I am the twelfth son of Emperor Zhongzong, my mother is a concubine, my father loves my mother, and when I was born, it was when the first morning sun rose, so my name is Chao, Chu Xi Chao.

I always remember the scorching summer when I was eight years old, which was the birthday of the Eighth Emperor Brother's mother, Concubine Rou Niangniang, who was the younger sister of the prime minister. Although she was born very beautiful, she has a strong temperament, and it is strange that her father will give her the name "Rou", but the relationship between our brothers is very good, and the eighth emperor brother is two years older than me, but his temperament is extremely docile.

The father of Concubine Rou attaches great importance to her birthday, and the eldest son of the prime minister, who has just made military exploits in the three horses of the dynasty, the father is very happy, so he holds a feast in the Yuping Palace, not only inviting the concubines and princes of each palace, but also the prime minister's family.

So, on that day, I saw the prime minister's youngest daughter, Shen Wan, who was praised by her father as "the birth of an auspicious star".

At that time, she was only six years old, led by her mother, the prime minister's wife, and slowly walked into the hall, her face was white like a porcelain doll, her eyes were shining like the brightest stars in the night, a pair of fluttering eyelashes were like butterflies flapping their wings, and under her small and delicate nose, there was a cherry mouth, which looked bright, her eyes looked around, and her lips had a shallow smile.

The eyes of several of us princes were all attracted to her, and we had never seen such a beautiful girl who seemed not to be a real person.

The Eighth Emperor Brother walked over happily, looked at her and shouted, "Cousin, you're here!" ”

She smiled and said, "yes! Cousin! "Her voice was more tender and beautiful than any music I had ever heard.

But that time she didn't notice me, but sat quietly beside the Prime Minister's wife, and only the Eighth Emperor Brother could say a word to her once in a while, and I think we all started to get jealous.

One day later, we were in class, and it turned out that his cousin Shen Wan fell from the tree and was frightened, so he wanted to go out of the palace to see his cousin, so at the instigation of Lao Shi, a few of us skipped class together and sneaked out of the palace, and went to the prime minister's mansion to find the third sister, but in fact to visit her.

Because we can't enter the women's boudoir without permission, so we didn't actually see her that day, but the third sister said that if we want to leave the palace in the future, we will come to her, and she will help us talk to my father, so we have more opportunities to enter the prime minister's mansion again.

Gradually, we and Shen Wan have become familiar with each other, and we can directly call her milk name Awan.

Not only is she a beautiful girl, but she is also very smart. Although sometimes I put on the shelf of the official lady, and sometimes I don't take our group of princes in my eyes, but I don't know why? We still love to play with her.

Seeing that the Eighth Emperor Brother and the Ninth Emperor Brother were extremely considerate to her, and every time the Ten Emperor Brother was robbed by her and had nothing to say, I just watched coldly, I thought, the one she paid the least attention to was me!

Later, when she said something again, I just interrupted her coldly, always choked her angry, and refused to leave me again, we lived in such a noisy life for two years, she was selected as the companion of the Eighth Emperor Sister when she was eight years old, and entered the palace every day to attend classes with us, so that we had more opportunities to meet, after school, we would follow her back to Yuping Palace, Yuping Palace suddenly became lively, and even my father went more.

One winter, we met in the palace in the Luxue Nunnery to enjoy the snow, said to enjoy the snow, but I don't know where the Ten Emperor Brothers got the mutton roasted and eaten, Ah Wan doesn't like to eat mutton, see us roasting and fun, so just watch, the Eighth Emperor Brother brought the beast chess, Shen Wan and the Nine Emperor Brothers on the side of you and I fight.

I didn't expect that we were playing happily, but I saw my father and the prime minister come together, my father seemed to be very interested in Ah Wan, saw the beast chess on the table, and wanted to play a game with Ah Wan, my father's chess style was peaceful, but Ah Wan's chess style was spicy and piercing, almost every move would lead to the death of my father's chess game, and a few of us were secretly frightened when we watched it from the side. Although Ah Wan can always win the Eight Emperor Brothers every time, there is no lack of elements of the Eight Emperor Brothers, but now Ah Wan's opponent is the father! There is no one in the world who can win the chess game of the emperor.

The silence in Luxue Nunnery can even hear my own breathing, but I have already held my breath and concentrated, it can be seen how nervous I am, when Ah Wan successfully won the yellow rabbit of my father, I was about to faint, what is this girl doing? Didn't she know that the majesty of the Ninety-Five was not to be offended?

"Looks like I've lost!" With a smile, the father said this gently.

The prime minister quickly pulled Ah Wan to kneel, bowed his head and said, "The minister is guilty!" "Ah Wan seems to realize something at this time? also followed the prime minister to the ground, and several of our princes also knelt down, but they didn't say anything, I saw the eighth emperor brother kneeling on the ground, his hands trembling slightly, he must be very worried.

