Chapter 44: Long Talk

Chu Shiyu didn't speak, stirring his juice vigorously, pretending to be engrossed, but his heart kept churning, and he was almost about to vomit.

Although the environment of the coffee shop is good, it is inevitably a little closed, the air is not very circulated, and the flavors of various coffee drinks are mixed together, which is very disgusting to smell in Chu Shiyu.

"I'm a little uncomfortable." Chu Shiyu stopped what she was doing and looked up at Yin Yixuan.

Yin Yixuan didn't say a word, helped Chu Shiyu lift the bag and said, "Okay, then let's go out for a walk." ”

seems to have returned to the time when she was in love, Chu Shiyu was the shopkeeper, and Yin Yixuan was responsible for everything, carrying the bag and paying the bill. Everything went so naturally.

Looking at Yin Yixuan, who was chatting with the boss when he paid the bill, Chu Shiyu paused, after all, he still didn't go over, and walked straight to the coffee shop.

After a while, Yin Yixuan came out with a smile, looked at Chu Shiyu who was in a daze at the door of the store and asked, "You should go and say hello to the boss." ”

Chu Shiyu also thought so at first, but she always felt that she would go over with Yin Yixuan, and she was afraid that the boss would misunderstand something, so she smiled awkwardly and said, "You can just go." ”

"She said you're a lot prettier again, and asked if we were ......"

Before Yin Yixuan could finish speaking, Chu Shiyu interrupted him: "Let's go to the river for a walk." ”

A love story without an ending doesn't need to be mentioned again, good things are coming, or they have been separated, Chu Shiyu is afraid to hear it.

I have long thought about it, about Yin Yixuan, at most it is a friendship, and he can't let him hurt himself again, but now that Yin Yixuan is standing in front of him, Chu Shiyu is still in a mess.

Around the coffee shop, Chu Shiyu and Yin Yixuan all walked together, there were their laughter, their quarrels, and even separation.

In a trance, Chu Shiyu always saw the shadow of herself and Yin Yixuan: Yin Yixuan held her in her arms and kissed her like a dragonfly on her forehead; She kept running forward, and Yin Yixuan caught her from behind and smiled dotingly......

Chu Shiyu shook her head desperately to sober herself up. In silence, the two walked a long way.

"It's not too early, I'd better go back first." Chu Shiyu suddenly turned her head and pursed her lips to look at Yin Yixuan.

Yin Yixuan finally broke out, and at the moment when Chu Shiyu stepped forward, he grabbed her wrist and yelled at Chu Shiyu: "Can we not treat each other like this?" ”

Chu Shiyu was stunned for a moment, forcibly held back her tears, twitched the corners of her mouth, and finally found a flower bed casually and sat down, covering her face without saying a word.

Looking at Chu Shiyu, Yin Yixuan wanted to walk over and hug her, but thinking that Chu Shiyu's reaction just now was so resistant, Yin Yixuan didn't have the courage to do that, just walked over silently and squatted on Chu Shiyu's side.

"I haven't been in love since I went abroad." Yin Yixuan seemed to be talking to himself, "After going abroad, I always thought that I could live a completely different life than before, that I would meet different people, and that I would find better people." ”

Chu Shiyu didn't react, Yin Yixuan continued: "It's not right for me to give up on you, I can't imagine how two people can maintain their relationship if they are not in the same place." ”

This is the best excuse and the most authentic confession about Yi Di Love.

No matter how good the relationship is, two people don't dare to make a bet with Yi Dilove.

When you look at the night, he is admiring the sunrise; You have to feel lonely when he enjoys the excitement in the bright lights...... Different life circles, must accept the time difference. There are too many differences, and any difference can lead to the breakdown of the relationship between two people.

When Yin Yixuan wanted to go abroad, Chu Shiyu agreed without thinking about it.

It has always been like this, Chu Shiyu's love for Yin Yixuan in the past was extremely firm, no matter what decision Yin Yixuan made, Chu Shiyu would definitely agree.

It's just that Chu Shiyu didn't expect that Yin Yixuan would dump her because she went abroad.

is not leaving a little room to shake. Yin Yixuan, who doesn't eat hard and soft, no matter Chu Shiyu forcibly threatens, or crying and silent, or even self-harming, Yin Yixuan has never shown a trace of regret.

Finally, on a drunken night when Chu Shiyu was drunk, Yin Yixuan took a flight abroad.

Chu Shiyu still doesn't remember how she got home that night, but when she woke up the next day, it was already afternoon, and her first reaction was to take out her mobile phone and look at the date, and then lay on the bed, and after a while, the pillow was wet.

From this day on, everything in Chu Shiyu was different.

After being decadent for a while, Chu Shiyu finally decided to cheer up, she changed her job, changed her place of residence, and replaced everything related to Yin Yixuan......

A lot happened later......

When recalling these, Chu Shiyu was covering his face and listening to Yin Yixuan tell his own stories, those stories that were completely blank in Chu Shiyu's world.

"But when I went abroad, I found that everything was different from what I had imagined. In the end, my life should be the envy of everyone, living a free and easy life, lacking nothing, even women, but I always feel that there is a piece missing in my heart. Yin Yixuan was finally able to say all these words that had accumulated in his heart for a long, long time in front of Chu Shiyu, "Later, I finally admitted that I can lose anything, but I can't lose you." I looked for you, but I couldn't find it, at that time, foreign companies were very critical, but I still returned to China without hesitation, just to find you. ”

"But you didn't have any clues, you deleted everything about us, it took me a long time to accept this reality, and then I went abroad again and took care of all the things at work."

