Chapter 182: Despair
In the ward, Luo Sheng was lying on the bed alone with her stomach covered, and the expression on her face made it impossible to guess what she was thinking.
Or what Wen Shuyan said is true, Nan Shuoye just wanted to use the child in her womb for experiments, and she didn't think about letting him come to this world at all, nor did she think about fulfilling the responsibility of a father.
If she was destined to be born with this outcome, then she would rather the child not come.
Baby, I'm sorry, it's all the mother's bad, if there is an afterlife, the mother will hurt you well, okay?
Tears silently slid down her face, she took out a box of pills from her bag, then opened it and pulled out a few pills from it, and stuffed them directly into her mouth, tears like an open faucet.
"Child, it's your mother who is sorry for you, don't blame your mother......"
She closed her eyes hard and swallowed the medicine down her throat, and for the first time she realized that the medicine could be bitter like this.
Because she didn't drink water, all the medicine was stuck in her throat, and Luo Sheng felt like a burning heart, but she still sat on the bed and didn't want to drink water at all.
She can't bear a child like Mengmeng, having that kind of experience, the pain is too painful, she can't bear it anymore.
She must be the most ruthless mother in the world, so she will kill her own children with her own hands, and people like her will definitely fall into the eighteenth layer of hell after they die in the future, and they will never be reborn.
But what does it matter? She was originally a superfluous person.
There is no way to give the child happiness, so why should he be born.
The tears flowed more and more, and Luo Shang's constellation was like being dragged down by a knife little by little.
She was like a fish out of water, unable to breathe.
The sheets under her hand were crumpled and deformed by her, and the pain spread all over her body, and she could not alleviate the pain on her body.
"Why are you alone in your room, didn't you hire a nurse to take care of you?" After Nan Shuo left the hospital at night, after thinking about it, he finally couldn't rest assured and drove back, and after seeing the expression on Luo Shang's face, his face changed suddenly.
In just ten minutes, his whole body was like being pumped out of his soul, and his face was very pale.
His pupils shrank when his sharp eyes looked at the medicine lying on the ground.
"What did you do!" The man snorted coldly and strode over.
Luo Sheng was suddenly pulled back to his thoughts by the man's roar, and raised his hand to snatch the box in his hand, "Give it back to me!" ”
She is weak at the moment, how can she snatch a strong man?
Nan Shuoye looked at her weak heart, his eyes narrowed, and when he saw the contents of the box clearly, he reached out to clasp her mouth without saying a word.
"How dare you take cold medicine!" The man seemed to be from hell, and his breath was cold, "You dare to take this medicine, are you crazy!" ”
"Luo Shang, look at my memory, I forgot to take my bag...... Shuoye, why are you still here? After returning halfway back, she suddenly found that she hadn't taken the bag, Su Wanhong ran back, but when she saw Nan Shuo inside, she felt that the atmosphere inside was a little unusual, "What's wrong?" Shuoye, what are you holding in your hands? ”
"You...... Isn't this a cold medicine? Luo Shang, have you taken any of these medicines? Su Wanhong suddenly had a bad premonition in her heart.
It turned out that she knew what the consequences of these drugs would cause, but she still insisted on taking them.
With a storm in his eyes and a bloodthirsty aura all over his body, Nan Shuoye threw the medicine box in his hand fiercely, "Luo Shang, what do you want to do?" ”
The tears that could not be stopped flowed out because of the man's roar, and she cried out in a tearful voice, "What am I doing? Don't you know? I just don't want to give birth to this child, what qualifications do you have to control me, and what position do you have to question me? ”
"I don't have a position? I am the father of the child, do you think I have a position to control? Nan Shuoye's forehead was bruised, "What qualifications do you have to make decisions for him?" ”
"Do you dare to say that you didn't want him to come into this world for your own selfish motives? Do you think it's worthy? I'll tell you Nan Shuoye, I'd rather let him erase his rights before he even comes into this world than let him be tortured in the future! ”
"Luo Shang, I know I'm feeling very uncomfortable, but the child is innocent, how can you ......" Su Wanhong choked up and couldn't speak, her eyes were red.
When facing Nan Shuo at night, Luo Sheng could be confident, but when she faced Su Wanhong, she felt guilty in her heart, because she got up early during this time, and how much she was looking forward to this child today, she saw it in her eyes, but ......
"Mom, I'...... I can't give him anything but give him a life, I can't let him get a father's love, I can't make him feel the integrity of a family, why should I give birth to him? ”
This is her child, a piece of meat that fell from her body, how could she not love him, of course she also wanted to see Yi and Mengmeng call her mother together.
If she could, how could she have killed her own child with her own hands?
"I'm telling you, you don't want to kill this kid!" Nan Shuoye angrily dragged her out of bed and dragged her into the bathroom.
"What do you want to do? I've already taken the medicine, it's late, let me go. ”
Completely ignoring her struggles, Nam Shuo Ye pressed her head into the sink and forced water on the faucet to her, seeing that she refused to cooperate with him rudely clasped her mouth, and then used his hand to pick at her throat.
The pain in her throat made her stomach tumble for a while, and when Nan Shuo let go of her hand at night, Luo Sheng retched twice, and the few pills she had taken were spit out.
Nan Shuoye's face was gloomy, he dragged her out of the bathroom and threw her on the bed hard, exuding the breath of a king, "Call the doctor in." ”
Nan Yaxue stood at the door and heard his roar, and quickly ran out to call the doctor in.
Soon the doctor came in with medical equipment and quickly cleaned Luo Shang's stomach.
Soon the doctor washed her stomach, but fortunately she didn't eat it for long, and she was pulled out before it was absorbed, otherwise the child would not have been saved if she was a few minutes late.
"Doctor, make sure the child and the adult are okay, right?"
"It's okay, fortunately, I found it in time, and I haven't absorbed it yet, during this time, I must remember to take good care of the patient's emotions and don't let her suffer too much, because children's lives are very fragile, especially in the first three months."
"Good, good...... I see, thank you doctor. ”
After sending the doctor away, he looked at Luo Sheng lying on the bed with a pale face, walked over and sat down on the edge of the bed, looked at her with a heartache and said, "Luo Shang, if there is anything you can't figure out, we can say it slowly, don't do stupid things again......"