Today's weather is so good, the sky is still so blue, the birds are chirping on the branches, like singing, Hu Xiaona is in a much better mood today.

Although yesterday's incident made her feel very embarrassed, especially when more than half of the students in the class went to the playground, Hu Xiaona sat on the podium with mixed feelings in her heart, what kind of class leader is she? No more!

It was a momentary thought that made her feel relieved, since she was unhappy, she would resign from the position of squad leader.

The physical education teacher taught them math in the third grade, and Hu Xiaona, who originally thought the math class was boring, was no longer interested in math because of this teacher.

This is also the reason why she does not excel in every math test. Hu Xiaona's Chinese scores are generally above 80 points, and her math scores have been hovering around 70 points.

If you ask Xiaona Hu today which teacher teaches mathematics, she will not hesitate to tell you: Mathematics is taught by physical education teachers!

It's Hu Xiaona's most tormenting moment again, she sits on the podium and writes homework as usual, I don't know why, every time she thinks that the teacher assigns too little homework, it's really too little, a class lasts 35 minutes, she feels that most of the class is sitting idle.

Isn't she a Tang monk who doesn't need to chant scriptures and sit for most of the class without moving?

However, every self-study class does not let Hu Xiaona worry, every time someone has nothing to do, deliberately looking for trouble with her, the class leader, if the self-study class is calm, Hu Xiaona feels abnormal.

What should come is always coming, and after Hu Xiaona went to junior high school, she knew that this was the spirit of Ah Q, in fact, to be more direct is to deceive herself, deceive herself, and deceive others.

In the final year of graduation, is the last time of elementary school destined to be so unhappy? Hu Xiaona felt that she had to resign from this squad leader, this squad leader had no real power, and she made herself unhappy every day, so why bother.

Hu Xiaona plans to say her thoughts to Teacher Xu at the right time, but she wants to be the class representative, and the mathematics class representative is definitely not good, where are the grades, what about Chinese, and the grades are average, so what about music?

Thinking of this, Hu Xiaona fell into memories, what happened in the third grade of primary school always made her unforgettable, because there were not only slaps, but also fantasies.

The third-grade Chinese teacher is a middle-aged woman, who is already very boring in Chinese class, and is not a little angry when she is told by this teacher Zhang, I don't know how other students listen to the lecture, anyway, Hu Xiaona can't lift her mind in every Chinese class, her eyelids are fighting, and it is not easy to endure a class.

After class, others asked her to play with rubber bands, and she didn't want to go, she was almost dozing to death, and she had to lie on the table for ten minutes between classes to sleep for a while.

If there is no Chinese class on any day, or the Chinese teacher takes a leave of absence, it is the day that Hu Xiaona looks forward to the most, and she has a lot of fun such as jumping rubber bands and throwing sandbags.

At that time, the favorite games for girls to play were throwing sandbags and skipping rope.

Hu Xiaona is still very naughty and outgoing, often doesn't go home after school, and plays with her friends to jump rubber bands, because she can't go home to listen to her parents' nagging and her sister's counting.

Finally, one day, Mr. Zhang asked for leave again, and the number of times this teacher asked for leave was really rare, but this time it was different from the previous two times, and the Chinese class did not take math or physical education, but music class.

This music teacher is Teacher Zhang's sister, and after listening to the introduction of this music teacher, everyone knows that Teacher Zhang's sister is not a teacher, but her dream is to be a primary school music teacher.

She said she was not professional in singing, but she liked to sing. The teacher's self-introduction was so special, and the classroom burst into applause.

The substitute teacher sang this song on the high slope of loess, with a loud voice, and Hu Xiaona felt that it was really good to sing, because she couldn't hear where it was out of tune.

She listened quite seriously, and also hummed quietly, a class was over soon, Hu Xiaona wondered if Teacher Zhang had a cold, so she had to rest, it was good for the substitute teacher to help her in class, if only she could have a few more music lessons.

Because I heard the substitute teacher say that she hummed along with the radio when she was fine, she became more and more interested in singing, and said that when she was troubled, she listened to songs more and sang songs, and she would forget a lot of troubles.

Later, Hu Xiaona felt that this was really the case, listening to music can make people happy, but she wished she had a radio, so that she might be more professional in singing.

But she thought about it again, and when the conditions at home are better in the future, it's better to buy a radio, as long as she insists on liking music, and didn't the substitute teacher say it, you can be unprofessional, as long as you like it.

Yes, she likes to sing very much, this song has been humming for a week by Hu Xiaona, and her sister Hu Xiaoli said that she was tired of listening to it.