Chu Shiyu shook her head, she didn't want to listen to these indifferent confessions, whether they were true or not, they were all in the past, she was now Yin Yihang's wife, and she and Yin Yihang's children still had her and Yin Yihang's children in her belly.

The story seems to be very long, Yin Yixuan said little by little, there is no end. Finally, Yin Yixuan took Chu Shiyu's hand and said gently, "Let's start over, okay?" ”

Like an electric current passing through the whole body, Chu Shiyu felt the temperature and strength in Yin Yixuan's hands.

A long, long time ago, it was the same feeling, but at that time, Yin Yixuan said to Chu Shiyu, let us be together forever, and when the time comes, I will marry you.

Time has finally torn these promises to shreds.

"It's late, do you know?" Chu Shiyu's voice was very hoarse, and the tears in her eyes were flowing down, and she couldn't control it at all.

Chu Shiyu looked at Yin Yixuan tremblingly, and said coldly: "It turns out that you have also experienced the taste of losing someone, so we can be regarded as not indebted to each other." ”

This is not what Yin Yixuan wants, he is still trying to get Chu Shiyu's nod.

"I don't owe each other, I want us to be together forever, no matter what happens in the future, we are all together, poetry, give me a chance, let's start again." The more Yin Yixuan spoke, the more excited he became, holding Chu Shiyu's hand with both hands, and the tighter he clenched, not letting Chu Shiyu break free at all.

Chu Shiyu always wanted to break free of Yin Yixuan's hands, and her movements became bigger and bigger, because she was worried about Chu Shiyu's body, and in the end, Yin Yixuan still didn't resist Chu Shiyu and let go of her hand.

At this moment, Yin Yixuan held his head with both hands, and said with some trembling: "I really hate myself." When you grabbed my hand like this and didn't let me give up, I actually beat you; At this time, I asked you to come back, and you actually beat me. Shiyu, you believe me, I can ask for nothing, property, reputation, and even the identity of the second young master of the Yin family. I don't mind if the baby in your belly can be born, as long as you can promise to reconcile with me, I don't mind anything! ”

"No way!" Chu Shiyu shook his head painfully, pointed to his stomach with his finger and said, "Here, it is me and other people's children who live, on this hand, it is the ring of me and others, and everything about me is someone else's, not yours." ”

In the past, Chu Shiyu also had a ring on her hand, which was given to her by Yin Yixuan when she and Yin Yixuan first fell in love.

At that time, Yin Yixuan told her that if she wore the ring, she would have a lifetime, because Chu Shiyu's whole person had been tightly wrapped by him. During the period of noisy breakup, Chu Shiyu's figure skyrocketed because of her mood, and the ring was stuck in her hand. Knowing that Yin Yixuan had really left her, Chu Shiyu desperately ripped off the ring, and there was a circle of red marks on her hand, which was swollen the next day.

The ring was of great significance to Chu Shiyu, so much so that when Yin Yihang put the ring on her hand, even though she knew that she had no relationship with the man in front of her, she felt a full sense of security in her heart.

"We really shouldn't have met again." Chu Shiyu cried while looking at Yin Yixuan, "Let's stop here." ”

Looking at Chu Shiyu with tears on her face, Yin Yixuan's heart was like a knife, and he slowly stretched out his hand, wanting to wipe away the tears on Chu Shiyu's face.

Chu Shiyu turned her face to the side, and hurriedly took out a tissue from her bag: "I'll come by myself." ”

The person who thought he had forgotten for a long time was able to collapse the defense line that he had accumulated for so long in one day.

Let's stop here, Chu Shiyu thought as she wiped her tears.

Yin Yixuan originally wanted to say something, but at this time, Chu Shiyu's phone rang, and when he looked at the caller ID, it turned out to be Yin Yizhi. The phone rang for a while, and Chu Shiyu eased her mood before answering.

The first to speak was Yin Yizhi: "Oh, sister-in-law, you can be regarded as answering the phone, my brother's phone has not been able to get through, is he not with you?" ”

Hearing this news, Chu Shiyu felt a little uneasy, thinking of Yin Yihang, who had not yet returned home.

Chu Shiyu paused and said: "Yihang said that he went out because he had something to do, and he didn't come with me, but it's so late, is there anything else?" ”

"My sister-in-law is here, we have already eaten, I don't know what she said to my father, my father said that I must let my brother come back and eat with my sister-in-law, or wait for him for the night. But I couldn't find my brother, so I had to find your sister-in-law. ”

According to his understanding of Yin Zhijiang, he definitely did what he said about such things, but even Chu Shiyu didn't know where Yin Yihang was now.

Chu Shiyu thought for a while and said, "Then you let your father-in-law wait a little longer, and I will bring Yin Yihang over in a while." Hanging up the phone, Chu Shiyu asked Yin Yixuan: "You also understand the general idea." ”

Seeing Yin Yixuan nodded, Chu Shiyu stood up and said to him: "I'm going to look for Yihang now, look, do you want to go back first, lest they become suspicious, I have said everything that should be said, let's stop here." ”

"I have a car, I'll give it to you." Yin Yixuan walked in front of Chu Shiyu and stopped her.

Chu Shiyu shook his head and said, "You better go back first, I don't know where Yihang is, I have to go to him, you can't go back with us, right?" ”

All the words Chu Shiyu said had only one meaning, that is, between her and Yin Yihang, Yin Yixuan could only be regarded as an outsider.

In desperation, Yin Yihang drove back by himself first.