15 We do not collect waste
I cried heartbreakingly, heartbreakingly, and wreaking havoc.
I am alone here to exude my misery, to show my sadness, I have no choice but to cry to vent the endless grievances in my heart.
I don't know how long I cried, but the next moment, an angry voice suddenly came into my ears: "What are you crying about there?" ”
I turned my head and saw a head, yes, a head, and I was startled, I stopped crying, and I looked at him, and I saw a man coming out of a well in the sewer, and his body was underneath, so I could only see the head.
I looked at him pitifully, and when I saw that his face was fierce, I didn't dare to make a sound, and the man said coldly, "Come down with me!" ”
I didn't dare not listen, so I had to go down, only to find that there was a hole below, the space was very large, and I couldn't see the end at a glance, I didn't expect that there was such a secret place in the school.
There were four or five boys in school uniforms in the sewers, smoking and drinking together, and there were drinks on the ground.
The student who told me to come down angrily shouted at me, "You are wailing from above? I've put up with you for a long time, what are you crying wolf about? "This student is quite handsome, he exudes a strong domineering spirit, but he must be a bastard, because there is a fierce aura between his eyebrows, and he is obviously the boss of this group.
When I looked at these people, I knew that they were by no means good, and an idea suddenly sprung up in my heart to let these people be my backers.
Even though I know that my hope is very slim, but I have no way out, I will be bullied by the strong son like this, I will have to get out of school sooner or later, now I must not sit still, as long as these people can help me, I don't need to be afraid of the strong son anymore.
I gave myself a little confidence again, and then I plucked up the courage to tell them what happened to me, and after I finished speaking, I said tenaciously: "Brothers, can you help me take revenge?" As long as you can help me, I will do whatever you ask me to do! ”
When they heard what I said, they all looked at me with a shameful smile on their faces, and they looked at me contemptuously, and the vicious boy stared at me for a while, and said with interest: "Take off your mask and hat!" ”
I hesitated for a long time, took off my hat and mask, and closed my eyes at the same time.
It was very quiet, the silence was terrible, I didn't dare to open my eyes for a long time, I didn't have to look, just by guessing, I could guess what kind of eyes they would look at me.
I don't know how long it took, there was still no movement in the sewers, I couldn't help it anymore, I slowly opened my eyes, and saw that these people in front of me didn't look at me anymore, but continued to do their thing, eating and eating, drinking and drinking, smoking and smoking, as if they thought I was air.
I looked at them in confusion, I couldn't understand the situation in front of me, didn't they hate me, didn't they dislike me? Shouldn't they kick me out at this time?
After a long time, I still stood still, no matter how embarrassed I was, I would never move, because I didn't know whether I should go or not.
In the end, the vicious student said lightly: "You are the ugly monster that has been rumored in the school recently?" ”
Hearing this person's words, I laughed self-deprecating in my heart, I didn't expect that my "popularity" in school had risen to this point.
I nodded with low self-esteem and didn't say anything.
The vicious student said calmly: "I've heard about you, I want to ask you, why don't you resist when you are bullied like a dog?" ”
I hesitated for a long time before I resigned, "I ...... I don't dare! ”
The vicious student paused and asked, "Why don't you dare?" ”
I whispered, "I'm afraid! ”
He was silent for two seconds, and said again: "What are you afraid of, others are human, and you are not human?" What's more, you're still a man, everyone else is riding on your head and, but you're still holding back, what a coward, if I were you, I would have rolled up and rolled out of school by myself, because I don't have the face to continue to stay. ”
When I heard this, my soul seemed to tremble, he was right, I was a coward, I knew in my heart what I was, I was incompetent, I was useless, I was a waste.
I still lowered my head and said in a muffled voice: "I also want to resist, but I am not an opponent, every time I resist, I will only be beaten more severely, so I can only endure it!" ”
The vicious student stared at me for a long time, didn't say anything more, shook his head and sighed, turned around and continued drinking with his brothers, as if he didn't intend to talk to me anymore.
Seeing this, I knew that I should leave, they didn't want to pay attention to my coward, but I was unwilling, I wanted to try again, they were not like other people, they bullied me when they saw my ugly face, and even talked to me in a good voice, maybe I still have a chance.
I tried my best to calm myself, and after brewing for a while, I mustered up the courage to face the vicious student and said solemnly: "Big brother, can you let me follow you!" ”
My only saviors are them, and they are my last hope.
