Xia Yichen said: "You wait for my news at home, if I come back and see you lose weight, I will be distressed to death." ”

Xiao Su has been acting too calm recently, which makes him very worried.

Qin Su said: "You have just lost weight, have you had dinner?" I'll have the kitchen prepare a supper for you. ”

Xia Yichen waved his hand, "I'm tired, sleep with me for a while." ”

Qin Sudao: "You don't actually have to call my mother They stare at me all day long, I'm fine alone." ”

Xia Yichen closed his eyes and touched her cheek, "Good, let me sleep for a while." ”

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, half a month has passed since Qin Su lost his child.

At the beginning, she held on to hope and waited for Xia Yichen to bring the child back, but she failed again and again, and her heart was empty.

She didn't dare to cry in front of Xia Yichen, the child was lost by her, he loved the child no less than her, and the mood was the same as her, many times she watched him staring at the stroller in a daze, and her heart was like a knife.

And she misses her children day and night, her spirit is about to collapse, and she can't sleep all night long.

That night, she barely squinted for a few minutes, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Xia Yichen staring at the stroller in a daze again, "When did you come back?" I fell asleep and did not hear. ”

Xia Yichen turned around and walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, grabbing her hand, "Xiao Su, I want to talk to you about something." ”

"What's the matter? You say. Qin Su actually knew it in his heart.

Xia Yichen took a breath, "The police have already given up looking for Yingxi, of course we won't give up, we will always find her, but we have searched all around, and now it is like a headless fly, such a blind search has no effect." ”

Qin Su looked at him calmly, "Then you decided not to go out and look for it, did you?" ”

Xia Yichen explained, "It's not that we don't look for it, we can slow down, send someone to check slowly, and then look for it when we have accurate news." ”

Qin Su nodded, "I know, you have only slept for three or four hours a day these days, and your food has not been eaten well, you have lost a lot of weight, and you are running around like this, and your iron body can't bear it, and I feel distressed when I look at it, so do what you mean." ”

Xia Yichen originally prepared a big push to persuade Qin Su, but how did he know that she agreed so easily and forgave herself, which made him uneasy.

"Xiao Su, if you have any thoughts in your heart, just say it, let's discuss it together, don't hide it in your heart."

Qin Su barely showed a smile, "What can I think?" Aren't you tired? Speak all the time. ”

Xia Yichen hugged her, "Okay, we'll talk about it when we wake up." ”

Qin Su reached out and pressed the switch at the head of the bed, closed her eyes, tears fell, she didn't dare to cry, she didn't dare to cry, she didn't dare to move, for fear of affecting his sleep.

However, Xia Yichen was too tired, and fell into a deep sleep in an instant, breathing steadily in her ears, what should have been the happiest life was destroyed by her.

The child was still so young, so he left his mother and went to a strange place.

If the other party is specifically targeting himself and protecting himself, the child is only afraid of more evil and less lucky.

The child is gone, why is she, a mother, still alive!

What face does she have to live!

In the dead of night, she tossed and turned, and the more she thought about it, the more negative she became, so she got up quietly, went to the bathroom, put a bathtub of water, picked up the blade in the bathroom and sat in the bathtub.

She raised her hand and stared at her wrist, the artery should be in this place, as long as she stabbed it lightly, she could go there to accompany the child, and no one else was allowed to bully her.

She put the eyebrow trimmer on her wrist, closed her eyes, and her mind was full of Xia Yichen's figure.

I'm sorry, I can't accompany you to old age, I'm going to find the child, she's alone, I can't rest assured.

She cut her skin, and the pain came, that kind of pain, the hammer was piercing, making her feel a spirit, if she died, Yichen would live alone in this world, wouldn't it be the same loneliness!

She can't be so selfish and lose his daughter, and let him lose his wife!

Qin Su came out of the bathroom and saw that Xia Yichen was still sleeping, she climbed up and hugged him tightly with all her strength.

Xia Yichen instinctively held her in his arms, "What's wrong?" ”

Qin Su said: "It's nothing, I just miss you so much all of a sudden." ”

Xia Yichen kissed her forehead, knowing that she missed her daughter, she felt very guilty, thinking that she had not protected their mother and daughter.

The next day, Xia Yichen got up to wash and found that the bathtub was actually filled with water, and he remembered very well that he didn't use the bathtub last night.

And this water must have been put by Xiao Su, and after he was asleep.

He has always been careful and carefully observed, and found that the position of the eyebrow trimming knife that Xiao Su usually uses has actually changed, and suddenly, his complexion has changed dramatically.

He stared at the razor in the bathroom for a long time, and then washed up and went out, pretending not to know anything, and hugged Qin Su, who was still sleeping, "Xiao Su, I love you." ”

Qin Su didn't sleep well last night, and was sleepy in the morning, and said in a daze: "Aren't you going to work?" ”

Xia Yichen said: "Go, I'll come back tonight to eat with you, I want to eat the food you prepared by yourself, are you willing to wait for me?" ”

Qin Su nodded in the quilt, "Okay." ”

"Don't lie to me." Xia Yichen sniffed her hair and was extremely afraid.

"Why are you such a mother-in-law?" Qin Su was sleepy, and his attitude was extremely impatient.

