It turns out that if you really love someone, your heart is sour, but you will be speechless, sweet words, most of them are said to irrelevant people.

is talking about Xia Yansi's current state of mind.

Reason tells him that he should give up on Ma Siluo, but he has a responsibility on his shoulders, and he should make a commitment to Ma Siluo, even if he doesn't like her now.

Ma Siluo looked at the eager appeal in Xia Yansi's eyes, she couldn't bear to look away, she hesitated in her heart, she didn't want Xia Yansi to be unhappy with her, but she couldn't bear to refuse Xia Yansi's appeal.

Ma Siluo was very tormented in her heart, she was in a dilemma, and finally revealed her thoughts: "Senior, I have liked you for many years, and I know who the person in your heart is. Though...... Although we had a relationship...... But, but, you don't have to be responsible for anything for me. ”

Xia Yansi wanted to explain, but Ma Siluo preemptively said: "Senior, you listen to me first!" ”

Xia Yansi wanted to speak and stopped, and finally quieted down, and continued to listen to Ma Siluo by default.

Ma Siluo paused and continued: "Senior, I like you, but I don't want to burden you. Do you know? Last night I had a nightmare that we would quarrel and that you were unhappy because you were with me, and every day was miserable. ”

When Ma Siluo said this, he recalled last night's dream in his mind, and as he spoke, his tone was choked, and his eyes were red.

Xia Yansi moved his lips, but found that he couldn't say anything.

He didn't know that Ma Siluo would still be worried about this, he couldn't find words or sentences that could comfort and forgive her, so he could only listen to Ma Siluo cowardly.

"Senior, I like you alone, but I don't want to affect the rest of your life, whether you have me or not, I hope you live happily."

When Ma Siluo finished the last word, tears ran out of her eyes, she wanted to sob, but she bit her lower lip stubbornly, but her slightly trembling shoulders showed her heartache at the moment.

It should be a very happy thing to be liked, so Ma Siluo doesn't want to put pressure and burden on Xia Yansi.

After Xia Yansi listened to Ma Siluo's expression, he felt very depressed in his heart, and there was a big mountain pressing him, which made him breathless.

The air seemed to be filled with the salty smell of tears, and the living room was so quiet that only the sound of Ma Siluo's crying was the air.

I don't know how long it took for Xia Yansi to find his voice and said with difficulty: "I know." ”

Ma Siluo thought that he had persuaded Xia Yansi to give up on himself, so a bitter smile appeared on his lips.

However, the next moment, Xia Yansi said something that shocked Ma Siluo: "If I forget her within three years, I will pursue you then." ”

"Okay?" Xia Yansi looked at Ma Siluo with pleading eyes.

Ma Siluo's heart was shocked, she raised her head to meet Xia Yansi's gaze, and there was no trace of impurities in it, only her reflection.

Ma Siluo seemed to be distracted, stunned there, this is not a script that should be staged, she didn't know how to take it for a while.

So Ma Siluo dodged his eyes, lowered his head, and looked at the knitted sweater that was crumpled out.

Her heart to reject Xia Yansi was originally very firm, but under Xia Yansi's appeal, her heart began to waver.

Ma Siluo wanted to say the refusal that should have been out of her mouth a long time ago, but she hesitated.

Just like the lyrics "Who is still afraid of ambiguous relationships, is it so terrifying to say", Ma Siluo felt that she might be brave and give it a try.

"Okay." The corners of Ma Siluo's mouth overflowed with this monosyllabic word.

In three years, if Xia Yansi really did what he said, then Ma Siluo would not lose, and she could use three years to see if the man on the tip of her heart was worth her perseverance.

After waiting for so many years, Ma Siluo doesn't care about waiting for three more years.

At this time, in Ma Siluo's heart, a thought suddenly arose, she wanted to study in her favorite country.

At the beginning, she went to New York to study abroad because of the influence of her family, and now, why not take these three years to precipitate herself and chase what she likes.

Xia Yansi didn't know why, when he heard Ma Siluo's "good", a stone in his heart fell, but another stone was pressing.

Before Xia Yansi could think about what kind of emotion it was, he heard Ma Siluo say, "Senior...... Since we've all discussed each other's affairs, I'm ...... Let me tell you, I want to study in France. ”

Ma Siluo did not explain why, and perhaps there was Xia Yansi.

Xia Yansi paused for a moment, I'm afraid this was something that Ma Siluo came up with temporarily. In his heart, Ma Siluo should have done this temporarily.

Thinking about it like this, Xia Yansi's heart seemed to be covered with dust, and he was not in a good mood.

He moved his lips and said, "Okay, my parents and your parents will take the initiative to explain the situation." ”

Xia Yansi still has some conscience, and he knows that he should take on this responsibility.

However, Ma Siluo rejected his kindness: "No need, I will go and explain to them from my parents, and my aunt and uncle will ask you." ”

Xia Yansi's eyes paused for a second, and then responded: "Okay." ”

Ma Siluo's heart suddenly twitched, not heartbreaking, but it was enough for her to remember this pain. She didn't know how to describe the feeling, except that her fingers were trembling.

She tugged at the corners of her mouth slightly, wanting to reconcile with herself, liking someone is actually not so embarrassing, there are too many people like her who leave the scene so gloomily, who would notice that she is one of them.

Ma Siluo's eyes were red and swollen, she and Xia Yansi sat opposite each other in the living room, but her heart was uneasy, so she stood up suddenly, took the bag on the sofa, and walked to the door.

Xia Yansi immediately stood up and said to Ma Siluo's back: "I'll send you back." ”

Today was supposed to be the day when Ma Siluo and Xia Yansi tried on wedding dresses and dresses, but Ma Siluo suddenly ran out of Ma's house, so he temporarily canceled the plan.

The two families mobilized people they could trust to find Ma Siluo, and Xia Yansi found Xia Lin'an here by intuition.

So the people of the two families must be in a hurry.

Ma Siluo's footsteps paused, and he was about to open his mouth to refuse, but Xia Yansi's steps accelerated, crossed Ma Siluo's body, walked to the door, took the initiative to open the door, and then looked back at Ma Siluo, and said in a voice as warm as water: "Let's go." ”

Ma Siluo raised his eyes to look at him, thought for a few seconds, and then walked out of the villa, followed by Xia Yansi.

They walked one after the other in the white snow, separated by two steps, and neither of them thought of taking a step back or a step forward.

It's so tacit.