Chapter 16 The sadness in Gu Huaijin's eyes
Even Yanxi didn't notice the loneliness in Gu Huaijin's eyes when she left, with a faint sadness in her eyes, just like the first smell of jasmine.
Gu Huaijin left the small pavilion with the textbook in his hand, but his heart was full of exhaustion, and his eyes were red looking at the shadow that had long been gone. A long sigh echoed in the air, and the sentence in my heart was never spoken, I was going to have a holiday in the afternoon, would you still go to that place?
Everything in my heart has long been destined not to proceed in the most primitive way. It's like a gamble that weighs everything down and you may lose in the end. Everything in Gu Huaijin's heart is subconsciously changing, looking at the wind with that strong sadness, reaching out to caress the stinging skin, the injured heart is infinitely exposed to this most primitive air.
Feeling the little grief revealed in the wind, the last bit of expectation in Gu Huaijin's heart had already disappeared without a trace. Maybe she really doesn't like me to carry that faint sorrow with the wind, scattered in this world.
Gu Huaijin held the book in his hand and looked at the noon sun, and the halo burst out in the air. And those brown eyes seem to see through this windy, sad season. Gu Huaijin smiled bitterly: "Forget it, go back!" The back of the departure was full of tired sighs.
Passing by the library, I hesitated for a moment and finally pushed open the door and entered the world that only I could understand. Only when it is the quietest time will I realize that there is a world, but I have not yet discovered it.
Gu Huaijin looked at the book in front of him, and suddenly felt distressed, supporting the table with one hand, and looking at the gradually blurred scene in front of him with an uncomfortable expression. Lying on the ground with a hint of relief in his eyes, he closed his eyes, and Yeon-hee, who was crying at this time, felt inexplicably heartache, as if there was something to lose.
That sudden panic, I couldn't help but stop crying, and thought that there was only one possibility, that is, something happened to the person I cared about the most. Running from the dormitory to the basketball court, I saw that the pavilion had already been empty, "Gu Huaijin, I hope you are well." ”
Yan Xi was a little distracted and muttered, "Gu Huaijin, I will never like you, never." As if stimulated, Yanxi gave up the idea of looking for Gu Huaijin and wandered aimlessly around the school.
At this time, an ambulance galloped around the campus, and finally stopped at the entrance of the library, and the crowd surrounded the person lying on the stretcher, leaving no gap. Although Yeon-hee wanted to step forward in her heart, she finally thought about it, and she really didn't need to go to see the person she saved.
Watching the shadow of the ambulance gradually drive away from the school, my heart instantly relaxed a lot, and I slowly breathed a sigh of relief, strolling through this campus, and what I saw the most was the sound of laughter everywhere. But this may be a deep irony for yourself! I didn't even know I could laugh, so I had to stare at the faces of those people silently.
It wasn't until many years later that I found out that I still cried, the kind that cried heartbreakingly.
Yanxi met Gu Jinran with a panicked face at the school gate, and she had a very bad impression of her, but when she saw her pale face, she was relieved. However, the next sentence successfully provoked Yanxi, Gu Jinran looked at Yanxi who was strolling around and asked hatefully: "Yanxi, are you sick, my pregnancy ......"
Yanxi was immediately angry when she heard this, she was originally walking around the campus to relax, and when she met herself, she scolded her, and there was no politeness in her words. The anger kept burning in her heart, and she directly interrupted her words, stared at Gu Jinran with small eyes, and said coldly: "What qualifications do you have to say about me, I just walked around the campus and provoked you, didn't I." Although you are the younger sister of Brother Huaijin, don't think that I dare not get you. ”
Even Yanxi herself didn't know how to have the courage to say this, Gu Jinran stayed there in an instant, and Yanxi left the school gate with an angry face.
At this time, Gu Jinran finally reacted and shouted: "If my brother Huaijin has something to do today, then you wait to pay for his life!" The voice vaguely reached her ears, and her mind was blank and stunned in place.
Yan Xi looked at Gu Jinran with a crazy face and shouted, "Where is he?" Take me to him. Although Jin Ran was very unhappy in her heart, seeing that she was already on the verge of anger, she didn't know what would happen in the next moment.
Gu Jinran glanced at her and said, "Hospital, don't you have classes in the afternoon?" Yan Xi snorted coldly: "Isn't an afternoon class more important than the lives of my tablemates?" Why don't you just skip an afternoon of class? When Gu Jinran heard this, she admired her courage a little, and even she had to honestly ask for leave, but she didn't expect that she would dare not even ask for leave.
Gu Jinran seemed to have seen Yanxi returning to school to be trained, but the reality was right in front of her, and Yanxi was standing in front of her. Gu Jinran looked at her happily in her heart, and led the way. Yeon-hee was full of thoughts behind her, thinking about a series of consequences of returning to school, and followed her on the bus with trepidation.
