Looking back, I woke up from a big dream - Xiao Yan

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When Xiaoyan was thrown into the river, she thought, the water is so cool in autumn. 13579246810

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Xiao Yan's surname is Jin, this noble surname does not bring her much use, but her family is poor, this surname is even more ironic.

When she hadn't entered the Ye Mansion yet, she was also a yellow flower girl, but because her family was poor, she was fourteen years old, and no one had come to propose marriage.

Mrs. Jin was pregnant for ten months, and she gave birth to a female baby, so she couldn't help but pay little attention to this daughter, and she didn't bother to take the name, so she was simply called Jin Wa.

Jinwa was born diligent, and at a young age, she dressed like a boy and went out to work for a large family, because she was far away from people on weekdays, and she didn't like to talk, and no one really found out that she was a daughter at first.

Later, when he was fifteen years old, the changes in his body became more and more unbearable, so he simply went home and helped Mrs. Jin to be a female celebrity. But I'm used to doing manual work, and when I touch these things, I can't do it.

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Jin Wa remembers that the day she escaped from Jin's house, it was raining very hard.

It was her sixteenth birthday, and Mrs. Kim made an unprecedented meal to celebrate her birthday.

She felt frightened and ignored the guilty faces of her father and brother sitting on the side.

It wasn't until she felt a little dizzy that she realized that she had been drugged in the glass of wine she was drinking. She tried to stand up, but was held down by several big men who came out of the back room, and only heard: "In this case, we will take her back." Being able to be my lord's concubine is a blessing for your Jin family! ”

Mrs. Jin smiled flatteringly, took the money, and didn't look at Jin Wa's tearful face, but said, "My little girl will trouble the master to take care of it." ”

Master Jin couldn't stand it, and his son wanted Jin Wa to come back, but asked Mrs. Jin to close the door, and Jin Wa heard outside the door: "Old Jin, you yourself said that I won't suffer if I marry you......"

Jin Wa thought, maybe it was at that time that she was dead set on the Jin family.

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Those big men were not afraid of being seen at night, so they dragged the golden baby back.

Halfway through, two of them were about to relieve themselves, and only two were left watching Jinwa under the tree.

Jinwa knew that there was a river not far away, as long as she found the right opportunity at this moment and jumped in, this life would be a hundred, thinking so, she suddenly heard two screams.

She looked back and saw that the two guards were rolling around in pain with blood on their heads. Another hand grabbed her and said, "Run!" ”

Jin Wa was already a little sober, knowing that this person was here to save her, and suddenly there was wind under her feet, and she shook off the chasing person after a while.

When the two of them hid in a ruined temple, Jin Wa collapsed on the ground and rushed outside the door to see if anyone was chasing after him and said thank you.

The man seemed to be sure that he was safe, so he came over to see if Jinwa was injured.

is a young man of the same age, not as handsome as the boy on the street, but he is also good-looking, at least Jin Wa thinks so.

"Who are you?" Jinwa thought about it for a long time, but she couldn't remember who this person was.

"You don't know ...... me" The young man had a trace of grievance, but he also said seriously: "I am a servant of the Chen family, you used to pretend to be a boy to work, or I came to deliver food." ”

Jin Wa thought, there is indeed such a person, he had a lot of acne on his face at that time, although Jin Wa is not like the average daughter's family, but she doesn't like this kind of nasty look, she has not paid attention to him, but just said when she took the meal: "Brother, thank you." ”

It was okay at first, but later Jin Wa found that the old man who delivered food glanced at herself with her eyes, and thought that this person had something good about Longyang, and after feeling tired for a while, she left the Chen family.

"It's you!" Jin Wa was a little embarrassed, thought about it and asked, "So, you knew I was a woman?" ”

The young man blushed and nodded slightly.

Then there was silence, and Jin Wa felt uncomfortable, so she found something to say, "How do you know that something happened to me?" ”

The young man was a little embarrassed, scratched his head and said, "After you quit your job, I inquired a little and knew that you were here...... I also came with me, and I helped out at the tea shop......"

Jin Wa was taken aback and said, "I said that I went to the tea shop for breakfast, why did the steamed buns that I ordered come up with meat buns......"

Saying that something feels wrong, this person is very good to himself, it can't be ......

