Gu Anzhi didn't stay, and ran back to the dormitory in one breath, He Ming lay on the bed playing with his mobile phone, chatting with another person without a match, listening to the content seemed to be talking about some game, seeing Gu Anzhi coming back, He Ming greeted enthusiastically, but at this time, Gu Anzhi had no intention of talking to people at all, he walked to the sink, turned on the faucet, took a basin full of water, and plunged his head into it at once, this is how he calmed down.

He Ming saw Gu Anzhi's strange behavior, and he was puzzled for a while, and the person next to him asked him what the situation was, but he couldn't say, so he changed the topic and continued to talk about the game.

"I tell you, you should Q first and then E, so that the outbreak is high"

"No, no, no, you don't understand, I made a mistake at that time, I almost killed him alone"

"If you still don't believe it, with your style of play, you will definitely not be able to beat others"

“。。。。。。。。”

The two on the side chatted hotly, but Gu Anzhi's heart gradually became cold, Gu Anzhi raised his head and let the water on his face drip on his body, and then He Ming's voice came

"Brother Gu, we are going to play games, do you want to go, if you don't go, wait for someone to check the bed, help us lay the round, just say that we went to live at a relative's house in the city, thank you" Gu Anzhi supported the washstand with both hands and did not answer

Seeing Gu Anzhi's strange appearance, the newcomer was a little puzzled and asked He Ming

"He's fine, it looks like he's been hit by something" He Ming looked at Gu Anzhi.

"Hey, it's okay, he's late, I don't know, he just has this temper, he likes to stay alone, just when we go out to play, don't bother him" said and pushed the man to walk out of the door, and finally shouted to Gu Anzhi, "Brother Gu, then let's go first, and you will trouble the rest"

"Bang Dang"

With the sound of the door closing, Gu Anzhi covered his face with both hands, slowly squatted down, suppressed and didn't let himself cry, but the tears still flowed down uncontrollably, Gu Anzhi asked countless whys in his heart, but at this time, no one would answer his question, and he couldn't answer it.

Not long after He Ming and the others left, Gu Anzhi washed up briefly, lay on the bed, staring blankly at the bed board above his head, holding his PHS with one hand, he was confused, he thought of the feeling when he first entered the school gate, it was a danger signal, the instinctive intuition of the prey.

But he can't avoid it, and he can't change it, many times it's like this, even if he can feel something, he can only accept it helplessly in the end, it's like a curse, slowly eating away at his soul, there is no more cruel curse than this, that feeling of powerlessness has already made him physically and mentally exhausted.

He thought that coming to the Second Middle School would be a new beginning, and he also met Gu Yin again, but Liu Yang's appearance shattered his dream fiercely, he knew everything about Gu Anzhi.

When Gu Anzhi was three years old, he followed his father back to what he called his hometown, handed him over to his grandmother, and then disappeared, Gu Anzhi had never seen his mother, and he had also asked his grandmother this question, and his grandmother always smiled and told him, when you grow up, you will know, when Gu Anzhi returned to his hometown, his grandmother actually had another child at home, and that child was Liu Yang.

Liu Yang's parents have been working outside for a long time, and they didn't plan to have children so early, but the plan can never catch up with accidents and changes, so they had to send him back to his hometown to let his grandmother raise him when he was just weaned, but unfortunately the good times did not last long, when Liu Yang was two years old, Grandma Liu died of illness, advanced stomach cancer, the old man's stomach has been bad, I don't want my son to be too stressed, and I have been hiding it from them, after Grandma Liu passed away, Liu Yang's parents made difficulties, and the career is a critical period, with a child by his side, there must be many inconveniences, at this time Grandma Liu's friend, That is, Gu Anzhi's grandmother, who appeared in their sight.

When Grandma Liu was there, she often worked with Grandma Gu, chattering, their sons were not around, the two lonely old people depended on each other, Liu Yang's unexpected appearance made the two old people happy, but they never thought that it was a joke of God, little Liu Yang had just come to them for a year, and Grandma Liu died, leaving only a piece of sadness.

So in this way, Liu Yang's parents discussed with Grandma Gu, she took care of Xiao Liu Yang, and gave her a month's living expenses on time every month, the two were afraid that Xiao Liu Yang would be treated badly, and they had to come back to visit him once a month, but later, every time they saw him being raised for white and fat, the number of times he came back became less and less, and sometimes he didn't even come back for the New Year, but he just bought a lot of things and asked someone to bring them back, so Gu Anzhi was not less touched by Liu Yang's light, although sometimes he didn't come back to visit, but at least he still had to call every month. For this reason, the two also bought a mobile phone for Xiao Liu Yang and asked Grandma Gu to keep it.

Gu Anzhi and Liu Yang are the same age, Liu Yang was born nine days earlier than Gu Anzhi, it stands to reason that he should call his brother, but when he was a child, Gu Anzhi was a villain king, whether it was height or strength, he crushed his peers, at that time, Gujia Village, he led a village of villains, making chickens and dogs restless, complaining, and it was a small scourge in the eyes of many adults, so they strictly demanded that their children were not allowed to play with them anymore, and Grandma Gu could only smile and apologize, she was probably reluctant to give up her two little grandchildren.

