Chapter 59: Nettles
So the things that are staged on TV are sometimes not entirely fake.
Chu Shiyu didn't remember where he had seen it, and it was basically like this.
If the husband and wife can go through a time when they are both hurting a lot, then their relationship will be much stronger than that of ordinary couples, and they will be able to work together to overcome greater difficulties in the future.
Chu Shiyu sneered at this theory, if this is really the case, Yin Yihang hurt himself so much, then why didn't he see that their feelings were stronger than Jin Jian?
But Chu Shiyu read a novel, and the name of that novel was "Nettle".
This novel is written by an American female writer.,I don't know if it's her true story.,In short.,When the heroine was young, she fell in love with a boy with her childhood sweetheart.,The name is Mike.。
Mike's father is a plasterer who lives in a place where there is life all day, so Mike follows his father and leaves the town where the heroine lives not long after.
The heroine has never forgotten her childhood friend, her love life has not been smooth, after her divorce, she went to one of her girlfriends' house for a vacation in order to relieve her mood.
But I don't know if it's providence, the moment she walked into her best friend's house, she found that Mike, who she had been thinking about day and night, was in the kitchen.
Of course, the novel does not make Mike the husband of his best friend, he is just a friend of his best friend's husband, but this reunion still makes the heroine happy, her feelings for Mike are rekindled due to the end of the marriage, she wants to start over with Mike, but I don't know if Mike has the same feelings for her.
They broke away from the large group and traveled alone, but on the way, they encountered a heavy rainstorm, and the two of them hugged each other tightly to avoid the rainstorm, at this time, Mike told the heroine a secret that he had suppressed in his heart.
It turned out that Mike and his wife had always had a happy relationship, but later, when Mike was reversing one day, he accidentally ran his little daughter to death, which became an eternal pain in his and his wife's hearts.
The heroine doesn't know how Mike survived this time, but she clearly understands that since Mike and his wife can even go through such difficulties together, it means that the boat of life has bound them together.
Death can only separate them......
Chu Shiyu felt a little emotional, so she found the book and read it again, and just closed the title page, Yin Yihang walked in.
"What are you looking at?" After Yin Yihang's indifference in the past few days, he actually took the initiative to talk to Chu Shiyu, and Chu Shiyu was a little surprised.
"Nothing." Chu Shiyu smiled, "A book I've read before." ”
The two fell into silence for a long time, and Chu Shiyu felt that such embarrassment was never the solution to the problem, so she broke the silence and said, "Do you want to hear this story I told you." ”
"Say it." Yin Yihang didn't show much interest, but Chu Shiyu still decided to tell him the story.
After speaking, Yin Yihang was speechless for a long time, and Chu Shiyu asked, "Don't you have anything to say?" ”
Yin Yihang tugged on the quilt, "Mike and his wife can get through it, and I believe we can too." ”
"We will still have children, so don't worry too much, I will try to let go, in short, don't think too much." Yin Yihang looked at Chu Shiyu, "I may be busy recently, so you take good care of your body and take good care of yourself." ”
Yin Yihang only left a back for Chu Shiyu, seeing Yin Yihang fall asleep so easily, Chu Shiyu's heart was simply mixed.
Losing her child is of course her regret, but she also has pain in her heart, and it is really unfair for her to bear such pain alone.
There was a psychiatrist's business card on the bedside table, and Chu Shiyu made up her mind that she was going to see a psychiatrist tomorrow, perhaps only this kind of professional help could get her out of this shadow.
Yin Yihang could hear Chu Shiyu's tossing and turning, and he didn't know Chu Shiyu's sadness in his heart.
It's just that as soon as he sees Chu Shiyu's appearance, he will think of his child, Chu Shiyu's pain, he is only afraid that it will hurt thousands of times more than her.
So he was cold to her and ignored her, hoping that this would gradually heal her wounds, and also make her feel that she didn't really attach so much importance to that child, and don't continue to blame herself.
"What are you doing?" After Chu Shiyu woke up the next day, Yin Yihang was no longer around, but the mobile phone showed several missed calls and a text message from Yin Yixuan.
Chu Shiyu leaned on the head of the bed and replied slowly, "Are you free today?" ”
Chu Shiyu felt that it was better for the psychiatrist to accompany her alone.
There is really no one else around him who can accompany him, only Yin Yixuan can take on this role.
"You're skinny again." Seeing Chu Shiyu's first face, Yin Yixuan opened his mouth and said, Chu Shiyu just smiled, and handed the business card to Yin Yixuan, who was driving the car, "Go to this place." ”
Yin Yixuan didn't ask much, Chu Shiyu just liked Yin Yixuan's characteristic, as if she could understand all her psychology, but she didn't say a word to give her enough space.
