Chapter 33: Emotion
When Hu Xiaona arrived home, she found that the door of the house was locked, where did the family go? Hu Xiaona wanted to go to her grandparents' house to wait for a while, and when she got to her grandparents' house, she was walking in the courtyard.
Hu Xiaona asked her grandfather, "Grandpa, why is there no one in the family?" Grandpa sighed lightly and said to his little granddaughter, "Cortana, your sister is sick, and her parents have taken her to the town to see a doctor!" ”
Hu Xiaona was taken aback when she heard this. What's wrong with my sister, wasn't she okay when she went to her aunt's house?
Hu Xiaona was about to ask her grandfather about the details of her sister, when suddenly her grandmother said, "Xiaona, you see that your parents and sister are back!" Hu Xiaona looked out of the gate, and sure enough, her parents and sister came back together.
They were walking towards their grandparents' house, Hu Xiaona hurried to catch up, she asked her mother anxiously: "Mom, what's wrong with my sister?" Mom didn't answer, but said softly to grandparents: "Dad, Mom, you don't have to worry, Xiaoli has a cough caused by a cold, and the doctor said it's okay, just take some medicine." ”
After my mother finished speaking, she looked at Hu Xiaona and said, "It's okay, why are you here?" Hu Xiaona smiled and said that she forgot to take the key, and then she looked at her sister Hu Xiaoli and said, "Sister, are you better, let's go home." ”
Hu Xiaoli is a very shrewd person, she will not ignore Hu Xiaona in front of her grandparents and parents. She smiled and said to her sister Hu Xiaona: "Xiaona, I'm fine, let's go home!" ”
When Hu Xiaona was leaving, she felt that her grandfather's spirit was not very good, and she was a little tired. Hu Xiaona said softly to her grandfather: "Grandpa, didn't you have a good rest last night, you must pay more attention to rest!" ”
Grandpa nodded, and grandma praised her for being sensible. When Hu Xiaona turned her head, she inadvertently caught her sister's very complicated eyes, which made her unable to understand.
When I got home, my mother went to the kitchen to be busy, my father went to water the vegetables, and my sister went to watch TV. She doesn't want to watch TV, she wants to chat with her sister, not to mention that her sister is still sick, so she needs to care more about her sister.
However, Hu Xiaona called her sister again just now, and it was obvious that her sister didn't want to deal with her. Hu Xiaona felt a little unhappy in her heart, what does my sister mean by this, she was so concerned about her in front of her parents just now.
However, she felt that she was upsetting her sister this time, and blamed her for being too impulsive at the time. Hu Xiaona knew that she couldn't change it, she knew that she never spoke with her brain, and she rarely paid attention to leaving room for it. She knew she was stubborn, sometimes stubborn. She also knew that she was very quick and impatient.
Just like now, my sister is still angry, she shouldn't wait until my sister is not angry. However, she is so quick tempered and so stubborn. Hu Xiaona thought to herself, no, if her sister ignored her for a day, she felt restless and ashamed of her sister.
At this time, Hu Xiaona suddenly remembered what happened to Zhang Yile yesterday, how did she forget about this stubble. She knew that Zhang Yile would help her, and yesterday she said that she would shake Zhang Yile's old bottom, but she was actually scaring him. She's a tight-lipped person, and always has been.
However, Hu Xiaona thinks it is ridiculous that Zhang Yile is such a good deceitful person. She was just joking that day, and as soon as she said it casually, he showed his hole cards. Whenever Hu Xiaona thinks about this, she feels funny. Now it's time to ask Zhang Yile to help, because Zhang Yile and his sister Hu Xiaoli also have a good relationship.
Zhang Yile has a good temper and can talk to anyone, he is a very good person. Hu Xiaona remembered that her sister also praised Zhang Yile, and the sisters had the same idea about this.
Thinking of this, Hu Xiaona was ready to go to Zhang Yile, she was not hungry, and said to her parents, stopped eating, and left. She heard her mother shouting at her: "Qingqing, you eat and then leave!" Hu Xiaona was not in the mood to eat, she didn't answer her mother's words, and ran away quickly.
Coincidentally, before she arrived at Zhang Yile's house, she ran into Zhang Yile. Zhang Yile looked very flustered, when he saw Hu Xiaona, he didn't speak, Hu Xiaona felt that this was different from the usual Zhang Yile.
If it was usual, Zhang Yile would call her from afar, what's wrong today? Hu Xiaona suddenly felt that something was wrong, did something happen to Zhang Yile's family? In the next second, Hu Xiaona patted her head, blaming herself for being cranky, it's not good to think like this.
She saw that Zhang Yile had already walked away and was about to return the same way, when she saw Zhang Yile's sister running crying, Hu Xiaona was startled. Is there something wrong with Zhang Yile's family, Hu Xiaona doesn't dare to think about it. Zhang Yile's sister has gone away, and the sound of crying and crying is still in her ears.
Hu Xiaona came home restlessly, as soon as she got home, she heard her mother's words, her mother's voice was so loud, as if she was arguing with someone, it was difficult for Hu Xiaona not to hear it.
