Chapter Fifty-Six: Autumn Leaves Fall to the Ground
The autumn leaves are falling, the autumn rain is continuous, and the weather is getting slightly cold.
The pistachios of the past are completely gone, and she has become a sad girl who is depressed all day long.
After Guoguo returned to the bedroom, she found a photo of her and Ye Bufan in a piano book under the box, originally she planned to keep it all the time, waiting for Ye Bufan to come back to her, but she waited for him for three years, but he, not even a letter or a phone call, let alone come to her, until she and Zhao Ziyang had a relationship, she put down her feelings for him. She didn't expect Ye Bufan to come to see her, she just wanted to cherish an innocent and beautiful memory that belonged to them. It seems that all these good memories will be gone, she is now very angry and sad when she thinks that Ye Bufan will get along with Song Jia as soon as he arrives at college, no wonder he has long forgotten his oath to her. So now she wants to burn this photo, and completely burn Ye Bufan from her mind.
"Guoguo, you were only in junior high school at that time, you look so cute, who is the boy next to here? Why are you so handsome? Is it your little first love? Tian Tian saw Guoguo looking at the photo in a daze, and deliberately quipped.
"Guoguo, why have I never heard you mention him, what is your relationship with him?" Tian Tian continued to ask.
"No, we were just good friends." Guoguo said weakly.
"I don't think it's possible, I think he should be the boy you once liked, otherwise you wouldn't treasure this picture like a treasure, is he the object of your crush? You give me an honest account. Smiled sweetly, "I think he may be more handsome than Zhao Ziyang, anyway, that Zhao Ziyang has already gotten along with Wang Ruodan, what about you, just forget about Zhao Ziyang, you take out this photo now, are you thinking?" Do you want to consider him? I don't think you need to think about it, just him, he must be very handsome now....." Tian Tian was talking and laughing.
"You know what? I feel disgusted and disgusted when I see him now, and I want to set this picture on fire and burn it to ashes. Guoguo said with a sneer.
"Oh" Tiantian's eyes widened in surprise, what the hell is going on? She was stunned for a moment.
She looked at Guoguo's hateful expression and seemed to understand.
She understood that Guoguo must have known that this person's character was very bad now, so she must hate him very much, so she thought about burning this photo. "Guoguo, don't you hate this person now?"
"Guoguo, who do you hate? I'll take a look. At this time, Jingya also came back, just in time to hear the conversation between Guoguo and Tiantian.
Jingya walked over and took a look, very curious, the boy in the photo was so handsome, he looked a few years older than Guoguo, Guoguo looked so small and cute at that time. Jing Ya really didn't expect Guoguo to fall in love at such a young age, she felt that Guoguo was too precocious.
"Guoguo, this is your first boyfriend, he looks so handsome, he looks a few years older than you, why have we never heard of you, we haven't seen him come to school to look for you! Didn't you break up a long time ago? Jingya asked Guoguo strangely.
"Actually, we just grew up together, and we were just hazy feelings at that time, and we weren't really in a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship yet. He had promised me that he would let me be his girlfriend when I was admitted to university, but since he was escorted to a first-class university, he has not heard from me, and he has never come to me. But I waited for him for three whole years. If it weren't for my high school classmate Song Wei telling me about him, I wouldn't know about him until now. As soon as I heard Song Wei say that he talked about a beautiful girlfriend as soon as he arrived in college, and he was Song Wei's sister Song Jia, my heart felt like I had been stabbed hard, it hurt so much. It's no wonder that he has forgotten about me, and no wonder he hasn't contacted me for so many years. As she spoke, Guoguo gritted her teeth with hatred for Ye Bufan.
"This kind of character is too unreliable, Guoguo, you should have burned this photo a long time ago." Tian Tian said quickly.
"Guoguo, then you can burn it now, and I'll get you a lighter." Jingya said as she found her lighter and handed it to Guoguo.
Guoguo took the lighter and lit the photo. Guoguo also hopes to burn their memories from now on.
The photograph gradually burns under the blue flames.
The photographs burned to ashes in a few moments, as if burned to ashes along with their memories.
She thought that if she burned the photos, she would be able to forget everything and become relaxed and free, but she was still not happy, and her heart was still inexplicably sad.
Jing Ya and Tian Tian looked at Guoguo, who still had a sad face, and they all came over to comfort him: "Guoguo, don't do this again, okay?" We all love that you're always happy and hope you're still that lovely pistachio. ”
Guoguo stood on the balcony and looked at the autumn rain Feifei, listening to the rain hitting the plantains, and the maple leaves fell all over the ground like raindrops.
I don't know why Guoguo's heart has become more sad at the moment, she used to have a good memory, but now she doesn't even have a good memory, but she has replaced it with Ye Bufan who had a girlfriend three years ago, and forgot about Qin Guoguo three years ago.
