Chapter 42: Goodbye to know that the flowers have not bloomed

"Anzhi...

Gu Yin spoke, and the old man on the side looked at her and shook his head, and said softly:

"I'll cook first, you watch him, and then help your mother turn over"

Gu Yin opened her mouth to say something, but found that she had nothing to say, she nodded, and as the old man exited the room, her eyes turned to Gu Anzhi, who was kneeling in front of the bed, and her heart throbbed inexplicably.

Time has taken away too many of our things, often it is too late to regret it, everything is gone, Gu Anzhi also wants it all to disappear, but all of this has appeared in front of his eyes one by one, he can't escape after all, life is so simple and fragile, and so wonderful and complicated.

Gu Anzhi stood up, he was cold and numb, but his palms were unusually warm, he let go of Gu Yin's mother's hand and covered it with the quilt, and looked at her quietly, the sheets and mosquito nets were sky blue, the folds on the quilt were like waves, and the surroundings seemed to be in the ocean, she was like a princess in the sea, sleeping in the depths of silence.

"Grandma didn't mean to let you..."

Gu Anzhi was suddenly speechless, he didn't know what to call the "sleeping beauty" in front of him, he only remembered that he had eaten the candy she grabbed for him, smashed the toys she bought for Gu Yin, and envied Gu Yin for having a mother like her, he still remembered a lot, and the memory that was already vague was extremely clear at this time.

He remembered that Gu Yin was sitting on the ground crying because of the broken toy, he remembered that the beautiful woman's smile was extremely gentle, like a song of a warbler, she comforted Gu Yin who was sitting on the ground, and whispered softly, she did not blame Gu Anzhi like others, but touched his head and told him that it was okay and asked him not to care.

She smiled and told Xiao Anzhi that Gu Yin liked him, and told her a lot about him, she touched Gu Yin's nose, coquettishly said that she was stingy, and told her that next time she bought a stronger one, isn't he your favorite Anzhi brother, didn't you say that you want to leave all the good things to him.

Gu Yin stopped crying, and sobbed with a little flower face: "But, but he can't break the things I gave him."

Gu Yin's mother comforted her with a smile: "That's because I was careless, and people didn't mean it."

"That's what I gave him, why should he be careless"

The little girl glared at Xiao Anzhi angrily, and then Gu Anzhi ran away without looking back.

He had to run away, tears were already rolling in his eyes, how envious he was, he wanted to know, why Gu Yin had a mother, Liu Yang had a mother, why he didn't have it, why he didn't have it, he ran through the house in one breath, ran across the embankment, ran through the fields, he sat on the golden hillside, and began to cry loudly, crying, but no one knew.

Gu Yin looked at Gu Anzhi, who was standing at the head of the bed, and stopped talking, shook his head, and walked to his side.

"Come on, don't take it too seriously, it's been so long, seeing you like this, I'm starting to feel a little uncomfortable, I'm used to it...

Gu Yin stretched out his hand to help the woman on the bed up, Gu Anzhi hurriedly staggered to make way for her, he looked at Gu Yin's cautious appearance, as if he was treating a time-honored work of art, subtle and exquisite.

"She... Is that okay?"

"What's the problem, it's amazing, except that I can't speak, I can't move, I don't have an autonomous consciousness, I'm just like a normal person, eating, going to the toilet, I have the physiological reactions I should have, but why can't I wake up?"

Gu Yin sat at the head of the bed, looking at her mother, she stroked the soft hair in her ear, which seemed to grow a little longer.

"I've read a lot of books about brain death, and I've tried a lot of things, and the books say that the shorter the coma, the more likely you are to wake up, but now..."

Gu Anzhi heard Gu Yin's words but couldn't speak, he felt that he was almost out of breath, the ventilation of the room was very good, and there was a skylight next to it, but he only felt stuffy at this time, Gu Yin shrugged his shoulders, feeling a little helpless, he lay her mother back on the bed, covered the quilt, and gave her a slight full-body massage with her hands.

"Fortunately, her physical condition has been very good over the years, and it has reassured us a lot, maybe this is the so-called luck in misfortune."

Gu Yin stood up and looked at Gu Anzhi, who had obviously just wiped his nose, a little funny, but he couldn't laugh.

"Let's go, let's go out and talk, let her rest here alone, she... I've always liked to be quiet.,And I.。。 But he always her off."

Gu Yin reluctantly glanced at her mother, put down the mosquito net, and then walked out of the room, Gu Anzhi also looked at the person on the bed through the blue green silk, his eyes were full of unbearable, he just wanted to turn around and follow Gu Yin, but as soon as he raised his thigh, a heart-piercing pain instantly hit his heart, and Gu Anzhi stumbled and fell to the ground.

“pupa~”

Gu Yin heard the sound behind him and hurriedly turned around, only to see Gu An half-propped up on the ground with one hand, touching his thigh with the other, his face full of pain.

"Are you okay, why did you give me such a big gift."

