The outside is still bustling and noisy, but the inside is silent, a few big men, you look at me, I look at you, silently use your eyes to convey information, but dare not say a word.

Shen Mengqing sat on the sofa, his face gloomy, his eyes staring at a certain place with a blank eye, his body was constantly exuding a soaking cold, and the room was as cold as an ice cave. Therefore, Fang Zhuo and the four of them were far away from him and sat at the poker table.

Guan Keqin's concentration was the weakest, and he couldn't help coughing, this voice seemed to wake up Shen Mengqing, making him react, he withdrew his gaze, and his cold gaze swept around their faces. Suddenly stood up and bowed to them.

Frightened, Fang Zhuo hurriedly stood up: "Meng Qing, what are you doing here?" If you have something to say, you can talk about it! ”

"Yes, Meng Qing, what are you doing here?"

"Don't mind, Brother Meng Qing," Guan Keqin called Brother Shang as soon as he was nervous: "What is the matter, you open your mouth, go up the knife mountain and go down to the oil pot, you say a word, I Guan Keqin promise to rush to the front." ”

"Meng Qing, you say, what do you want us to do?"

Shen Mengqing said slowly: "You don't need to go up to Dao Mountain, and you don't need to go down to the oil pot, I just implore you to raise your noble hands and stay away from Su Siqi and Lin Haonan, even if it helps me a lot." ”

When he said this, everyone understood that Su Siqi had just come to sue after the East Window incident. No wonder they looked aggressive, it was estimated that they were angry with Shen Mengqing, so Shen Mengqing was angry with them.

Guan Keqin picked up a mahjong and slapped it on the table hatefully: "Ya's little white face still dares to sue, master, I will peel his skin next time!" ”

Shen Mengqing looked at him, his eyes condensed: "It's not enough to make trouble?" Didn't you hear what I just said? ”

"No, Brother Meng Qing, this is too aggrieved, when did you suffer this kind of anger, it's inconvenient for you to come forward, won't it be enough for a few of us to snatch people back for you? We can't do anything ...... out."

Fang Zhuo kicked him under the table and motioned for him to stop.

Shen Mengqing narrowed his eyes, and his voice was cold to the bone: "Today I put my words here, from now on, whoever goes to trouble them again will be against me Shen Mengqing, don't blame me for turning my face and being ruthless!" ”

Several people half-bowed their heads and looked at each other, Fang Zhuo spoke first: "Meng Qing, don't be angry, we won't harass them in the future." ”

The other three, although still a little reluctant, also followed suit.

Shen Mengqing's tone softened a little: "Who did tonight's thing?" ”

Du Mingyu was a little embarrassed and slowly raised his hand.

Shen Mengqing gave a comment: "Next." ”

"Who followed Lin Haonan to Bei'an?"

"I didn't go with it, I went back to Bei'an first." Guan Keqin said: "I made something wrong and was called back by the old man." ”

Shen Mengqing asked, "What trouble did you give him in Bei'an?" ”

As soon as he asked this, several people couldn't help but want to laugh, but they didn't dare to laugh, and their faces turned red.

Guan Keqin touched the back of his head and muttered: "It's not a big deal, it's just that he stepped on a few pieces of shit!" ”

Fang Zhuo and the others couldn't hold it back, lowered their heads and laughed secretly, even Shen Mengqing couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, shook his head and said, "Childish!" If you really want to do it, you have to do it cleanly and beautifully, and you can do this kind of pediatric trick! I don't know, I still think that I, Shen Mengqing, am at this level, shameful. He sighed and got up and left.

Guan Keqin was a little puzzled and asked, "Brother, what does Meng Qing mean by this?" Is it for us to make it clean and beautiful next time? ”

Fang Zhuo gave him a head and neck, "You are stupid, come back, see if he doesn't kill you, he is really angry tonight, I don't know what kind of anger that Su Siqi with eyes and beads gave him in the end?" No, I'll have to go see him. As he spoke, he hurried after him.

Fortunately, Shen Mengqing didn't walk fast, and Fang Zhuo caught up with him downstairs: "Meng Qing, this time it's the brothers who are wrong, and they have helped you a lot, but what do you think in your heart, you have to give me a word, don't keep letting me worry about you, okay?" ”

Shen Mengqing looked at the colorful neon lights on both sides of the street in silence, and said half-loudly: "Me and her are really finished." ”

Fang Zhuo was surprised: "After guarding it for so many years, is it really over?" ”

Shen Mengqing took out the cigarette case, but found that the cigarette box was not in his pocket, probably dropped in the bar, "Is there a cigarette?" ”

Fang Zhuo handed him a cigarette, helped him light it again, and lit one himself, and the two of them stood by the car and swallowed the fog.

Fang Zhuo has known Shen Mengqing for so long, and for the first time he saw a disheartened expression on his face, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, Shen Mengqing in his eyes was indispensable, admired by everyone, turning his hands into clouds and covering his hands into rain, proudly like the king of the world, but in the end, he was just an ordinary person, and when he got into the love of the world, he could only sigh and be helpless.

