Chapter 36: Mucha's Diary
Sometimes people are such strange things, if the person you care about the most doesn't speak, it's okay, if you still say comforting yourself, all the strength, all the armor will be taken off at that moment, and Su Jin also belongs to this type of person.
Suddenly, Su Jin threw herself into Chu Linyu's arms and began to cry.
Chu Linyu's arms were very warm, the taste was refreshing, and it smelled good, but Su Jin wiped his snot and tears into Chu Linyu's arms.
Chu Linyu didn't blame Su Jin, and gently rubbed her head: "Okay, vent well, tomorrow is a new day, let's work together ......"
Su Jin didn't continue to listen to the latter words, because the whole day's rushing eyes made her whole person reach a limit, and it was really too warm in Chu Linyu's arms.
Chu Linyu felt that the crying of the person in his arms gradually became quieter, and only then did he find that Su Jin was asleep, and found that in the past few days, Su Jin had fallen asleep in his arms more and more times.
But it's better to fall asleep than to keep crying.
picked up Su Jin and put her on the bed, I don't know if she was also sleeping with those bad things, and she was still sobbing while sleeping.
took out a tissue, wiped all the tears on her face, and carefully covered the quilt, Chu Linyu dared to go out with confidence.
After Chu Linyu walked out, Su Jin, who was supposed to be asleep, slowly opened his eyes.
Yes, she wasn't asleep at all.
Because on the one hand, she doesn't know how to face Chu Linyu, and the other reason is that she is afraid that Chu Linyu will ask why she can't walk the catwalk, if she can't say why, will Chu Linyu suspect that she is an impostor?
Everything hit his mind, so in the end, Su Jin could only pretend to be asleep.
God knows how painful she is now, many times, she wants to tell Chu Linyu the truth, in fact, Muxia's soul has long disappeared, and now there is another soul in her body!
But every time at this time, there is also a voice in my heart, shouting for her to talk about it for a while, and then talk about it after enjoying this tenderness, so I put it off again and again, and in the end I don't want to say it anymore.
People will always become the person they least like in the end, Su Jin hates being so greedy now, but she is helpless.
Lying on the bed, Su Jin couldn't sleep at all, her mind kept thinking about some messy things all night, and there was no time to stop at all, so when she got up, Su Jin felt that her brain had a headache.
It's time to go to the company, but Su Jin doesn't even want to move, if you can, let yourself be a turtle with a shrunken head.
Su Jin sighed, feeling depressed, and wanted to smoke a cigarette to vent, but she didn't know if there were cigarettes and lighters in Muxia's room.
I had to look around.
But just when Su Jin opened the bedside table, he was attracted by a red book inside.
Out of curiosity, Su Jin picked up the book and opened it.
Xiujuan's font instantly came into view, and after taking a closer look at the font on it, Su Jin's eyes suddenly lit up.
This book is nothing else, it turned out to be Mucha's diary, I didn't expect Mucha to have the habit of writing a diary!
Although I know that it is a very unkind thing to look through other people's diaries, but thinking about it now, I am already in Muxia's body, what else is there to be afraid of!
Thinking about it this way, I have a lot of confidence.
After reading two pages, Su Jin's eyes slowly sank.
In this diary, all the records are about Chu Linyu and Muxia.
January 28:
This is my first day with Linyu, and I don't know why I wrote this diary, maybe I want to write down the days I spent with him in the notebook, so that it will be convenient to recall in the future, of course, I also hope that Linyu can remember with me!
January 29:
Today is the second day I am with Linyu, it's a pity, he's going to film today, and there's no way to accompany me, but it doesn't matter, I also have a notice today, the busy days make time pass quickly, and I believe that Linyu will be able to accompany me soon.
February 3rd:
Linyu finally came back, and brought me my favorite mango cake, but we are secretly in love, and we can't let others know, and it's really sad to meet secretly, but I must also increase my coffee position through my own efforts, and be with Linyu openly!
……
There is a lot of content in it, but Su Jin patiently reads it page by page.
For example, Mucha wrote in a diary that she and Chu Linyu went to the amusement park together, and the two of them played the merry-go-round together, played the roller coaster, and made a Ferris wheel together, and at the highest point, they kissed together.