At that time, Hu Xiaoli was in the fourth grade, and the two sisters were in the same school, and they often went to school together, and the sisters had a good relationship.

If someone at school bullied Hu Xiaona, she would tell her sister as soon as possible, and Hu Xiaoli would teach the students who bullied her a lesson.

My sister has been smart and clever since she was a child, and she studies well, and she brings home a certificate of merit for every final exam, Hu Xiaona really envy her sister, with admiration and pride.

She often praised her sister Hu Xiaoli to a village friend, but the village friend often asked her why she was not a good student.

Yes, why is she not a good student, what's so strange about this, because she is not as smart as her sister.

Hu Xiaona felt that she was very mediocre, not only because of her average Chinese and math grades, but also because even she liked to sing, but she couldn't sing well.

Hu Xiaona didn't know what Beijing was, but she had heard that Zhang Yile's aunt worked in Beijing, a distant city.

She asked Zhang Yile if there was a radio sold in Beijing, and she didn't dare to ask the substitute teacher where she bought the radio, so she asked Zhang Yile.

Zhang Yile told her that Beijing is a metropolis and that there must be radios.

At that time, Hu Xiaona wanted to wait until she grew up and must go to Beijing to see the bustling big city.

If she had a radio, she wouldn't be out of tune when she sang, and she thought she really liked singing, especially music lessons.

Teacher Zhang took a month off, and since this month, the Chinese class has either read in the first half and sings in the second half, or writes in the first half and sings in the second half.

Hu Xiaona felt that she had become interested in Chinese classes since then, and she studied and wrote as seriously as everyone else, because the substitute teacher said that as long as everyone behaved well, the second half of the season would be singing. During that time, she felt that school was the happiest time.

It's a pity that Teacher Zhang came back, and her sister said goodbye to her teaching career as a matter of course. Hu Xiaona still remembers the last lesson given to them by the substitute teacher, and everyone cried quietly and didn't want the substitute teacher to leave.

Hu Xiaona didn't cry, because she was next to the willow tree when she cried since she was a child.

Of course, she didn't want the substitute teacher to leave, and it would be nice if the teacher wasn't a substitute teacher.

However, didn't the substitute teacher say that although she sings unprofessionally, she likes to sing.

Even after many years, Hu Xiaona still remembers what this teacher said, she feels that if she has a dream, she must persevere, and being unprofessional does not mean that she doesn't like it!

Hu Xiaona has always loved singing since she was in the third grade, so even in the fifth grade, she still enjoys taking music lessons.

So she also wanted to apply to be a music class representative, but she knew it wouldn't be possible. Because the current music class represents singing very well, and the most important thing is not out of tune.

At that time, there was an unwritten rule in the school, that is, before preparation, there was a music class representative to lead everyone to sing together, so that everyone would be more energetic in class.

Hu Xiaona didn't want to mention how much she envied the music class representative, she once occasionally heard that the music class representative had a radio at home, which made her even more envious.

Owning a radio has become Hu Xiaona's dream, in Hu Xiaona's logic, she thinks that as long as she has a radio and practices well with the radio, her singing will be very good, even if she sings badly, she will not sing out of tune.

However, she didn't know when this dream would come true, because her family conditions were very bad, so she didn't dare to tell Teacher Xu about the idea of being a music class representative, because she knew that she didn't meet the standards.

Hu Xiaona is always so sensitive, sensitive and inferior.

She is going to go to Teacher Xu next week to explain the situation, she has already practiced her lines, saying that she is not suitable to be the class leader, and she can't control the class, because she can't control the class, so the discipline score in the class has not been better than other classes, and she feels that she is very incompetent as the class leader.

Hu Xiaona is like this, she always likes to plan this plan and that, and even thinks about what she says in advance, in fact, because she is too introverted.

In the past, Hu Xiaona was very outgoing, she remembered that when she was in the third grade, she was very popular, and her friends were willing to play with her, especially when she was playing jumping rubber bands or skipping rope, no one didn't call Hu Xiaona.

But at that time, Hu Xiaona had a very bad temper, and any dissatisfaction was shown on her face, and she often fought with others at school, and sometimes she couldn't beat it, so she went to her sister Hu Xiaoli for help, and no one dared to provoke the two sisters.

Later, her grades in the promotion class were very bad, and she remembers that she scored more than 60 points in the math test at that time.

When Hu Xiaona was in the fourth grade, her math grades were even worse, and the teacher often asked her to call her parents, and her parents yelled at her, and then she became very introverted, and she didn't play with her friends, and her popularity was not good.