Their conversation was all heard by Guoguo, Guoguo had a sense of loss in her heart, after all, with her current English level, she wanted to apply for the Chinese Academy outside City A like Zhao Ziyang, which she couldn't think of, she used to be very cheerful and confident, whether her grades were good or bad, she was generally not too sad, but today I don't know why her mood is indescribably how low and inferior. Wang Ruodan looks more beautiful and elegant than her, and like Zhao Ziyang, her English score is particularly good, and she is also preparing to apply for the graduate school of Chinese in City A. She suddenly felt that Wang Ruodan and Zhao Ziyang were a special match.

Guoguo didn't call Zhao Ziyang, she walked away a little depressed.

When Zhao Ziyang looked up at this side, he carefully searched for Guoguo's figure, but he didn't see it, he felt very strange, why did Guoguo just read the book for so long and walked away.

"Ziyang, what are you looking at? What do you think? An absent-minded look. Wang Ruodan asked.

"Oh, is it? I don't have anything—" Zhao Ziyang said with a very reluctant smile.

Guoguo was very depressed holding the English book, and she was about to go back to the dormitory with her head down, when he met Li Tianliang holding a water bottle to fetch water.

"Guoguo, it's early, it's so hard, it seems that Zhao Ziyang, a talented man in our class, has a lot of magic power." Li Tianliang saw Guoguo holding an English book in his hand, wearing headphones on his ears, and said to Guoguo with a smile.

"Really?" Guoguo said a little sadly, obviously looking listless.

Guoguo was in a very low mood, as if she had been bullied, tears were already rolling in her eyes, she tried her best to keep her head down, so as not to let people find out that she was sad and sad, but Li Tianliang was already aware of it, but he didn't understand what was going on, and he didn't dare to ask more.

When he saw Zhao Ziyang and Wang Ruodan walking back with a book in their hands, he seemed to understand something.

So he was a little indignant for Guoguo, this Zhao Ziyang really didn't see it, so he got along with Guoguo, and then hurt Guoguo again. In the past, Wang Ruodan was good to him, he looked lukewarm to her, but now he came together with Wang Ruodan, no wonder Guoguo looked depressed just now.

"Zhao Ziyang, are you a little confused, why didn't you see it before." Li Tianliang scolded Zhao Ziyang.

"I don't understand what you're saying?" Zhao Ziyang was confused by Li Tianliang.

"You're still drinking cold water and pretending to be dizzy!" Li Tianliang felt that this Zhao Ziyang had really become a complete person.

"I really don't understand what you're talking about, what the hell did I offend you."

"I really didn't expect you Zhao Ziyang to become such a mess now, did you hurt Guoguo just now, and in the blink of an eye, you got along with Wang Ruodan again.

"You said you saw Guoguo just now, she was very sad, didn't she?" Zhao Ziyang seemed to understand something, but he didn't understand why Guoguo was sad, he felt that he really hadn't done anything to hurt Guoguo.

"Yes, I saw Guoguo looking very sad." Li Tianliang said.

"Okay, I understand." Zhao Ziyang's heart was very uneasy, she didn't understand what was wrong with Guoguo, in the morning he just saw Guoguo reciting English happily and passionately, why was he not happy in a blink of an eye?

Oh, he seems to understand something, maybe Wang Ruodan also came later, maybe the conversation between him and Wang Ruodan was seen and heard, but he felt that he and Wang Ruodan didn't say anything, she wouldn't be so jealous, this doesn't seem to be her character.

He wanted to explain to Guoguo, but what to explain, there was nothing between him and Wang Ruodan, maybe the more he explained, it would be self-defeating, he didn't know what to say to Guoguo.

He thought it would be better to talk to Guoguo after school in the afternoon.

When Guoguo returned to the bedroom, everyone looked at Guoguo in surprise, thinking that Guoguo was really a completely changed person, getting up so early in the morning to listen to English and read English, thinking that this Zhao Ziyang was too powerful, and changed Guoguo so quickly, Guoguo never got up early before, and often the alarm clock couldn't wake her up.

"Guoguo, are you still Guoguo? I've worked so hard that I almost don't recognize you. Tian Tian stretched and said.

"That's the magic of love, you know?" Jingya said.

"Why do you act like a love expert, why haven't I seen you talk about a boyfriend." Song Lu said.

"I'll tell you, it's because the perfect male god in my heart hasn't appeared yet, and my love fate hasn't arrived yet." Jingya pushed her glasses and said.