Gu Yin and Gu Anzhi's hometown are not far apart, and when other children are banned, only Gu Yin is left, this little girl in Gu Anzhi's mouth, accompanied them crazy, Gu Anzhi's favorite game at that time was to play the story of the knight saving the princess and the final glorious sacrifice of the demon king, who the knight is naturally needless to say, as for the demon king, the most suitable candidate can naturally only be Liu Yang, Gu Yin, as a princess, basically except for shouting "Brother Anzhi" behind him and finally falling all over the dust, it is useless.

Gu Anzhi's knight vs. demon king is basically a one-sided slaughter, Liu Yang only has to flee with his head in his hands, and the knight has never sacrificed once, so Liu Yang emphasized to Gu Anzhi countless times that he is the knight, and Gu Anzhi is the demon king, Gu Anzhi does not follow, so the two asked the opinion of the 'princess', Gu Yin bit his fingers, looked at the two, and said in a milky voice:

"The knight and the demon king, who is good and who is bad?"

The two replied in unison.

"The knight is good, the demon king is bad"

The answer is naturally self-evident, Gu Yin bit his finger and said affirmatively.

"Brother Anzhi is a knight, Brother Liu Yang is a demon king, Brother Anzhi wants to protect me"

provoked Gu Anzhi to laugh, touched Gu Yin's head, and exclaimed, "It's still a little girl who is sensible, how about Liu Yang, do you hear it, you are the demon king, hahaha"

Liu Yang had to look at Gu Anzhi hatefully, and then cried to find his grandmother to comment, and grandma grew up in the countryside since she was a child, and what she is best at is naturally mud.

Time never stops because of anyone, just when a few people were in elementary school, Gu Yin's parents made a fortune outside, returned to the township, and took Gu Yin and the old people in the family to the city, on the day of parting, the little girl cried into a tearful person, unwilling to leave, until she was tired of crying, she was forcibly carried to the car by her parents, and Gu Anzhi obviously didn't realize anything, and said to Gu Yin with a heartless smile, "Little girl, remember to come back often"

Until the next few days, the two of them who were bored in every way had the feeling of missing their parents for the first time, Liu Yang could occasionally make a phone call with his parents and chat, Liu Yang at this time was undoubtedly the most proud, he waved the mobile phone in his hand to Gu Anzhi who was standing aside, as if to say, you see I still have my parents, what about you?

At this time, Gu Anzhi was only silent, and he no longer had the spirit of the past, he wanted to rush over and snatch Liu Yang's mobile phone, but he knew that the person he cared about on the phone was not him, even if he grabbed it, it was meaningless, because, he had already tried this, he found the grandmother who picked vegetables and cooked, and wanted to ask her about her parents, but the grandmother always touched his head with a smile and said, "When you grow up, you will know"

So Gu Anzhi has been looking forward to growing up earlier, but when the answer is finally revealed, he finds that he can't face and accept this answer at all, because the answer he is pursuing is the beginning of all nightmares.

Gu Anzhi lay on the bed, picked up his mobile phone and looked at the time, it was already half past nine, the small screen exuded a faint light, there was not a single text message, and there was no missed call, Gu Anzhi understood that he couldn't wait for that call tonight.

Then Gu Anzhi turned sideways and flipped his phone, there were only two notes in the contact list, Gu Yin's name was on the list, Gu Anzhi took a deep breath, turned the phone to silent mode, covered his head with the quilt and closed his eyes, trying to make himself fall asleep, but every time he closed his eyes, Liu Yang's voice kept echoing in his mind, and even those memory fragments that he had buried for a long time kept emerging and impacting his soul.

Gu Anzhi didn't know when he fell asleep, he only knew that he had a bad headache, and then he didn't remember the rest, when Gu Anzhi woke up, it was already bright outside the window, he didn't know how long he had been asleep, and he slept very hard, and he didn't even know when He Ming and they came back, Gu Anzhi shook his head, rubbed his eyes, and then picked up his mobile phone.

He was dumbfounded when he saw eighteen missed calls and an unread message on the screen, was she? Or is she? Gu Anzhi hurriedly unlocked and opened the call list, Gu Yin! Is it really still her, Gu Anzhi sighed, and then opened the short message, which was also sent by Gu Yin

"I brought you breakfast, the old library location, you better not keep me waiting too long"

Gu Anzhi looked at the time, the text messages and phone calls were around half past seven, and now it was half past eight, and an hour had passed, Gu Anzhi hesitated, held his head, and then seemed to have made up his mind, and let out a long breath.

"Fuck God, you're going to play me to death if you kind of me"

After finishing speaking, I got dressed, came to the washstand, washed well, looked at He Ming and the two before going out, and slept like dead pigs, it seemed that I had been all night last night, and I just came back this morning, and I don't know who is better in the end.