Chapter 46 It's hard to understand the world when you think about it

In Gu Anzhi's memory, although it was not as exaggerated as the book said "beating the roe deer and scooping the fish, and the pheasant flew into the rice pot", but touching the small fish and shrimp by the stream was a common thing, and he never thought about looking back, not only him, but even the homeland that once raised him has quietly undergone earth-shaking changes.

Gu Anzhi thought without reverie, maybe it won't be long before this peaceful and quiet town would become even more strange to him, and now the magnificent colors of nature in front of him would probably disappear, replaced by something else, something else that he couldn't adapt to.

He remembered the local dog he used to raise at home, with snow-white hair, when he was a child, he grew up with a white silver hair, and he was very good-looking, Gu Anzhi named him Xiaobai, Liu Yang disagreed and felt that it was too cheesy, Gu Anzhi felt that it was too cheesy, and it was cheesy and easy to feed, but in the end, it didn't take long for him to grow up and die in the wilderness.

Gu Anzhi doesn't know who it is, maybe it's the second dog at the head of the village, maybe it's Li Mazi at the end of the village, maybe it's someone else, they all have something in common, they have all "boasted" about Xiaobai's majesty, and at the same time they moved their own dogs to accompany her to "frolic", Gu Anzhi and Liu Yang called Xiaobai's name while chasing those dogs, although Xiaobai was young and vigorous, but he was far from being the opponent of those guys.

After Xiaobai left, Gu Anzhi didn't know what to feel at that time, as if something had been lost, empty, and a little unrelenting, while Liu Yang was indignant that he would not give up if he didn't find out the murderer of the dog, Gu Anzhi stopped him, and he began to take him crazy all over the mountains again, but he never picked up the dog after that, he felt that sometimes the dog is much simpler than the human, you feed it some food It can be with you for a lifetime, even if it dies, but what about people.

Gu Anzhi thinks back now, his heart is a little sour, maybe he was already aware of something at that time, even if he really found the so-called "murderer", what if he really found the so-called "murderer", for them living in the countryside, everyone has countless reasons, just a dog, if he dies, he will die.

Since then, Gu Anzhi has a special affection for dogs, he likes dogs, but he hates dogs, he likes those stray dogs who are lonely and abandoned by others, he hates those "precious" dogs in the town who follow people without worrying about food and clothing and never leashing, their owners look at them and occasionally annoy the passers-by, standing aside and laughing, he thinks of the people who stood on the field in the past and the two dogs, they also laughed like this.

Gu Yin helped her grandmother to help her mother into a wheelchair, and pushed her into the courtyard through the side door behind the door, Gu Anzhi wanted to help but found that he had no way to start, he stood aside a little embarrassed, feeling that he was a little redundant, he suddenly felt that compared to now, he was more willing to lie there and keep making rolls.

Gu Yin pushed her mother over the bluestone slab, the wheelchair pressed against the dead branches scattered on the ground, making a creaking sound, although the path outside was not very spacious, but it was more than enough to push a wheelchair.

Gu Anzhi stood on the right side of Gu Yin, next to the cliff slope, surrounded by poplar trees, and further down was the clear trickle, Gu Anzhi looked at the woman lying in a wheelchair, Gu Yin walked not very fast, and it was also very light.

"Is your mother like this, usually. Don't you need to take medicine?"

Gu Yin turned his face sideways and glanced at Gu Anzhi, and shook his head slightly.

"Every once in a while, my mother's former attending doctor would bring people over to have a look, and they would sometimes prescribe some medicine and prescribe something, and now it's the National Day, I guess when we return to school, they should come again."

Gu Anzhi lowered his head and pondered, the hospital is so good now, will it send a team to the countryside? Then he seemed to think of something, and asked tentatively:

"Liu Yang?"

Gu Yin pushed the wheelchair and looked at her mother and nodded gently.

"There's something I forgot to tell you, it doesn't seem too late to mention it"

"What?"

"Even in the future, unless grandma takes the initiative to mention it, you'd better not mention Liu Yang and their family in front of her."

Gu Anzhi was puzzled, Liu Yang and his family had obviously helped Gu Yin's family so much, so she...

"Why? If you say it's because of me, then you're really fooling me for a fool, grandma doesn't know about it?"

Gu Yin wanted to laugh, Gu Anzhi always made her laugh like this regardless of the occasion, maybe it was just because the young man next to her was called Gu Anzhi, so she would be like this.

"I think, she should know, she actually knows better than anyone else, as for you, there may be part of the reason, anyway, you just remember not to mention them"

Gu Anzhi didn't respond, it was a tacit acquiescence, the messy relationship here gave him a headache, when he wanted to straighten it all out, he found that the last spearhead was directly aimed at himself, he quickly threw all this aside, in short, everything is just a matter of listening to Gu Yin.

The road ahead was a slightly steep slope, Gu Yin didn't choose to continue walking, she turned a corner and slowly returned to the way she came, Gu Anzhi followed behind her, the setting sun shone on him through the thin slit in the forest, he yawned, and a strong sleepiness hit his head, the sequelae left by last night are only now manifested, he rubbed his eyes and followed Gu Yin.

