son, my mother is also old, and it is impossible to be with you."

Son, think about the future life, mom is tired, you can do it yourself! After saying that, he gently took the door and walked out!

After this unexpected quarrel, I don't, or I don't have the mood to continue playing the game for the time being

The originally clear sky outside, at some point, has been covered with layers of dark clouds. I sighed and changed into casual clothes, intended

Going out for a walk, thinking about the last few months I have been staying at home, hardly going out, perhaps, my way of life, is the way it should be

Changed it a bit.

The time is September, and the order belongs to the third autumn. I live in a city north of the Yangtze River, and autumn is very strong, and everything is waiting to be wasted. I walked along the riverside path,

Walking aimlessly. Probably because the weather is cloudy, there are very few people here, and only occasionally there are people who come to work

Couple, holding hands and talking and laughing, pass by me! Such a chance encounter only adds to the frustration, because I am a single dog. Yes, there is

What girl with normal intelligence would like a salted fish that has no ideals and can only reverie?

Suddenly, I felt someone pull at my clothes, and I looked back to see a very cute little girl looking up

with me. The girl was about six or seven years old, with short hair, bangs scattered on her forehead, and a well-fitting purple autumn dress. I crouched

Body, asked the little girl strangely: "Little sister, is there something wrong?" What about your mom and dad? The little girl pointed to the letter not far away

Tower, anxiously said, "Brother, my balloon flew up there, can you help me take it down?" "I concentrate on it,

About ten meters from the base of the tower, there seemed to be a colorful thing hanging there. I took her little one

hand, walk towards the signal tower. When I arrived at the bottom of the tower, I found a hydrogen balloon in the shape of a beautiful sheep and sheep, which was hanging high in the wind

Make move. This... So high....? I swallowed, and the little girl pulled my clothes again, and said in a pleading tone: "

Brother, can you help me get it down? "I'm a little entangled, go ahead, this thing is hanging so high, why do you climb up and fall down?

It's okay to die all at once, but it's going to be half dead if you fall halfway, that's fatal. Don't go, where will my old face go. It's hard to have

People asked me for help, and it's a cute little Lori. I gritted my teeth: "Little sister, you are waiting for me here!" Don't go anywhere

Running! The little girl nodded excitedly.

This kind of signal tower, in fact, has a ladder for people to climb, but it is located at a height of six or seven meters. Other words

In the previous paragraph, you have to rely on your own skills to climb up. I reached out and touched it, it was rough and cold. But the words have been spoken,

There is no reason to take it back halfway. I tightened my shoelaces and began to climb awkwardly upwards. This tower is located on the riverside, and the water vapor is relatively high

The weight, the place where I put my hands and feet are extremely slippery, and people like me, who are insulated from outdoor sports, are already nervous and useless

With all the strength of the bulls and tigers, I finally reached the ladder. Looking up, it was still about ten meters away from the target. There is no time for much

Thinking, the survival instinct made me cling to the handrail and crawl carefully. I silently prayed in my heart that the beautiful sheep would not be carried by the wind

Let's go, or I'll crawl in vain.

The sky is getting more and more hazy, the wind seems to be getting tighter and tighter, and my hands are wet, and I don't know if it's my own sweat or the riverside

Moisture adheres to the armrests. I became inexplicably nervous and looked down at the little girl. Wait a minute? What about little girls? See below

It was empty, but the little girl didn't know where to go. I stopped climbing and yelled a few times, hoping that the little girl would just run away

place to play. But I waited for five or six minutes, and there was still no sign of the little girl. I couldn't help but curse secretly,

This bear kid fooled Lao Tzu to come up and ran away by himself! I felt like my hands and feet were starting to go numb

Some uncontrollably tried to let go, and hurriedly pressed their bodies against the edge of the ladder.

After resting for a while, I began to try to get down the tower, but it was easy to go up and difficult to get down

bit, for fear of falling down if you step on the air. After hesitatingly trying five or six times, he managed to drop less than a meter. despairing

Feelings began to hit me. If I'm really going to fall here, that's too much. Now it's hard to ride a tiger, and it's not up

Maybe I went on, but I didn't dare to go down. I can only just spend it motionless, hoping that someone will pass by here, and then

Help me down. At this moment, I began to regret going out without my phone, is this a stupid thing that a contemporary otaku should commit? however

Half an hour has passed, and although the savior I was hoping for has not appeared, my physical strength has become a little unsustainable. And so it goes

Go, I'm still going to have to fall to my death. Made, it's a death left and right anyway, Lao Tzu fights! Thinking of this, I began to be cautious

Climb down. One-step... Two steps... Three Steps... Suddenly, it seemed as if something had been stepped on under my feet, and my body slid violently

lost his balance in an instant, and his hands had already lost the strength to turn the tide. I feel like time is suddenly slowing down at this moment, right now

I could feel the sound of the wind intensifying in my ears in an instant, and my body falling due to gravity. I can't see the ground

face, but I can see that the beautiful sheep in the air are getting farther and farther away from me, and the dark clouds in the sky are so low that I seem to be able to stretch out my hand

Touch them. It was a little cold to the touch on my face, and it was raining......