Because the Ferris wheel has a very romantic legend, the highest point of the legendary Ferris wheel, two people who love each other kissed together, which means that they have decided to be together for a lifetime under the witness of the gods, and will never be separated, hoping that the gods can bless and bless them.
It's a pity that Mucha may not have expected that things would be so dramatic, and in the end it was herself who was in her body.
Every page of the diary is recorded in great detail, almost everything they are together is written in it, and the text is also very delicate, you can feel that Mucha must be a sensitive and careful girl.
But looking at the content in this, Su Jin's inner affairs became even more bitter.
I have always said that I am a loyal fan of Chu Linyu, and I don't even know that he has been in love for so long, but it is no wonder that Chu Linyu likes Muxia, such a gentle girl, I also like it very much, but she is Su Jin after all, and it is impossible for her to become Muxia.
Chu Linyu must like Mucha very much, otherwise they broke up for so long, and Chu Linyu would still miss Muxia.
But seriously, why did Mucha choose to break up with Chu Linyu in the first place? The entry was almost completely wet with tears, barely recognizable for a few words.
Su Jin rubbed her face a little tiredly, and suddenly wanted to laugh, but grinned, and tears began to fall again.
How do you feel that you have become more and more glassy recently, you know, even if I failed the concert before, I would not be so depressed!
patted her face, trying to cheer herself up again, but she shot out more tears, holding the diary in her hand, Su Jin howled and cried, in fact, she shouldn't have entered Muxia's body after she died.
I also want to tell Chu Linyu everything, but once I say it, I can no longer enjoy Chu Linyu's gentleness!
So, Su Jin made a decision, and this decision was the most despicable decision she had ever made in more than twenty years of her life!
If you don't say anything to Chu Linyu, you will replace Muxia, live well instead of yourself, and don't say anything to Chu Linyu!
Although it is very selfish, if Mucha really appears in front of her one day, she will return everything to him as long as she wants.
It's just that before this, I hope that I can enjoy my current life, and now Chu Linyu's gentleness towards himself is enough!
……
In the afternoon, Xu Panpan came, and as soon as he entered the door, he was startled to see Su Jin's pale face, and hurriedly stepped forward to see if Su Jin had a fever.
Fortunately, everything is working fine.
"Muxia, I know you definitely haven't eaten, I bought you your favorite lean porridge, come and eat a little."
had no appetite, but didn't want Xu Panpan to worry, Su Jin had no choice but to nod, sat on the chair weakly, and drank the porridge without a mouthful.
"Muxia, you don't have to worry, Sister Mei has already helped you get it, and the company has also issued a public announcement, saying that your health has not been good recently, so there was a mistake, and netizens are also very considerate of you, so there are not too many trolls, you, don't take it to heart."
While speaking, Xu Panpan poured a glass of water and put it beside Su Jin.
Seriously, I was ready to be sprayed to death by trolls, but now I heard Xu Panpan say that those netizens were considerate of him, and hurriedly opened his mobile phone to check.
Not to mention, there are a lot of announcements on this Internet, and in the comments, they are all unexpectedly encouraging Mucha.
"It's actually normal to fall on the stage, but what surprised me was that Mucha stood up immediately and walked the show below, life should be like this, even if you fall, just get up again!"
"Although I fell, but the show behind me walked very well, people, they all make mistakes, not to mention that Mucha is also the first time to appear on such a big stage, and it is normal to be nervous."
"Five years ago, someone also fell on this stage, but after falling, he fell on the spot and fell in place, completely disrupting the order of the models in the back, although Mucha said that the front was not good, but fortunately, the back was not bad, so I didn't spray!"
Su Jin didn't even care about drinking the porridge, so she looked at the comments intently, and it was really unexpected, and they were really all praise, encouragement, and very few bad reviews.
"Sister Mei asked you to go to the company in a while, saying that she wanted to discuss with you about your next route, Muxia, go and clean up after you finish eating."
Sister Mei also issued a statement on this matter, otherwise, she wouldn't have been sprayed to death by trolls! In my heart, the original negative emotions towards Sister Mei began to gradually dissipate.
After eating the porridge, after washing up, Panpan took it out.
After coming to the company, the people in the company all looked at Mucha with a strange look, and what was even more exaggerated was that there was a large group of reporters around the door of the company.
"Mucha, how do you feel about yesterday's catwalk?"
"Will this fall have any impact on your modeling career? Any ideas for the future? ”