Chapter 489: The Symbol Behind the Nine Dragons Pulling the Coffin
The continuation of the Chen family and the reproduction of children and grandchildren have shocked my heart, and now knowing my own life experience and knowing the particularity of my birth make me even more unacceptable.
My mother gave birth to me, but in fact, my mother died a long time ago, and I was raised in the fetus of a dead person, and I was raised through special powers to grow into a real fetus.
At this time, I also understood what Chen Fan Chengjing said to me.
He told me. My mother gave birth to me, but she was not my "mother". The meaning of this sentence is to tell me that I am not alive because of my mother, but because of other forces.
In Chen Fan's eyes, my mother is just a chess piece, just existing to give birth to the descendants of the Chen family. When she was useless, he found a replacement through special methods, and he didn't care about her life or death or thoughts.
But I'm different, in my heart, my mother is always my mother. I don't know and don't have any concept of what Chen Fan said about the cultivation of secret power.
I only feel unfair for my mother now, and I feel sad for her.
When I was silent, I thought everything through and knew what I was doing, and I began to reconsider the matter.
No matter what Chen Fan thinks. It has nothing to do with me how lofty my ideals are. In his eyes, I may be the person of his inheritance, and I represent him. But I am an independent individual, with my own thoughts and ideas, and more importantly, my own feelings.
Therefore, I still can't let go of the family affection and conscience in my heart, I am still myself.
Immediately, I looked at Chen Fan and asked, "Where is my mother now?" "
Chen Fan didn't expect me to ask such a question, he was obviously stunned for a moment, and looked at me with some surprise.
After a while, Chen Fancai said to me again: "Didn't you understand what I said just now, to be precise, you don't have a mother, you were born by relying on my nourishment, the woman who has died a long time ago has a certain relationship with you, but she is not your 'mother', you must have a clear understanding." "
Chen Fan, as a mysterious person, has always said anything to me, and I have hardly refuted him.
And he has always been there to help me and push me to grow and move forward step by step, so I have a lot of respect for him and I don't offend him.
This time, however, I was a little annoyed, because when he mentioned my mother, he acted like he was not taking it seriously at all.
Even if my mother is crazy, she still has an extremely important place in my heart. There is no room for the slightest encroachment by others.
Chen Fan's actions and words completely angered me.
To some extent, Chen Fan's status in my heart is definitely not as good as my mother's, and his attitude towards my mother is an unforgivable practice for me.
He probably didn't expect this to happen to himself, and he didn't expect me to think so highly of my mother.
In his heart, he probably felt that after telling me the truth, I would not care about my mother at all, and would not even take her seriously.
Now the situation is not what he expected.
This is a feeling that he has always been cold and perverted in his heart, and he can't understand and exist.
Chen Fan said: "Your mother? She is already a dead person, because of your existence, she is now dead, alive, and has become an evil thing, you don't have to care about her, I will solve it for you. "
"She's my mother!" I said to Chen Fan very seriously.
I spoke word by word, and my eyes were fixed on Chen Fan, completely revealing the emotions in my heart and letting him understand what I was thinking.
Chen Fan frowned and asked me, "What do you mean?" "
I replied, "I mean, I'm going to find my mother, and whatever becomes of her, I'm going to do what a man should be." "
Chen Fan looked at me with a very dissatisfied expression on his face, and gave me an answer that also made me very dissatisfied with my words.
"Your mother no longer exists, and you don't have any obligations to fulfill, so let's take care of your own affairs."
When I was in Wenshui River, Chen Fan was in front of me and made my mother disappear in a special way. There is nowhere to be found, but I can feel that my mother has definitely not disappeared, and is still existing in a special way, but she should have been hidden by Chen Fan with a secret method, so that I can't find it.
For Chen Fan's answer, I showed full displeasure and frowned at him.
"I know that my mother must still be there, you don't have to deliberately hide it from me, if you don't tell me today, I will go to Wenshui River to find it myself another day, until I find it."
I was not satisfied with Chen Fan's answer and attitude.
He was even more dissatisfied with the way I was responded, his face was gloomy and almost dripping, and his eyes were also a kind of murderous gaze, which made my heart tremble.
After a while, neither of us opened the oral soft first, and in the end, Zhan Xiao changed the topic first, and the matter of my father was sent over for the time being.
He said to me: "This matter involves a lot, there are many situations that you still don't understand, even if it is your father, after he died that year, he also left some situations, and when the time comes, I will naturally tell you." "
"My dad?"
I muttered. The brow furrowed even tighter, but now I still have a lot of questions in my mind, and it is not the time to discuss my father's and mother's problems with him in detail.
"Okay, we'll talk about this later, but let's talk about something else today."
I said a word, putting the matter aside for now.