Rumors, Regret the Dynasty, Death (1)
Shen Wan seemed to have a long and painful dream, and in the dream there seemed to be a pair of hands holding her tightly, trying to sink herself, sink down...... When the dream faded away, she was conscious, but she still couldn't move, open her eyes, or speak.
I only felt that someone around me kept walking back and forth, someone fed herself medicine, the medicine was bitter, she swallowed it mechanically, and then she heard someone sigh: "Just drink the medicine......" and then bowls of medicine were swallowed by herself.
After drinking these medicines, she only felt that her consciousness began to blur again, and then she fell asleep.
And whenever I wake up, I still can't move, but just continue to take medicine.
After repeating this repeatedly, Shen Wan almost forgot whether she was awake or asleep, and after a long time, she was able to open her eyes and move her body a little.
The first person she saw when she opened her eyes was Chun'er, Chun'er saw that she woke up, and she cried with joy, she screamed in surprise, and the surrounding palace maids also came to look at her, and then someone rushed out to tell Xichen the news.
Probably because she had slept for too long, Shen Wan felt sore, Chun'er and another palace maid helped her up, leaned on a soft pillow, and Chun'er asked, "Miss want to drink water!" ”
As soon as she said this, Shen Wan also felt very thirsty, so she nodded, Chun'er breathed a sigh of relief, and said while pouring water: "It seems that Miss is fine, Imperial Doctor Sun said that as long as Miss wakes up and feels thirsty and wants to drink water, the toxins in the body will be exhausted!" ”
Shen Wan took the cup and drank it all in one go, but she didn't quench her thirst, Chun'er hurriedly poured another cup for her, and she drank three glasses in a row before she felt less thirsty.
"Chun'er!" Shen Wan's voice was a little hoarse, and she asked softly: "What happened that day, I was unconscious after being poisoned by them!" ”
Chun'er's face was sad and angry, and she said in a very sad tone: "That day, I understood the hint that Miss gave me, so I went to the Tai Hospital to find Doctor Sun, and Doctor Sun immediately came with the slave maid, but ...... Those two hateful women, even did not let Doctor Sun treat the young lady, I was in a hurry, so I had to go to Shou'an Palace to find the emperor, and was stopped outside the door, fortunately I met Shi Gonggong, otherwise ......" Speaking of this, Chun'er choked up and couldn't continue.
Shen Wan held Chun'er's hand, Chun'er barely restrained her emotions, and continued: "When the emperor and I came, Imperial Doctor Sun was bleeding and was administering needles to the young lady......
"Head Breaking!" Shen Wan was stunned.
Chun'er nodded: "In order to save Miss, Imperial Doctor Sun did not hesitate to hit the corner of the table with his head, those two ...... The two mothers didn't stop it! ”
Shen Wan understands that this poison was made by Mrs. Sun, and when this poison poisoned his sister, he would definitely not let himself follow in his sister's footsteps, so he would definitely have an antidote there, and he would definitely find the right one to let Chun'er go to him when he was restrained, otherwise, even if he invited Xichen, he would have already been poisoned.
Involuntarily, Shen Wan covered her lower abdomen with her hands, and mustered up the courage to ask, "Before I passed out, I saw that I had a lot of blood...... It's flowing out from below, Chun'er, you tell me the truth, am I ......"
Chun'er couldn't hold back her cry anymore and cried "wow", and said intermittently: "Miss, Miss...... I'm sorry, but don't be too upset...... The emperor didn't let the slaves and maids say, but ...... It's all Chun'er's useless and didn't keep your child......"
Shen Wan was like thunder, and she didn't move in shock.
Child, there really is a child, no, it just existed, and now, he's gone......
The hand through the quilt was clenched into a fist, and the child, she didn't feel the existence of this child, and she lost him so quickly.
The sound of the bead curtain sounded, as if someone was in a hurry, and before the palace people opened the curtain, they rushed straight in, turned the screen, and stood in front of Shen Wan with great strides.
Everyone knelt down one after another, Shen Wan looked at him in a daze, too late to say anything? was hugged by him, he hugged himself tightly, hugged her so much that she couldn't breathe, and he didn't relax at all, just hugged tightly, and kept whispering: "Wanwan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you......"
Even if he killed her whole family, he didn't say he was sorry.
Tears suddenly slid down her face, and soon she didn't make a sound in his whispers, just let the tears flow violently.
He noticed her strange appearance, looked down and saw her silently weeping, and the pain in his heart was even worse, but he couldn't find any words of comfort, so he could only gently stroke her long hair and say those three words over and over again.
They are like a teenager couple, heartbroken by the fact that their first child in common has not been kept.
Crying too much, Shen Wan gasped and choked: "The child ......" As soon as the words "child" came out, the pain in his heart suddenly expanded a lot, originally just thinking that the child was gone, but now that he really said it, he just felt that it could not be recovered, so he changed from silent tears at the beginning to crying in an instant.
No matter how much she hated Chu Xichen and how much she hated him before, the child was innocent.
There are not many relatives left, why should she take away another of her loved ones, and it is flesh and blood linked to her.
Xichen's voice also became hoarse: "There will still be children, Wanwan, I promise you, we will still have children, there will definitely be......"
She didn't want to listen to his assurances, she just wanted someone to give her the baby back.
With a scream, she cried and fainted.
This time the slumber did not last long, Shen Wan woke up quickly, and waking up only meant great pain.
Xichen personally helped her up to feed her medicine, the last time he fed her like this was during the Lantern Festival, she disliked him for being stupid and let others come, and this time, she didn't even want to say anything she disliked.
While slowly feeding her medicine, he chattered some words while cherishing the dust, he rarely spoke, but now he said so much in one breath, like a homely thing, it was really embarrassing for him.
He said that it was almost the New Year, and those courtiers began to be busy giving gifts to themselves and each other, and he wondered where they got so much money to give such expensive gifts, and they must check it out another day.
King Ping asked him again in Bashu to ask for the three hundred beauties in the capital, and he sometimes wondered if King Ping's body would collapse.
He also said that Zhen Yin came to him to complain at every turn, he was almost annoyed by this sister, and after a pause, he smiled and said: "You don't know that a while ago, Xiguo provoked again, and was beaten hard by your second brother, and completely annihilated the enemy army, which is very angry with me, your brother ...... I should thank you for recommending such a good talent to me! ”
Shen Wan was finally touched, turned her head to look at him, drank the last sip of medicine, frowned and said, "It's so bitter!" ”
Xichen hurriedly stuffed the candied fruit into her mouth, she ate a few, and suddenly asked, "Is there a war situation in Xichao?" ”
Xichen was stunned for a moment, and immediately said: "Xichen is very good to him, but I'm afraid the war won't end soon, and I'm afraid I won't be able to come back for the New Year this year!" ”
Shen Wan nodded slowly and said, "He's fine...... I've lost so much ......"
Xichen looked at her silently, she pulled the corners of her mouth at herself, Xichen sighed heavily in her heart, stroked her cheek and said softly: "Anyway, let's finish this year first, after the New Year, Wanwan will be sixteen years old!" ”
Shen Wan closed her eyes, and her breathing gradually stabilized,