"What is the prime minister's sin? Because of the birth of a person who dares to win? Hehe, then I want to say, what if the prime minister gave birth to a good daughter? My children have never dared to win against me, so let's all get up! ”

The father not only did not punish Ah Wan, but also praised her, and later in the assessment, because Ah Wan performed very well and was highly appreciated by the father, several of our princes tried their best to perform, but not as much praise as Ah Wan received, it seems that Ah Wan can not only capture the hearts of our young people, even the father likes her very much?

We are happy to see such a result, as long as the father likes it, it will be much easier if we want to marry Ah Wan in the future.

The turning point between me and her happened in the autumn hunt of the second year, and she also went with the fourth sister-in-law, but because she was still young, she did not go out to hunt during the day, and at night she ate a few of the rabbit meat and venison that we beat back, and she was very envious, she went back to rest after eating, but I was surprised to see her follow a sneaky look, I also followed her, and then came to a palace maid's tent, and heard the voice of my father, we quickly hid in the box, but through a crack in the box, I saw my father and the palace maid cheating.

I don't know if it's because the sound outside is too charming, or if I'm close to Ah Wan I heard her breathing, smelled the faint fragrance of her body, I couldn't help but kiss her lips, at that time she was stunned and panicked, and pinched me, but because of the outside situation, we didn't dare to make a sound.

Later, she ignored me for a long time, and I regretted my actions a little, but we fought each other more and more, and the Eighth Emperor Brother was very nervous when he saw us, for fear that we would quarrel again.

It wasn't until I was fourteen years old, when we rescued a girl in Fumanlou, that I heard Ah Wan say to me angrily behind my back: "Stupid, do you know that I like you!" "I was stunned at the time, but my heart was like honey flowing through, warm and sweet.

Later, this stupid girl also called me to Jingxu Mountain, where she confessed to me, I think this stupid little girl, angry but so aggrieved, I touched her head, smiled, at that time I made a vow in my heart, in this life, I will protect you well, and I will never let you be bullied.

She was still dancing in front of me, a beautiful dance I had never seen before, and even though I had never seen such a beautiful dance, she danced like a fairy, and jumped like an elf, and she attracted all my feelings like a demon.

It would be wonderful to be able to see such beautiful dances forever!

The fourth brother's house welcomed two new concubines, but at this time, Ah Wan looked very angry, I know, she was angry why the fourth brother didn't treat the fourth sister-in-law well, why did she snub the fourth sister-in-law.

I don't think I will be like this in the future, if I can marry Ah Wan, I will always be good to her, and only be good to her, there will be no other women, she must be the only one in my house, even if it is...... Even if I become the emperor, in my harem, there is only one queen, Ah Wan.

One day, the Eighth Emperor Brother hurriedly pulled me aside and said to me worriedly: "Twelfth brother, do you think that the fourth brother, the new dancing girl, is a bit like A Wan?" ”

I was stunned in my heart, but soon smiled and said: "Starling, you are really hearty, at most a little charming, you know that sometimes Ah Wan will also show such an expression, but it is a coincidence!" ”

The Eighth Emperor Brother sighed: "I hope I think too much!" ”

I'm a little scared in my heart, fourth brother, he won't!

But then I felt how stupid I was! When the Shen family quarreled and exterminated the clan, I couldn't help anything, and I couldn't even find Ah Wan, and later I learned that she was locked up by the fourth brother, but I couldn't go in to see her, and then I learned from the mouth of the ten emperor brothers that Ah Wan entered the palace and was left by the fourth brother.

When she came to see me, when she said, "If you love me, don't stop me!" "My heart felt as if it was tormented by a small fire, and the torment fell to the ground one by one.

Awan, whatever you want to do? I won't stop you, I'll help you, even if you want me to choose between the throne and you, I choose you!

The word "revenge" weighs on your heart, so that you can't breathe, but you are still holding on, I see you being next to the enemy but can do nothing, my heart is also bleeding for you, I know that it is impossible for you to give up revenge, but ...... I just hope you don't live so painfully.

The way to leave the palace and flee to the south with you was the happiest day of my life, especially in the middle of the mountain, we completely owned each other, that was a joy I had never had, I thought at that time, even if I died like this, I was worth it.

But we didn't escape the control of the fourth brother after all, we were arrested, you were tortured by the side of the fourth brother, I went to the battlefield, but I didn't want to look back, but you have become my fourth sister-in-law.

Awan, when I saw that you were sitting on the queen's throne, I wished I had died on the battlefield and never returned!

And you ended up getting farther and farther away from me, and you said those heartless words to me when you were in the West, you said that we couldn't do it anymore, that we missed too much between us, and indeed, we missed too much before. It's not possible for us to go back to the way things were, but, Awan. Though your heart has changed, my heart will never change.