411 is quick but not reached
Su Siqi had a dream, dreaming that Shen Mengqing came to see her, sat on the edge of her bed, sighed very softly, didn't say anything, just looked at her in a daze. His eyes were full of pain and helplessness, and he was so close, and the warm breath lingered around her, making her heart settle down at once.
She didn't dare to move, lest she frighten him, even if it was a dream, she wanted to keep him, keep him as long as possible.
She smelled his breath greedily and looked at the man she loved deeply, it was her happiness, but as long as he left, her happiness would fade away with the wind and never return.
He sat for a long time, brushing the hair from her face with his hands, as gently as if she were his treasure.
She has always been his treasure, everyone said so, and she herself felt that it was, he loved her and spoiled her so much, and looked at her eyes so gentle that she could drown, such a deep love, she had never doubted it, so now she could not bear it.
As he left, he gently shook her hand and tucked the quilt tighter for her before walking out. She heard his footsteps slow and heavy, fading away, and then opened her eyes.
He wasn't there, but there seemed to be a lingering warmth on his hand, and she put her hand under her nose to smell it, but she couldn't smell anything.
Of course he couldn't smell anything, it was just a dream, a dream because he missed him, and he wouldn't come because he didn't want to see her at all.
She looked at the hanging bottle next to the bed again, the potion fell gently drop by drop, silently, the door opened, Shen Beier walked in, and shouted in surprise: "Sister, are you awake?" β
"What's wrong with me?" Su Siqi asked.
"You accidentally fell down the stairs and scared me to death."
What about Shen Mengqing? Was he intimidated? I really want to ask, but I can't ask, for fear of humiliating myself.
"Who brought me to the hospital?"
"Of course it's me! Who else? Shen Bei'er knew what she was thinking, and paused for a moment before saying, "My brother, he didn't come, he went out for something." β
Su Siqi looked at the potion in the hanging bottle, there was no reaction, Shen Bei'er didn't need to cover it up for him at all, she knew in her heart that even if he didn't go out, he wouldn't come, and he was still upstairs when she fell.
"Sister, are you feeling unwell?"
Su Siqi shook her head, her heart was gone, and she was uncomfortable anywhere.
"The doctor said that you are fine, but your body is a little weak, I added some nutrient solution to the potion, I prescribed you medicine for three days, these three days, you just lie down obediently, take care of your body, okay, sister?"
Su Siqi said: "I am not hospitalized, I want to go back." β
"No, you have to listen to me this time, or I'll tell my dad to see if he will come from Yuxiang."
"Don't tell Dad, and don't tell him about my coming to Bei'an."
"Then you just listen to me and take care of your body," Shen Bei'er sighed: "Sister, don't worry, my brother can't run again, can't you go to him again when you take care of your body?" β
Still looking for him? Isn't the blow enough? Su Siqi's heart darkened, her left hand was clenched into a fist in the quilt, and the ring on her finger was gone, which felt weird, as if there was a hole in her heart, which was so empty that it made people panic.
She obeyed Shen Beier's arrangement, stayed in the hospital, did nothing every day, just lay on the bed, and sometimes the nurse finished the injection and said to her: "Miss Su, if you are bored, you can go downstairs for a walk, it's not good to be bored in the house all day." β
She didn't make a sound, as if she hadn't heard, she didn't go anywhere, as if there was a deep tiredness that had been pressing on her heart, and she didn't want to move at all, except for going to the toilet, she didn't even get out of bed, and the meal was also brought by Shen Beier from home, and she sat on the bed and finished eating.
Shen Bei'er came to see her every day, came early and left late, talked with her, asked her about some matters at home, she occasionally said a word or two, but most of the time she was too lazy to speak. Shen Bei'er didn't mind, she kept chattering in her ear.
Knowing that Shen Mengqing would not come, Su Siqi still had a hope, but day after day, that hope became weaker and weaker, and it almost came to naught.
She still has one last day to stay in the hospital.
Shen Mengqing still didn't come. In the afternoon, Shen Bei'er brought Mo Shouyan with her.
Mo Shouyan was wearing a light gray coat, a tall and thin figure, black-framed glasses, looking gentle, holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand, and sending it to her with a gentle smile: "Listen to Belle, you like Yueji." β
She took it, lowered her head and smelled it, the fragrance was fragrant, and the corners of her mouth were a little smiling: "Thank you, Doctor Mo." β
"You're welcome, Belle is my patient and my friend, she thinks you are a little depressed, and wants me to enlighten you, I laughed as soon as I heard this, where is Miss Su who needs enlightenment, to be honest, when I first saw you, I felt that your smile was particularly bright, so I believe that Miss Su is nothing that can't be overcome."
Su Siqi glanced at her sister and made a joke: "Do you think I'm crazy and have psychological problems?" β
"No, sister, I think Dr. Mo is very good at enlightening people, and chatting with him will make me feel much better."
Mo Shouyan also joked: "Belle, you have to pay to chat with me." β
Shen Bei'er smiled, but Su Siqi didn't smile, just stared blankly at the bouquet of moon flowers, at this time, it was no longer the flower season of the moon season, only in the greenhouse. Mo Shouyan really bothered.