Looking at the school behind him that was getting farther and farther away from him, he had already put all the consequences aside in his heart, and he was only anxious about the safety of Brother Huaijin. If, if something really happens to him, then what should I do! Alas, a sigh filled my heart.
Gu Jinran looked at Yanxi with an unkind face, silently sat on the car and looked at the scenery outside the window, and after a few stops, there was no vacancy on the car. At this time, an old woman came up, and when she walked in front of Gu Jinran, she consciously closed her eyes. At this time, Yanxi said: "Grandma, you can be here for me!" ”
Gu Jinran opened her eyes instantly, smiled awkwardly, closed her eyes again, although she didn't give up her seat, but her eyes were full of mockery when she looked at Yanxi. Yanxi stood up and gave up her position, and the old grandmother said with a kind face: "Little girl, thank you, it's rare to see a little girl as polite as you now." ”
Yan Xi squeezed out a little smile from her face and nodded, holding the handrail of the pole above with one hand, she glanced at Gu Jinran but didn't say anything more. Yanxi smiled secretly and said: "This old grandmother's way of speaking is too unique, dare to sarcastically mock Gu Jinran, hehe." ”
However, he stood next to him with a serious face and talked happily with the old grandmother, and directly rejected Gu Jinran to the side. But after talking a few words, Yeon-hee didn't say more, and the heavy feeling in her heart was always irrepressible.
Finally arrived at the hospital, Gu Jinran snorted coldly: "Let's go, Yanxi has arrived." For a while, she didn't leave Yanxi with a good face at all, and walked in front alone, and a car came by on the road, and Yanxi hurriedly pulled her.
Gu Jinran turned her head and glared at her and said, "Who asked you to pull me, I saw the car." Yeon-hee shook her head and stopped talking, the smell of disinfectant water filled the air, and she couldn't help but cover her nose. Gu Jinran led her to Room 311 of Building 3, looking at Gu Huaijin who was lying on the bed and didn't know life or death, Yanxi looked ugly, staring at his pale face lying on the hospital bed through the window.
Yeon-hee hesitated to go in and take a look at him, so in what name did she have to go in? Yeon-hee's brain hurt when he thought about it, rubbing his somewhat sore skull with one hand, and he actually flinched when he stood in front of his hospital room. Yanxi stared at the number in front of the door, stunned, at this time, the room I lived in at the beginning, what a coincidence!
His face changed, and he sighed: "Maybe we are really a pair of enemies, but I didn't expect that the ward where I lived when I was a child is now lying in it." "Is the evergreen tree outside the window running out of leaves? How long has it been since I met him, I have swayed the traces of time, and it has settled in my heart with a fallen leaf.
Yanxi finally walked into the familiar and unfamiliar ward, looking at Gu Huaijin lying on the bed, with a delicate face full of pain.
Yanxi's fingers grabbed the corner of her clothes tightly, and she wanted to go up and touch her face and gently comforted: "Xiao Jin, you must be obedient, and you can get better if you are well." His pale chapped lips, without a trace of blood, lay peacefully on the bed as if he were asleep.
A doctor came behind him at some point, and Yeon-hee moved out of her place. Standing on the side and quietly watching the doctor smash around with a large pile of instruments and equipment, Yeon-hee closed her eyes in pain. Gu Jinran stepped forward and pulled Yanxi, and said lightly: "Yanxi, you saw the doctor examining my brother Huaijin; Won't you give it a go? Or don't you want Brother Huaijin to get better. ”
Until the medical record report was held in front of him by a person dressed like a housekeeper, he looked at him with guilt on his face and said: "Little boy, don't worry, the old slave will make you better even if he tries his best." ”
The scenes in front of him continued to impact Yeon-hee's incredible face, and he still lay quietly on the bed and let the instruments check him over and over again. The thick stack of medical records had already been moved to the attending doctor's office, Gu Jinran looked at Yanxi and snorted coldly: "You are here to take care of my brother Huaijin, others touch it, do you know?" ”
Yan Xi frowned, glanced at Gu Jinran and stopped talking. devoted himself to Gu Huaijin, who was lying quietly on the bed, but his hands were full of cold sweat. The entire ward seemed to be cut off from this world, leaving only Yanxi and Gu Huaijin, who squatted beside Gu Huaijin and muttered, "At the same table, you must get better." ”
It was really that voice calling Gu Huaijin's name over and over again, and his fingers gently touched Yan Xi's little hand beside him. The weak and boneless little hands seem to be very pleasing, and the grip in the hand is pitiful.
Yanxi's affectionate eyes looked at him quietly, and murmured, "Brother Huaijin, you must stand up, I'm still waiting for you to teach me?" Otherwise, I'll be at the bottom of the class again, so wake up quickly! It's just Xiao Xi begging you, okay. ”
The series of words that Yeon-hee said was forgotten in this air, and he was awakened by the small emotions that spread in the air.