"The perfect male god? Jingya, you just wait until your hair is gray, maybe you can't wait, have you seen that TV series? is a beautiful rich lady looking for the beautiful man in her heart, but she didn't find it until her hair turned gray, and she delayed the beautiful youth of her life. Tian Tian said.

"Do you know what the perfect male god in my heart looks like? I don't have to look for the kind of beautiful man in my painting like that young lady, I don't have particularly high requirements for appearance, but the appearance must be at least a little handsome, of course, it is better to meet a handsome guy, the handsome guy is eye-catching, this requirement is not high, and the second most important thing is to have a good character, to be emotionally dedicated to me and to be a warm man who cares about me, and then I must be like-minded, have common interests and hobbies, have common ideals, and have a very compatible personality........" Don't look at Jingya's usual quiet and taciturn nerd, she really has to talk about it.

"I think Zhao Ziyang is very in line with the image of the perfect male god, and a few of us are the most blessed Guoguo." Said with a sweet smile.

"Guoguo, isn't it? yes, why aren't you happy? I really don't understand you. Tian Tian saw that Guoguo looked unhappy and lost, and was very puzzled.

Everyone thinks it's weird for Guoguo to come back this morning, usually Guoguo is the most active and favorite thing to talk about in our dormitory, and it became like this when he went out early this morning and came back.

"Guoguo, what's wrong with you, did someone bully you?" Jingya saw Guoguo's sad and sad appearance, and asked with concern.

"Nobody bullied me, I just hated myself a little." Guoguo said.

"Oh my God! I heard it right, Guoguo actually said that she hated herself. Tian Tian couldn't believe her ears, she felt that Guoguo was too abnormal today!

"Guoguo, then tell me why you hate yourself?" Jing Ya asked Guoguo with wide curious eyes.

"No why? It's just casual talk, but I feel that I don't learn English well at all, and suddenly I'm a little sad for some reason. Guoguo put away her sadness and smiled indifferently.

"It doesn't seem to fit your character, I don't think you're the kind of girl who is so sad because she didn't learn English well." Jingya felt that Guoguo was a little abnormal.

"You are stupid, Zhao Ziyang has learned first-class English, you can let him tutor you in English, ask him for more advice! Wouldn't you have more time together, what a happy thing that is! Said to Guoguo with a sweet smile.

In fact, Jingya and Tiantian's words are right, she understands them, but she still has a small pimple in her heart, which they don't know.

She was afraid that Zhao Ziyang was too good, she was too ordinary to keep up with him, and she was even more afraid that Zhao Ziyang would one day be like Ye Bufan, like an eagle with wings spread and flying high, and finally disappeared without a trace after flying into the sky.

She was afraid that sweet happiness would come too quickly and disappear too quickly, just like a dream in life......

But who understands this?

Guoguo picked up her mobile phone and suddenly wanted to talk to Piano Xiaoxiao.

Melodious: Is it there?

Xiaoxiao: Hmm

Melodious: I'm afraid that sweet happiness will come too quickly and disappear too quickly.

Xiaoxiao: Hehe, you're in love!

Melodious: I guess so.

Xiaoxiao: But you don't seem to be confident in yourself, are you afraid that he will leave you one day?

Melodious: Yes.

Xiaoxiao: Why are you afraid that he will leave you?

Melodious: because he is too good, too perfect, an eagle that will spread his wings and fly high at any time.

Xiaoxiao: Actually, don't worry too much, if he really loves you, even if he wants to fly away one day, he will fly back to you, unless he has changed his mind and has a girlfriend, or because of .....

Melodious: I once had a boyfriend who grew up with me, and he and I were childhood sweethearts since childhood. He was so good, and then after he was sent to a prestigious university, he flew high alone, and he didn't say a word to me when he flew away, and since then he has disappeared without a trace in my world, and I have wanted to find him, but there is no news of him. I knew he was going to look down on me. And I can only hate myself for being too ordinary.

Xiaoxiao: Then do you hate him?

Melodious: I once loved and hated, but after a long time, I gradually forgot, since he has long forgotten about me, why should I keep that hopeless promise.

There was a long silence -

Xiaoxiao: If your childhood sweetheart suddenly miraculously appears in front of you one day, will you still love him? Do you choose him, or your current boyfriend?

Melodious: I don't know, but I do know he can't be in front of me again, or he would have come to me a long time ago.

Xiaoxiao: Not necessarily! But this kind of person is not worth the trouble you have to wait for him.

.......

Guoguo thinks this netizen is very strange, how could he ask such a strange question?