I saw the young man turn his head and ask, "Where are you going now?" You won't be able to go back to this home. ”

Jin Wa didn't care, and said with a smile: "The world is big, and there is a place for it, and I don't rarely go back." ”

The young man looked around and said, "You sleep first, I'll go outside and keep watch...... Happy birthday. ”

Jin Wa was stunned for a moment, and then she realized that today was her birthday, she smiled, nodded at the man, and went inside to find a clean place to lie down. Then I heard the man gently break down the door and go out of the temple.

When the young man woke up, he saw Jin Wa who was still sleeping through the crack, smiled, and thought about going to the front to buy some food for Jin Wa. As for the future, I am going to eat while eating.

When he came here again with the hot buns, Jin Wa had already left by herself, and the buns in the young man's arms fell to the ground, and he felt that the morning wind was really cold......

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There are actually many reasons for Jinwa's departure.

First, it's naturally not good to bother this young man who doesn't have much impression of himself; Second, since the Jin family ruthlessly abandoned her, she no longer wants to believe that there is a true love in the world......

She didn't know where to go, so she pulled out a copper plate in her arms, "the front side goes south, and the back side continues north," she thought, and a shiny copper plate landed steadily—the back.

Jin Wa picked it up and thought with a smile, it's summer, it's cooler to the north.

Half a month away, she met many people, men and women, old and young...... In the end, no one could give her a stable life until she passed through Lianghe Town.

It happened that Mrs. Ye Jialin was gone, and the Ye Mansion was short of people, and the girl who met her in the tea shop told her: "Eh, you have nowhere to go, it's better to try your luck, if the Ye family wants you to go in, no matter what, there will be a place to stay." ”

Jin Wa thanked her, and after thinking about it, she felt reasonable, so she knelt at the door of the Ye Mansion like other people who seemed to be working hard, waiting for the housekeeper to come and receive people.

At that time, there was a woman kneeling beside her who was not inferior to everyone's beautiful appearance, and she smiled at the Ye family who came and went, and she was disdainful of them, the ragged poor.

Jinwa's instinct tells herself, follow her, follow her!

Sure enough, on the second day, the Ye family came to mourn. Jin Wa couldn't understand at the time, Master Ye was dead, although she loved Mrs. Lin very much, but how sad these mourners were, Master Ye couldn't see it again, why are they like this?

The woman beside her snorted coldly and whispered, "Where did you come to condole?" The Ye family is in danger now, who doesn't want to come to find out in person? After she finished speaking, she looked at the sun and complained: "It's really hot, it seems that there is no shortage of maids to serve in this Ye family, I'm leaving." With that, he got up.

As soon as he walked into the tea shop opposite the door of the Ye family, the housekeeper of the Ye family came out, with a sad face that could not be hidden, and he asked: "Come to a good-looking one, the person who wants to serve tea in front of him." ”

Many people responded, but they were all poor people, all of them were unkempt, where could they get their eyes?

Jin Wa shouted, "Lord Butler, I have someone here!" ”

With that, she got up and ran into the tea shop, dragging the woman out of the way.

The housekeeper looked at it carefully, and seemed to be satisfied, so he asked the woman to go in, thought about it and pointed to Jinwa: "She will also take it away, she is a person with vision." ”

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Jin Wa doesn't know much about the funeral, she has been following the mother-in-law in the kitchen to cook the fire and serve food, and it is difficult to go to the front yard on weekdays, but she can eat and dress warmly, and there is ** to sleep.

Until the day when she met the maid in the same room, she asked Jin Wa to bring the ginseng soup that Mrs. Ye wanted to drink to the backyard, waiting for the maid in Mrs. Ye's room to pick it up.

Jin Wa carefully carried the soup out, and there were some beautiful scenes on the road. When she arrived at the place, she didn't see the person who took the soup coming, and she didn't know how to change that day, so she stood there for a long time with a soup bowl alone.

After a while, a shadow came. As soon as she took the soup bowl, Jin Wa said in surprise: "Isn't this the sister of the day!" ”

When the woman saw it, she saw that it was Jin Wa, so she pulled out a smile and said, "It turned out to be you, I think that I can go to the old lady's house to serve you that day, why are you serving in the kitchen?" ”

Jin Wa nodded, and the woman said: "I'm not the kind of ungrateful person, so I'll find an opportunity to say a few kind words for you and let you go to the front yard on an errand." ”

Jin Wa was naturally very grateful, and after waiting for a few days, someone came to her and asked her to change into clean clothes and go to the eldest lady's courtyard to serve.

