Chu Manyun didn't know how long she had waited, for the first time, she felt that time had passed so long, so long that she could clearly distinguish the flickering candlelight, the wick was curled in that direction, and the laughter and laughter not far away were all divided into pieces of broken audio.

  From the beginning of the irritability, restlessness, to later, it seems to be a little numb, Chu Manyun felt for the first time, the so-called feeling of entering the deep palace and the four seas, after a long wait, it seems that the night has become extremely cold, is this what those unfavored women feel when they are waiting for a man to arrive?

  Chu Manyun regretted it a little, the life of the court, the days of the rich and noble, it seems that it is not what she imagined, brocade clothes and jade food, glory and wealth, and more, it is loneliness, this loneliness, this long waiting and numb life, not a story in three words, it is a little by little, a part of the empty time, in this case, what is needed is not material abundance, but the spiritual level to endure loneliness.

  A person who can endure loneliness may not be able to succeed, but a person who can't stand loneliness is basically impossible to succeed, it is obvious that Chu Manyun is not a person who can endure loneliness, otherwise, she will not pin the hope of life on the body of the crossing and the traverser.

  "Master, the time has come, the slave and maid serve your wide clothes, you should rest early, and tomorrow morning, you will go to Fujin to say goodbye?" I don't know how long it took, but Poria's voice sounded in my ears.

  Hearing this voice, Chu Manyun was slightly stunned, as if he had just woken up from a dream, and it took a while to react, and an indescribable melancholy suddenly surged in his heart.

  If you say that when you wait at the beginning, Poria Cocos's words will definitely make Chu Manyun very excited, but after waiting for so long, she seems to be a little used to it, or not habitual, but numb, hearing Poria Cocos's words, instead of feeling over, but a little melancholy, when everything is not over, it seems that there is still waiting for what can be done, but when the waiting also stops, everything becomes more and more empty.

  After crossing over for so long, Chu Manyun had insomnia for the first time, and finally married Yinzhen, but she didn't have any joy in her heart, there was just a strong sense of loss and an unreal feeling, is that all? Did you become someone else's concubine in this way? And then you can go all the way to the pinnacle of life?

  This is the first time, Chu Manyun felt suspicious of herself, looking at the delicate quilt of hundreds of children and thousands of grandchildren in the dim room, Chu Manyun felt a lot of firsts, and even, she began to miss the small room of more than ten square meters in the distant future, a few long hairs on the slightly yellowed tiles, clothes that can be seen everywhere are scattered and stacked, and next to various digital products on the desktop, there are appetizing snacks.

  As soon as she thought of this, Chu Manyun tossed and turned, unable to sleep, feeling that the air in the night seemed to be getting colder and colder, so that she couldn't help but wrap the quilt on her body tightly, as if in this way, she could get a little warmer.

  For a long time, Chu Manyun didn't know whether he was awake or asleep, half-asleep, half-asleep, at the junction of wakefulness and blur, Poria's voice came again.

  "Master, master wake up." Poria shouted softly in her ear.

  "Poria? Can I help you? Looking out of the window where it was still dark, Chu Manyun frowned and couldn't help but say.

  "Master, it's time to get up, freshen up, and I'm going to go to Fujin to say goodbye." Poria said hurriedly.

  "So early?" Hearing this, Chu Manyun was taken aback, at this time, I'm afraid there is still a bright moon and brilliant stars in the sky, right?

  "Oh, my master, you are not a girl who has not left the cabinet now, as a Shu Fujin, it is the ancestral family law to give Fujin morning and dusk every day, even if it is the master of the palace, you have to say hello to the queen mother, you get up quickly, if you delay any longer, it will be too late."

  "Last night, the fourth master didn't come, otherwise you accepted the favor for the first time, I'm afraid you won't be able to get up in the morning, come on, hurry up and serve the master to wash and change clothes." Poria commanded in an orderly manner, Chu Manyun was like a ragdoll, let Poria dress up at will, half an hour later, the sky only slightly revealed a sporadic light, about half an hour later, the sun will come out.

  Blown by the cold wind in the early morning, Chu Manyun's whole person instantly sobered up a lot, although she lived in the Fourth Elder Brother's Mansion these days, she basically slept until noon before getting up, she never thought that a day later, she would actually get up so early to say hello to another woman.

  Chu Manyun's brows furrowed, and he felt a sense of resistance in his heart, and wanted to say that he was not going, but when he saw the several palace maids following behind him, his face was more solemn and respectful, which made Chu Manyun also feel a little bit of the power of the so-called rules.

  Not only that, after walking out of the courtyard gate, Chu Manyun found that he was not alone in getting up so early, and the lanterns carried from all directions in the entire backyard were all centered on the main courtyard, one by one, cautiously, solemnly and solemnly, landing silently, but every step seemed to knock on Chu Manyun's heart.

  What are the rules, what is the royal majesty, at this moment, Chu Manyun seems to really understand, what is it like to be a concubine for someone and a prince to be a concubine, the whole person is like a marionette, supported by Poria cocos, and walked into the main courtyard where he once came.

  It's just that the last time she came, she was still an outsider who didn't know the height of the sky, and now, in the sporadic morning light, looking at the solemn main hall, a pair of Taishi chairs juxtaposed side by side and neatly arranged seats on both sides, Chu Manyun's whole person couldn't help but hold his breath and concentrate, and he didn't dare to take two breaths.

  "Yo, isn't this Sister Chu? Sister Chu is early today, I heard that Sister Chu only got up at noon in the past, I didn't expect it to be so early today, I'm still worried, my sister can't get up, if this delays the tea to Fujin, then the sin will be big. ”

  A joking voice came, Chu Manyun followed the sound and looked, only to see the Li family walking slowly with a few palace maids, and now she is already a side Fujin, she has changed into a stone blue court dress, with a round pearl on her chest, with a statue, but it is a lot more noble, looking at Chu Manyun, her eyes are full of mockery.

  "...... you" Chu Manyun was angry when he saw this, and he opened his mouth to speak, but was stopped by Poria Cocos, only to see Poria anxiously grabbing Chu Manyun and whispering: "Rules, rules, master, you can't break the rules." ”