Jiang Chenghu was hypocritical, as if it was for my good, but he couldn't hide the excitement in his tone, and he was about to coax me to drill quickly.

I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists so tightly that my nails were about to be dug into my flesh.

At this moment, Wang Ruoqi said softly: "Yan Chen, forget it, don't embarrass him, it's too much." ”

Yan Chen shook his head, snorted coldly, and said, "Ruoqi, don't help him speak, you are just too soft on him, so you will be harmed by him, this time, I will give him a permanent lesson." With that, he glared at me, pointed to my crotch, and hooked his finger at me.

Wang Ruoqi still wanted to speak for me with a soft heart, but she seemed to remember the shameless things I had done to her, so she was ruthless and stopped caring about me.

Wang Ruoqi's attitude instantly cooled my heart completely, and several of Jiang Chenghu's younger brothers also jokingly coaxed: "Drill, drill, drill quickly!" ”

I exhaled, looked at the floor, and smiled stupidly, sure enough, there is no light in my world, I am a person living in a nightmare, even the last light that Wang Ruoqi gave me was dimmed.

If Wang Ruoqi no longer trusts me, what is the point of me retaining the last trace of my dignity, thinking of this, my miserable smile is getting stronger and stronger, and I don't even know when I will lie at Yan Chen's feet.

Like a miserable dog, I bent over, kneeling under Yan Chen's crotch, propped my hands on the cold ground, and bowed my head to this cruel world.

My heart seemed to stop beating, my mind was completely blank, my hands were holding the floor tightly, the laughter kept coming to my ears, and I, like a stiff robot, slowly moved my hands forward, knees forward, slowly ...... Drill under Yan Chen's crotch.

When I passed under Yan Chen's crotch, I also showed a smirk, I grinned and smirked, this smile is the most damn laugh in the world, I laughed while shedding tears, tears fell to the ground drop by drop, my knees rubbed on the ground, it hurt very much, but this pain was not as painful as my heartache, the journey was originally very short, but I felt very long, long as it was like there was no end, I could only climb forward so hard, I hope this painful journey can be passed quickly.

I don't know how long I climbed, until Yan Chen said with satisfaction: "Okay, get up." ”

Hearing this, I stopped crawling and slowly raised my head, only to find that I was almost about to crawl in front of Wang Ruoqi, and Wang Ruoqi was also looking at me, her expression was complicated, seeing that she was looking at me, she turned her head, I don't know if it was my illusion, I actually saw a trace of sadness in her eyes.

It's just that this sadness flashed by, I thought I was wrong, and I didn't care, I knelt on the ground and got up, looked at Yan Chen in despair, looked at Yan Chen with tears in my eyes, and said hoarsely: "Is it enough?" ”

The corners of Yan Chen's mouth hooked up a touch of arc, and said: "Enough, I didn't expect it, you really drilled, it really refreshed my worldview." As he spoke, Yan Chen was very excited, as if he had experienced unprecedented pleasure.

My self-esteem was trampled on again, and my heart couldn't help but hurt, I endured the pain and choked up, "Can I go?" ”

Yan Chen showed a weird smile at me and nodded, "Of course you can, I will do what I say." ”

This smile shocked me, as if something bad was about to happen, but Yan Chen has done everything this far, I don't think he will be embarrassed anymore.

I exhaled, pressed my hat, bowed my head deeply, and walked out of the classroom in embarrassment.

After leaving the classroom, I wanted to go to the playground and reassemble.

I thought that this matter would pass like this, but I didn't expect that it was not over yet, Yan Chen would not let me go like this, and the more terrifying storm was still to come, and it would come soon.

On the way to the school playground, I had to pass through the student dormitory, and from a short distance, I vaguely saw a lot of people gathered downstairs in the dormitory, even the instructor, and I felt strange.

I walked over in confusion, and they saw me, and for a moment, they all threw strange glances at me at the same time, and I couldn't help but get goosebumps.

With a strange feeling, I walked over, and their eyes followed my body as if they were waiting for me.

People with low self-esteem will always be very sensitive and feel that everything is inseparable from them, for example, when passing by, when they hear others laughing, they will think that they are laughing at themselves.

