Chapter Seventy-Five: As Always
It was Zhang Xuan who broke up because he knew that Peng Fei didn't love him, so what was the use of continuing to tie her to his side?
But Zhang Xuan still didn't know why Peng Fei did this, he even thought that she didn't know Xiao Mo, how could he know that Peng Fei approached him for Xiao Mo?
It's really ironic to say it, the girl he loves wholeheartedly, in the end, just uses him as a pedal to get close to other men, and he Zhang Xuan can't stand this kind of anger no matter how much he is in his pocket.
So he let Peng Fei go......
Peng Fei still walked away without looking back, the moment the door closed, Zhang Xuan completely collapsed, sat on the ground and hammered the floor fiercely, the sunny and beautiful boy in the past no longer existed at this moment.
went to Peng Fei's bedroom, the decoration inside was changed by Zhang Xuan according to Peng Fei's preferences, simple and capable white, but there was a pink princess bed.
There are also some things that Peng Fei didn't take away, such as photos of her and Zhang Xuan.
Zhang Xuan walked over, picked up the photo, stroked Peng Fei's face in the photo, and finally fell to the ground hard, the sound of the glass breaking, just like the sound of Zhang Xuan's heartbreak, was broken and could not be repaired.
He laughed self-deprecatingly again.
Will he still have the ability to love someone again? Can he forget what Peng Fei did to him? Will he be able to live well?
This is really cruel for Zhang Xuan, who is in contact with love for the first time.
But just once, it made him see through people's hearts, the sadness of love, Peng Fei, and himself.
So Zhang Xuan threw out all the things Peng Fei in the room, but only left a necklace he gave to Peng Fei, Peng Fei left, and she was reluctant to take away even the gift that Zhang Xuan gave her.
Zhang Xuan is really worthless to her......
But Peng Fei is a priceless treasure to Zhang Xuan.
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Liu Yu knew that Zhang Xuan must be very broken now, it was always Zhang Xuan who comforted Liu Yu, but this time it was Zhang Xuan, and Liu Yu was a little overwhelmed.
She wanted to call, but she didn't know what to say; I want to go to him, but I don't know how to comfort him when I meet.
Maybe Zhang Xuan needs time and space, but he needs a Peng Fei even more.
Liu Yu was really anxious, and she didn't know what to do with her mobile phone, so she finally had to ask Xiao Mo to find Zhang Xuan, because she felt that they were all boys and might know how to comfort them.
But she forgot that Xiao Mo was a straight man of steel......
But Xiao Mo still listened to Liu Yu's words and went to find Zhang Xuan.
When he went to Zhang Xuan's house, Xiao Mo knocked on the door for a long time before someone opened it, but it was not Zhang Xuan who opened the door, but another boy who looked about the same age as them, drunk and staggering.
When he opened the door, he grinned and scolded: "TM, didn't you see your grandfather and I were drinking!" ”
Xiao Mo pushed him away and entered the house.
The scene in the house made Xiao Mo can't believe that he has entered a room where people live.
Clothes and pants were littered on the floor, as well as various wine bottles, instant noodle barrels, snack bags, and a musty and sour smell.
It made Xiao Mo almost nauseous to the point of throwing up.
Xiao Mo endured the discomfort in his stomach and found Zhang Xuan in a pile of garbage.
Zhang Xuan was no better than the boy just now, sitting on the ground with a scruffy beard and messy hair, still holding a bottle of beer in his hand, and muttering in his mouth.
The whole person looked embarrassed, and when Xiao Mo approached him, there was a pungent smell that made Xiao Mo take a few steps back.
"You haven't taken a shower in a few days!"
Zhang Xuan smbled a few times, but he couldn't hear what he was saying, and it seemed that he was already drunk and unconscious.
The boy who had just opened the door for Xiao Mo walked over crookedly, pulled Xiao Mo, and said inarticulately: "Zhang Xuan, let's continue to drink!" ”
Xiao Mo glanced at him, no one recognized him and continued to drink, this person was a drunken reincarnation, pushed him to the sofa, and patted his clothes.
walked over and dragged Zhang Xuan up, and said disgustedly: "That's all you need?" ”
Zhang Xuan didn't refute, but tears flowed from the corners of his eyes......
Xiao Mo shook his head helplessly, is it worth it to make himself look like this for Peng Fei?
Then Xiao Mo forgot the purpose of Liu Yu calling him, obviously he asked him to comfort Zhang Xuan, but he said a lot of words to attack Zhang Xuan.
The strange thing is that it is really effective, Zhang Xuan cheered up after waking up, and he didn't look like he was going to die or live.
This is probably how the boys comfort each other, although it is very neglectful, but it is very effective.
It's just that since then, Zhang Xuan has never laughed seriously, even if he laughs, but there is helplessness and sadness in his smile.
He is trying to forget Peng Fei and not let her affect his life anymore, but memories will always consciously creep into his heart.
Sometimes when friends get together, Zhang Xuan will be asked why he didn't bring a girlfriend, and he can only smile hard and say that he has broken up.
Sometimes someone asks him why he hasn't fallen in love yet, he can only say that he hasn't met the right one yet, in fact, he just hasn't forgotten Peng Fei yet, and all these reasons are just an excuse for him to deceive himself.
When he was alone, he would hold the necklace and recall the bits and pieces he had with Peng Fei over and over again, even if he knew that it was all fake, he was still willing to treasure it as the most precious thing.
