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The farce she saw in the hospital, every scene, was dangling in her mind, like a knife in her heart, and she thought that it was time to end everything.

Ending this superficially still alive love, she has become alone since then, who will be waiting for her on the road ahead, maybe looking for a lifetime, she can't find a person who cherishes herself, but she doesn't want to fall into the blood of others anymore, and become a melon-eating crowd watching dramas, she has her own life to live, she wants to become the person who controls her own destiny, she wants to become the protagonist, so she has to stay away from all dog blood!

Ye Wenyu made up his mind.

"Do not approach fools, but associate with wise men." This is what the ancients said, now it seems that Jiang Zhiming, Lin Tingyue, especially Cai Wenchuan, they are all stupid people, so draw a line with them, her life is difficult, she was born in hell mode, and every day of survival is a cruel struggle against fate, so she has to stay away from them, so that she can save her time and do more meaningful things.

As long as you are good enough, you will definitely be able to find an equally good lover.

Lin Tingyue is Bai Fumei, no matter how she plays, she can afford to lose, she has nothing to grow, she can't afford to lose, one wrong step in life will be doomed, just like "We Are Different" sung in a pop song, so end everything and keep your distance.

When Ye Wenyu sent Cai Wenchuan a WeChat message, Cai Wenchuan was in his own home, living in the room where he lived when he was a teenager, sitting at the desk by the window, looking up at the huge camphor tree outside the window.

The branches resemble dragons, and the canopy resembles a huge umbrella cover.

The past is like dust, or like flying butterflies.

A gust of wind blew, the leaves made a "shala" sound, and the fragrance of camphor fruits was filled around, and the old joy was like yesterday——

At the age of sixteen, while asleep, it was the little elf in a sailor's suit who jumped from the camphor tree into his window, arched into his bed and wept, and then made him her slave, from whom he could never be freed.

He will never forget that scene for the rest of his life.

Born without freedom, in the shackles everywhere, some people have become slaves of life, such as his parents, who are not free, and have become servants of the powerful Lin family, and some have become slaves of their careers, such as Lin Tingfeng, and Lin Tingfeng's father, and some people have become emotional slaves, such as him.

Cai Wenchuan hates himself like this, but he can't do anything, he is controlled by demons, and he can't escape.

At this time, the mobile phone rang, reminding him that there was a sound of WeChat coming in, and he picked it up and saw that it was a message from Ye Wenyu, "If you are free tomorrow, I want to see you." ”

Cai Wenchuan's heart shrank because of pain and shame, and the feeling of self-blame and guilt hit like a tide, making his eyes red, Ye Wenyu is the best girl he has ever seen! It's him who is sorry for her, it's he who hurt her, she's already the most pitiful girl in the world, she has nothing, she has lost her home, she has lost her relatives, but in this situation, she is so strong and optimistic, she doesn't blame anyone, she faces life positively every day, tries not to trouble others, with her own strength, she has almost finished her sophomore year, he believes in her, she will definitely be able to successfully finish her junior year, senior year, and graduate with excellent grades, she will live more and more beautifully, and get better and better, unlike him, she can't make decisions in her own life, Obviously, he hated his parents so much that they were the servants of the Lin family, but he still involuntarily became Lin Tingyue's slave.

His parents were paid as helpers for the Lin family, but what about him, he was willing to be a flower messenger for Lin Tingyue, but he was not paid half of it.

He's the stupidest guy in the world!

Does she love him? Cai Wenchuan's mind saw Lin Tingyue's beautiful face, if she really loved him, she would not rush to explain in front of Jiang Zhiming, saying that he was the son of their Lin family's mercenary, and she couldn't have anything to do with him.

Cai Wenchuan closed his eyes in pain, only to feel that his heart was bleeding. Moving in at the age of sixteen, he has been giving, and he could not refuse the demands of a seven-year-old girl. From helping her with her homework, then helping her pretend to be a parent to sign an autograph, and even going to a parent-teacher conference on her behalf, to later, she got into a fight at school, he helped her out, she was sick, he took care of her meticulously, she was snubbed by her eldest brother, crying and coming to him to seek comfort, he always opened his arms and cared for her with the truest heart, until suddenly one day, she said goodbye without saying goodbye, and his eldest brother told him that she went abroad, and this time it was four years.

In the past four years, he reunited with Ye Wenyu, he liked her, felt sorry for her, and wanted to live a normal and happy life with her, he thought he could forget the little goblin, but four years later, she suddenly returned to China, appeared in front of him in a purple dress, called him by name affectionately, and introduced his boyfriend, Jiang Zhiming, his student, from the same poor background as him, but she just loved him.

Why does she love Jiang Zhiming and not him? Is it just because Jiang Zhiming's parents are farmers in the western mountains and not the Lin family's helpers?

Cai Wenchuan shook his head painfully again, the camphor tree outside the window, the age of the tree is about thirty years, the canopy forms a huge umbrella, and now the breeze blows, making a rustling sound, reminding him of all the past, the wind seems to sound the girl's happy laughter, hearing her call his name "Xiao Wenzi-", seeing her jumping in the woods.

Xiao Wenzi? He hated the name, but when she called it, it was so beautiful that it touched his heartstrings, and every time she smiled and called him, he was happy and sad.

Cai Wenchuan opened his eyes, hesitated for a few seconds, and replied to Ye Wenyu's WeChat: "I'm free." ”

He wanted to send another WeChat message to say sorry to Ye Wenyu, today in the hospital, he looked at Lin Tingyue with so concern, and even stood up for her, standing in front of her and her eldest brother, Wenyu saw everything in his eyes, he should apologize, shouldn't he?

But the three words "I'm sorry" are so light and powerless, and in the end, Cai Wenchuan was silent.

If you hurt someone, you can't make up for it by saying "I'm sorry".

Ye Wenyu's message came immediately: "What time are you free tomorrow, where will we meet." ”

Cai Wenchuan thought for a while and said to her, "Tomorrow at nine o'clock, I'll come to the school to look for you." "Where are you going if you don't go to school, do you come to his house?

He couldn't come to his home, so he might as well go to school to see her.

Ye Wenyu sent a picture of the "OK" gesture over, and stopped replying to his messages, Cai Wenchuan stayed with his mobile phone for a long time and stopped talking.

As usual, he took his mobile phone and went through Lin Tingyue's circle of friends as if he was obsessed. Lin Tingyue is a girl with no brains, and her circle of friends is all open to the public, so although she doesn't meet every day, he knows what she is doing.