It turned out that the neighbor Aunt Wang came to her house, and she and her mother were talking about Zhang Yile's family, and Zhang Yile's family had an accident. Mom also asked Aunt Wang curiously: "Zhang Yile's grandfather wasn't fine yesterday, how can he say that he can't do it today?" ”
Hu Xiaona knew, it turned out that Zhang Yile's grandfather was gone. No wonder Zhang Yile and his brothers are so sad and sad.
At this time, Aunt Wang said with a slightly solemn expression: "That's right, I saw his old man walking in the east of the village yesterday!" Hu Xiaona heard her mother sigh, and Aunt Wang also began to sigh, I don't know if sadness can also be transmitted, Hu Xiaona also sighed.
At this time, my sister Hu Xiaoli came over, and it was obvious that she had also heard the conversation between her mother and Aunt Wang. Hu Xiaoli said to Aunt Wang very emotionally: "I also went to the east of the village yesterday, and I also saw Zhang Yile's grandfather walking over there, why do people say that there is no more, there is no more?" ”
Hearing Hu Xiaoli say this, everyone stopped talking and was silent. Yes, yesterday it was fine, why did people say no today, and there was no more?
Hu Xiaona was also very sad, suddenly she heard her sister coughing, my sister had a mild cold in the past two days, and she didn't cough much, why did she suddenly cough again just now. Hu Xiaona didn't think about it, so she whispered to her sister Hu Xiaoli: "Sister, you have to drink more water, so that the cold will get better quickly and you won't cough." ”
Hu Xiaoli listened to her sister's words, obviously very moved, she whispered to her sister Hu Xiaona: "Mmmm, okay, I know!" At this time, Hu Xiaona obviously felt that her sister's attitude was much better, and she didn't deliberately take care of her in front of her family.
Originally, Hu Xiaona wanted Zhang Yile to help, but she didn't expect that without Zhang Yile's help, the sisters would have reconciled. Yes, at this time, anyone feels panicked, life is too fragile. Life is too short, so what's there to worry about.
I am most afraid that the air will suddenly be quiet, and everyone is pondering something. At this time, Aunt Wang spoke first: "Xiaoli's mother, I almost forgot, I can't use up the wool for you, thank you!" "It turns out that Aunt Wang came to her house to return the wool. After speaking, Aunt Wang said that there was still something at home, so she said goodbye first.
At this time, Dad came back, and he also heard about Zhang Yile's family. When Mom and Dad were talking, Hu Xiaona and her sister Hu Xiaona didn't speak, just listened quietly.
The family is very silent, and my sister, who usually likes to shout loudly, is also silent today. When eating, the TV was not turned on, and the house was very quiet. While eating, Hu Xiaona was thinking that she would have to go to her grandparents' house more often in the future, she didn't dare to think about it, she felt very scared.
Suddenly, she remembered a text that her sister had recited two days ago: The willows are withered, and there is a time when they are green again. The peach blossoms are gone, and there is a time to bloom again.
But if the person is gone, it is really gone. Life is so fragile that it makes people feel scared, afraid of losing. Many years later, Hu Xiaona realized the meaning of life, just like what is written in the book, people have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny, which is beyond our human control.
In our lives, we will always encounter this or that unsatisfactory and unsatisfactory thing, so what should we do?
There are some regrets that we can avoid. There are some regrets that we can remedy. In a person's life, there are times when they are happy and happy, and there are times when they are sad and sad. In a person's life, there will be differences when there is a gathering, and there is no banquet in the world.
When you sing about wine, life is geometric, and there is wine today and you are drunk today. Who knows what will happen tomorrow today, and who knows whether tomorrow will be happy or sad.
Hu Xiaona thinks that what we can do is to live the present, don't think so much, it's useless to think so much. She has already thought about how to persuade Zhang Yile tomorrow. She is Zhang Yile's friend, and this is the time when Zhang Yile is the saddest, and she must encourage him more.
Hu Xiaona had already figured out what to say, but she was afraid that she would forget it by then, so she walked around the house, reciting it as if she was memorizing lines. Sure enough, Hu Xiaona still knew herself, and when she found Zhang Yile, she forgot all the lines she thought of yesterday.
She looked at Zhang Yile's sad expression, and she was also very sad, she said to Zhang Yile: "Yile, people can't be resurrected after death, I want to open up!" Zhang Yile looked at Hu Xiaona with a solemn expression, and said in a low voice: "Thank you, Xiaona, I'm fine, if it's okay, I'll leave first!" ”
Hu Xiaona knew that no matter what she said, it would be useless, and Zhang Yile couldn't get out of her grief. It's better to wait for a while, and then she will find Zhang Yile again. No one can help but be sad, Zhang Yile is a particularly filial child.
Hu Xiaona often saw Zhang Yile walking with her grandfather, and she often heard her sister Hu Xiaoli praise him for his filial piety. I don't know if it's Zhang Yile, I regret not taking a walk with my grandfather that day. Hu Xiaona thinks it might be so.
Life is full of regrets, and there is no way around it. No one is clairvoyant, and no one can predict the future. Only by cherishing the present and living the present can people not regret it when they lose. At that point, regret is useless.
Life is full of helplessness, no one can control the future, no one can fight fate.