It's just that hope is not always easy to achieve, especially for someone like me who is naturally unlucky.
When the people present heard my words, they all showed stunned expressions, and the surroundings, which were still a little noisy, suddenly fell silent, and the next moment, they all showed chuckles, and looked at me with great disdain, and the faces of the vicious students were very flat, and they couldn't see what he thought of me.
The vicious student didn't respond to me, but a student next to me who was full of temper quipped: "Brother Long, this kid is quite whimsical." ”
Brother Long lit a cigarette and smoked it slowly, in the midst of the smoke, he looked me up and down, and after a long time, he said loudly: "I ask you a few questions, do you want to follow me, do you want me to be your wronged boss and wipe your ass for you, or do you sincerely want to mess with me." ”
Brother Long's two questions directly made me nervous, and I hesitated: "Brother Long, I sincerely want to talk to you, because I don't want to be bullied anymore." ”
Seeing my shitty appearance, Brother Long shook his head in disappointment, but he was still very patient and said: "You can follow me if you want, but I don't accept waste, none of our people are waste, you tell me first, what you will do, what you can do, if you can satisfy me, I will accept you." ”
I didn't even have time to think about it, so I just replied, "I can do anything!" ”
Brother Long immediately spoke: "Since you can do anything, then go to the person who bullied you to take revenge, and set an example for me, as long as you dare to go, you will follow me in the future, I guarantee that no one will dare to bully you." ”
As soon as Brother Long's words came out, I immediately softened and said decadently: "I can't beat him!" ”
Brother Long sneered: "If you can't beat it, you won't fight?" You will always be bullied by him. ”
I said with a bitter face: "I really can't beat it, I tried, he can lift me up with one hand, I can't break free at all, and my strength is not as strong as his, he can put me down with one punch." ”
Bang!
With a muffled sound, Brother Long suddenly picked up a brick on the ground and threw it on my ground, only to see Brother Long said coldly: "If you can't beat it with your fists, then use this, you take this brick to give him a bit, he will never dare to bully you in the future." ”
I was stunned, I took a breath and paused, this Brother Long is too ruthless, this brick is very big, if it is really slapped on people's heads, the consequences will not be small.
Seeing that I hesitated, Brother Long said angrily: "What? Can't? Didn't you say you could do anything? You can't beat him, I've thought of a way for you now, but you still don't dare? ”
My body froze, fell into deep thought, looking at Brother Long's appearance, he was not joking, as long as I dare to pick up this brick and go to Qiangzi for revenge, no matter what happens afterwards, Brother Long will definitely cover me.
But the fierce appearance of the hadron flashed in my mind, and my courage dissipated, I couldn't do it, I really couldn't do it!
I struggled: "Brother Long, I still don't dare!" ”
This time, Brother Long no longer gave me a chance, and immediately said coldly: "If you don't dare, get out!" After saying that, he turned around and ignored me.
I immediately panicked, and hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Don't, I don't dare to fight, but I can do other things, I can wash your clothes, buy cigarettes for you, you have no alcohol to drink, I will buy it for you, if you have no money, I can give it to you." "I'm humble.
Brother Long refused: "Clothes, we can wash them ourselves, cigarettes and alcohol, we can buy them ourselves, money, we don't lack it, you can go." "Brother Long seems to be very disappointed in me, no matter what I say, he will not agree.
I refused to leave, and just wanted to speak again, but Brother Long immediately glared at me and said fiercely: "Get out!" No more nonsense, be careful that you will have one more enemy of us. ”
Others also chimed in: "Hurry up and get out of acquainted situations, we don't take care of waste here." ”
Brother Long gave an eviction order, his fierce appearance scared me softly, I didn't dare to say anything more, otherwise Brother Long would really beat me, in desperation, I had to walk out of the sewer.
As soon as I came out, my heart was sour, but I didn't dare to cry, I was afraid that as soon as I cried, Brother Long would run out and drag me in and beat me up, so I had to find a place far away and continue to cry.
The last hope was shattered, my future was bleak and colorless, I could even guess how miserable my life would be in the future, perhaps, I should really drop out of school, only by dropping out of school and hiding back in a small orphanage, I could be safe.
The orphanage is my safe haven.
This idea came to mind, and it intensified, but on the road to the sky, this hope was shattered, but soon, it ushered in a new hope, but this time was hope or despair?
I thought that God would open his eyes and want to give me some good luck, but I didn't expect that this was the beginning of my deepest despair......