Grandma is not at home and doesn't know why she went, Gu Yin told him that there is a vegetable garden behind it, separated by a fence, grandma may be choosing vegetables, Gu Anzhi thought about it, it seems that he hasn't been able to go to the back today.

The evening after autumn was slightly cool, Gu Yin was worried that her mother was unwell, so she and Gu Anyi helped her back to the bed, Gu Yin put the wheelchair away and put it in the pavilion at the head of the bed, Gu Anzhi saw that there was another world behind the room, not only there was a separate bathroom but also a compartment with a bed in it, and Gu Anzhi's doubts in his heart last night were also solved.

When Gu Anzhi was still looking around, Gu Yin touched his arm and motioned him out, she wanted to help her mother clean up, Gu Anzhi just wanted to open her mouth and ask her if she needed help, but the words were still in her stomach before they came out, so he swallowed them back, and he felt that it was not unreasonable for him to be said by Gu Yin all the time.

Gu Anzhi, who walked out of the door, had nothing to do, do you want to study? He quickly shook his head, thinking that he had a long life, he unconsciously walked near Yanggou, looking at the weeds and silt in the ditch, fortunately it didn't rain much this day.

An old man, a young girl, some jobs are indeed difficult for them, he thought of the doctors who came to the house to see her mother Gu Yin said, aren't they all rare labor, Gu Anzhi smiled, each performing his own duties, how can there be so many good people in this world, one more thing is often better than one less thing.

Seeing that it was not too early, Gu Anzhi thought that he would not be able to do it for a while, it was better to wait and clean it up later, anyway, the National Day holiday was still long, he hummed a song and groped for the back of the house, since there was nothing to do, it was better to help the old man fold some vegetables together.

Gu Anzhi, who had eaten dinner, took a shower, lay on the bed and looked at his PHS, there were several small games in it, greedy snake, skoolka, Tetris, he couldn't remember how many times he had played these games, they had accompanied Gu Anzhi for countless days and nights, apart from them, Gu Anzhi could no longer find other fun.

Tonight, he was honored to appreciate Gu Yin's craftsmanship, in order to convince him to dispel Gu Anzhi's doubts about her, after ignoring his grandmother's kind words and persuasion, he personally gave Gu Anzhi the leftovers at noon and fried a plate of brightly colored egg fried rice for him.

Gu Anzhi was very moved, so he burst into tears when he ate it, he swore in front of Gu Yin that he had never eaten such a delicious thing, in order to let his grandmother not worry, he ate it with relish one bite at a time, which made Gu Yin want to taste it himself.

As powerful as him, he didn't have diarrhea after eating Gu Yin's dark dishes, but tonight he had collapsed, and he was already sleepy, so he was forced to wake up, Gu Yin was in her mother's room, and she didn't know Gu Anzhi's condition at all.

Gu Anzhi finally understood that all this actually had nothing to do with Gu Yin's craftsmanship, mainly because of the ingredients, it seemed that the ingredients prepared by Liu Yang were indeed good things, even if they were "ruined" by Gu Yin, they could still make him safe and sound.

Gu Anzhi couldn't understand why Gu Yin was so confident in her craftsmanship, he actually wanted Gu Yin to taste his craftsmanship, he had been learning to cook by himself for many years, although he was not as good as the five-star chef in the hotel, but he thought that it should not be bad, at least much better than Gu Yin, because he never had diarrhea when he ate his own food.

Gu Anzhi looked at his phone, and unconsciously turned to the text message sent to him by Gu Yin, he looked at the short lines of words, and had mixed feelings in his heart, the seven days of the National Day, now only one-seventh of it has passed, and the next time, every day is a torment for him.

The day of the town to catch the market is the three days of 2/4/6 every month, that is to say, if there is no accident, tomorrow Gu Yin and they are likely to go to the town to catch the market, Gu Anzhi can't help but start to worry a little, he feels that Gu Yin has simply seen him thoroughly, he always thinks about something that he shouldn't think, and makes himself more troubled, but he can't help but think, he has to think about every step, now he is walking on thin ice, even if he takes a wrong step, it will make him doomed.

He thought of Ergouzi's gang, most of them failed to be admitted to a good school, so they were directly admitted to the town's high school, the town's middle school is a junior high school co-run, this town can still have its own high school, and it really gives some people good convenience.

Gu Anzhi felt that he could probably guess what those people thought, in fact, some of them had already entered that kind of life in advance, except for those few nouveau riche who had money at home, most of the rest were mixed with high Chinese, and then, like the young people in the town, went to do their boss dream of "reading is useless, and working for those who don't read in the future".

Then they said that in order to save some start-up funds for themselves, they went to work in factories one by one, and some people did this for decades, but fortunately they finally fulfilled their boss dreams, and they finally became bosses, their families, and their own bosses.

Gu Anzhi thought it was funny, could a person who couldn't even read a book really be a boss, but he often heard this sentence in the mouths of those people.

Gu Anzhi thought that if he said this sentence in front of Gu Yin, he would probably be scolded half to death by her directly.