"I'll rub, don't say cool words, hurry up and help me, my leg cramps and it hurts me to death"

“。。。。。。”

Gu Yin helped Gu Anyi limp out of the door, turned on the light in the guest hall, put him on a chair, and turned around to close the door inside.

"You're okay, how can you be nervous like this, don't rub it, the more you rub it, the slower it will recover, you relax and relax"

"I'm fine, you go see grandma, I'll come later"

Gu Yin squatted on the ground and glanced at him suspiciously, and opened his mouth to shout, "Grandma, do you need my help?"

"No, no, the food you helped cook, I don't dare to give it to your mother, you take An Zhi around, see if the chickens are resting, I'll call you when the meal is ready"

"Look...

Gu Yin spread her hands, Gu Anzhi remembered her "dark cuisine", she didn't have diarrhea at the beginning, I really don't know if it was because her stomach was good, or Gu Yin's craftsmanship was good.

"Didn't you say your food was pretty good, what...

"It's pretty good, I'll make it for you another day, but because of my mother, I can only feed her liquid food most of the time, all of which my grandmother makes for her alone every time, and occasionally we eat together"

"Then your mother, has she always been like this, for so many years...

Gu Yin stood up, she knew what Gu Anzhi wanted to ask, she sat on the bench, looked at the door of the guest hall closed in front of her, her eyes were a little melancholy, as if she was reminiscing, and then it was like a meteor transiting, and everything was calm again.

"The hardest days have survived, maybe when I am admitted to college, she may be willing to wake up when she is happy, in fact, many of my books are hers, and the notes are also copied by her left, she used to be a teacher in a middle school, teach everything, teach Chinese classes and teach students mathematics, you say that it is not an exaggeration, I tell you, at that time I was always secretly reading the novels she bought, everything, she...

Gu Anzhi turned sideways and quietly looked at the girl sitting next to him gushing, the girl's face was full of smiles, but Gu Anzhi knew that those were bitterness, pain, confusion, and all kinds of things that he had experienced or had not yet had time to experience, but Gu Yin hung them on his face and used a smile to show all this.

Gu Yin took a deep breath, ended her "self-talk" and turned to look at Gu Anzhi.

"Hey, I said your leg should be fine, if it's okay, you can accompany me to watch the chickens"

Gu Anzhi stretched his legs, and the pain was no longer as good as just now, and it was relieved.

"Okay, you lead the way, and, you... I don't have a dog."

"Raised, it's a big one, it scares you to death"

Gu Yin made an exaggerated expression at him, so cute, Gu Anzhi smiled awkwardly, he knew that Gu Yin was joking again.

"Grandma, then we're going, remember to call us later"

"Okay, okay, slow down on the road, remember to bring the flashlight, it's getting dark"

"I know~I know~"

After Gu Yin finished speaking, he touched a flashlight out of nowhere, turned it on and looked at it, there was a lot of light, so he opened the door and walked out with Gu Anzhi.

"I said Grand Knight Gu, why have you become so timid, you are afraid of everything, and you look like you are afraid of seeing people, and you are not a yellow flower girl, is it possible that they will eat you"

Following Gu Yin, who was starting to make fun of herself, Gu Anzhi rushed to her side, looking at the swaying light, with a pretentious and deep appearance.

"People, they will always change, not to mention knights, as a good knight, the most important thing is to know how to protect oneself wisely.

"Stop, stop, what kind of mess are you, have you really had a good understanding of what a knight is?"

"Of course"

"Then tell me, what are the rules of knighthood"

"It's a good day, and where are you going, how did you go to the back of the house, and you went farther and farther"

“。。。。 Gu Anzhi! You don't interrupt me and answer questions, don't you know?"

Gu Yin broke a branch, Gu Anzhi was startled, and quickly left her side, and almost made a mistake, Gu Yin turned his head to look at him and shone the flashlight on him.

"What are you afraid of, I won't beat you, you are always so surprised, you don't know, you don't know, anyway, it's not an unusual thing for you"

Gu Yin pointed the flashlight at the front again, Gu Anzhi returned to her side, looking at the surrounding scenery that was not very clear, the bushes were overgrown, he seemed to be contemplative, with a little entanglement.

"It's not that I don't know, I just can't say it, knight, hehe", Gu Anzhi smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Am I still a worthy knight, humility, honor, sacrifice, valor, mercy, spirituality, honesty, justice, you think, I have done a few more"

Gu Anzhi turned his head to look at Gu Yin, Gu Yin stopped and shone the flashlight on his face, Gu Anzhi hurriedly stretched out his hand to block his eyes.

"Gu Anzhi! You idiot! Wouldn't it be nice to be your own knight, do you know ... ”

"Know what?"

Gu Anzhi put down his hand and dodged Gu Yin's flashlight, Gu Yin put down the flashlight and turned off the switch, Gu Anzhi was still a little uncomfortable, the moonlight tonight was not very sufficient, and some Gu Anzhi would get used to this sudden darkness.

Gu Yin stood in place for a long time.

"Do you know that in someone's heart, you have always been the great knight who defeated the Demon King...