"Actually, you don't have to live so hard, really." Yin Yixuan fully explained Chu Shiyu while driving, "You have to liberate yourself, just like before." ”
She didn't understand what Yin Yixuan said, but now that all kinds of things are complicated, she is no longer the same person she used to be, how can it be so simple if she wants to find the simplicity and happiness of the past.
Chu Shiyu looked up, Yin Yixuan soon arrived at the destination, it was the building written on the business card, she asked Yin Yixuan to find a random place to wander around, and then go to him after she was done.
"Don't you really need me to go up with you?" Yin Yixuan looked at Chu Shiyu a little worriedly, he knew that Chu Shiyu's mood was very unstable now, but because he wanted to avoid suspicion, he still didn't want to get too close to Chu Shiyu.
"Don't worry." Chu Shiyu smiled, took out a mask from his pocket, put it on, and walked into the building.
The building was very quiet, similar to the mental clinic that Chu Shiyu had seen on TV, Chu Shiyu walked into a living room, and someone stood up to greet her.
"I texted yesterday to make an appointment." Chu Shiyu took out the appointment text message and showed it to the person at the front desk, "It's this Dr. Qian." ”
"Wait a minute." The young lady at the front desk smiled like a flower, and did not show any objection to Chu Shiyu's behavior of wearing a mask, but took Chu Shiyu to turn left and right and walked to a room.
Chu Shiyu looked at the furnishings in the room curiously, although they were all very simple things, there was a sense of stability everywhere, and Chu Shiyu secretly had a few more expectations for this doctor in her heart.
The doctor was a male doctor who looked to be more than ten years older than himself, and Chu Shiyu sat opposite him, still not taking off his mask.
The doctor asked gently, "Can you take off your mask?" I can't communicate with you very effectively. ”
After hesitating for a long time, Chu Shiyu still took off her mask, and the doctor seemed to know her worries, and said with a magnanimous smile: "Don't worry, we will definitely keep the patient's privacy confidential here." ”
Chu Shiyu gradually relaxed her body, the person in front of her was a complete stranger, and she used a pseudonym, so she didn't have to worry about anyone knowing what she had done and what she had experienced, Chu Shiyu completely opened her heart and told the doctor in front of her all the worries in her heart.
The doctor frowned and thought for a moment, "So, you think your husband doesn't like you because of the loss of the child." ”
Chu Shiyu smiled bitterly, "He has never loved me." ”
Chu Shiyu's story can be described as a very long story, she finally finished telling the doctor what happened to her, and the doctor obviously had never encountered such a bizarre case, but she still said patiently: "This way, you take a rest here first, and I'll pour you a glass of water." ”
For a moment, Chu Shiyu suddenly felt that she didn't seem to want others to enlighten her, other people's opinions were never dominant to her, and she had her own judgment.
All she wants is for someone who has nothing to do with her chaotic life to listen to her feelings.
Yin Yixuan can't, because he is in it, Lu Cuihong can't, because she is also a person closely related to her life.
The doctor handed the water to Chu Shiyu, who smiled and put on a perfect smile: "Thank you, doctor,"
The doctor smiled, "Is it what I should do, what should I do, do you understand now?" ”
"I'm still a little unhappy, but it's much better than before." Chu Shiyu said happily, and then picked up the bag on his desk, "I'll try to find something to make myself happy, doctor, don't worry." ”
Looking at the back of Chu Shiyu leaving, the doctor shook his head helplessly.
It's the first time I've seen such a strange patient, and after so much, I can quickly adjust my mood, and I'm an innocent girl, but why did I experience such an unhappy marriage.
Chu Shiyu decided that no matter what kind of things she encountered in the Yin family, she would no longer avoid them, but face them well.
Whether it is Yin Yizhi's provocation, or Jiang Tingyu's suppression, Yin Yihang's coldness, or Yin Zhijiang's slow distrust......
She will face it well and will never let anyone underestimate herself!
"So fast?" When Chu Shiyu went out, Yin Yixuan was leaning on the car and drinking coffee leisurely, Chu Shiyu only went in for two and a half hours, and he thought that Chu Shiyu would take five or six hours.
Looking at Chu Shiyu's face, there was no trace of crying, Yin Yixuan was a little relieved, handed Chu Shiyu a cup of coffee, and then said, "Where do you want to go next?" ”
"I want to go out and have fun, I don't know if you're busy, if you're not busy, you can take me, if you're busy, I'll take a taxi myself." Chu Shiyu rummaged through her wallet, now the last thing she lacks is money, so naturally she won't feel sorry for the fare.
Yin Yixuan looked at his mobile phone, the schedule on his mobile phone reminded him that there was a very important meeting in three hours, looking at Yin Yixuan's expression, Chu Shiyu naturally understood Yin Yixuan's embarrassment, and stopped a car in a chic manner and said, "I'll go by myself, you go and get busy!" Bye! ”