In the end, it is better to go back

Many years later, the world was peaceful.

At that time, Ye Lusheng was dealing with Ye Lu'an's funeral. As soon as he heard the good news, he wanted to find someone to share it with, but when he looked around, he couldn't find anyone to talk to.

Not many people came to Ye Lu'an's funeral, and the outside affairs were naturally handled by Laze and Ye Shoujue, so he was able to sit in the mourning hall with peace of mind, looking at Ye Lu'an's spirit card motionlessly.

How many years has it been? Ye Lusheng thought, and then noticed that his hands were already wrinkled, yes, he is almost seventy, and it is said that people are rare in sixty years, so he is really very old.

"You," Ye Lusheng finally spoke, he said, "I really spent my whole life on business." This is not what Ye Lusheng said, but it was Ye Luan himself who said these words.

In the past, the ranch was defeated, and Ye Lu'an planned something else, as for what it was, Ye Lusheng didn't know, but he often heard Tong Shuang running around, in the wind and rain, and Tong Shuang's illness was also left at that time.

Ye Lu'an was bent on business, and he didn't even care much about Tong Shuang's illness, but who knows, when he was informed that Tong Shuang was seriously ill, Tong Shuang would go without waiting for him to return?

Ye Lusheng also went over to see at that time, Ye Lu'an was standing in the room, stupid. It was Loden who carried him out and said, "You can't watch it, be careful that he goes crazy like this." ”

The people who invited to help quickly put Tong Shuang into the coffin, Ye Lu'an watched with red eyes as they moved Tong Shuang's body from here there, and finally set the day of the burial, and a lama recited the "Mantra of Death" in the lobby.

Ye Shoujue was worried about his Amma's body, so he asked Luo Deng and them to take Ye Lu'an to rest first, and he knelt in the mourning hall to fulfill his filial piety.

Ye Lu'an was grief-stricken, sitting on the couch and crying, Cao Liangjin and Laze had no choice but to let Ye Lusheng deal with it.

Ye Lusheng saw Ye Lu'an crying sadly, but he couldn't help but ask: "I knew this was the case, why did I bother in the first place?" ”

Ye Lu'an was finally tired of crying, so Ye Lusheng went over, took hot tea and gave it to him: "It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place, I understand this; You've been crying for a while, come, drink some water. ”

"Big brother," Ye Lu'an took the teacup, seeing that the tea was a variety he brought from Lianghe Town, his heart suddenly felt a pain again, and he said: "Many years ago, Shuang'er was also a tea picker......

In the end, Ye Lu'an didn't stay up for long, and went to call Tong Shuang's name at dusk the day before yesterday......

"You're a lover!" Ye Lusheng pointed to Ye Lu'an's spirit card and smiled, and then he wanted to cry sadly, gone, gone, it's all there! But why did you leave him alone?

When all was done, Lazer came in and took him back to the house to rest. Ye Lusheng coughed a few times, but he didn't follow, Laze pulled a few more times, and seeing that Ye Lusheng was still stubborn, he couldn't help but laugh: "It's really getting smaller and smaller!" Okay, okay, if you don't go back and rest, where are you going? I'm with you. ”

Ye Lusheng stood up at this time, pulled Laze out, and walked for a long time, and Laze knew that Ye Lusheng was going to that grassland.

The grassland scenery is still the same, green as jade.

Ye Lusheng coughed a few more times, and Laze hurriedly wrapped his coat around him, and said worriedly: "Come back with me quickly, you can add some clothes and come again, why do you want to come here again?" ”

Ye Lusheng cast his gaze to the other side, and there were two mounds of earth where Ye Luhuan and Luo Deng were lying respectively.

Luo Deng died of illness, Ye Luhuan, at that time, he didn't know where to get the college students' parade, regardless of Cao Liangjin's obstruction, he went to the county seat without hesitation, but who knew that the foreigners at that time really shot at this group of young students, and Ye Luhuan never came back.

Ye Lusheng and Ye Lu'an took Cao Liangjin to claim the body, and Cao Liangjin knelt on the ground and cried in the dark. Ye Lusheng saw Ye Luhuan's face from a crack opened by the wind, gray and stiff, how could he have the appearance of being a little clever on weekdays?

In this way, Cao Liangjin simply moved here and lived with Sanji. Two widows slowly watched their children get married and have children.

