Chapter 484: After all, I was emotional

Yan Qingruo, who was a little surprised by his sudden kiss, immediately took a few steps back, and then covered her lips with both hands.

And Chu Mu saw her frightened appearance, and a trace of a smile welled up in her heart, but her face was still so serious.

He also stood up, walked slowly towards her again, and said solemnly and domineeringly: "No matter what happens, I, Chu Mu, will not hesitate to be by your side unswervingly." Whether you live or die, I will always be by your side, not moving. ”

Suddenly hearing Chu Mu's words of true confession and assurance, Yan Qingruo's continuous rolling tears were also slowly stopping.

It would be false to say that she was not moved, and she had been in a state of unease ever since she knew that she was very likely to get AIDS.

But the person in front of him not only directly used his body to protect her just now, but even now he knows that she may have been infected with AIDS.

But he still stood by her side so unswervingly, and expressed with his actions that he really didn't care, and he really wanted to be with her and always be by her side.

But she really had no way to pull the person in front of her who treated her sincerely into the abyss, she didn't want to do this, and she was afraid that she would completely sink into Chu Mu's feelings.

So even though she is now moved in her heart, she didn't say anything about these words after all.

On the contrary, her expression became more unpredictable, she shook her head and took a few steps back, but her mood had stabilized, and she did not continue to cry, "No, I never thought of it like that...... We're just fine as we are, and some things don't go any closer......"

However, for Chu Mu, he had already worked so hard to confess affectionately, but Yan Qingruo in front of him was still retreating, obviously she had his place in her heart, and it was quite important.

But she is always deceiving herself, and she has been deceiving him, what she doesn't like, what is impossible, it is all pretended by Yan Qingruo, he will never give up this opportunity.

He wanted the two to renew their relationship, no, more accurately, a relationship that was one step closer than before, and this time, he wouldn't let go easily no matter what.

Chu Mu, who continued to plan to continue the previous dead-faced face, pretended that he hadn't heard Yan Qingruo's words at all.

Directly walked towards her again, and then hugged her again in his arms despite her objections and concessions, "Qingruo, you know, you have always known my mind." So don't cry and don't reject me, or I'll hurt here too. ”

Chu Mu, who said this, directly reached out and took Yan Qingruo's hand, and then leaned his head over again and put it to her ear.

The two of them didn't speak for a while, and Yan Qingruo didn't refuse this hug because of her soft heart.

She felt the warmth of the person opposite through her shirt, and kept telling herself in her heart that she should refuse now, rather than continue to sink.

But she was a little reluctant, she also wanted someone to accompany her in this extremely painful moment, and firmly believed in her.

And all of this, today's Chu Mu has done all of it, so she is moved and greedy for this warmth.

Feeling her shallow dependence on Chu Mu, she couldn't help but feel happy in her heart, and then hugged Yan Qingruo tighter.

"Qingruo, don't push me away, just let me accompany you like this, I know that you are also fragile, and when you are wronged, you also want someone to accompany you. That's why I'm here, don't refuse stubbornly, just cry in my arms. ”

Because of his company, Yan Qingruo, who was extremely moved in his heart, almost indulged in it after hearing these words again.

No matter how much she told herself in her heart that she couldn't just sink, it had happened, and there was no way for her to get out of it.

Chu Mu saw that Yan Qingruo's attitude was getting softer and softer, and the pity and joy in his heart became more urgent and strong.

He took advantage of the situation and directly leaned his thin lips over, and then gently kissed Yan Qingruo's eyes that had just cried.

Then he slowly moved down and kissed the tip of his nose, and then he looked at the somewhat pale red lips in front of him with slightly dark eyes, and then kissed it softly, but extremely reverently.

It looked like he was kissing something extremely valuable, and he cherished it like a fragile porcelain and jade.

The night was beautiful, and the bright moonlight shone through the window and fell on the dark part of the room.

Chu Mu hugged Yan Qingruo in his arms, walked from the living room to the house, and closed the door casually.

The bedroom became extremely dark in an instant, if it weren't for the moonlight shining in, I am afraid that the two of them would not be able to see the appearance of the person opposite clearly.

