Chapter 147: Be Yourself
The strange thing is that while the journey is hard, Li Meng has also forgotten many unpleasant things before.
Leaving the man, she longs to be the real Li Meng again, the original Li Meng.
Slowly, slowly, little by little, she found herself again.
Before, she seemed to have been brainwashed by a man, and she had no self to speak of.
Often, they say that she is what she is, without refuting it; Whatever they asked her to do, she did without thinking.
During Cao Mingjun's period, in order to get married and maintain her marriage, she lost herself the most.
None of this can be blamed mainly on her, if you want to blame her, you can blame her for never meeting a good man, or blame fate for playing a joke on her for thirty years.
In fact, Li Meng is a thoughtful and intelligent woman, and she will never be willing to be a man's free nanny and fertility tool.
If there is a man who matches her in all aspects, is willing to raise eyebrows with her, and respects each other, she is definitely one of the best wives in the world.
However, these scumbags don't have it. Not only are they unworthy of her, but they lack even the most basic respect for women.
They extend their sinful hand to good girls, because they know that only such girls can accept them.
They are so kind that they can make excuses for men's mistakes, so kind that they are always blaming themselves for other people's mistakes, and so kind that they don't know what they really want except love.
When it comes to love, they often have zero or even negative IQ and EQ.
This is also a common problem of women! Because they are affected by hormones, they are all fantasy animals.
Once a woman is in love, her IQ plummets.
Moreover, the woman is still "stupid for three years when she is pregnant".
Whether the other party is a man or a woman, it is easiest to use feelings to deceive a person.
How many men and women have been cheated out of money? And how many men and women have been deceived into marriage?
Humans are terrible! Humans are no longer pure!
Therefore, there are more men and women left every year, and the divorce rate is also higher and higher year by year.
What should I do to myself?
Li Meng fell into deep thought.
It is impossible to erase the memory at once; It's also impossible to go back to before your first love all at once.
Is it just time to solve everything?
It's best to rely on your own efforts to solve it!
What was the original me?
Well, I was smiling so much at that time! There is only good in my world, there is no bad.
Well, at that time, I did what I wanted to do, and I didn't look ahead and backward.
Well, at that time, I could say whatever I wanted, and I didn't have to go through my mind before I spoke.
Well, at that time, I lived for myself, and I didn't center on other people's joys and sorrows.
Well, I was the most relaxed at that time, and I didn't have to worry about the future with my mind tight.
Thinking of this, Li Meng wanted to ask Xiaoxi what the last self was like.
"Xiaoxi, is there a big difference between the former Princess Li Meng and the current me?"
Xiao Xi thought for a long time and said, "There is still a difference, because the ages are not the same!" The princess is only eighteen years old! ”
"What's the main difference?"
"Oops! You're all the same person! I didn't know how to ask. ”
"What's the difference in personality?"
"Oh! I remember a little! You are not as bold as the original Princess Limeng, and you live more cautiously than her. ”
"How so? Shouldn't the princess be as careful as she walks on thin ice in the palace and faces the enemy? ”
"Nope! Princess Li Meng was originally a collection of thousands of favors, but later, she was so frightened by her brother that she didn't dare to speak. ”
"Anything else?"
"Also, because the princess at that time had an identity and status, she was a little willful, she could do whatever she wanted, she didn't have to think about it at all, no one dared to stop our princess."
"Xiaoxi, how do you say you can be yourself?"
"Princess, in fact, your heart has not changed, you are still kind, pure, intelligent, noble....... It's just that you haven't paid attention to yourself for a long time, and you're about to forget about yourself. ”
"You have a point! So what should I do? ”
"It's simple, you just have to remember that you are a princess."
"And then?"
"Then, you'll be more confident and won't worry too much about anything."
"I see! Xiaoxi, I really envy you! ”
"What is there to envy the princess?"
"You haven't been in contact with a man, you're not married! You live a very simple life in the country of Qin, you have always been yourself. ”
This is not necessarily a good thing, more experience is also enriching your life! Besides, princess, you are still my princess, and the essence of human beings will not change much. ”
"Am I myself now?"
"If you leave the wrong person, you will be yourself again. Princess, I think that the man you are looking for in the future must be the one who will not affect you to be yourself. ”
"Xiaoxi, thank you! You've got my mind covered. ”
"Xiaoxi is the princess's personal maid, she must be smart and clever!"
"Haha! You praised both of us in one word. ”
"Princess, will you teach me all your experience? Xiaoxi has just arrived and doesn't want to take a detour. ”
"Absolutely! I only told Xiao Xi. ”
"Princess, Xiao Xi will be your think tank in the future."
"That's a good feeling!"
"Princess, isn't Xiaoxi still a woman?"
"Why do you say that?"
"Because Xiao Xi has never been in contact with a man, Xiao Xi is surrounded by father-in-law and eunuchs. After the princess left, Xiao Xi was guarding the mausoleum by herself. ”
"Hahahaha! I forgot, Xiaoxi has grown up a long time ago! ”
"Xiao Xi is more than ten years older than the princess now! Princess, don't laugh at me. ”
"Uh-huh! Xiaoxi will also find her own happiness in the future, it is no longer ancient times, and you are no longer anyone's maid. ”
"Princess, is there anything special about being a woman?"
"This, this! It's up to you to experience it yourself. If I had a choice, I'd rather be a man. In this era, it is too unfriendly to women, and if you are unlucky, it will not be higher than the status of ancient times! ”
"As long as you don't be a father-in-law, you are willing to be a man and a woman. However, a merry father-in-law like Wang Gonggong will not live in vain! ”
"Hahaha! Princess! He should be a eunuch, too. ”
"That's right! People who are not castrated. ”
"Xiaoxi, do you know how hard it is to be a woman? Many women in modern times have a harder life than men! ”
"Is it the same with the princess?"
"Yes! It's all a midlife crisis. Li Meng nodded vigorously.
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