Chapter 35: Like
Wang Erni didn't know that in the past two days when she was in a bad mood, her good friend Hu Xiaona was not much better.
Wang Erni didn't know that Hu Xiaona also confessed, but the way of confession was a bit special. A person with such a good face as Hu Xiaona, of course, would not tell Wang Erni that she had failed in her confession. Hu Xiaona also admired herself, and she decided to confess that day without knowing where she got the courage.
That day, Hu Xiaona and Wang Erni went to find Zhang Yile together, and saw that Zhang Yile's mental state was obviously much better, so the two of them didn't say anything, and told Zhang Yile that the midterm exam was coming soon, and they had to work hard. Then the three of them went back to their respective homes.
After arriving home, Hu Xiaona didn't know why she was not in the mood to read, she felt that life was so fragile, she didn't know what would happen tomorrow, no matter what happened, don't leave regrets. Thinking of this, Hu Xiaona closed the book and supported her head with her hand, she was thinking about how to confess to Wang Dong.
Hu Xiaona and Wang Erni are worthy of being friends, even the same thoughts, Hu Xiaona feels that friends should also keep a distance from each other, they should say what they should say, they shouldn't say anything, and they don't say a word. Because there is a distance, there will be no contradictions.
Hu Xiaona silently said to herself: Hu Xiaona, I bet that you can't write love letters because you don't know Wang Dong. Sunshine, enthusiasm, self-confidence, and generosity are all characteristics of Wang Dong. A smart person like Wang Dong is sometimes very stubborn and doesn't know how to get along with people.
Wang Dong has grand ideals and is versatile, but sometimes he is also arrogant. Hu Xiaona suddenly remembered that she overheard Wang Dong's words of rejecting the class flower, could it be that Wang Dong really focused on learning?
However, Hu Xiaona still thinks that she wants to give it a try, how can she know if she doesn't try? She really likes Wang Dong, and she really wants to confess to Wang Dong. I just don't know how to confess, why don't I write a small note and clip it into Wang Dong's book? But I just don't know how to write it, which stumps Hu Xiaona.
At noon that day, Hu Xiaona was walking around the house, she thought about it, and suddenly had an idea and knew how to write a love letter. She thinks that her friends' evaluation of her is really in place, she does have a little cleverness, yes, she has already figured out how to write love letters.
Hello, I'm Hu Xiaona, I've liked you for a long time, I don't know what to do, and I'm always in love. You are so good, you are the focus of attention in the crowd, sometimes you are also very vulnerable, because you care too much about what others think of you, what you want is that everyone will worship you, admire you, and refuse to admit defeat in everything, in fact, this will make you very tired, as I like you is very distressed.
Sometimes don't care so much, you'll live more chicly. You know, you have so many good things that you can't count the stars in the sky, and when I count the stars, it's when I miss you.
Wang Dong, you are such a frank person, sincere and serious about feelings, and can directly say your true thoughts to the other party. Your rejection of Banhua is a good proof of this. Please forgive me, when I passed through the corridor that day, I overheard Li Cha's confession to you.
You speak quietly, but I hear you. Why is Li Cha so brave, if you like it, say it out loud. Although you rejected Li Cha's feelings, what you said at the time is still fresh in my memory.
In my opinion, you refuse to be both tactful and direct, what do you say about studying, don't you think about feelings?
If I had been brave enough to confess to you, would you have rejected me the same? If I said I could wait for you, would you refuse my feelings for you again? Please answer me seriously, I want to hear a direct answer.
I'm just not convinced, why can that class flower chase you, I can't. used to be in the same class, although she is a class flower, I am also the top three in the list of beauties in our class, in terms of temperament, I am more than equal. In terms of emotional intelligence, of course, who writes love letters you like, and who has high emotional intelligence.
Wang Dong, I admire you very much, I like you very much, you are so charming, I worship you to the point where I have to write love letters.
I don't know if it's a little note, or a love letter, but there will be no typos because I've read it many times, including punctuation. You must read this love letter carefully, if you really find a typo, tell me well, I can change it.
