Chapter Ninety-Three: The Pain Is Unforgettable
What is the pain of youth? It is a pain that hits the heart directly, a pain that acts on the body. Pain does not draw an imperfect end to youth, but an ellipsis.
Tired and then sad, sad and then heartbroken, heartbroken and then heartbroken. Then, he was covered in bruises.
Piecing together the broken heart again, but no longer being able to fill the cracks. Dark and hidden corners, not squeezing in a single ray of light.
The completion of the final exam also means that all the university courses are over, and only one graduation thesis is left. But the real pain that Li Meng has to face has just begun.
She dreamed of a cute little angel waving his wings saying goodbye to her......
Since Li Meng stepped onto the cold and ruthless operating table, the cheerful, optimistic, and confident school girl in the past has been gone forever......
Before, she didn't believe in the youth in those youth films, but now, she does.
Li Meng's youth is the most abusive and bloody youth film. Of course, there is also a little sweetness, and those sweetness are just left to her by her crush.
I thought I had been bitten by a dog and died a heroic death, which was just one of the most tragic rituals that youth had given me.
After the ceremony, she felt reborn, this is the transformation of growth!
Oh, my unforgettable pain! My goddamn youth!
If the youth in school could do it all over again, I wouldn't want to live like this. No, it's better not to do it again, what if it's another repeat?
In such a dead cycle, she kowtowed and bled to the core, and she couldn't find an exit.
At night, Li Meng had another dream, she dreamed that she was performing acrobatics on the stage like a puppet, and the spikes were covered with the ground under the stage, pointing directly at her.
After the performance, she was chained and confined to a cage, and every audience member was allowed to stick a knife in her body. In the end, she was covered in scars and blood, and fell to the ground......
She woke up from her crying and realized that it was really just a dream. However, she understands that this is also a cruel and unforgiving reality.
Each of them had a sharp knife in her body, in her heart, and stabbed her deeply or shallowly. And these knives are already embedded in the flesh, and it is difficult to pull them out again.
Wang Panpan's glittering silver and luxurious sharp knife, the edge of which was also coated with poison, pierced the most inconspicuous part of her back at the shallowest point.
Day by day, the liquid was penetrating her skin and seeping into her bloodstream, and sadly, Li Meng had not yet felt the most vicious pain in her back.
After returning to Qingcheng during the winter vacation, Wang Panpan asked Li Meng to go shopping and buy clothes together, because she was going to see Cao Mingjun again.
In fact, Wang Panpan had already learned from Cha Zhenxun that the two of them had separated.
She was afraid of talking about gangs, so she didn't dare to ask Li Meng again.
After forcibly breaking up with Li Meng, Cha Zhenxun contacted Wang Panpan.
"Pan Pan, this woman you recommended to me is not reliable!"
"How is it unreliable? You're still not satisfied? ”
"I didn't even meet my most basic standards, which was terrible."
"I was kind enough to give you the old moon, and you still blame me? It's as if you've suffered a loss, and I wouldn't have helped you if I had known. ”
"Pan Pan, I said the wrong thing, palm, palm! I just wanted to tell you that I broke up with her, hehe. ”
……
Wang Panpan observed Li Meng and found that she didn't show anything abnormal, she was still smiling.
Hmph, I really underestimated your psychological quality, and you still live such a quality life! Why don't you kill yourself? Don't you have an inferiority complex? Wang Panpan thought.
Wang Panpan may have forgotten that she herself is not necessarily better than Li Meng. Isn't she the woman who is a junior and wants to have an abortion after coming to a house?
"Pan Pan, I broke up again." Li Meng suddenly spat out.
"Oh? Who are you going to be with this time? ”
"Zha Zhenxun, Jin Shaobin's classmate, met at the birthday party. Hey, don't you know we've been together? ”
"I really don't know."
"Pan Pan, you don't care about other people, so Sangxin!"
"How can I be! You break up and get hurt for a while, and then you change your boyfriend again, and this object, breakup or something has become commonplace. I can only say that this time I didn't wait to ask, and you broke up. ”
"Alright! Say whatever you want. This time, I have a new injury and an old pain, and I am completely muddy. Before one pit could come out, it jumped into another. ”
"You see how single-minded I am, I don't have an ex-boyfriend."
"I want to too! But I was always broken up, I never dumped a man, I was always dumped by a man. Do you know what it tastes like? ”
"Never want to know, I'm the only one who dumps someone else."
"Okay, you're amazing!"
"Mengmeng, can you tell me why you broke up?"
"Because he said I wasn't the kind of girl he liked. Ah! Divide it, how can there be so many whys. People want to break up, and I can't still fight to the death? ”
"Uh-huh, it's the point."
……
Staying at home and surfing the Internet, Li Meng found that a strange girl had added her QiuQiu, but she felt as if she didn't know the girl.
How did she know about me? I've turned on Problem Verification! Looks like she must know me.
Li Meng stepped on her space and found that almost all the content in this woman's space was related to Zha Zhenxun.
Li Meng can see from the feelings she has shared in the past few months that she likes Zha Zhenxun very much and is very reluctant to Zha Zhenxun.
Looking carefully, Li Meng also found that Zha Zhenxun also said the same words as this girl to imagine the future, like why in two years, he will carry a sedan chair to marry you and go home.
The man's promise is really to say it to anyone, it turns out that it's all nonsense!
The most hateful thing is that Li Meng saw that Zha Zhenxun broke up with this woman after clarifying the relationship between men and women with herself.
Didn't we establish a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship long before we had skin-to-skin kisses? And at this time, why are you still in contact with her and haven't broken up with her yet?
Isn't this "eating in the bowl and looking into the pot"? Li Meng felt that this was essentially no different from stepping on two boats.
She hates this kind of man the most, isn't this kind of trick a kind of deception to women? Is it fun to use us as a spare tire? Li Meng was half angry.
If I had known that he was such a person, I would never have agreed to be with him, and I would not have suffered the kind of pain I suffer today.
She suddenly felt that that girl might have the same disease as herself, and she might not even know that Zha Zhenxun lied to her, and she didn't know that he was a complete scumbag!
It can also be seen from this girl's space that she still loves Cha Zhenxun deeply. She loves so much that she has no ego at all, so much so that she keeps blaming herself. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "Love This Dead Cycle Claw Book House" for free for the first time.