But for Chu Mu, this hazy feeling made him feel even more excited, especially the bright eyes of the person on the bed who shimmered with tears, which made him feel that there would be no better person than Yan Qingruo in this life.

The night was extremely long, and there was an indescribable affection between the two, and they were completely immersed in this deep relationship this night.

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The rising sun is warm, but it is also more dazzling than ever.

After a night of tossing, Yan Qingruo felt the dazzling sunlight falling on her face, and then involuntarily stretched out her hand to raise it in front of her, and then slowly opened her eyes.

It wasn't until a long time later that Yan Qingruo, who really came to her senses, suddenly flashed back to her mind all kinds of pictures from last night.

Yan Qingruo, who was shocked for a while, suddenly turned extremely pale with a brush.

She obviously didn't want to cause too much trouble to Chu Mu, but now the situation in front of her made her forget it even if she wanted to.

Yan Qingruo, who was terrified in her heart, didn't dare to imagine that if she really had AIDS, what would happen to Chu Mu, who was united with her? Could he have contracted the disease because of her?

Just when I was thinking about this with great melancholy in my heart, I got up early. And Chu Mu, who had prepared breakfast for Yan Qingruo, walked in with a gentle smile on his face.

"Qingruo, come over and wash up when you wake up, so that you can have breakfast too." Chu Mu walked into the bedroom unhurriedly and said to Yan Qingruo, who was sitting on the bed in a daze.

He looked at Yan Qingruo in front of him, only thinking that she was a little shy and embarrassed because of what happened last night, so he walked over without thinking too much, and then sat down beside her.

"What's wrong? Is there something uncomfortable? Chu Mu stretched out his hand and probed her forehead to see if she had a fever.

However, before his hand touched Yan Qingruo's head, he was directly slapped by her.

Yan Qingruo, who was very worried in her heart, looked at Chu Mu in front of her as if she had nothing to do, and only felt that she didn't know what to do.

She is indeed moved, and she does still have feelings for him, but she doesn't want to complicate the relationship between the two, and she doesn't want to make this disease that will kill people...... Infectious to him.

Yan Qingruo, who was thinking about it for a thousand times, raised her eyes to look at Chu Mu, who was still gentle and incomprehensible in her eyes, and her expression involuntarily returned to her usual indifference, and then she said in a somewhat unkind tone: "Why do you want to do this, you know that we shouldn't be like this, but you still ......"

Yan Qingruo didn't say any more after that, because he knew that what happened last night was not one person's fault, and the more important reasons were all because of her. Because she didn't refuse, because of the little touch in her heart, it led to this situation.

And this thought in his heart was also seen by Chu Mu on the side, I saw that he stretched out his hand again and put it on Yan Qingruo's shoulder, and then comforted him with extremely gentle words, "Qingruo, this matter is not your fault, nor is it my fault, there is obviously still a relationship between us, why do we have to become like this?" Isn't it okay for us to live together like this? ”

However, for his words, Yan Qingruo, although she was a little touched in her heart, was more helpless and resistant on her face, because she knew that it was impossible between the two.

Not to mention that it was impossible between the two before, even if the two can be together without scruples now, she will still worry that she may be infected with AIDS, and even spread the disease last night because of this incident.

The more Yan Qingruo thought about this, the more frightened she felt in her heart, and she felt a little more angry at Chu Mu in front of her.

"Together, you know that it is impossible between us now, but last night ......" However, Yan Qingruo, who painted in the back, did not completely say it, as he thought before, what happened last night was not one person's fault.

"Well, I don't want to say anything today, so be it." Yan Qingruo rubbed her forehead with a headache, and then spoke again: "You can go back later, it's better for us not to meet again, it's good for both of us." ”

Chu Mu, who didn't expect Yan Qingruo to directly drive him away, directly refused, "Impossible, since I said that I would always be by your side, then I won't go alone and leave you here." ”

Yan Qingruo, who really didn't want to argue with him anymore, stood up without saying a word, and then finished washing up by herself, without taking a bite of the breakfast Chu Mu prepared for him.

Because Yan Qingruo knew that Chu Mu was sincere to her, she had no way to be angry with him directly, so she could only suppress all her anger in the bottom of her heart.