"Laze," Ye Lusheng asked, "Tomorrow, you will also bury Lu here?" ”

Laze shook his head and said, "Lu An said before his death that he hoped to be buried with Ah Shuang, so naturally he wanted to be buried next to Ah Shuang. ”

Ye Lusheng nodded and asked again: "Then I died, where am I buried?" ”

Laze didn't expect Ye Lusheng to ask like this, so he hurriedly went over to cover his mouth. Ye Lusheng saw that Laze had already remembered to shed tears, so he comforted: "What are you crying for? Everyone has that day, Lazer, don't cry. ”

"I don't cry," Razor said, wiping away his tears and grumbling, "Don't find something to make me cry." ”

Ye Lusheng said with a smile: "There will always be a day when people will be limited, Laze, let's look at it." ”

Laze was so angry that he was about to slap Ye Lusheng on the body: "I just said okay, but you just deliberately provoked me." ”

Ye Lusheng apologized again and again, his body was already a little rickety, but he was still a tall person, he lowered his head to look at Laze's worried face, smiled and asked, "Laze, can you still sing for me?" ”

Lazer was stunned, and then said with a smile: "If you want to hear it, let's go back and sing it again." ”

Hearing Sanchi's voice from afar, Lazer looked back to see that Sanchi was waving at them, and Laze asked, "Would you like to go and sit down?" ”

Ye Lusheng waved his hand and said, "I really can't say anything to others now, next time." ”

Laze agreed, shouted at Sanji's side, and helped Ye Lusheng back.

During dinner at night, the daughter-in-law hugged her grandson and asked Lazer about going back to her parents' house, and Laze naturally agreed, and asked Tsering to prepare some things to bring with her.

The daughter-in-law was well-behaved and smiled sweetly: "Let's go together this time, Grandma and Abba miss you two old." ”

Laze habitually looked at Ye Lusheng and asked what he meant. Ye Lusheng avoided his daughter-in-law's expectant gaze, and only said, "I can't leave for the past two days, next time." ”

The daughter-in-law was obviously unhappy, and Laze didn't know how to end it, just as Ye Lusheng said that he was going to rest, she helped Ye Lusheng into the house.

When they arrived at the house, they could vaguely hear their daughter-in-law complaining outside, and Laze couldn't help but blame: "Since Ram has the heart to be close to us, why don't you listen to her?" ”

Ye Lusheng didn't speak, only stroked the quilt on the bed with his hand.

"Lu Sheng, tell me honestly," Laze looked at him like this, sat down beside him, and asked, "You have been confused for a while, what happened?" You tell me. ”

Ye Lusheng looked up and saw that Laze's eyes were about to fill with tears, so he sighed: "I want to go home." ”

Laze thought that Ye Lusheng was confused, so he took Ye Lusheng's hand: "This is your home, where are you going back?" ”

"Beijing, Lianghe Town," Ye Lusheng seemed to want to look north through the wall, and there was color in his eyes: "I want to go back to Ye's house to see." ”

After being silent for a long time, Laze asked worriedly: "How can you eat and travel with your body now?" ”

Ye Lusheng shook his head quickly, he touched his chest: "Laze, I know my body; Lu An and Lu Huan have stayed here forever, but I have to go back for them. ”

Over the years, what Lazer has learned the most is his tolerance of Ye Lusheng, so this time, looking at Ye Lusheng's depressed appearance, Laze agreed to him immediately.

"Okay, then go back, I'll accompany you."

Ye Lusheng waved his hand: "You don't have to follow." Laze went to blow out the candle neatly, and then waited for Ye Lusheng to lie down, and he also lay down, and said: "The day after tomorrow, Tsering will accompany Ram back to his parents' house, and we will go back to Lianghe Town that day, now, go to sleep." ”

Laze didn't tell Tsering beforehand, thinking that he would leave a letter after they left.

If it was a weekday, Laze would definitely have to discuss it with others, but she saw Ye Lusheng stubbornly looking at the north, and she already had a decision in her heart, so she would accompany him through this experience. The next day, Mingxiong, who was in the next room, sent the two to the side to take the carriage to the north.

Ye Lusheng watched Laze busy for him, and when she arrived in the car, she was also the one who sorted out the luggage of the two, so he was a little embarrassed, seeing that there were still some young people in the car, and some of them were bold and let out a mocking laugh from their nostrils.