And Peng Fei, it doesn't seem to be affected by that incident, and she doesn't even feel that it has happened to her, when she sees Xiao Mo at school, she still smiles and greets, and she meets Xiao Mo in various places, and she doesn't care if Xiao Mo responds to her or not, she does what she thinks is happy.
The matter of drugging Xiao Mo, and because of all that Zhang Xuan did, it was over, Peng Fei thought that no one except Zhang Xuan knew, but in fact, everyone knew it in their hearts, just for Zhang Xuan, they chose to let this matter fade into the dust.
Liu Yu walked with Xiao Mo again, which also made the rumors spread by the school self-defeating.
It's just that everything goes naturally, but everyone has a smile on their faces.
Zhang Xuan always pretended to be strong in front of Liu Yu, never told Liu Yu how sad he was, and Liu Yu didn't mention Peng Fei, they each put each other in the most important position and guarded each other's most vulnerable side.
Next month is the day of Liu Yu and Xiao Mo's graduation, the two are busy with their graduation thesis, and they don't have much time to think about other things, but Peng Fei still looks like he has nothing to do with anything other than Xiao Mo, ignoring Liu Yu and pursuing Xiao Mo by himself.
But she seems to have changed, she no longer plays tricks in everything like before, and she is scheming everywhere, probably because of Zhang Xuan, so that her conscience has returned.
"Xiao Mo, you said that I skipped so many classes, can I get a graduation certificate?" Liu Yu became anxious at this time, and when he skipped class, he just went to play, where did he think about it so much.
As a result, I only think about it now, and I am worried about whether I can get a graduation certificate, and only Liu Yu can do this kind of thing.
"Don't worry, as long as you don't fail the course, you can get it." Xiao Mo helped his glasses.
Because of excessive use of his eyes, Xiao Mo also wore glasses, but it did not affect his handsomeness at all, but added a touch of maturity and stability.
"But I'm hanging up in math..."It's really a sad thing, and a worry is up again, Liu Yu's scumbag nature can't be changed.
Xiao Mo turned his head to look at Liu Yu, and without hesitation, he reached out and flicked Liu Yu's forehead, and his forehead quickly turned a large red.
"What are you doing? Bounce me again! Liu Yu pouted, his eyebrows furrowed together.
"If you don't usually listen to lectures and don't do questions, I'll tell you that you are still sleeping, who will fail if you don't fail the subject?"
Liu Yu lost his momentum in an instant, and lowered his head and didn't look at Xiao Mo.
Xiao Mo looked at Liu Yu and smiled, "Okay, if you can't get a graduation certificate, I will support you in the future." ”
"Then can you support me for the rest of my life?" Liu Yu's mood was at the bottom, so he didn't have the heart to feel Xiao Mo's love words, so he replied angrily.
"You can do it in the next life." Xiao Mo caught Liu Yu off guard again, making Liu Yu's face blush instantly.
"Just put your heart in your stomach, you'll get it." Love words are love words, Xiao Mo still comforted Liu Yu seriously, Liu Yu has always believed in Xiao Mo's words, and always felt that everything he said was right, so he didn't worry anymore.
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The last month of school passed very quickly, Liu Yu's graduation thesis was revised by Xiao Mo many times, and he barely passed, and mathematics was also on the verge of failing the subject, so he got his graduation certificate.
Of course, Xiao Mo needless to say, not only got his graduation certificate, but also the certificates issued by various schools, and the principal even wanted him to stay in school as a guide, but Xiao Mo refused.
The reason is that he took Liu Yu to more places.
He finally introduced Liu Yu in front of everyone.
At the graduation ceremony, Xiao Mo took the stage to deliver a speech as an outstanding student, but he was not alone, there was Liu Yu, he confessed his heart to Liu Yu in front of everyone.
Fang Sheng saw all this, he wanted to go up and pull Liu Yu away, but he didn't, only a trace of reason remained, he knew what to do and what not to do.
Until the thunderous applause below, all the teachers and students of the school witnessed their beautiful side, which will remain forever as the most beautiful scenery of A University.
He finally gave Liu Yu an explanation, an explanation to everyone, Liu Yu no longer had to secretly hide other people's confession letters to Xiao Mo, but could stand up directly and say, 'This is my boyfriend.' ’
When taking the graduation photo, Fang Sheng was standing next to Liu Yu, but Liu Yu consciously moved out of the way and changed positions with Xiao Mo, Xiao Mo understood what Liu Yu meant, and Fang Sheng also understood.
When the photographer asked him to shout eggplant, everyone compared the gesture of 'yes', except Fang Sheng, who compared 'L', and everyone in the photo smiled from the bottom of their hearts, and only Fang Sheng was smiling bitterly.
But no one found out about these, only Fang Sheng himself kept this liking, and he couldn't say that he couldn't express or even like it.
But he couldn't help himself, Fang Sheng wanted to have a bottle of medicine that could make him amnesia, so that he didn't know Liu Yu and didn't like Liu Yu, so that he wouldn't be so sad.
But if he doesn't know Liu Yu, he will know other people, and he will know other people who can also make him so haunted, how should he decide to give it up at that time?
Or maybe he is a little more selfish, doesn't consider Xiao Mo's feelings, just cares about himself, and bravely chases after him if he likes, he won't be so uncomfortable.
But what is most lacking in this world is if, there is no regret medicine, there is no amnesia medicine, there is just your own heart that you can't let go......