Actually, it wasn't a feeling, but it was real, and when I walked up to the instructor and stopped, a bad premonition swept over me, my heart rose to my throat, and cold sweat broke out on my back.

The instructor stared at me solemnly and said, "Where did you go just now?" ”

I lowered my head slightly, I thought I didn't go to the assembly just now, the instructor got angry, and hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, instructor, I had a stomachache just now and went to the toilet." "That's all I can say.

In this case, I will be punished, but the strange thing is that the instructor did not punish me, but said coldly: "Come up with me!" With that, he went up to the dormitory building.

I was at a loss, I didn't understand what was going on, so I had to follow, and the onlookers downstairs in the dormitory also followed, and in the crowd, I found that even the dormitory manager was among them, and for a moment, I became more and more nervous, and I always felt that something was going to happen, and it was against me.

The instructor walked directly to the dormitory where I lived, pushed the door open and went in, and I followed, and as soon as I came in, I saw that my bed was dazzling, because my bed was full of women's underwear and underwear of various colors.

At this point, I was confused, I didn't know what was going on, why there was such a thing in my bed, and my bed was very messy, as if someone had turned it upside down.

I was dumbfounded, "This... What's going on? ”

The instructor said coldly: "Won't you see it yourself?" Still pretending to be stupid? ”

I saw it, I did, but I don't know why, the instructor said I was stupid, what did that mean? He seemed to mean to say, I put the underwear on my bed?

I shook my head and said, "I... I... I do not know. ”

The instructor stared at me angrily and said, "You don't know? Dare you say you don't know? These things are all found in your bed, shouldn't you explain them? ”

I felt that I was about to suffocate, and hurriedly said: "Instructor, this is none of my business, how can these things be in my bed, this is impossible, someone must be framing me!" ”

The instructor glared angrily: "This is what I personally searched, do you say that I am framing you?" "On the last day of military training today, the instructor gave us half an hour of rest, just to take time to come and see the housekeeping in our dormitory.

The instructor certainly didn't frame me, but he can show that someone else framed me.

When I was confused, the instructor said coldly: "I really didn't expect you to be such a person, it seems that I really misjudged you." ”

My heart is dead to ashes, what happened today? What the hell is going on here? First of all, Wang Ruoqi wronged me, and the instructor also wronged me one after another, am I so unworthy of others' trust?

I really held it in my heart for a long time, all kinds of grievances spread all over my body, and finally, I went crazy and yelled: "It's not me! ”

These three words, burst out of my heart for a long suppressed grievance, I obviously didn't do anything, I have always been honest, not to participate in any disputes, but why, just refuse to let me go, I just want to study in peace of mind, graduate, I just have such a small wish, can't I be realized?

The instructor said sharply: "It's not you, who is that, these things are all searched out of your bed, and your roommate also said that I see you doing some lewd actions every night, how do you explain it?" ”

How to explain it? How can I explain this? How can I explain it?

As soon as the instructor finished speaking, several of the onlookers were my roommates, and they all stood up and echoed the instructor's words, saying that I got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, and often saw me do something with women's underwear and underwear.

I really didn't expect that they could lie without blushing and panting, and what they said was the same as the truth, and I burst out of my chest and shouted: "You bloody mouth! ”

How can they say such things, don't they know how hard it will hit me if they slander me like this? They don't move, they want to get excited, they want to find a sense of existence in me, a little person, they don't hesitate to extinguish their conscience, to bully me, a person who makes everyone hate.

My lips trembled, and I said word by word, "Why? Tell me why? Why do you all want to bully me, just because I'm ugly? Is ugliness what I want? I also want to be handsome, I also want to be like a normal person, and I don't want to wear a hat and a mask every day, but when you see me ugly, everyone wants to come up and step on me, I ask you, have I offended you? Have I sinned against you? You speak coldly to me every day, when did I not endure it, but what about you, every time you are aggressive, you don't give me a way to live, do you want to force me to death? Is it only when I die that you are happy, are you still human? Everyone is a sixteen-year-old student, but why is your heart more vicious than the devil, I just want to graduate well, get a graduation certificate, is it so difficult? Is it difficult? ”