Chapter 090: Grief
Pei Yingshi's hand slid across Hua Mian's neck and walked all the way downstream.
Although Hua Mian was annoyed in his heart, he forced a smile on his face and said: "If you have something to say, don't do it without saying a word, okay?" ”
Pei Yingshi ignored her overtures and continued to light a fire on her with both hands.
Hua Mian was embarrassed, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, and said angrily: "You pervert, if you don't let go of me, I'll not be done with you." ”
The corners of Pei Yingshi's lips hooked up a wicked smile: "What's the 'endless' method?" Will you haunt me for the rest of your life? ”
"Phew! People like you, at first glance, they have read all the flowers and experienced a hundred battles, and I am entangled with you, and I have lost a lot. ”
"That's not a good word." Pei Yingshi said in a casual tone, "It is the imperial brother who has read all the flowers and has experienced a hundred battles, and you don't feel wronged when you are committed to him, how can you feel a loss to me, a good man who is so pure that he has never touched a woman?" ”
Hua Mian sneered: "Isn't it considered to have touched a man?" ”
Pei Ying was stunned, as if she was in deep thought, and only after a long time did she gently spit out a few words: "I have never touched it." ”
Hua Mian opened her mouth wide in surprise, and said in disbelief for a while: "The prince with broken sleeves has never touched a man, who will believe it?" ”
Pei Yingshi's face suddenly became a little depressed: "I thought that with my interest in you, I could let you see through certain appearances, but I didn't expect you to be so dull." In that case, it's better to prove it with action. ”
"Wait!" Seeing Pei Yingshi fall down, Hua Mian hurriedly said, "That, I suddenly felt that what you said made a lot of sense, so I decided to believe you unreservedly." She had only one belief at this time, and that was that she must not let him succeed.
"What you have to do now is not to believe in me unreservedly, but to give yourself to me unreservedly." Pei Ying smiled evilly, "I heard that this king said that this king is a person of heavenly eunuchs, so now it is necessary for this king to let you see if this king is an authentic man." ”
Hua Mian was stunned, she seemed to have only said this in front of Yan Xun, she really didn't expect him to have so many mouths, and she only hated that she couldn't know people clearly. At this moment, she had to beg for mercy: "It's because I have eyes and don't know gold and jade, you have a lot of them, let me go this time." ”
"It's late. The fire has been burned, and you are responsible for extinguishing it. With a blurry and hoarse voice, Pei Yingshi leaned over and sealed it with a kiss, venting her longing for her in a nonsensical manner.
Hua Mian closed her eyes sadly, who let herself be too talkative and now subject to others. cursed Yan Xun again in his heart, and then let himself relax as much as possible.
She let herself take and take away the obedience made him very satisfied, but when he raised his smoky eyes, he thought he would see a little face soaked in spring, but he didn't expect to look into a pair of eyes like a quiet lake, and then there was a ripple in those eyes, and there seemed to be a trace of cunning. He couldn't help but be stunned. And the next moment, he only felt a dull pain below, and subconsciously covered it with his hand and rolled to the side.
Hua Mian quickly sat up, got out of bed, and looked at him condescendingly.
Pei Ying bared his teeth in relief, he looked at her angrily and said, "I have good skills, I can even break through the sealed acupoints, but why are you so ruthless, do you want this king to cut off his children and grandchildren?" ”
Hua Mian smiled slightly: "Didn't you ask me to help you put out the fire?" Can it be extinguished now? ”
Pei Yingshi said sadly: "Heartily, do you know that if you are stronger, I will not be able to ignite this fire for the rest of my life." ”
Hua Mian shrugged his shoulders: "Wouldn't that be better, lest you harm people everywhere in the future." ”
Pei Ying sighed: "Even if it is a scourge, I only want to harm you." Aren't you destroying your happiness? ”
Hua Mian sneered: "What does this have to do with me? I am your royal brother's woman, your imperial sister-in-law. ”
Pei Yingshi hooked her lips and smiled: "Maybe it's still now, but maybe it won't be long before this title will be changed." ”
"Twisted melons are not sweet." "I don't like being forced the most. ”
Pei Ying relieved his head and said: "This king doesn't like to be difficult for strongmen, this king will make you willing." ”
"Oh?" Hua Mian crossed his arms and listened, "Who gave you confidence?" ”
"Who gives me confidence? Well, if you didn't ask, I really didn't think it would be a problem. When you asked, I suddenly felt that I was better than the two of them in some ways. Speaking of which, my self-confidence can be regarded as something they give. ”
Hua Mian couldn't help frowning: "What do you mean?" ”
"You shouldn't know yet, my imperial brother took the queen mother's side into the harem as a nobleman soon after your disappearance, and now, she has become the most favored woman in the harem."
Hua Mian only felt inexplicably congested in his heart when he heard the words, and he laughed at himself for a long time, and the sweet words of the day of parting were still in his ears, but he had already added a beautiful flower. It turns out that Pei Gongcuo is just a man who likes the new and hates the old, since ancient times, the emperor has been so lucky, she almost believed that he was the exception, it was really ridiculous.
