343 How can you live up to it

There is a pond in the courtyard of the Gao family, it is not big, but it is not small, it looks like a hundred square meters, because there is no master to live, there is no ornamental fish, and the servants who watch the yard raise some carp. After eating, Wan Chaoyun and Chen Qian walked around the pond a few times to eat, and then sat down on the bamboo bench used for fishing on the edge of the pond.

On the firmament, the silver moon is full, and in the pond, there is also a round, which complements each other.

Wan Chaoyun got up and stretched out her hand to stir in the water, and suddenly the moon in the pond seemed to be alive, moving, she grinned and turned back to Chen Qian and said: "Sir, I remember a poem, I don't know who wrote it, the moonlight is like water and the sky is like water, do you say this is the scene?" ”

"It's very well written." Chen Qian nodded and praised.

Wan Chaoyun wiped his hands and sat beside him, leaning on his shoulder, "It's not as good as Mr. Writing." ”

"You, always look at me with colored eyes, how can I be as good as you say?" He stretched out his hand and gently scraped the tip of Wan Chaoyun's nose, "I'm not afraid that others will listen to it, saying that your princess sells melons?" ”

"I don't sell Mr." Wan Chaoyun pouted, looking very unconvinced.

Chen Qian laughed and was about to answer, when there was a noise in the distance.

"Don't follow me!" It was Song who was really talking, and she seemed to be very impatient.

"You are a woman in the boudoir, but you meet with a man late at night and spread the word, how do you behave? Hurry back! This is Yan Hao's voice.

Wan Chaoyun and Chen Qian glanced at each other, and the two of them got up in unison and walked towards the sound.

The moonlight is like water, although it is not as bright as the daylight, but you can also see the road under your feet, and after walking for a long time, you can see Song Shizhen and Yan Hao confronting each other in the distance.

Wan Chaoyun and Chen Qian exchanged glances, and the two tacitly agreed that they did not continue walking, but stood in the corner and listened.

Chen Qian had never done such a thing in his life, but he hid in the corner to watch a young man and woman meet......

"You mean that I am shameless?" Song was really angry and asked Yan Hao unceremoniously.

Yan Hao was so angry when he heard this, "You know that I don't mean that, I mean, you are an unmarried girl, you shouldn't go to see a foreign man in the middle of the night, if you let others know, I don't know if I will spread your gossip like this, I am for your good." ”

"I thank you, I don't need to! You, Master Yan, why are you telling me this? Who do I see in the middle of the night, and what does it matter to you? Song is true tone has a mocking tone.

"Why is it none of my business?" Yan Hao didn't seem to hear anything else, so he only heard the last few words, and became aggrieved, "You and you, why is it none of my business?" ”

"What's wrong with me? I'm not related to you, and you're also a foreign man! "Song is really saying that he wants to leave.

Yan Hao was suddenly anxious, his hands were faster than his brain, and he instinctively reached out and grabbed it, "How can I be the same as those foreign men?" ”

"How is it different? Not a pair of eyes, a pair of hands? Could it be that you have three heads and six arms? Song Shizhen shook off his hand and continued walking.

Yan Hao chased after her and stopped her, "Isn't it tacit between me and you?" In your eyes, is it the same as everyone else? ”

"What's tacit?" Song Shizhen snorted coldly, clasping his hands around his chest, "I'm an unmarried girl, I really can't have any tacit understanding with a foreign man, what should I do if it is spread out?" ”

"I ...... You ......" Yan Hao was so anxious that he didn't know how to answer, and he was at a loss in an instant.

Song Shizhen walked past him and continued to walk forward, just as Han Ying came over, and said in a low voice: "Girl, Doctor Yu is ready." ”

"I'm not going to see him!" Yan Hao suddenly couldn't stand it anymore when he heard this, shouted angrily, ran to Song Shizhen again, squeezed Han Ying away, and grabbed Song Shizhen's arms, "Since you don't have a tacit agreement with me, then I'll make it clear to you, I like you, I can't see you go to see other men!" ”

The words came into her ears, Song is really only feeling her heart pounding, beating hard, as if she was about to jump out, over the years, she has seen all kinds of people, some of them are very good, and they have good personalities, such as Yu Yuan.

For example, rookies in the villa, rookies in martial arts, and talents from all over the world.

But these people are all people she knew after she became the owner of the village, or she was a close friend, but there were always people who were good to her at the end of the day.

Wan Chaoyun counts as one.

Yan Hao is also counted as one.

Now this person who is deeper than others says that he likes her and doesn't want her to meet other men, although his tone is angry and corrupt, he can listen to it in his heart, warm and sweet.