"Laze, you sit," Ye Lusheng grabbed her, trying to persuade her to sit down, but it still took care of decency, and said, "Don't care." ”

Laze put her hand on her skirt and patted it, she looked at Ye Lusheng and smiled, and then sat down next to him: "You have taken care of me for most of my life, and I will be replaced in the future." When she said this, the people around her looked at Ye Lusheng with respect and envy.

He knew that she was trying to protect his old age's meagre self-esteem.

They took carriages, boats, and carts one after another, and met troops dressed in green before entering Beijing, and they even carried Ye Lusheng in a car for a distance. Ye Lusheng was shaken a little uncomfortable in the car, and Laze was used to bumping on horseback since she was a child, and now she is naturally taking care of Ye Lusheng.

Those people called Ye Lusheng old comrades, said that they were communists, and said a lot of things, but Ye Lusheng couldn't remember clearly.

They got off the bus at the corner of the street, and the original shops and alleys naturally changed greatly, Ye Lusheng looked at the scene in front of him that was slowly becoming familiar, and his lips trembled with excitement.

"Lu Sheng, calm down." Laze is also the first time to come to Beijing, she is worried about Ye Lusheng's body, but she doesn't know where to go.

asked Ye Lusheng to go over like this, but he refused, and Laze saw that it was already evening, so he found another inn to rest.

Ye Lusheng asked Laze to help pick up the clothes he was wearing here, and then took a shower and put them on. Laze asked himself if he wanted to change his clothes, Ye Lusheng looked at the gray and white dress on Laze's body, shook his head with a smile, and said, "You are already very good like this, if the ancestor of the Ye family sees you, he will be happy." ”

The next morning, before Laze woke up, Ye Lusheng opened the window, and the orange morning light shone in outside.

When Laze opened his eyes to look, Ye Lusheng was packing his luggage. She hurried over to help clean up.

"Lazer, let's call a taxi later, and we'll be able to get there." Ye Lusheng looked very happy, he pointed outside and said, "This used to be a downtown area, and Qinxi and I often came here to drink. ”

Laze quickly said, "Then I don't know if Young Master Qinxi and Ji Ji are still there?" Ye Lusheng told Laze all this, from small to large, no matter how big or small, he was afraid that he would forget it one day, so he needed someone to help him remember.

And every time he said it, Laze listened very carefully, she didn't want to miss anything related to Ye Lusheng anymore.

"Tortoisepress?" Ye Lusheng hesitated for a moment, and Laze replied with a smile: "It's the girl from Cuiyan Building, she and Young Master Qinxi!" "There are times when Laze is more familiar with himself than Ye Lusheng.

It was almost noon, and Laze helped Ye Lusheng to the door of Ye's house.

After the destruction of artillery fire, the former deep house compound has also become a pile of broken walls waiting to be demolished.

Ye Lusheng gently broke away from Laze's hand and staggered across the threshold by himself.

Laze hurriedly followed, only to see Ye Lusheng go straight to the middle of the yard, the dam in the open air was overgrown with weeds, but it looked messy but not messy. Looking around, you can see that this is a mansion with a lot of pavilions, the east house, the west house, and the south house, which are consistent with Ye Lusheng's description.

Ye Lusheng took Laze to the South House, pointed to the four courtyards and said who lived in it. He talked and laughed, caressing the bricks and tiles as if he had seen an old friend he hadn't seen for a long time.

Laze listened carefully, and when he heard Ye Lusheng coughing, he persuaded him to stop, and said, "It's been so long, why don't you go eat something with me." ”

Ye Lusheng was still reluctantly looking at the grass and trees in the Ye Mansion, and then he heard the sound of the door being pushed open again, and the two looked over, it was a strange middle-aged man.

"You are?" Ye Lusheng squinted his eyes and looked, but the man didn't answer and asked, "Is it Master Ye Lusheng?" ”

Ye Lusheng nodded, saw the man laughing again, and said, "You're finally back." ”

The man asked Ye Lusheng to go to his place to eat, Laze was a little hesitant at first, and then heard the man say: "My name is Nan Yan, the master may not have seen me, now please come with me, Nan Yan will tell you slowly." ”

Ye Lusheng had some impressions of this name, but he couldn't remember it for a while. Laze reacted first, pulled Ye Lusheng to laugh, and asked, "What about Yun'er, are you okay?" ”

Ye Lusheng and Nan Yan both looked at Laze in surprise, and after a while, Ye Lusheng smiled, pointed at Laze and said to Nan Yan: "I can't remember a lot of things clearly, if there is anything missing, my wife will help me remember." ”

Nan Yan bowed to Laze: "I've seen Madame, Yun'er is at home, and I've been worrying about the dog's marriage recently." ”

Laze and Ye Lusheng both laughed, as parents, they understood this intention.