Seeing that her expression was obviously sad but she wanted to force a smile, Pei Yingshi suddenly hesitated a little whether to say the rest of the words, but saw her walk to the front of a few cases and pinch a piece of plum blossom cake and eat it, but the eating looked a little vicious.
After a piece of pastry was served, she looked at him and said, "Do you have any 'good things' to tell me?" ”
Pei Yingshi wanted to think about it, but in the end he found that the facts were indeed difficult to disguise, so he said honestly: "Your childhood sweetheart's little lover Ji Yunye, his princess...... I'm pregnant. ”
As soon as the second piece of plum blossom cake entered her mouth, Hua Mian bit her tongue inadvertently, and tears rolled down.
Pei Yingshi only felt as if someone had pinched the tip of his heart, and stepped forward in a hurry and said, "Are you okay?" ”
Hua Mian smiled at him with a big smile: "It's really a fuss, it's just biting my tongue, and it really hurts." ”
Pei Yingshi frowned and looked at her for a long time, then suddenly took her into his arms and said, "If you are sad, cry out, no one will laugh at you." ”
The previous insistence collapsed in an instant, and Hua Mian buried her head in his arms and cried unscrupulously.
At this moment, she felt as if her heart had been stabbed with a knife and a piece of it had been cut off. How did she not know that Ji Yunye married Lan Xirui just to get revenge on her, but in the end he not only touched her, but also made her pregnant with a child. Lan Xirui is indeed different from before, is it because of this that she walked into his heart with a new look? Is his reluctance to elope with him because his place in his heart has been replaced by someone else?
At this moment, she sadly found that if she hadn't been wrong, he had really changed his mind. It turns out that time is not only an anesthetic, but also an analgesic, which can not only eliminate love, but also calm hatred. After going through so much, they are afraid that they really can't go back.
When her mood gradually stabilized, she raised her head from his arms and reconfirmed, "You won't lie to me, will you?" ”
Pei Yingshi smiled bitterly: "In your heart, am I this kind of person?" If you don't believe it, you can write to ask, isn't it okay to send a letter? ”
Hua Mian couldn't help but be stunned, she suddenly remembered that the night she asked Dong Qi to send a letter to Ji Yunye, the flowers and plants in her yard were inexplicably destroyed by Pei Yingshi. It turned out that he had already known but never said it, he was really stupid, and he thought that he could escape the palm of his hand, and he wanted to elope with Ji Yunye.
She stood up and walked out, accompanied by a whirling feeling of suffocation, and the pain in her chest came in waves, and she felt that even her thoughts were confused at the moment, and there was no way to trace the source of the pain.
The wind and dust are exhausted, and I am tired of combing my hair day and night. Things are people, and they don't have to do anything, and tears flow first. It is said that Sungai spring is still good, and it is also planned to go on a light boat. I am only afraid that the Shuangxi boat will not be able to carry a lot of worries.
Li Qingzhao's "Wuling Spring" is a portrayal of Hua Mian's mood at the moment.
The body that couldn't move and was sad staggered two steps and was about to fall, Pei Yingshi hurriedly stepped forward to support her. She gently pushed him away, wrapping her deep sadness in an indifferent tone: "I want to go out and be alone for a while, don't come with me." ”
Pei Yingshi discovered for the first time that when a person is sad, even the surrounding air will have a suffocating sense of oppression. He felt the need to comfort her to ease the awkward atmosphere, but the words he uttered were like a stone in the sea, and he did not respond at all.
Although the phrase "I think you can consider me" is humorous, emotional, and even useful for women who are frustrated and want to seek comfort, the timing is indeed inappropriate.
As if she hadn't heard, she straightened her clothes and stumbled away.
Pei Ying's eyes welled up with pity, he resolutely followed, like a flower messenger not far away, when he saw her walking to the courtyard wall flying up to the tree and looking up at the starry sky sadly, his heart was suddenly painful.
Time passed like sand, and Pei Yingshi was worried that Hua Mian would fall from the tree because he couldn't support it if he continued to stand like this, so he quietly walked under the tree and was always vigilant to pick her up.
When he thought that she would stand down silently, she suddenly looked down at herself under the tree, and said in a calm voice: "He has always treated you well, why do you want to help your second brother deal with him?" ”
This question is a little inexplicable, shouldn't she lick her wounds or seek comfort from others at this moment, why would she suddenly ask herself for Pei Gongcuo? Could it be that her feelings for the imperial brother have been shaken, and she wants to strengthen her determination to leave him through her accusations against him? The thought shook him. He had no intention of belittling others and elevating himself, but at this moment, he didn't want to hide this woman he wanted to protect for the rest of his life, although he never confided in anyone about this issue.
He opened his arms and coaxed softly, "You come down, I'll tell you slowly." ”
His actions stunned her, as if a soft little hand caressed her wounded heart, although it could not be cured, but it gave her more comfort than nothing.
She smiled softly and was about to jump down, but the moment she jumped, she found that her feet had already lost sensation numbly, so instead of jumping gracefully, she fell down in embarrassment. Just exclaimed, she fell into Pei Yingshi's arms that had been waiting for a long time.