Chapter 57: You Must Believe in Yourself
Gu Yin walked on the way home with Gu Anzhi carrying a basket on his back, and the crowd on the street gradually thinned out, for rural people living in towns and villages, the plan of the day lies in the morning, the plan of the year lies in the spring, and the morning is their backbone, the main dish, and they rarely choose to go out in the afternoon.
Walking in the morning light, returning against the rising sun, decades are like a day, time is more than just time for them.
"Are you tired, or I'll carry it."
"Come on, look at the way you looked just now, I didn't know and thought I was abusing you"
"How can it be so exaggerated...
"Also, if you go back next time, if you are seen by your grandmother, you will say what I just taught you, you know?"
"Okay, but you see I don't have a lot of dirt on my body, should I roll it on the ground twice, or smear some mud on it, otherwise it doesn't seem to be convincing according to what you said."
"You! Gu Anzhi, you are so smart! Okay, wait for the slope in front, you can jump straight down, and go straight to the actual operation, then what more convincing power is needed?"
"I... That's not what I meant."
Gu Yin loosened her back basket, she was too lazy to take care of him, she sometimes wondered if Gu Anzhi really had two brains, the brain that usually worked didn't know what he was thinking about in a day, she didn't want to be angry with him, and she felt sorry for him.
"Okay, let's go, there is a medical kit at home, hurry up and go back and dispose of your pig's trotters, it's worrying to watch"
"Hey, it's okay"
Gu Anzhi raised his left hand and looked at it, he had just rubbed the medicine, the surroundings were yellow, there was a coolness, the pain was sour, the few times the two dogs scratched were completely deadly, but Gu Anzhi's bite did not show him mercy, the two estimated that half a catty and eight taels, but from the perspective of injuries, it was undoubtedly Gu Anzhi's miserable state.
Gu Anzhi blew on his hand, wondering in his heart, he thought that Gu Yin would catch him and ask him a good question, but now that he looks, he will almost arrive home after walking for another half an hour, and Gu Yin didn't ask him what happened just now, this should have been a good thing, and Gu Anzhi was happy to see it, but at this time, his heart was itchy, and he became anxious.
Why didn't Gu Yin ask him? Did she know something? Or did you just not take it to heart? But judging from the performance just now, it didn't look like it, Gu Anzhi's heart was like a cat's paw and a dog, he finally couldn't help it, and sent it to the door by himself.
"Well, don't you want to ask me why I did this?"
Gu Anzhi stood on Gu Yin's right side, Gu Yin's hands were pulled on the shoulder straps of the back basket, and when he heard Gu Anzhi's words, Gu Yin turned his head and looked him up and down.
"Didn't you say that you had nothing to do when you were full, and you ran up to see the scenery and jumped and fell, I didn't expect those two cakes to make you hold up so much, I don't think there's anything after eating one"
Gu Anzhi categorically wouldn't believe that Gu Yin really believed his words, he wouldn't believe it himself, not to mention Gu Yin, he knew that Gu Yin was joking and sarcastic about herself, she was always like this, but she was very good to others.
"Hehe, what's the matter, I'll just talk about it"
"Oh."
Gu Yin continued to walk, looking indifferent, but snickering in his heart, Gu Anzhi touched his head with a depressed look on his face, the more flat Gu Yin was at this time, the more unbearable his heart became.
"I've met a couple of hooligans, little gangsters"
"And then?"
"And then ... And then that's it."
Gu Yin stopped, raised his head and looked around, found a place where Gao Po leaned on his back basket, her forehead oozed a little crystal, Gu Anzhi saw this and hurriedly touched it into his pocket, and took out nothing for a long time except for those few crumpled yuan.
Gu Yin leaned on the back basket and looked at Gu Anzhi who was digging his pocket, but after waiting for a long time, there was only a big smirking face, Gu Yin pursed his mouth, took out a pack of tissues from his pocket, and handed one to Gu Anzhi.
"You mean, you met a bunch of thugs while I was picking out clothes?"
Gu Yin wiped the beads of sweat on his forehead and said to Gu Anzhi, who was standing on the side of the road, who nodded his head.
"That's right, that's right"
"And then?"
"And then... And didn't I tell you?"
"What are you talking about, there is no cause before and no result after, others are full and have nothing to do, they only chase you, there are so many people on the street, why don't they go to find other people"
When Gu Anzhi heard Gu Yin's words, there was a boredom in his heart, it was this kind of thing again, Gu Yin also said this kind of thing to him, he lowered his head and felt a little lost, he felt that Gu Yin was actually right, and she didn't know the reason, it was normal to say so, he exonerated Gu Yin, and unconsciously his heart had begun to subtly, containing everything about Gu Yin, maybe even he didn't notice it.
Gu Anzhi raised his head and looked at Gu Yin, his voice a little low.
"It's Ergou, I met Ergou them"
"Two dogs?"
"Hmm"
Gu Yin's thoughts flowed, she should remember this person, and she should also remember this person.
"Ergou, what's wrong with them?"
"Oh, it's nothing, you don't know his kind of person, it wasn't a good thing before, let alone now"
Gu Anzhi looked a little impatient, his tone was a little heavier, Gu Yin looked at him suspiciously, Gu Anzhi noticed something after speaking, and scolded himself for being an idiot, why he always couldn't control his emotions.
"That, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I know I'm always like this, I can't control it"
Gu Anzhi lowered her head, like a child who had done something wrong, Gu Yin looked at him, her eyes were full of pity, she lifted the basket on her shoulder again, stood in front of Gu Anzhi, and spoke gently.
"It's okay, I know, let's go, also, you didn't say anything wrong, next time, try not to apologize again, you're always like this, no matter whether you do anything wrong or not, always apologize to others first, this habit is not good"
Gu Anzhi raised his head, followed behind Gu Yin, and said with some hesitation:
"But, I shouldn't have spoken to you in that tone just now, I...
"Hmph, it's good that you know, you can realize now that you have made a lot of progress, you have to believe in yourself, one day you will stand on the peak that Gu Jie and they can't touch, I believe in you!"
"Believe in yourself, the peak that you can't reach."
Gu Anzhi smiled self-deprecatingly, the misery in his heart, if Gu Yin could know one or two, I am afraid he would not have said such a thing, but he didn't dare to let her know.
"You have to learn to believe in yourself, you just lack self-confidence, there is nothing difficult in the world but afraid of people, now, the only thing you need to do is one thing, that is, study hard, don't think about those messy things, for us, now there is only one way in front of us"
Gu Yin's voice came from the front, she had been trying to cheer Gu Anzhi up, she had already guessed in her heart, Gu Anzhi's junior high school life was probably not stable, but she would not uncover his scars, she wanted to guide him to another road, a road full of sunshine, a road that she herself also needs to take.
"OK~No problem~ Study hard and go up every day!"
Gu Anzhi laughed, although his mouth hurt to death, but since Gu Yin made him confident and let him study with peace of mind, he felt that he should do this, it was Gu Yin who trusted him unconditionally before, but now he believes in her.
Back home, Gu Yin took out the medicine box for Gu Anzhi's hand to deal with it as soon as possible, and finally gave him a bottle of safflower oil and asked him to go to the room to deal with it by himself, Gu Anzhi smirked, and sure enough, she still didn't hide Gu Yin, too, she didn't even let Gu Anzhi carry it, it seemed that she had guessed that Gu Anzhi had a secret injury on her body from the beginning, she endured that concern, and always wanted Gu Anzhi to go to the hospital for examination, but the latter was as stubborn as a cow, and she had to give up.