Three days later, Wu Yueming's reply to Tang Xiaogang was not to go to the psychiatric department of the city hospital, but that he planned to suspend his studies, stop studying, and not participate in the college entrance examination registration two days later. At first, Tang Xiaogang didn't believe his ears, thinking that he must have heard it wrong, so he gave up the college entrance examination? Wu Yueming's explanation to him was: Now I have a headache when I see various topics, and I can't think effectively at all. He didn't give up the college entrance examination, he just wanted to take a break and wait until next year.

Wu Yueming did not go to the psychiatric department of the city hospital in the end, and after taking a leave of absence, he stayed in Gangmingju, painting, reading Lei Ruochen's diary, and the complete set of Kierkegaard's complete works that Lei Ruochen gave him.

He called his parents and told him that he was sick and had to take a leave of absence. His parents told him to have a good rest, and each sent him a thousand yuan to come over and let him go to the hospital by himself. He also told his grandparents about taking a leave of absence, and they asked him to go home to rest, but he said that he had to go to the hospital every week for a follow-up, and it was too much trouble to return home.

Wu Yueming thought of going in and out of the hospital several times a month, but he didn't use a penny in his pocket, so he asked Tang Xiaogang how much money he spent in total during this time. Tang Xiaogang smiled and said: "I didn't keep accounts, so I know how much money was spent, there shouldn't be much." ”

"There is always an approximate number, and the brothers must also settle the accounts." Wu Yueming said.

"Our relationship goes beyond brothers, and it doesn't have to be real money, remember first, when you pay it back, when I have children, let them recognize you as a godfather, I just care about them eating, drinking, and sleeping, as for the confusion in learning and life, you will answer them for them." Tang Xiaogang grinned with his teeth.

"Okay" Wu Yueming was no longer involved with Tang Xiaogang about money, he knew that this was just an excuse for Tang Xiaogang not to know about his money. "You kid thinks far ahead"

"It's not far away, I've found the child, maybe I haven't graduated from college yet, and I may become a father." Tang Xiaogang continued to blow wildly.

Wu Yueming picked up the paintbrush and no longer answered Tang Xiaogang.

That Spring Festival, Wu Yueming still returned home the day before the New Year. On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, he went to Guangzhou, where Tang Xiaogang's parents had already helped him find a job.

Wu Yueming plans to go to Guangdong to work for half a year, Tang Xiaogang agrees, he hopes that Wu Yueming can try a different environment. Tang Xiaogang was willing to let his parents help Wu Yueming find a job, on the condition that Wu Yueming could not go to Guangzhou with the storage box given to him by Lei Ruochen's mother, that is, Wu Yueming could not carry Lei Ruochen's mobile phone, diary and the heart-shaped letter with him. In fact, Wu Yueming can almost recite the words on the diary and the heart-shaped letter. Of course, that necklace never left Wu Yueming's chest, except for the time when he took a bath. Tang Xiaogang promised that he would keep the storage box and the dozens of paintings that Wu Yue had painted by Lei Ruochen, and Tang Xiaogang even swore that he would protect these things with his life. Wu Yueming only wore that necklace to Guangzhou, of course, Wu Yueming can still paint when he arrives in Guangzhou.

Wu Yueming returned from Guangzhou to his small county town in early July and returned to Gangmingju. At that time, Tang Xiaogang and Xu Tingjuan had just filled in the volunteers. Both of them did not do very well in the exam, and of course Xu Tingjuan failed to enter Fudan University, let alone Tang Xiaogang. Xu Tingjuan's first choice is Hunan University, as for Tang Xiaogang, since Xu Tingjuan chose to be in Changsha, then he will only be in Changsha, and his choice is Changsha University of Science and Technology.

"I kind of want to repeat it," Mr. Tang said.

"Don't be stupid, we all know that you're not that kind of person, even if you don't do well in the exam, you won't repeat it." Wu Yueming knew that Tang Xiaogang said that he was repeating, but in fact, he was studying the third year of high school with him.

"I'll take care of myself, don't I still have to be your child's godfather?" Wu Yueming continued.

"Then you have to keep in touch with me at all times"

"Okay, I'll use QQ to report to you every night about my situation that day, and call you once every Sunday night, okay?"

"Okay, that's pretty much it." Tang Xiaogang patted the back of his head and said.

On August 1, 2011, Wu Yueming went to No. 1 Middle School and studied in the third year of high school again in an ordinary class, he still lives in Gangmingju, and he will still be used to standing in front of the window and looking at Lei Ruochen's study on the third floor, and the cyan moire curtains may never be opened for him again. However, in a year's time, Wu Yueming found that Lei Ruochen's parents were much older, and Lei Ruochen's grandparents had been staying in the country house. He often thinks that the person who should have been hit by a car and was going to be hit was him, why did God let this accident berain Ruochen? Could it be that God is also jealous of her flawlessness? Or is God punishing him, and people like him are not worthy of being close to Ruochen?