Mo Shouyan looked at her silently for a while, and said to Shen Bei'er, "Let me talk to your sister alone." β
Shen Bei'er nodded, walked out of the door, and gently closed the door.
Su Siqi looked at the flowers, but spoke to Mo Shouyan: "Doctor Mo, your conversation fee is so expensive, I can't afford it." β
Mo Shouyan laughed, "It's better than I imagined, and I can joke." He sat on the chair next to the bed, stilted his legs, and looked at her: "Miss Su, what you need most now is happiness, if you continue like this, the bright smile will leave you." β
Su Siqi didn't say anything, and smoked a flower under her nose and smelled it.
"Actually, you know what I said, life is not long, happiness is a day, and unhappiness is also a day, so why make yourself unhappy? Just a few decades will pass in the blink of an eye, and when you look back, you will find that the road you have walked is full of wind and rain, and there is no beauty left, isn't it a pity? β
Regret can't help it, that's not what she wants, happiness is very simple, but if you can't get it, from now on, she will never be happy again.
"Miss Su, think about your father and sister, they both need your care."
Of course she will take care of her father and sister, who is old and her sister is sick, and they can't live without her.
"Miss Su, impulsiveness is the devil, and you can't reach it quickly."
Hearing this, Su Siqi was slightly stunned and raised her eyes to look at Mo Shouyan.
The young Dr. Mo was gentle and elegant, and when he smiled, he showed his white teeth, and Shen Mengqing also had such white teeth. sighed, why did you think of Shen Mengqing again?
She is a little impulsive, Shen Mengqing's actions like that can't make her not impulsive, but what does it mean to be quick but not reach? Did it mean that she was pushing too hard?
Seeing her looking at herself, Mo Shouyan smiled slightly: "Miss Su is a smart person, I believe you understand what I mean." β
Su Siqi nodded slowly, and there was a hint of a smile in her eyes: "I understand, Doctor Mo, thank you for your enlightenment." β
Why didn't she think of it if she didn't want to do it? Shen Mengqing is a person who doesn't eat hard and soft, the more she forces him, it will only backfire, the mystery in her heart has not been solved, and she still doesn't believe Shen Mengqing's words, because she is not suitable and breaks up, the ghost believes it!
He refused to say, so she checked it herself, didn't force him, didn't let him find out, the road ahead was impassable, she went around to the back, and one day, she would figure things out.
It was she who was too naΓ―ve and impulsive, and made herself look like this, which made people laugh.
As long as she sticks to that belief, no matter how ruthless Shen Mengqing is, she will not give up. The future and happiness, she wants to win it back again with her own efforts.
Back at Shen's house, Su Siqi took her luggage off the rented car and asked the driver at home to drive the car back and return it.
Shen Bei'er watched the maid take the luggage into the house, glanced at Su Siqi, and said, "Sister, you can live with me." β
Shen Mengqing's room is now like a baby pimple, no one is allowed to enter, nothing in it is allowed to be moved, she doesn't dare to let Su Siqi in.
Su Siqi shook her head: "No, I'll just stay in the guest room." After thinking for a while, he said: "You send a message to Shen Mengqing, just say that I won't pester him, but there is a condition, let him come back, I will tell him myself." β
Shen Bei'er sighed, walked to the side to make a call, she thought that Shen Mengqing wouldn't say anything after listening to it, but she didn't expect him to answer yes.
Shen Beier breathed a sigh of relief and hurried to tell Su Siqi.
When it was time to get off work, Shen Mengqing came back on time. Seeing Su Siqi and Shen Beier sitting in the hall, as if they hadn't seen it, they went upstairs.
Shen Bei'er whispered: "Sister, don't you have something to say?" Go up! β
Su Siqi sat still and didn't move, she didn't want Shen Mengqing to feel that she was still pestering him, and she would stick to it as soon as she came back.
After a while, Shen Mengqing appeared at the staircase, with a cold face, and didn't look at Su Siqi, "I have something to say." β
Shen Bei'er hurriedly pushed Su Siqi, she stood up and walked upstairs slowly, Shen Mengqing stood there, and only turned around and walked inside when she was almost there.
Su Siqi followed behind, and when she saw him push open the door of the study, she realized that the location of today's conversation had changed.
Su Siqi doesn't care, it's the same wherever she talks, she just puts forward a condition.
Shen Mengqing entered the room, sat at the desk, and didn't ask Su Siqi to sit, lit a cigarette by herself, threw the lighter on the table, and then raised her eyes to look at her: "Say it." β
"Presumably Belle has already told you what I said," Su Siqi stood in front of the table, looking at him condescendingly, with no expression on her face: "I figured it out, I won't pester you, there is only one condition, you agree, I will leave immediately, stay away from you." β
The man's gaze was a little inquiring, as if he had discerned the truth of her words.
Waiting for Su Siqi to say her conditions, the man's two thick eyebrows frowned together, as if he was a little surprised, he was silent for a long time, and did not say anything.
Su Siqi said, "What? Difficult? If you don't ......"
"Okay," she said before he could finish his sentence.
Su Siqi was stunned for a moment and said, "Then tomorrow." β