At this time, she saw Zhao Ziyang and Wang Ruodan holding an umbrella together and strolling happily in the continuous autumn rain, which made Guoguo even more sad, she felt like a seriously injured bird being thrown to the ground.
Jingya looked at Guoguo with a sad and dazed face, and felt that the girl in front of her was not at all like the free and easy pistachio in the past.
At this time, Guoguo finally couldn't suppress the pain in her heart, and tears welled up.
Jingya and Tiantian saw Guoguo sad like this, and they also felt sad and sad for Guoguo.
They saw that Zhao Ziyang and Wang Ruodan were now in Qingqing, and they were indignant for Guoguo, they couldn't wait to tell Zhao Ziyang the truth immediately, they really didn't expect that Zhao Ziyang had completely changed after amnesia, but on the other hand, this kind of person is not worthy of Guoguo's love anymore.
"Guoguo, why do you have too much affection, that kind of person is not worthy of your love at all, you will let it go completely, you see what you have tortured yourself into during this time." Tian Tian felt that Guoguo didn't need to be like this, not to mention that Zhao Ziyang had lost his memory, and he couldn't compare it with before, with a beautiful and cute girl like Guoguo, there would definitely be a large number of excellent boys to pursue in the future.
"Guoguo, yes, why do you have to embarrass yourself, you have to learn to give up and forget this relationship, cheer up, you should let yourself live more freely, everything is done again, maybe you can harvest a better love in the future. ”
Does Guoguo think she can have a better love in the future? She felt that she was born to hurt for love, she was already bruised all over her body, did she continue to hit the wound? She thought that she might not have any more beautiful love in the future, because she no longer believed that there was any love that lasted forever.
Zhao Ziyang and Wang Ruodan enjoyed their romance and happiness in the autumn rain, and Zhao Ziyang would never have thought that his former girlfriend was crying sadly for him.
Zhao Ziyang and Wang Ruodan felt that everything on the campus was beautiful, all the flowers and trees were so innocent and beautiful in their eyes, even the dead leaves that fell one after another were as beautiful as the dancing butterflies. In the late autumn season, here is still green and shady, the scenery is picturesque, the flowers and trees in the large flower bed are arranged in a beautiful shape, the flower bed is surrounded by green lawns and a few fiery red maple trees, a gust of autumn wind blows, the red maple leaves are like a beautiful butterfly flying in the flowers.
Wang Ruodan originally hoped that Zhao Ziyang could recover his memory as soon as possible, but at the moment she didn't want to think about it at all, especially when she thought that if Zhao Ziyang completely recovered his memory, he would think of Guoguo, so would he still love her wholeheartedly like this?
Wang Ruodan thinks that she is a little too selfish to think like this, but on the other hand, in fact, everyone is selfish in love, and it is normal for him to think like this. What she can do now is to ask Zhao Ziyang not to meet and contact Qin Guoguo as much as possible, and when Zhao Ziyang falls in love with him deeply, he can't extricate himself, even if he remembers the past with Guoguo, she thinks that Zhao Ziyang will no longer be emotional about Guoguo. Wang Ruodan felt that she looked so good-looking, her academic performance was so good, and her birth and family background was so superior, she thought that Zhao Ziyang was fascinated by that Guoguo ghost when she fell in love with it.
Wang Ruodan especially cherishes every minute with Zhao Ziyang, because she believes that Zhao Ziyang will love her so much that she can't help herself.
Indeed, now Zhao Ziyang loves her very much, and she can feel it deeply, which also makes her feel very happy.
And their love for each other deeply pierced Guoguo's heart, and Guoguo felt like a withered leaf butterfly ruthlessly abandoned by this world, so desolate by a gust of autumn wind.
She felt that this might be the fate between them, and even God gave them a heavy blow in their happiest time, so that Zhao Ziyang was almost separated from her yin and yang, but fortunately, Zhao Ziyang could be auspicious and miraculously wake up. But when Zhao Ziyang woke up, he had amnesia, he didn't know her anymore, and he regarded Wang Ruodan as his girlfriend. It's really providential, and the love is shallow!
A gust of autumn wind, a gust of autumn rain, a gust of cold, the fallen yellow leaves are scattered all over the ground, the sky is raining, the heart is sad rain, tears are soaking the eyes, and no one knows the heart-rending pain.
Guoguo sadly walked along the tree-lined path of the campus, the autumn leaves continued to fall, she let the autumn rain wet her black hair, let the rain wash away her scarred face.
I hope that time can heal all the wounds that have been suffered, cover all the trajectories of growth, and continue to grow, pain, and gradually mature in the youth of love and hate.