"Meng Qing, as long as Su Siqi is not married, don't give up."

"It's almost over, she agreed to Lin Haonan's marriage proposal, and she will get married at the end of the year."

Fang Zhuo was surprised: "Who said that?" ”

"She said it herself."

"You also believe her words, nine and a half out of ten sentences are fools."

Shen Mengqing took a puff of cigarette and slowly spit it out: "This time she didn't lie to me, I went to her house and knew everything." ”

"When did you go to her house? What are you doing at her house? ”

Shen Mengqing smiled bitterly: "Isn't it stupid, in order to verify, I ran over from afar, and it's okay, it's finally over." ”

"Are you really willing?"

"What if you are unwilling? Trap her around, she's not happy, and I'm not happy. He sighed: "It's better to look at her from a distance and bless her." ”

Fang Zhuozhuo said in a very polite tone: "If it weren't for the car accident three years ago, you would have taken her down a long time ago, and you wouldn't have waited until now to let Lin Haonan snatch it." What a providence! ”

Shen Mengqing threw away the cigarette butt, "You guys play, I'm leaving." ”

"Meng Qing, I want to open up, it's just a woman."

Shen Mengqing smiled, "Yes, it's just a woman." ”

It's just that this woman is his rib, and if she can't come back, he won't be better in this life.

I didn't expect it to be over, when I saw her rush in and put up a spike all over him, when she looked at him fearlessly, with an aggressive gaze, when he heard himself say: Okay, I promise. He knew it was all over.

He always knew that he had never been her match.

But it really hurts, the liver and intestines are broken, like a very fast knife, simply cut it neatly, again and again, chopping his five organs and six prostrates, not an inch, but smashing, a thousand knives, but there is no way......

That night, after sitting downstairs in her house for so long, smoking one cigarette after another, his mouth was numb, but he was still unwilling, and when he thought of really letting go and never being involved with her again, his heart was like a knife and he couldn't bear it. He told himself that for the last time, he was going to confirm, he had to confirm, or he would die.

They rushed over to her home, saw her car, and heard her father standing at the door talking to the neighbors.

The neighbor asked, "Master Su, Siqi came back with her boyfriend, is she going to get married?" ”

"Yes," her father replied with a smile, "They want to get married at the end of the year, and I think the time is a bit rushed, but I don't need to take care of it, the man has already started to prepare." ”

At that moment, his brain buzzed, as if the whole world was falling apart before his eyes.

He fled back to the car and ran away.

The last glimmer of hope was also shattered, he was really sad, so sad that he wanted to die immediately, the guardrail on the side of the highway was like a big gray snake winding all the way with him, and a terrible thought appeared in his mind, as long as he hit it, he thought, as long as he hit it, it would be a hundred gone.

He seemed to have fallen into an evil spirit, and his eyes were always looking at the guardrail, as if looking for the most suitable collision point.

Two voices were fighting in his head, and one said: No, you can't do this, think of your father!

The other said: Bump it, there will be no pain if you bump it!

He suddenly hit the steering wheel to the right, and the car hit the guardrail straight away, but at the last second, he stepped on the brakes and didn't hit it, but the inertia made him press the whole person, and it hurt to hit the steering wheel. He just lay on the steering wheel like that, as if he had collapsed, and he didn't sit up for a long time.

Probably seeing his car slanted on the side of the road, almost next to the guardrail, someone called the police, and when the traffic police came over, he was still lying motionless on the steering wheel.

The traffic police asked him if he was injured, he didn't answer, a person who doesn't even have a heart, does he still care about being injured?

In fact, he was seriously injured, and his body was already blurred with flesh and blood, and it was unbearable to see, but no one could see it.

Later, he thought, it was okay, compared to when she was lying dying in the hospital three years ago, he felt okay. At that time, it was the real fatal moment, he stayed by the bedside every step of the way, looking at her weak, the feeling of fear, grief and despair mixed in his heart, always let him probe her snort from time to time, for fear that she would leave him.

Looking back now, he simply doesn't know how he survived those thrilling twenty-four hours.

And now, at least she is alive and kicking, and she can come to him for trouble.

Shen Mengqing sat in the room, the curtains were closed, not even a trace of faint moonlight could be seen, he couldn't see his five fingers, he didn't turn on the light, sat quietly, and let the vast darkness envelop him.

There was a slight coolness on his face, one after another, sliding across his face.

From then on, there was only darkness in his world, and there was no light.

He was alive, but it was as if he were dead.

Siqi, I love you, I have never loved a woman like this, I can't live without you, but I am willing to leave you, as long as you are happy, as long as you live better than me, I am willing to do anything, even if I will lose you, even if I can't get you back in this life, even if my heart is like a knife cutting through my heart, as long as it is for you, I am willing!