Chapter 47: From the Abyss
"If, at this moment, there is an opponent in front of you who knows that there is no chance of winning, will you still challenge without hesitation?"
Of course not, those who would do that kind of thing are either simply stupid or stupid.
- "If I could run, I would have found a way to escape!" β
However, at such a time, how can there be any way to escape now?
Whether it is cowering, timid, or rushing forward without hesitation, it is a futile effort.
That's how it is now......
So, don't be strong, and don't ask knowingly!
In this "black space" where no one seems to be there, someone thinks so. Gradually cocooning itself!
Although "don't give up until the end" is admirable courage and awareness, but you can't win in the face of it......
If the opponent who will never win is still shouting like this, then it can only prove how stupid he is at this moment.
So it's better to be eaten now, right?
That's it, give up, right? After all, the pain you will feel is only for a moment!
Such thoughts linger in my mind all the time.
Give up, struggle? Or what's the point of gritting your teeth?
Sure enough, there is a limit to being a hero......
Isn't that a matter of course? The so-called "sense of justice" is nothing more than a meaningless existence.
Really...... Sure enough, with their own words - nothing can be done!
Staring at the monster in front of her, and facing its eagerness to swallow its own blood, she suddenly had an idea that surprised even herself.
"Hurry up, kill me, right? Whether it's to be your bread or not; I don't complain about accessories or accessories. β
"So, hurry up!"
The power of such an explosion is not enough to be deadly or something, it is simply unheard of!
So, resisting or something, there is no point in starting out!
Give up, right? Can't win!! Even the mythical giants are helpless......
Such an idea is surprising enough to make people jaw-dropping.
But it's perfect for yourself who has given up everything at this moment......
That's right, he's just a coward everywhere.
Even if you die here at this moment, no one will remember you, right?
Because, is it so inconspicuous? So there's no value that people struggle to remember.
Self-denial and self-abandonment like this are commonplace.
Because that's what everyone had in mind in the first place......
So, even if it's someone now......
Because of this level of self-abandonment, there will be no unwillingness to slap yourself in the face without hesitation.
What do you think? All of the above is the real thing, right?
Ah, of course you know that you'll be made fun of.
But right now, it's almost time to go to the Yellow Springs of Hades......
So even if it's a moment of self-abandonment, you can be forgiven, right?
Now that Stella has lost her umbrella, all resistance is pointless, right?
She's ...... It's gone!
"Don't give up, sister! You promised me, didn't you? Agreed, right?! β
"Sister!?"
However, she remained indifferent. It's as if I've lost interest in the world......
As a result, she even once abandoned her name, and she really closed her eyes like this.
However, the expected pain did not come.
Nothing happened.
Why? I don't know. Why is this happening?
I don't know.
No matter how ugly the death is, I will accept it without complaint.
- I was going to do this, yes, my original self should have given up all existence.
However, why was it simply rejected neatly?
Is there any value for such a self to remain in the world? How could there be?
"Idiot! Don't you still have a brother?! β
And when her eyes widened in disbelief -
What I saw was Stella's bloody face!
"Why?!"
"To save you, of course!?"
"It's okay for you to kill yourself, but don't involve your brother too!"
"If life were something that was so easy for you to give upβ"
She said so.
I was scolded like this, I really have nothing to say!
Why can't you not see such an obvious fact?
Why ignore it?
Why can't you show even this little bit of courage?
"Why?"
All that remains is this body, which even he hates, and the flesh.
However, from that moment of burning pain on his face......
the original vision; The script that should have been written long ago had to be disrupted again.
"Sister! What are you still doing, run! β
Immediately after, the voice of her sister who was too familiar to hear in her ears could not be more familiar, and she was shocked when she realized this fact in an instant-
"Why are you coming back, didn't I tell you to run away with your brother?!"
"Because, because ......"
Because, you're still here!
Because I can't leave you alone!
Originally, I wanted to say this, but I never said it...... It's useless.
Why? What about such a simple thing that you can't say?
Sure enough, it's because you're too timid, right?
In an instant, the sound of heavy blows once again rang like a bell!
It was as if it was the embodiment of anger, and everything it touched was crushed in an instant!
Such a fierce battle, as if it was presented in front of you-
Isn't this kind of thing really in a dream?!
No, of course not, but just one step away in front of you-
Everything that has happened so far ...... It's all true.
This is, an indisputable fact. Or is it just someone's choreographed play?
That is to say-
"Have you lost everything you want to protect?"
How is that possible? Isn't the thing to be protected right now in front of you?!
With such thoughts and realizations, she hugged her brother tightly and saw that she was about to be torn in half!
Use your body as an indestructible shield, hoping to eliminate all threats for her!
"Because, I'm a sister, huh? So ......"
So, you have to do it, don't you?
Isn't it cool to do something like this once in a while?
And there are many kinds of so-called death, right?
For example, the actions you make at this moment are also in a sense like death.
But it's definitely not the same as the one just now!
Only now she can be sure of this without hesitation.
So the motivation to live; And even if you want to die for a while, you should have the motivation, right?
How is that possible?
At this moment, if it weren't for Stella's words. I may have become a corpse a long time ago, right?
So, thank you...... Naw.
"If anyone wants me to live, then I will!
It's as simple as that. If you have to say it......
Yes, even in a world where there is no hope in this world!
It's like this kind of high-sounding excuse, and the reason can't be said by yourself at this moment, right?
At least I'm not qualified to say that now.
- Just now, I was so scared that I was trembling with fear...... Why should you protect others?