Xia Yichen smiled, "Okay, I'm leaving, call me for something." ”

He went back to the bathroom when he left, and pocketed his razor and her eyebrow razor and took it with him.

When he went downstairs, he instructed the housekeeper, "From today onwards, the young lady's every move will be closely followed, and if there is any abnormality, call me immediately." ”

Seeing that the master looked serious, the housekeeper did not dare to be careless, and hurriedly bowed his head and agreed.

Xia Yichen was worried about Qin Su in his heart, and he had the heart to stay with her, but he was afraid that she would think too much, so he called Tan Mengxi and told him what he suspected.

Tang Mengxi was speechless in shock, "Oh my God! Xiao Su, why is she confused? ”

Xia Yichen said: "You come to accompany her, stay in our house, and trouble you when I am not there." “

Tan Mengxi agreed without saying a word, and she didn't have time to eat breakfast, so she came in a hurry.

Qin Su got up and saw Tan Mengxi in her living room, and was stunned for a moment, "Why are you free?" ”

Tan Mengxi was snorting melon seeds, and said with a smile: "If you don't wake up, I'm going to go upstairs to arrest someone, will you accompany me to buy clothes today?" ”

Qin Su has never gone out since the child was lost, and she is focused on the child, and now that her friend suddenly invited, she is naturally not in the mood to go shopping, but it is not easy to refute her friend's face.

She knew that Xixi was probably afraid that she would stay at home alone every day and think about what would go wrong.

"Okay, I'll have breakfast with you, have you eaten?" When Qin Su saw a big push on the table, she guessed that she was full without eating.

Tan Mengxi said: "I've eaten, but I can accompany you to eat a little more." ”

The two had breakfast together and went out shopping, shopping malls, and shopping for clothes.

When Qin Su saw the baby clothes, she couldn't move her steps, thinking of her baby, she didn't know what she was suffering outside, and her heart was like a knife.

Tan Mengxi regretted bringing her here, so she took her to the playground again, the original intention was to let her relax, who knows, the playground is full of children, or parents with children, a happy home, which makes Qin Su even more sad.

The two turned around and sat in the park opposite the playground, Tan Mengxi slapped herself, "I'm really damned, I wanted to take you to relax, but I don't know how to make you feel more and more depressed." ”

Qin Su smiled, "You're right, I should always face these things, sooner or later, it's not a matter if I don't come out at home every day, if I come out for a walk like this, maybe there will be news of Yingxi." ”

Qin Su had Tan Mengxi accompany him to go out for a day, and that night, Xia Yichen came back with joy on his face, and saw that Xiao Su had really prepared a table of delicious dishes according to his requirements.

Qin Su greeted him in the living room, "Welcome home." ”

Xia Yichen bent down and dropped a kiss on her lips, "It's hard work." ”

Tan Mengxi saw the two of them showing affection, and ordered the housekeeper to bring her dinner to her room, so she slipped away.

Xia Yichen washed his hands and walked to the restaurant, "Let's see what is delicious tonight." ”

Qin Su served him rice, "It's all what you like to eat, but my craftsmanship is not good, don't dislike it." ”

Xia Yichen picked up the bowl and began to eat, "It is my blessing to be able to eat what you prepared with your own hands, and others can't ask for it, how can I dislike it." ”

Qin Su was very happy by him, and he also sat down to eat with him and peeled shrimp for him.

Xia Yichen said: "Xiao Su, I received news today that someone found that in the countryside not far from here, there is a family that suddenly has an extra baby girl, let's go and see it together tomorrow." ”

Qin Su's heart moved, and tears flashed in his eyes.

There have been so many messages like this, and every time they have rushed there overnight, each time they are lost, but she still expects that it will be their child.

"Okay, I'll go tomorrow." She has calmed down now, and she doesn't urge him to rush overnight, after all, he is so tired from work, and it is even more uncomfortable to empty his heart.

Slow down, and the expectations in your heart will not be shattered, but you will be able to sleep well.

However, this night, Qin Su basically kept his eyes open until dawn, and in the morning, they set off for the countryside early in the morning.

After inquiring all the way, I finally found the family.

The house was an old courtyard house in Beijing, the house was in disrepair, the tiles were broken, the courtyard wall at the door was pitted, the gate was painted, and a large piece of rust was under the door.

Such a family will naturally not be rich, and thinking of his children suffering in it, Qin Su's heart is sad for a while.

Xia Yichen clenched her hand, silently encouraged, and then went to knock on the door.

"Who!" A woman's voice speaking Beijing dialect came from inside.

Qin Sudao: "Hello, we are from the city, we have something to ask for, I don't know if you can open the door." ”

Hearing that there was a woman inside, she must not be a bad person, so she opened the door, and a middle-aged woman with plainly dressed clothes and messy hair appeared in front of them, with a straw in her mouth, and saw a pair of beautiful people who looked like gods, and couldn't help but be stunned, "Who are you looking for?" ”

Qin Su said politely: "This eldest sister, we heard that your family brought a child, and we just wanted to come and see the child. ”

The eldest sister frowned, "You lost the child?" ”

Qin Su nodded, "It's because I didn't take good care of the child and lost her." ”