An ignorant boy who can't be loved
Memories always pass by slowly with the passing years, so that we have to think of it in a casual moment, remembering the scenes of the past, which is youthful, and our most charming time.
Looking back in the depths of the passing years, whether it is regret or beauty, I think it should be both, because we always do something in our best time to regret our life, these things will always be remembered by us in a casual moment or night, and then, shed tears of humility to the past.
Perhaps, in our most beautiful time, we should do something that we will regret for a lifetime, because then we will remember it for a lifetime. Perhaps, life is composed of many regrets, so we have done so many regretful things and become a lifetime.
Today I went back to school, went to the cafeteria, went to the stadium, walked around the school, and everywhere I went, I could pull out the memories in my head......
The military training Cao Ye and Liu Xin met in the summer of that year, and later learned that it was not the first time they met, as early as when they were in the recruitment exam, there were four or five test centers in the county, and they were very coincidentally divided into the same test center, a classroom to take the exam, there was only one aisle in the middle of the left and right neighbors, and they were fated to be assigned to a class, which was learned by chatting after they were familiar, and the seat allocation of the front and rear tables gave Cao Ye and Liu Xin more opportunities to chat, between each class, every day at noon nap time, and evening self-study time became Cao Ye's opportunity. The two of them added QQ to each other, and the interesting thing is that their QQ belongs to similar arrays, which has also become a topic of conversation between the two of them.
Liu Xin's dress is very special, different from the other female classmates in the class. In my impression, Liu Xin's summer seems to have always been a white T-shirt, blue jeans, and a pair of canvas shoes, nothing has changed, and there has been a little change. Whenever I talked to Cao Ye about Liu Xin, he retorted to me, saying that Liu Xin would change his clothes at most once every two days, and he had different white T-shirts, different blue jeans, and canvas shoes. He said that he sat behind Liu Xin, he knew best, and he could even see the color of Bra. Well, I can't refute him, who let him be close to her, this has also become a topic of discussion for several of us in the dormitory, we all say that Cao Ye, who is nourished by hormones, always makes people feel cute, and always wants to know the object of his crush very thoroughly, and understands it clearly. Every night Cao Ye will tell us about the chat between him and Liu Xin, what interesting things happened with her, the fragrance of Liu Xin's new clothes made him even more fascinated, and Xiong Xiang mocked him If you continue like this, will you become a psychopath. Cao Ye always covered up the past with a smile.
One day when he returned to the dormitory after evening self-study, Cao Ye didn't seem to be so interested, and after a few inquiries, Xiao Ming learned that Liu Xin and a male classmate in the class were getting along. During the afternoon nap at noon during the day, Cao Ye borrowed Liu Xin's mobile phone in the name of playing games, he wanted to know what Liu Xin's remarks were in the QQ of the mobile phone, unfortunately he found Liu Xin and a fellow classmate named He Wutong's chat history, the chat message sent was a bit numb, he may be regretting why he didn't confess to Liu Xin earlier, Cao Ye broke the plastic ruler, he returned the phone to her, and pretended to be calm and said I found your secret, because our school is forbidden to fall in love, When they first entered the school, they were a little afraid of this explicit rule, and it was precisely because of this that the two of them might really become friends who talked about everything, because the two of them had a secret between each other from then on.
Cao Ye didn't know how the two of them started, and he didn't want to know, He Wutong was a quiet boy, and the two of them did too well in their underground work, and others didn't know, he only wondered why that boy was not himself, whether he was not active enough, or the fate of the two of them had not arrived. At that time, it was more popular and sad non-mainstream, and Cao Ye also used these non-mainstream to comfort himself, and after a few days, he seemed to be paralyzed. We lacked a topic for conversation in the dormitory, and at the same time felt sorry for my friend, so Fu Bao also took us out for a good meal, and we drank and said, "There is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower"
The world is impermanent, and sometimes that's it, like a little joke that God plays on us. If the world doesn't make us laugh, then we must not have read the joke.