It's like spring, when the warm sun shines on your body, and then you eat the desserts of Wuweiju.

"Are you pleasing to me?" She blinked, and her whole person was more well-behaved, not as domineering as before.

Under the moonlight, Yan Hao only saw the woman in front of him who haunted him look up and ask her, but he couldn't see the brilliance in her eyes, but he could hear his heartbeat.

The sound of two hearts thumping made his heart as sweet as honey.

"Yes, I like you, from the time we met in Tianji City, until now, it has always been you, and at that time, I thought, I must marry you, before the age of thirty, accompany you to wherever you want to go, to play, to do chivalry."

"After the age of thirty, I will ask my uncle and grandfather to ask for an errand for me, and when I can support you, I will give birth to a child, I will teach him to read, and you will teach him to practice martial arts, so that he can become a person who is both civil and military."

"At the age of forty, he is also old and can be independent, if you still want to play and do chivalry, I will accompany you, don't worry about it."

"Your family is just your daughter, you have a father to support, you want to live in Qingzhou, I will accompany you to live in Qingzhou, if you want to live in the capital, I will live in the capital with you, if you want the child to have your surname, then follow your surname, anyway, the Yan family Ding Xingwang, there is no shortage of me."

He said a lot in one breath, as if he had exhausted all his courage and strength.

After saying that, I didn't dare to stop, and some words, when I stopped, I don't know what year and month I had the courage to say it again.

"But you are too promising, turn around and become the owner of the village, watching you get better and better day by day, I deeply feel that I am not worthy of you, I think I must be a big official, at least I can match you, but I am anxious, I see you walking so close to others, I am anxious."

"If you have done this to me, why didn't you say it earlier? Are you going to drag me into an old girl? Song Shizhen frowned and asked, she is now an old girl, every time Song Tishi writes, she urges her to get married quickly, even the Wen family has mentioned it to her countless times.

Yan Hao was speechless for a while, and was silent for a long time before he said apologetically: "Something happened in the family back then, my uncle and grandfather didn't let the children of the Yan family go out, and detained us to study, and many sons and girls of the Yan family didn't say that they were related, my father once said that my uncle and grandfather were afraid that someone would rebel and implicate the family at that time." ”

"Then why are you saying this now?" Song Shizhen asked again.

"Naturally, I'm afraid that you and others don't want me." He was aggrieved and wanted to hug Song is true, but she pushed him away.

"Come less." Song is really sweet in his heart, but he can't let go of his mouth, and pretends to be angry.

Yan Hao said it, the pressure is not so great, plus Song Shizhen doesn't seem to be repulsive, he is also sweet in his heart, his heart is sweet, the old problem is committed again, and he pulls Song Shizhen to be coquettish, "Master......"

"Do you still know that I am your master?"

"I haven't formally apprenticed, it's just called it, I prefer to call you true, true, true." He had to hold Song is true inch by inch, like a girl who depends on a bird, and Song is really domineering like an emperor.

"Hey, are you serious, have you thought about the future when you are dozens of years old?" Song is really acquiesced to him taking his hand, and Han Ying also left consciously, just now she was just deliberately stimulating Yan Hao, otherwise Song is a real thing, she will never say it at this time.

As Song is really a personal maid, she, like Wen and Song Tisha, is heartbroken for her life's events, always thinking that the girl will be entrusted by someone sooner.

Yan Hao nodded with great affirmation, "Well, I've thought about it at the age of sixty, when we are sixty years old, we should hold our grandson, and when the time comes, we will be in-laws with your sister Yun, let's marry a daughter, and then take care of her grandson's subordinates, think about it and have a sense of accomplishment." ”

Wan Chaoyun: "......"

"Are you saying this for the rest of the dowry?" Song asked him in real danger.

"Naturally not, I thought about it, I won't delay it anymore, and when I return to Beijing, I will send someone to Qingzhou to propose marriage." Yan Hao took out his ability to be a gentleman, and he wanted to hug Song is true with a dead face.

Wan Chaoyun felt that she was really blind, and she pursed her lips and returned to the pond.

"Yan Hao, relying on that little friendship back then, wants to marry me as a real sister, it's really a toad who wants to eat swan meat, beautiful!" Wan Chaoyun has a daughter who has worked hard to raise her, and she has learned that she is a scholar, strong in martial arts, generous in dealing with people, and looks like a flower and a moon, and it is a pleasing time when a pig suddenly appeared and arched the flowers!

Chen Qian listened and didn't speak, he was in a very complicated mood at this time, Yan Hao and Song are really the same age, so they are qualified to imagine thirty, forty, and sixty years old, and he is not qualified.

