He smiled bitterly: "At the beginning, in order to paralyze myself, I immersed myself in scientific research all day long, and she helped me clean up the house day after day to cook and deliver food, sometimes I was very annoyed when I looked at her, and drove her away, but after a day or two, she appeared with a smile again, and still didn't talk much to help me take care of everything, and I didn't care about her anymore, only cared about my scientific research, until she left me a text message and never came back." ”

Ji Chengyang paused, rubbed his face and continued: "She said that she would return to China for a trip and would come back in two days, but who knew that she would not come back, I didn't care much, she was a big star and did whatever she wanted, I just thought she was tired of me here and found a new life, and finally heard her bad news from my colleague, and I knew that she and she committed suicide." ”

He Qingyan nodded, and sorted out his words in his mind, so it was.

"Then you should know what she's doing." He Qingyan said with a serious expression.

Ji Chengyang nodded.

"Mo Dan is a hearty and generous girl, I don't think that Han Ruxue injected her with drugs some time ago and didn't make her depressed and finally commit suicide."

"You also know that depressed people don't become like this in a day or two, it must be the emotions that have been accumulated in the heart for a long time that finally led to this result, I think"

He Qingyan paused at this point, looked at him and continued: "Mo Dan's sincere dedication to you has not received any response day after day, what will happen to a noble and proud person like her after a long time?" With the accumulation of time, she met Han Ruxue again, which is equivalent to a change in the family, and she became a victim, and finally successfully quit drug addiction and learned that her mother died. ”

Ji Chengyang looked at He Qingyan in disbelief, was the source actually himself?

What they didn't know was the deadliest straw, the fuse that was enough to crush the entire ship.

"Senior Brother Ji, I want to ask you to seriously think about what your feelings are for her? That's important to her. ”

Ji Chengyang looked at her, slowly turned his head, and then said, "I know." ”

He Qingyan pointed to the ward behind him and pushed the door in, Ji Chengyang walked out of the inpatient department along the corridor, walking outside, fresh air came to his face, he took a deep breath and walked aimlessly, passed a smoking place, stopped, took out a cigarette and lit it.

I really didn't think about it before, after all, his heart has been occupied by Qingyan, and it is impossible to accommodate anyone, but when a person who hangs in front of you every day and hands you coffee and fruit at any time suddenly disappears, is it empty? Of course, that's for sure.

Ji Chengyang's blurred eyes looked into the distance through the smoke, he woke up drunk again and again, the house was messy, and she cleaned it up neatly every time, the last time Qingyan was kidnapped, she accompanied her through the most torturous days, and this time she parted with Qingyan and she was by her side silently.

Thinking that sometimes she will make a little action around her, and even her birthday is either a surprise arranged by her at home or pulled out by her to be lively, the corners of his mouth unconsciously raised slightly, this stupid woman.

Ji Chengyang took another puff of cigarette and took a deep breath, he is an adult, he has his own reason, the eldest man has experienced a secret love, and he has done his best, it can only be said that there is no fate, in Mo Dan he saw his own shadow, that was when he had a crush on Qingyan.