Lu Qingchen kissed her on the lips.

"Okay, I'll not say anything. Let's go. ”

Song Xingran snorted arrogantly, then followed him, let him lead him, and walked forward.

She didn't know where Lu Qingchen was going to take her.

But she knew that wherever he took her, it must have been what he had in mind.

Ning Tongxi told her that Lu Qingchen's illness could not be cured in a day or two.

To open the knot in his heart day by day.

In other words, untie the knot in his heart from the roots.

Country M is the place where Lu Qingchen's mother took him to the place where he was left alone in the end.

Soon, Lu Qingchen took Song Xingran to a very beautiful small square.

There is a tall sculpture here, and behind the sculpture, there is a wishing fountain.

Now you can clearly see that at the bottom of the wishing pool, there are many coins thrown down by the people who made the wish.

One on top of the other, even at the bottom of the water, it seems to reflect the light, like those glowing wishes.

There weren't many people in the square.

It's a little cold outside because it's snowing.

There is no snow in sight here.

Song Xingran looked around and didn't understand why Lu Qingchen brought her here.

Suddenly, I heard his low and indifferent voice sound.

"At the beginning, the woman brought me here, gave me two coins, and told me to make a wish with my eyes closed and not allowed to open my eyes."

"She said it didn't work when she opened her eyes."

"He also said, let me count 66 numbers silently before I can open my eyes, so that it is auspicious."

"At that time, I thought it was really naïve to make such a wish, it was all a lie to children."

Speaking of this, Lu Qingchen smiled a little sarcastically.

"But I did as she was told."

"Because she is my mother, my father used to say, let's listen to her, we can't make her sad, we can't make her angry."

"I did what she said. I sat down obediently by the pool, holding two coins in my hand, and counted 66 in silence, but when I made my wish and opened my eyes to look for her, she was gone. ”

"I know she's lying to me."

"My first reaction was, she's gone."

Hearing this, Song Xingran suddenly hugged him tightly.

Interrupted him, "Don't say it. ”

"I know it all." I will be very distressed when I hear all what happened to you.

She didn't want him to touch the pain in her heart.

It was the deepest wound of a small child, and even now that it has grown up, the scar is still there.

In this life, I am afraid that there is no way to heal.

Lu Qingchen's chin rested on the top of her head, and the tip of her nose lingered with a unique breath.

It's reassuring.

"I thought, I must have done something wrong, I must have behaved badly, I was not obedient enough...... That's why she left me, from us. ”

"No, Lu Qingchen, you and Lu Qinghan are very good. It's just that there are many people in this world that we can't control, and people's hearts are unpredictable. ”

"She doesn't want you anymore, a loss to her."

"You're already very good, Lu Qingchen."

Song Xingran coaxed him softly like a child.

Suddenly, as if she had thought of something, she let go of the hand holding Lu Qingchen.

After fumbling in his small satchel for a while, he found two coins.

She took one and shoved it into his hand, keeping one for herself.

Lu Qingchen looked at her puzzled, only to see her smile with crooked eyebrows.

A shallow pear vortex is exposed.

"Make a wish, I'll accompany you."

This time, I'm with you and won't leave.

Never to go.

When Lu Qingchen heard this, he only felt that at this moment, the coin in his palm became hot.

He couldn't wait to throw it away.

Because, he was afraid.

From a young age, the fear that arises.

The fear of being left behind.

Song Xingran took his hand and said as he walked in the direction of the wishing pool: "That's it, even if you accompany me, I really want to make a wish." ”

"After a while, we closed our eyes at the same time and silently counted nine numbers in our hearts, and the meaning of nine is that it is long and auspicious."

Hear her say that......

Lu Qingchen seemed to see the two pictures gradually overlapping.

What she said was very similar to what the woman had said before.

The same words, the same looks, the same place.

In front of him, he didn't seem to be able to distinguish between reality and fiction.

He took a step back.

Frightened, he refused: "I'll wait for you here." ”

Song Xingran looked up at him, held his hand tightly, and did not let go.

"Lu Qingchen, for me, give it a try."

Try to defeat the demon in your heart.

I said, believe me who brings the light to you.

Lu Qingchen met her clear eyes, where he could see his whole self.

In her eyes, it was all him.

It's not the same as that woman, right?

She's not going to be like that woman and just leave, is she?

The ghost sent the gods, and Lu Qingchen sat beside her.

At this moment, Song Xingran let go of the hand holding him.

With his hands folded, he holds a coin in his hand.

She spoke: "Lu Qingchen, let's close our eyes together." ”

She let go of his hand, and he felt empty and insecure.

But he did it anyway.

glanced at her worriedly, for fear that she would disappear in the next second.

Song Xingran seemed to know that he didn't close his eyes, so he said: "Make a wish to close your eyes, if you don't close your eyes, it won't work." ”

The tone of the voice, as well as the content of the words, were the same as the woman's.

Lu Qingchen's heart tightened and wanted to hug her.

But in the end, he didn't do so, and he slowly closed his eyes.

If that's what she wants, he'll do it.

Silently count nine numbers.

One

Only counted to one, Lu Qingchen wanted to open his eyes. But he held back.

Two

He believed she was still there.

Three

His dyeing doesn't lie to him, right?

Four

What if she, like that woman, secretly left?

Five

He didn't want to be abandoned again, that taste, he didn't want to try again.

Six

In my mind, I imagined a picture of a little boy opening his eyes by the trevi fountain and finding that his mother was gone.

Seven

The little boy was red-eyed, not crying or fussing, looking for his mother in the crowd, he was cold and hungry, and no one could help him in this foreign land.

Eight

He did not find his mother, the woman disappeared, and he was abandoned in the middle of nowhere...... The nightmare of my youth never went away.

Nine

Dye, please, don't leave me.

Lu Qingchen slowly opened his eyes, looked sideways, and looked at his side.

The girl in the white down jacket, her eyes were clear and charming, her eyebrows were crooked with a smile, and she said, "Lu Qingchen, it's time to toss a coin." ”

When he was a child, he had seen this image in his dreams countless times.

But no one said anything to him.

Lu Qingchen smiled, and there was a touch of warmth between his eyebrows.

It seems to break this cold winter.

(End of chapter)