You know it's embarrassing to be rejected, but it's a commendable courage for an introvert like me to write you a love letter. If you like me too, please save the love letter I wrote to you, please read it once a day, and please don't forget to focus on reading the name of the person who wrote the love letter.
If you like me, just put a little note in my book. You know I've never been so proactive, I've liked you for so long, and you haven't noticed it, I feel uneasy in my heart, afraid of rejection and expecting your reply, no matter what, I must confess to you, even if the result is the same as others.
I know I'm a very stubborn person, and this stubbornness can be said to be unbeatable. When you get to know me, the most perfect evaluation you can give is: Hu Xiaona is unreasonably stubborn.
But if you like someone, you will only see the good in the other person, and you will be able to accept the other person's shortcomings, right?
Hu Xiaona thinks that if you like someone, you have to know how to chat with the person you like, if you always have endless topics to talk about, then even if the other party may not be tempted by you at the beginning, but after a long time, they will have a good impression of you, doesn't love start with having a good impression of a person?
Hu Xiaona often listens to the radio when she is fine, which is very similar to Wang Erni. However, Hu Xiaona likes to listen to radio stations about music, and sometimes occasionally listen to radio stations about emotional stories.
The world of feelings is always exciting, but also frustrating. People are often like this, tangled and entangled, entangled in whether they like each other or not. Some people hope that the other half would be with him 24 hours a day, 24 hours? That's right, some people are so dependent on each other.
Hu Xiaona feels that she is not this kind of person, she is not afraid of being alone, and she is not used to sticking to each other. She feels that whether it is a friend or a person who likes each other, it is necessary to keep a certain distance, because distance produces beauty.
In fact, Hu Xiaona is a very introverted person, she doesn't like and is not used to expressing her feelings. I don't know why I want to give it a try this time, I don't know if Wang Dong likes her too, so I mustered up the courage to write a small note to Wang Dong this time.
That morning, Hu Xiaona was very nervous, she came to the school very early, when she passed by Class 11, she took a special look, no one in Class 11 had come, at this time before, didn't Wang Dong come?
Hu Xiaona thought to herself, then just wait. Then she stood in the corridor for a while, because there was no one in her class, so she stood in the corridor and waited for Wang Dong. Coincidentally, after waiting for a while, she saw a handsome figure, and it was Wang Dong.
Hu Xiaona felt a feeling of her heart beating faster, and she felt that her mind was suddenly blank. She forgot all the lines she thought of yesterday, but fortunately there was still a small note, but the small note was already sandwiched in Wang Dongshu.
The last time the five of them were tutoring together, Wang Dong's math workbook forgot to take it, Hu Xiaona originally wanted to give it to Wang Dong again, but who knew that because of Zhang Yile's family affairs, she forgot. By the time she remembered it, it had been three days, and she didn't know how Wang Dong had written his homework in the past few days.
The smart Hu Xiaona had already sandwiched the small note in this exercise book yesterday, and she still remembered the pages of the exercise book yesterday, how could she suddenly forget it. Hu Xiaona was so nervous that she forgot everything.
Wang Dong saw her standing there, so he greeted Hu Xiaona with a smile: "Xiaona, what are you doing here?" Hu Xiaona was stunned for a second, and then suddenly remembered the exercise book, so she lowered her head and began to flip through the schoolbag, she took out Wang Dong's exercise book from the schoolbag, and then whispered to Wang Dong: "Wang Dong, when I was tutoring last time, I forgot to put your exercise book there, I put it away, and then I forgot to give it to you!" ”
Wang Dong smiled and took the math workbook, Hu Xiaona asked with concern: "You can't find the workbook, how have you written your homework these days?" Wang Dong told Hu Xiaona that the math teacher in his class had not assigned the questions in the workbook in the past two days, and Hu Xiaona listened to it, and then told Wang Dong that she had something to do, so she ran away quickly.
