Before going to bed at night, Wu Yueming called Qin Ruqin again, saying that he had a much better cold, and asked her what arrangements she had for Saturday, and if not, she would leave the time for him. Qin Ruqin's answer was that everything was up to him on Saturday.

Wu Yueming thought about it, he wanted to hug Qin Ruqin wholeheartedly. Of course, this is not to say that he has been in a false relationship with Qin Ruqin for a year in college, no, of course it is not, he swears that he is absolutely sincere to Qin Ruqin, and every word he has said to him is heartfelt. It's just that Lei Ruochen still firmly occupies his heart. Now, he decided to sink Lei Ruochen into the deepest part of this sea, which is still eternal, but it will not often float to life.

Wu Yueming bought two large cardboard boxes on the Internet, and he wanted to get all the paintings painted for Lei Ruochen off the wall and seal them all up. The storage box, he moved it from the head of the bed to the lockbox in the closet. The only thing he hesitated about was whether to take off the necklace and put it in the lockbox. He had been wandering around the room for almost three years, and the chain had become almost a part of his body. He found that he really couldn't do it, he couldn't let Lei Ruochen's photo be trapped in that twenty-inch lockbox.

"Yueming, did you really decide to put all these paintings away?" Tang Xiaogang saw Wu Yueming take down the painting from the wall and hang it.

"Decided"

"Do you need my help?"

"No, I'll do it myself." Wu Yueming said that he also hung up the paintings by himself.

The painting that was painted for Lei Ruochen on her birthday has been completed. Now, Wu Yueming wants to rush to make another painting, a painting for Qin Ruqin. In the past year, he didn't give Qin Ruqin any gifts, except for the necklace, but it was bought with money, which didn't mean anything. He is a painter, but he has never painted a painting for Qin Ruqin, nor a still life painting, nor has he painted an apple, a bouquet of flowers, or a peach blossom source for Qin Ruqin.

I have known Qin Ruqin for more than a year, and I have established a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship for more than half a year, but in the past half a year, Wu Yueming's intimate actions towards Qin Ruqin have been limited to hugging, holding hands and kissing. There was no further intimate contact between them, not that Qin Ruqin was unwilling, or had the idea that he could only have that kind of behavior after getting married, but that Wu Yueming had never made that kind of request to Qin Ruqin at all. He felt that if he had that kind of intimate contact with Qin Ruqin, it meant that he had failed Lei Ruochen. In fact, on Saturday night, Wu Yueming stayed alone in Gangmingju, and Tang Xiaogang and Xu Tingjuan must have been dating. At that time, he would think of Qin Ruqin. He and Qin Ruqin can also be like Tang Xiaogang and Xu Tingjuan. It's just that Wu Yueming can't do it, because he will not only think of Qin Ruqin, but also Lei Ruochen.

Wu Yueming sometimes doesn't understand how virtuous he is, but he can win the love of Lei Ruochen and Qin Ruqin. He thought it must have been a joke from God. That night, after Lei Ruochen's car accident, he got up in the middle of the night to look at the moon on the bridge, if it wasn't for Tang Xiaogang's sudden appearance, maybe he would really jump from the bridge to the Yishui River to test the temperature of the water. At that time, he felt that his world was ruined, and he did not believe that there would be any more light in his world. After graduating from elementary school, the pursuit of Lei Ruochen has become his life goal, yes, that is his only goal, he can die for that feeling, bind him to this world, that is the one who will pursue. Affection? Oh, what is paternal love? What is Motherly Love? For him, all of humanity's greatest and most selfless love exists in books.

That day, Wu Yueming did not jump off the pity bridge because of Tang Xiaogang, he decided not to seek death in Tang Xiaogang's crying, and later, he also promised to have Tang Xiaogang's son's godfather in the future. Yes, since Lei Ruochen left this world, he has been living passively, first with Tang Xiaogang's thrust, and later, with Qin Ruqin. Now, perhaps, it is time for him to take the initiative.