Rumors, Regret the Dynasty, Death (3)
Chapter 104: Rumors, Regrets, and Death (3)
"Wanwan!" Xichen also showed a painful look, "At that time, you were sick, and you were in pain...... You've just lost our child and haven't come out of the shadows yet, and I don't want you to know that at this time! I know it's going to hit you hard. ”
Shen Wan suddenly laughed, she gasped and said, "If you don't tell me, don't you want me to be hit, or ...... It's really like what Lao Shi said, it's you...... You've killed the Dynasty! ”
Xichen's eyes suddenly turned cold, but he quickly calmed down, and said coldly: "Wanwan, whether you believe it or not, the death of the twelve is really ...... for me After all, he is my younger brother, the youngest brother...... I grew up watching him. Never, to hurt him in order to get you, I will not be so ignorant and make you hate me even more. ”
"So why is that?" Shen Wan finally started crying.
Xichen pondered for a moment, and still told her the reason: "You should know that the Miao people are good at using poison, and they are a big problem in our country. Lao Shi also wanted to go, but there were only a few Miao villages, and there was no need for the two princes of my northern country to go out, so I only sent a Xi dynasty.
Originally, the battle report had the details of the battle, but later, the content of the battle report suddenly changed, and it was no longer how to attack, but the plague. Twelve suspected that the Miao people were using Gu, but there was no way to save them. Later, I didn't receive a battle report for a long time, and the last time I ...... I just knew that Twelve sneaked into Miao Village, but who would have thought ...... King Miao sent his body back to the barracks! ”
After saying this, Xichen was silent, and Shen Wan did not make a sound.
After a long time, Shen Wan sighed, wiped away the tears in her eyes, and said lightly: "You go, I want to stay alone and let them all go out, I look upset." ”
Xichen said uneasily: "I'll go, let Chun'er stay with you." ”
Shen Wan didn't refuse, just closed her eyes. Sorry for the dust, let Chun'er stay, and retreat the rest, Chun'er sat on the pedal next to Shen Wan's bed, looking at her worriedly.
Shen Wan fell asleep peacefully, Chun'er was gradually drowsy by the smoke, and just took a nap, but was woken up by Shen Wan. Shen Wan said: "Chun'er, I'm hungry. ”
Chun'er was completely sleepy, so she got up and said, "I'll go to the imperial dining room to see what snacks they have prepared." ”
Shen Wan shook her head and said, "I don't want to eat those, I just want to eat the honey osmanthus cake you made." ”
Chun'er said happily: "Miss likes to eat that?" I went to the imperial dining room to ask if there were osmanthus harvested in autumn, and Miss waited for me for a while, and I brought it immediately. ”
Shen Wan nodded, and Chun'er went with great interest, thinking that Miss wanted to eat to prove that she was not cranky, so it would be fine.
When she arrived at the imperial dining room, Su'e, another palace maid who happened to be waiting for Shen Wan together, was also there, and when she saw Chun'er, she asked, "Why did you come here?" ”
Chun'er said: "Miss said that she wanted to eat honey osmanthus cake, so I will come and see if there are osmanthus flowers." ”
Su'e is usually smart and clever, but at this time she realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly asked, "Is there anyone waiting there?" ”
Chun'er shook her head and said, "No! "I don't think it's right to say it.
Su'e exclaimed: "You are so confused! How could you let Lord Shangyi be left alone! ”
Chun'er was also shocked, the two hurriedly put down the things in their hands, hurried back, entered the room, looked up, Chun'er was suddenly so frightened that the three souls flew and the two souls flew.
Shen Wan deliberately took Chun'er away and committed suicide by hanging the beam!
Su'e shouted, "Hurry up and put people down!" ”
The two of them hurriedly rescued Shen Wan, and when they took a breath, they were still angry, and Su'e ran out to call someone again.
Chun'er cried and said, "Miss, why are you so stupid! If you really want to do this, why don't you take Chun'er with you! ”
When Xichen came, Shen Wan still didn't wake up, he hugged Shen Wan, and saw the shocking strangulation marks on her slender neck, he was painful and angry, and hated: "Shen Wan, you can't die!" You don't want to leave me behind! I won't let you get your wish! Wake me up! I tell you that if you die, I will let your second brother be buried with you! I let everyone in the Shen family die without turning a blind eye! Shen Wan, don't force me! ”
Shen Wan coughed weakly, and scolded vigorously with half-open eyes: "God...... Menstrual sickness! ”
Xichen was overjoyed: "Wanwan, you finally woke up, you didn't leave me, you can't leave me!" ”
Shen Wan slowly exhaled a breath of turbid air and slowly closed her eyes again.
Don't I even have the right to die?
Shen Wan was woken up by the sound of firecrackers, she opened her eyes and sat up, and the palace people around her bowed their heads and said, "Shangyi Wan'an!" She was stunned, Chun'er approached to dress her with a smile, and said with a smile: "Congratulations to Miss for being a year older again." ”
She finally sobered up a little and asked slowly, "Today is ......?"
Chun'er replied, "Today is the first day, the new year." ”
It's the New Year so soon, she is mechanically supported by Chun'er, puts on clothes, and sits in front of the dressing table after washing up for her to serve.
"Today is a festive day, so let's comb a hairpin updo for Miss, right? Is it good to use the word hairpin and double happiness for hairpins? ”
Shen Wan didn't speak, Chun'er only thought she was acquiescing, combed halfway, Shen Wan suddenly asked, "Has the coffin of the twelfth been transported back?" ”
Chun'er's hand froze, looking at Shen Wan's indifferent expression in the mirror, and she didn't know what to say. After pondering for a long time, he said, "The slave doesn't know. Shen Wan lowered her eyes, and Chun'er comforted: "Miss, let it pass in the past, the days to come will be long!" ”
Chun'er was afraid that she was thinking nonsense again, and hurriedly said: "That trace will fade in a few days, Miss don't worry, the emperor rewarded a string of pearl necklaces yesterday, and it will be able to block it after wearing it later." ”
Shen Wan sighed, stretched out her hand to pull open the upper layer of the dressing box, and there was a string of twenty-eight pearl necklaces lying quietly, all of which were the size of a thumb, round and round, without variegation, and glowing with a silvery luster. She touched it with her fingers, and her fingertips were slightly cold.
Chun'er sneered: "It turns out that Miss knows." ”
When I came back last night, I brought this necklace and told Chun'er when I put it here. Presumably Shen Wan had already woken up at that time, but she was just pretending to sleep.
Shen Wan put on the necklace herself, and said softly: "Don't worry, I won't seek death again." ”
Chun'er's eyes widened, carefully looking for the expression on Shen Wan's face, afraid that she was just lying to herself for a while, in case she waited for herself to relax her vigilance, she would ......
Shen Wan nodded solemnly and said to Chun'er: "Don't doubt it, I have died so many times, and I finally understand that death is not good...... What's more, if it really makes Chu Xichen crazy, I'm afraid my second brother's life will really not be saved. After a pause, she said slowly, "It doesn't matter if I die, but I can't let the Shen family die, and I can't let my brother be in danger." ”