He didn't even dare to think about what would happen in ten, twenty, thirty years.

Or maybe he can't even think about it, because he doesn't have those twenty years, thirty years anymore.

Suddenly, his chest was heavy, and the soft person leaned on his heart, making him happy and guilty, Yan Hao could really have countless ten or twenty years with Song Shi, and he couldn't give it.

"Xiao Chaoyun." His heart ached, and he called softly.

Obviously feeling that he was depressed, Wan Chaoyun suddenly felt that the person holding him was far away from him.

"Well, I'm here." She replied softly, wrapping her arms around him and hugging him tighter.

"What if...... I can't be with you for the next twenty years, what are you going to do? His voice trembled a little, and it was a cruel question.

Wan Chaoyun buried his head deeper, as if he was desperately grasping for something he loved, about to leave his beloved, "I once read a sentence. ”

Her mood also had a touch of sadness with his low mood, "What I said is that this life in the world is like thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, countless passers-by, some people add color to the mountains and rivers, some people make the sun and the moon dull, some people change the flow of his river, some people shape her backbone, when the time comes, it is just standing on the top of the mountain, looking back at the rivers and lakes." ”

"Sir, this life is a long way, I just want to accompany you to walk along, whether the left is a prosperous village, or the right is a road, and no matter whether there are thorns in front of you, or a dead end, you go left, I will go left, you go right, I will go right, you want to walk the thorns and steep slopes, I also swear to die, even if it is a dead end, it is better than a heart like duckweed, nothing to rely on."

She has lived too long and tasted the ups and downs of the world.

From the thorns, from the bottom of the abyss, covered with blood.

Zeng Quan leaned into the harem.

He was rich and glorious.

He was once rich and rivaled the country.

He once wantonly raised flowers.

In the end, she found that she had nothing to rely on, all she wanted was someone to understand her, spoil her, and love her.

See the flowers of this world with her.

Enjoy this wealth and glory with her.

Look at the water with her, see the water, and eat the sea.

When she is young, she dislikes them for not understanding her vicissitudes, just like an old man.

When she was old, she disliked their wives and concubines, and she was disrespectful to the elderly.

After looking for a long time, I found that God spoiled her alone, and if she wanted to give her the best man in the world, how could she care about ten years or twenty years?

Naturally, if she can steal a few twenty years, she doesn't mind.

"You are my sun and moon, you are there, they are eclipsed, if you are no more, who will light the way for me? Sir, whether it's 10 years, 20 years, or 30 years, let's not think about it, let's live in the present, okay? ”

The breeze was gentle, the pond rippled, and the moon moved, as if it was also moved by this wind and moon.

Or urging someone to nod.

Chen Qian hugged the person in his arms, and the guilt was even worse, but the whole heart was also filled slowly.

How to live up to this look?

How can you live up to it?

He would not dare to live up to it.

However, the more you dare not live up to it, the more you will think about it.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that I had failed again.

"Xiao Chaoyun, I'm sorry." He kissed her lightly on the forehead, "I shouldn't have provoked you. ”

"Obviously I provoked Mr." Wan Chaoyun raised his head and disagreed with the Dao.

"If you don't help you, if you don't praise you, if you don't show up in front of you, you won't ......" he said and became suspicious of narcissism, but the rest of the words came to his lips but could not be spoken.

Wan Chaoyun laughed, lay on top of him, buried his head in his neck, and rubbed his whole body hot and uneasy, "Sir, if you don't appear in front of me, I will still know you, you don't know, my father likes your poetry collection the most, and I will say that you are good if you are fine." ”

"That's different." Chen Qian only felt that his mouth was dry, and he wanted to remove the person in his arms, but he was reluctant.

"How is it different? It's just that Di Shuxiao, didn't he get your praise? Still not obsessed with you? Wan Chaoyun pursed his lips, "I don't know how many people regard you as the ideal husband." ”

"It's not early, it's time to rest." Chen Qian found that he couldn't control himself anymore, and the person in his arms, soft and sweet, was next to him again.

He is a normal man and has a physiological reaction.

Wan Chaoyun was a little uneasy, because his mood was too low just now, and he was afraid that he would think too much, so he said: "No, I still want to talk to Mr., unless you coax me, I won't be able to sleep." ”

"How?" Chen Qian thought seriously for a while, and found that he couldn't, so he humbly asked for advice.

"Sir, what stupid, wouldn't it be nice if you kissed me?"

Chen Qian's hands tightened, and he lowered his head and kissed it.

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