7 The most important thing for a man is dignity
Step by step, I walked slowly behind Wang Ruoqi, I stopped and got my mask, I was afraid that my mask was crooked, and my ugly face would be exposed, which would scare her!
I took a deep breath, plucked up my courage, walked around to her, and said hello tremblingly: "You... Hello! "I was so nervous that I was a little shaky when I spoke.
Wang Ruoqi raised her head in surprise and looked at me, at this moment, I met her gaze, so close, I found that her eyes were very bright, shining, there was no trace of filth in her eyes, very clean, just like her person.
A simple look, I immediately panicked, inferiority complex, so I didn't dare to look at her eyes, I had to step aside and gently press the hat.
After Wang Ruoqi glanced at me lightly, she lowered her head and continued to eat, and while eating, she said impatiently: "What's the matter?" Say it! ”
Her tone was flat, and she didn't seem to want to see me, which undoubtedly made me more nervous, and half of the courage I had mustered up seemed to be gone.
For a while, I was in a trance, and I didn't know what to say to Wang Ruoqi, and I couldn't hold back a word for a long time.
Seeing me squirming and pinching, Wang Ruoqi became even more impatient, she raised her head, glanced at me angrily, and said, "Is there anything wrong?" I'll leave if it's okay. After saying that, she picked up the meal that had only eaten a few bites, got up and was about to leave.
Seeing that she was really leaving, I didn't have time to think about it, so I immediately said, "Wait! ”
Wang Ruoqi got up and stood in place, and said with a hint of disgust: "If you have something to say, if you have a fart, let it go, you are still not a man, how can you look like a big girl?" ”
I looked at what she had eaten, and there was a lot left, and I couldn't help but wonder if it was because I was disgusting her. So she can't eat?
Wang Ruoqi saw that I had been staring at the rice on her plate, and thought I wanted to eat, so she gave me a blank look, pushed it in front of me, and said, "What? Want to eat? Then take it and eat it. ”
Hearing this, I hurriedly shook my head and said, "No, I didn't want to eat." ”
Wang Ruoqi was even less irritable, and said with a little anger: "Then what do you want to do?" Can you say it quickly. ”
I swallowed my saliva, raised my head slightly, looked at her with courage, and said sincerely: "Thank you for what happened last time." With that, I nervously lowered my head again.
Wang Ruoqi replied lightly: "It's nothing, everyone is a classmate, it's just a gesture." With that, Wang Ruoqi turned around and left.
However, as soon as she took two steps, as if she had something to say, she stopped again, turned around, and said softly: "Zhang Qiang bullied you so much that day, but you were indifferent and let him bully, why didn't you resist?" This tone is a bit of a question.
Facing Wang Ruoqi's questioning, I bowed my head deeply and said in a trembling voice: "I, I don't dare!" "The way I look now, I must be cowardly, even shameful.
Wang Ruoqi was slightly surprised: "Why? ”
Wang Ruoqi is beautiful and sweet, dressed decently and generously, just like Xia Lu before, such a girl has been surrounded by many flower messengers since she was a child, and Wang Ruoqi's family background must be very good, because she wears famous brands all over her body, and grew up with a golden key, I am afraid that she has never known what bullying is since she was a child, let alone understand the feeling of being discriminated against and bullied since she was a child.
In the face of Wang Ruoqi's surprised question, I couldn't say anything, let me say that I was scared of being beaten by a strong son? Scared by the means of hadrons? I really can't open it.
Wang Ruoqi suddenly raised her tone and said, "What about you, dumb?" ”
I secretly sighed in my heart, shook my head and said, "It's nothing, I'll go first!" I turned around with my head down, ready to get out of here.
I was just about to leave, Wang Ruoqi said behind me: "If you are still a man, next time he bullies you again, you must resist, if you don't resist, no one will help you, if you endure again and again, in exchange for not peace, but intensified bullying, although I don't know what you have experienced, but I know that the most important thing for a man is dignity!" ”
After listening to what Wang Ruoqi said, I smiled wryly, took a step and continued to walk forward, until I walked out of the cafeteria.