Nan Yan instructed Yun'er to prepare a delicacies, and he invited Ye Lusheng to take a seat before telling the truth. It turned out that Nan Yan and Yun'er had not had time to leave Beijing City, and the war began, Nan Yan remembered Mrs. Ye who had a relationship with them, but when they came to Lianghe Town, they found that Ye Mansion had already fallen.

Relying on his skills, Nan Yan took Yun'er to live near Yefu, and naturally there was no tomorrow in sight, but God favored them, and they also lived peacefully until now.

After that, they found the tomb of Mrs. Ye, and with the grace of knowing it, they carefully repaired the tomb, Ye Lusheng thanked him again and again, and Nan Yan said: "Master doesn't need to be so polite, if you are free in the afternoon, I will take you to see her old man's house, okay?" ”

Ye Lusheng naturally agreed, and took a break at noon and went out with Nan Yan, Laze was worried that Ye Lusheng's body would not be able to bear it, but he was already tired, Yun'er saw it in his eyes, and smiled Larazer to rest: "Madame, don't worry, Brother Yan is reliable, you are also tired, I will take you to rest." ”

The news that Ye Lusheng was in a coma halfway was brought by a child in the town, and Laze was so startled that he almost forgot to put on his shoes and ran out.

Halfway through, he met Nan Yan, and when Laze saw him returning alone, he hurriedly asked, "Where is Lu Sheng?" Where is he? ”

"Madam, don't worry, Master Ye has woken up, but he just stayed in the old mansion and refused to come out," Nan Yan comforted: "I have asked a few neighbors to help me watch, and now I will go to ask for a doctor." ”

"No need." Laze stopped Nan Yan and laughed: "I'll just go see him." ”

When Laze walked into the courtyard, Ye Lusheng was sitting on the threshold of the front hall of the Ye Mansion.

The people around him were all taken down by Nan Yan, and seeing that Ye Lusheng could still call his name, Laze seemed to be relieved, and also went over to sit down with him.

"Lazer, you're here." Ye Lusheng couldn't sit still, so Laze let him lean on his shoulder, she nodded, and heard Ye Lusheng sigh again: "Laze, it's here." ”

Lazer still nodded, and tears flowed down at this time. Ye Lusheng couldn't see her crying, he closed his eyes and said, "Laze, thank you for bringing me back." ”

"The southeast is prosperous, the capital of Sanwu, and Qiantang has been ......prosperous since ancient times," Laze read, and then she cried and said: "Lusheng, you haven't taken me to see it yet, let's go together in the future." ”

Ye Lusheng said yes, and said: "It's me who is sorry for you, I should have taken you a long time ago, Laze, do you blame me?" ”

Lazer didn't speak, the distant sunset languidly lingering, the warm light shining comfortably on her face.

"Lu Sheng, Lu Sheng......" She called him so gently, Ye Lusheng opened his eyes with difficulty, but it was white, and he held Laze's hand: "Laze, I can't see you anymore." ”

"Lu Sheng, you go to sleep," Laze knew that Nan Yan was still waiting outside, but she was not in a hurry to call someone in, but just quietly accompanied Ye Lusheng, until she could feel Ye Lusheng's breathing getting weaker and weaker, she cried: "I don't blame you, Lu Sheng, you can go with peace of mind." ”

At this time, someone was playing with the "babbling" erhu somewhere, and Laze held Ye Lusheng's unconscious hand tightly, and heard someone singing:"

Yao grass is a He Bi, spring into Wuling Creek.

There are countless peach blossoms on the stream, and there are yellow orioles on the flowers.

I want to find my way through the flowers, go straight into the depths of the white clouds, and show the rainbow.

I am afraid that the flowers are deep, and the red dew wets people's clothes.

Sitting on jade, jade pillows, and gold emblems.

Where is the immortal, the celestial man accompanies me in the white snail cup.

I am Ganoderma lucidum fairy grass, not for the red lip Dan face, what is the long howl!

Drunk dance down the mountain, the bright moon returns one by one. ”

[END]

The ending is taken from: Song. Huang Tingjian's "Water Tune Song Head. Excursions》