When I woke up again, I was in the hospital, and the familiar smell of disinfectant water was in my nose.

When I opened my eyes, there was a blur of a figure beside me.

Acer, is that you? I'm in so much pain.

His hand gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and plucked my heart like a feather.

Acer?

I tried to call his name, but my throat hurt and I couldn't make a sound.

I tried to shake his hand, but I couldn't even lift it.

"Qiuqiu, why bother, let it go!" Shi Ming's fluttering voice drilled into my ears.

It wasn't him!

That's right, Xi Lincen and Yu Yuan are married, how could he come to see me again!

The hand I was desperately trying to raise hung limply.

"Qiuqiu, you can have surgery the day after tomorrow at the latest, when you get better, I'll take you abroad, and we'll start again when the time comes." Shi Ming shook my hand and said his future plans.

If I hadn't fallen in love with Xi Lincen back then, I would have married into the right family according to my father's wishes...... It's a pity that there are no ifs.

Shi Ming is such an excellent person, he deserves better, and how can an ugly woman like me who has lost her heart drag him down.

I wanted to withdraw my hand, but Shi Ming clenched it tightly.

Silence returned to the room.

I was exhausted and swallowed up by darkness again.

Before losing consciousness, I heard Shi Ming say: "Qiuqiu, forget him, he doesn't love you." ”

Yes, everyone is reminding me of this fact, and I have been deceiving myself and forgetting him, but how can I say that I forget if I have loved him so much......

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For the rest of the day, I was half-asleep, with people coming and going, and I couldn't see them clearly, and I couldn't hear what they were saying.

I know I can't hold it anymore.

It's okay to sleep forever, so that the pain doesn't have to torment me anymore.

But the surgery took place earlier than I expected.

Before entering the operating room, I barely bothered to pull the nearest person close to me.

I probably won't be able to survive this surgery.

I want to see Xi Lincen, I want to see him one last time before I die.

"Qiuqiu, don't be afraid, with me, the operation will definitely be successful." Shi Ming said in my ear.

I used all my strength to express my desire to see Xi Lincen for the last time.

Shi Ming stopped talking.

Tears slipped from the corners of my eyes, and I couldn't speak, so I could only beg him over and over again with my mouth.

"Qiuqiu, he and Yu Yuan went abroad for their honeymoon, he won't come."

My tears flowed even more urgently, he wouldn't come, and I wouldn't see him for the last time.

"Qiuqiu, you must cheer up, and when you are well, we will retaliate back." Shi Ming was probably afraid that I would be discouraged, so he said it over and over again.

I'm probably not going to get better, this life is over here, I'm tired, I'm tired......