I was walking back to my dorm and had just walked downstairs when the accident happened again.
Qiangzi came out of nowhere with a few people, blocking in front of me, I suddenly felt uncomfortable, an ominous premonition swept over, I closed my eyes, and secretly said in my heart, coming, finally coming, should come, after all, it is coming.
In the past few days, Qiangzi has made a lot of friends in the class, and he seems to have changed back to when he was in the orphanage, always followed by a few children and a few people to bully me.
Qiangzi smiled gloomily, glanced at the food I packed back to the dormitory, and said in a strange manner: "It's quite self-aware, and you know how to pack, you look like eating in the cafeteria, others are estimated to vomit when they see it, and you will think about others, not bad." ”
Qiangzi patted me approvingly on the shoulder, as if a father was educating his son.
I lowered my head and trembled, "Qiangzi, is there something wrong with you?" ”
As soon as I finished speaking, Qiangzi suddenly shook his hand and slapped me, and said fiercely: "What's the matter?" Are you too embarrassed to ask? The last time the matter is not over, this time Wang Ruoqi is not here, I see who can give you a head. ”
This slap was very heavy, my ears were buzzing, people were stunned, I was very scared in my heart, I felt very wronged, I covered my face, and I didn't dare to say anything.
Before he could recover from it, Qiangzi slapped him with his backhand, and then said sharply: "You ugly pussy is still as annoying as before, and you need a woman to help you get ahead." ”
Wang Ruoqi helped me speak, reminding Qiangzi that in the orphanage, Xia Lu stood up for me, after all, Xia Lu beat Qiangzi for me, so Qiangzi was very angry in retrospect, and he seemed to vent all this anger on me.
I was slapped twice by the strong son, my head was dizzy, tears were beaten out by him, my heart was even more scared, I didn't dare to do anything, I could only stand stiffly in place, silently endured, just hoping to get through it quickly.
But Qiangzi obviously didn't intend to let me go so easily, Qiangzi snatched the packed meal from my hand, smashed it in my face, and scolded loudly: "You stinky shit, you also deserve to eat?" You should eat, after all, you look like a piece of. ”
The lunch box full of food smashed on the bridge of my nose, and my nose ached for a while, and tears flowed uncontrollably.
The food was spilled on the ground, and when I cried, I suddenly had a bad premonition, only to hear Qiangzi say gloomily: "I told my classmates that you had eaten the food that fell on the ground before, but the classmates didn't believe it, and now the opportunity has come again, you can perform with your classmates again." ”
After Qiangzi finished speaking, a boy behind him also said: "Qin Shou, you can eat it again, we also want to open our eyes, after all, we haven't seen it, how can people eat this kind of garbage, you just eat it for us, anyway, it's not the first time you've eaten it." ”
Hearing this, my heart "thumped", as if it was broken, is this still human words? Or did they not see me as a human being at all?
Not only that, but everyone else also showed anticipation and longing.
Seeing this, I secretly clenched my fists, remembering what Wang Ruoqi said to me just now, she asked me to resist, at this moment, I really wanted to raise my fist and swing it at Qiangzi's underbeaten face.
But I raised my head slightly, and I saw Qiangzi's sturdy figure and his perverted smile, I was cowardly, I didn't dare, I really didn't dare!
I tried to resist before, but the end was a hundred times worse than the current situation, so how dare I resist?
I thought of another sentence from Wang Ruoqi, the most important thing for a man is dignity!
I don't know where the courage came from, I didn't dare to resist, I didn't dare to fight back against the strong son, but I must not let the strong son trample on my dignity, I will not be stupid to follow his wishes.
Thinking of this, I seemed to have a sense of arrogance, my rickety back was also straightened, and my body couldn't help but exude the vastness that a man should have......