Chapter 7: Sinners with Differing Hearts
Since Chinese New Year's Eve, there seems to have eased a lot between Lin Jia and Su Yangyang. Go to cram school together, go to the snack street in the city to eat until you can, support your waist with one hand, and go home with the other hand.
Sometimes after separating from Lin Jia, Su Yangyang was thinking that he might be the one who made the mistake, it was Lin Jia who liked Liu Yi first, and he was also the most supportive of Lin Jia at the beginning, and encouraged Lin Jia to confess if he liked it, leaving no regrets.
I remember that on the autumn evening of the third year of junior high school, on the way back to the dormitory, Lin Jia held Su Yangyang and said: "Let me tell you, I think I also have a brain disease, why do I like Liu Yi, but I like it so much." ”
"What do you like or dislike, what a big person, how can you make it look like you can't live without him?" , Su Yangyang saw Lin Jia say such idiotic words for the first time, and when he thought of it because of Liu Yi, he couldn't help but want to go back.
"What do you know, Su Yangyang, why don't you open your mind? Hiding under the covers every night and peeking at romance novels, crying so much, why can't you empathize with me? Lin Jia poked Su Yangyang's arm and grinned, "Do you understand, my name is girlishness, can't I have a pure love in junior high school?" As she spoke, Lin Jia slowly cried.
Su Yangyang heard that the sound was wrong, and turned his head to look at Lin Jia, at this time, Lin Jia was holding Su Yangyang with one hand, covering his nose with toilet paper in the other, and was looking up and pretending to glance at the sky, but accidentally looked at Su Yangyang and saw the wetness in Lin Jia's eyes.
Su Yangyang was not good at comforting, so he had to use his crotch to top Lin Jia, pretending to be disgusted, "Hey, it's not disgusting, and I'm crying." ”
"Which eye did you see me crying!" Lin Jia turned her head violently to look at Su Yangyang, and instantly turned back into her arrogant self.
"Because I'm taller than you, I can see clearly with both eyes." Su Yangyang stared at Lin Jia, who was a cut shorter than him, and said proudly.
"We're obviously the same height, and you're wearing heightened insoles!"
"If you don't come, I'll tell you, or I'll help you ask, knock on the side." Su Yangyang suddenly wanted to ask Liu Yi what he thought.
"You're crazy, don't take me, I'm not crazy, hey, I'll tell you Su Yangyang, don't go."
"I see, don't squeeze me ......"
That night, Su Yangyang shrank under the covers, and suddenly thought of how to ask Liu Yi sideways. Su Yangyang restrained his thoughts again and again, but couldn't help but conceive in his mind again and again.
So on Saturday night that week, Su Yangyang, who was playing homely with Liu Yi on the Internet, couldn't restrain his inner impulse and asked Liu Yi: "Do you have a central air conditioner like you and chat with many girls at the same time?" ”
"When did I get the central air conditioner? Su Yangyang, are you confused about the monthly exam? ”
"I think so, you are usually very good with Lin Jia. I think you're a super tall match. After Su Yangyang sent the message, Liu Yi did not reply for a long time, so that Su Yangyang had to re-examine whether there was a problem with his words. She was suddenly afraid of Liu Yi's reply.
"Isn't it normal to care about your sister a little?"
Liu Yi's reply made Su Yangyang breathe a sigh of relief, and the next time we meet, Su Yangyang will remind Lin Jia that she can concentrate on studying.
"Do you know about the doomsday rhetoric that has gone viral on the Internet lately?" Liu Yi sent a message.
"I know, it's too fake, if it's true, it's a big deal that everyone will die together." In recent years, doomsday remarks have begun to spread on the Internet, and doomsday-themed movies have been released one after another. However, Su Yangyang never believed in this.
"I can give you a chance to die with me, you can crawl over, crawl next to me, die with me, and your life will be complete." Liu Yi, who was still talking seriously just now, became the ruffian and shameless Liu Yi again in the blink of an eye.
"I beg you, big brother, if you want to die by yourself, I won't accompany you. You're really the most shameless person I've ever met, not one of them. "If Liu Yi is in front of Su Yangyang at the moment, he may see Su Yangyang's stunt - Su-style white eyes.
"Okay, okay, then I'll find you in advance and die with you."
Every time he thought about it, Su Yangyang realized that at least since then, he had become possessive of Liu Yi. At the same time, he gradually discovered that he was a sinner with different hearts.
At that time, Su Yangyang disliked Lin Jia's attachment to Liu Yi, but on the other hand, he had already left a place for Liu Yi in his heart. promised Lin Jia not to ask Liu Yi, but he couldn't restrain his inner impulse. For the sake of Lin Jia's goodness, if Liu Yi likes Lin Jia, he will match them together, otherwise, I hope Lin Jia will study hard.
What encourages Lin Jia to confess, and what does not leave regrets, are all fake.
Only Su Yangyang himself knew that her encouragement was to hope that Lin Jia would be rejected as soon as possible and lose completely.
And her questioning was just to give herself a clearer answer, to give herself a chance, to make sure that Liu Yi didn't like Lin Jia, to make sure that she still had a chance, to make sure that everything was still developing as she expected, Su Yangyang was even a little proud.
Now Su Yangyang realized that she had also treated Lin Jia in despicable ways, just to get an answer that reassured her, what qualifications did she have to disgust and stand on the moral high ground to judge everything Lin Jia had done to Li Xue.
It turned out that at that time, she and Lin Jia had already had their own hearts, and no one could comfort anyone, and no one could redeem anyone.