For several days after that, she didn't receive a reply from Wang Dong, even if Wang Dong asked Wang Erni to talk. Hu Xiaona's heart is uneasy, she has been thinking crankily for the past few days, she thinks about it, and feels that Bacheng is out of play and cold.
Hu Xiaona has been very tormented these days, she sighed while listening to the radio, why didn't she even have the answer to refuse, she began to regret that she should be the same as that Li Qia, and went directly to Wang Dong, she felt that she was still not brave enough!
At this time, the nice voice of the male announcer came from the radio, Hu Xiaona was about to change the channel, and then after thinking about it, she still listened to it:
When you love each other very much, you send a message, the other party will always reply to the message in seconds, when one day the other party no longer loves you, you send a message, the other party always takes a long time to reply to the message, or simply does not reply to the message, whether you know that the speed of the other party's reply to the message determines the degree of care about you.
When your enthusiasm for him is gradually extinguished by his indifference, when you are persistent in treating him, you have not been able to see the result, maybe you think that you may be together, but you always can't get a response from the other party, one day, when you are gradually desperate, you understand, maybe the other party really never liked you.
If you don't know if he really likes you, then he must not like you. If he likes you, he will definitely go out of his way to let you know that he cares about you. In love, you won't lose the right person, but you won't lose the right person. What is a good relationship? A good relationship is one that makes people feel happy, and if you can't get it, you have to bravely choose to give it up, and don't bother the person who refuses to reply to your message for a long time.
The farthest distance in the world is not that I love you, but that the two people who originally loved each other gradually became strangers. There is no reason for many likes to be separated, and there is no reason to separate, many couples have just separated, whenever they recall the bits and pieces of the past, one party may miss each other very much and feel very lonely.
When some people fall out of love, they will cry even when they watch comedy, they will only apologize to the other party, keep admitting their mistakes, keep calling and sending messages, and promise that they will change in the future, thinking that they can impress each other, but the other party's attitude is still very indifferent and still doesn't give you a chance.
In the world of feelings, no one is right or wrong, and they don't want to be together because they are not suitable, or one party feels tired, and a good relationship state is when two people feel relaxed together.
In a relationship, what is most needed is mutual trust and mutual understanding, often women propose to break up, they want the other party to care more about themselves, and men propose to break up, which is often the result of careful consideration. If two people no longer contact each other, they will become passers-by in each other's lives, if you can't let go of each other in your heart, no matter when and where, you will remember the past, you will fall into the panic of losing feelings, recall that when you were together, the other party was obedient to you, sent messages to each other, and the other party often replied to the message in seconds.
And when you fall into the quagmire of love, gradually lose yourself, be self-centered in everything, never consider each other, if you have always stood on your own position to think about problems, it will always be the other party's problem.
After a long time, the other party will feel more and more tired with you, and will want to leave you quickly, maybe the other party loves you, but you make the other party feel tired and tired.
If the other person chooses to break up with you, you keep pestering the other person and don't want to give up, which will only make the other person drift away from you.
I don't know when you have lived in my heart, that little bit of sweetness and a little surprise, let me be deeply nostalgic and unforgettable, I tried my best to pretend not to care about you, and I tried my best to forget you, and finally became the farthest distance, I can't keep love, I can't keep love, what's the point of me keeping you.
Even if I can't let go of you in my heart, I am no longer your only one, even if I keep the wind and the rain, what's the point of keeping you, what's the point of being so persistent?
At Hu Xiaona's current age, she doesn't know how to deal with emotional problems, and she doesn't understand the meaning. It was many years before she understood the difficult problems in her relationship, and the answer was not the only one.
Hu Xiaona listened to the radio and unconsciously began to fall into a sad mood. Yes, she lacks confidence in herself, subconsciously often blames herself for not being good enough, and sometimes she feels heavy and lost, but she knows that her natural strength is to be able to think openly, and she can quickly pull herself together.
So no matter what the result is, she can think about it, but she is a little puzzled, why didn't Wang Dong tell her the result, I don't know if it was because she was afraid that she would be sad?