β...... Sister? β
easily defeated by fear; Defeated by cowardice.
actually did a stupid thing to "kill" his younger brother with his own hands.
Obviously did this kind of thing......
Is it true that you can still claim to be a sister as if nothing happened?
It can't be forgiven anyway -
But why, do you still want to be forgiven?
There should be a limit to being brazen, right?
- "Sister? β
Is that guy a fool?
Why did you have that expression, why didn't you have the slightest hatred for me who did that kind of thing unconsciously?
"Why?"
It's as if I had expected this to happen from the beginning.
β......β
Unbelievable guilt.
Is it just because of this that you are afraid to face him?
"Sister, what's wrong?"
- But I'm afraid it's a necessity for me now, right?
"Can you escape now?"
Of course, but now and now...... Can you really do such a thing with peace of mind?
"No, I'd like to see the end, if I couldβ"
"Huh?"
The younger brother seemed rather puzzled. Is there any point in doing that?
"Because, that person is working so hard to save usβ"
So, her fight ...... I want to witness it to the end.
"Got it."
However, you may live with such guilt all the time, right?
It must be like this.
It's just because I want to do everything I can to survive......
That's why I had such selfish thoughts at that time!
That's it.
If you convince yourself of such a reason, can you be forgiven?
No, the answer is definitely no, right?
But because of this, the girl named "Yu" at this moment ......
In order to successfully get even a momentary relief from the quagmire of that thought.
Avoid degrading yourself into a guy who makes decisions based only on "instinct" and kills without blinking!
And in any case, she is unwilling to "deny" her current self.
But in the same way, she doesn't want anyone to fully affirm who she is now.
What a contradiction...... Now I'm here.
Because even though I have regained my functions as a human being and the way I should think, there is no doubt that my current self is still biased towards "abnormality".
Even if nothing else is certain, but this is the only thing she can fully and without hesitation affirm.
Such an abnormal self, but he did such a normal thing or something...... Impossible, right?
Therefore, even at this moment, I am still ugly.
Because even now, at this juncture, she was still thinking; Begging for some kind of "miracle" to save both.
If not......
If not, what will you do then?
I don't know. At this moment, she really didn't know.
Why are there such multiple-choice questions? Why do you have to make a choice?
Is it not permissible to give up?
So make sure your brother survives at all costs, right?
As for such a self, it doesn't matter anymore -
"Then I might disappoint you, because ...... I'm going to save both of you! β
Obviously, that's what Stella is thinking at this moment......
"Why?"
"Where are so many why! Shut up and watch! β
Oh, what a twisted and jumbled idea?
But despite knowing that this idea is twisted and messy; It's also a mess of mistakes.
But at this moment, there is no way to abandon such thoughts.
"That's the kind of person I am......"
If there is a suitable reason for such an idea, then only "responsibility" can explain it.
Obviously having the ability to protect others and being indifferent is the greatest "evil".
Once upon a time, did you say so?
And now, it's my principleβ
That's what I've learned from you......
"Senpai......!"
Therefore, it is impossible to give up. As long as this heart is still beating!
However, the skin on the back has long been peeled and the blood is gushing!
- Even the spinal cord can be faintly seen......
This is also one of the burdens and impacts of "resonance"!
"Shh
And this is only the damage caused by one blow, but it makes her pay for the dilemma of paralyzing the left and right half of her body at the same time!
In an instant, with a large amount of blood loss, he fell straight and hard......
Together with tactical aircraft.
"It's not over yet! Do you think you won?! β
However, this kind of injury has long been taken for granted. So it's nothing at all-
In the blink of an eye, the one who falls to the ground with his back to the sky becomes the other party!
"Don't get carried away with me! You monster who doesn't even have a name!! β
How long did this fight last?
I don't know, however...... Stella really entangled with each other with the same consciousness until the end!
At this point, who will win...... This kind of thing doesn't matter anymore!
Because, she didn't work so hard for the boring reason of winning or losing! Soβ
"Come on! Stella!! β
Before I knew it, I did my best to cheer her up!
"Come on, !!"
"Don't loseββ!"
However, this is not a game......
"Really, nosy!"
In an instant, I seemed to hear her say this-
However, Stella understands better than anyone else...... There may be other survivors here besides the two of them.
Therefore, you must not retreat at this moment!
Because if you show weakness, you will be attacked more fiercely than ever!
β......οΌβ
Is that all we can do?
"I think that's the best judgment, Maste
γ Please decide! β
If this is the only way to go, then there's nothing to hesitate about!
"Restrictions lifted!"
"Yes, the restriction is lifted ββ!"
In an instant, the surrounding window glass shattered one after another like dominoes!
And it all stems from its renewed fury!
And the reason why he recovers so quickly is because of a regenerative ability that is close to "ability"!
So, Stella can't be merciful under her hands!
"Up!"
She seemed to be soaked in blood all over her body, and with only one stab impact, she knocked the other party hundreds of meters away!
"That's ...... What the?! β
"It's completely different from just now! What's going on?! β
β.......οΌβ
And at this moment, the opponent's front jaw also suffered a devastating blow!
It's all recessed! In an instant, an ugly angle was formed!
And Natalie, who had been watching all this until just now, couldn't help it...... I can't believe what I'm seeing at this moment!
"Miss Olivia! Please take both of them away! β
"Got it!"
As long as they're here, Stella won't be able to fight with her hands and feet. That is, at this moment...... Including yourself......
It's all a burden!
"Let's go!"
"Yes, got it!"
So, you have to let that guy have no worries-
For this reason, she took her sister and brother and left the place as fast as she could...... Her words, it doesn't matter! It's sure to win!