Although I had to clean outside, water the flowers, and sometimes have to make a meal, it was a lot easier after all.

Who knows, Ye Rong is suspicious by nature, and the people around her use it, except for a personal maid Cuiping, no one is close to her. It just so happened that Jin Wa was respectful to Cui Ping on weekdays, so she was fortunate to be promoted to serve in the inner room.

When she arrived in the inner room, Jin Wa realized that the Ye family was also so good-looking. Not to mention that food, clothing, housing and transportation have been greatly improved, and when I meet a few new arrivals on weekdays, I have to listen to them call me "sister", Jinwa is very happy. At that time, she also changed her name to Xiaoyan.

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One day, Ye Rong took Cuiping and Xiaoyan to the East Courtyard to greet Mrs. Ye.

Xiao Yan helped Ye Rong in, and saw the woman at a glance. Old Madam Ye smiled and asked Ye Rong to sit down, and ordered, "Xiao Yun, serve tea." ”

It turned out that her name was Xiao Yun, Xiao Yan thought so, and after a few more glances, she didn't say anything more.

It's just that she didn't guess Xiao Yun's thoughts at the time: "She's just a lowly embryo from the kitchen, and she deserves to stand here?" ”

Xiao Yan waited for Ye Rong to have breakfast in the East Courtyard, and was about to go back, and she didn't dare to look around with her head down along the way. Suddenly, seeing Ye Rong stop, she heard her smile and said, "Rong'er asks the second brother for peace." ”

Second brother? The second young master of the Ye family, Ye Luying? Xiao Yan raised her head curiously, and after seeing the people around Ye Luying clearly, she almost shouted, that young man! How did you get here?

The young man was not shocked, and he saluted Ye Rong and left with Ye Luying.

In the next few days, the two often met, but when Xiao Yan saw someone approaching, she hurriedly ran away.

Waiting for her to return to the courtyard, she found that the air in the house was a little different from usual.

Ye Rong sat in front of the room, Cui Ping waited on the side, shaking her head slightly.

I only heard Ye Rong scolding: "It's really day and night, it's hard to prevent thieves!" Cui Ping behind her also had a look of disdain.

Where has Xiao Yan seen this kind of battle, she only remembers that Xiao Yun said to herself: "If you make your master angry, no matter what it is, you must first admit that you are wrong, and you must not shirk it at will." So he begged for mercy: "Ask the eldest lady for forgiveness, Xiaoyan knows that she is wrong." ”

Ye Rong was surprised, she had never seen a subordinate admit her mistake directly, but she had no place to vent her prepared reprimand for a while, and after thinking about it, she asked, "My pendant of mutton fat jade was really stolen by you?" ”

When Xiao Yan heard this, she was a little dumbfounded, but now she realized that it was Ye Rong who dropped something, and she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief and said: "The eldest lady misunderstood, Xiao Yan definitely didn't steal anything from you." ”

"You, I just confessed my guilt and I still think you still have a trace of conscience, but I didn't expect that at this moment, the preface doesn't match the afterword, there must be a ghost in your heart!" Cui Ping answered in a hurry, and after speaking, she pointed to the pendant on the case and asked, "Since you didn't steal it, how did you find it in your house?" ”

Ye Rong listened, nodded, and asked, "How do you explain?" ”

Xiao Yan knew that someone had framed her, so she argued: "Who can prove that this pendant appeared in my room and said that I stole it?" What if someone else deliberately placed it with me? Miss Wang's discerning. ”

"Mingcha?" Cui Ping seemed to hear a joke and sneered: "If you just find it in your room, it doesn't mean anything if this person has many eyes, but what if someone says that she has seen you wear it?" ”

Xiao Yan shook her head and said without hesitation: "Xiao Yan swears that she has never worn the eldest lady's objects. ”

Cui Ping gently pinched Ye Rong's shoulder and said softly, "Haven't you worn it?" So what's wrong with Miss Xiaoyun's eyes? Alas, this question is also a coincidence, as soon as I said it, I found ......" in Xiao Yan's house, which made Ye Rong, who was a little shaken when she saw Xiao Yan's righteous face, firm her thoughts.

As for Xiao Yan, as soon as she heard the word "Xiao Yun", her head was banging, she Xiao Yan had never done anything to be sorry for her, why did she bite her hard at this moment?

"Miss, you listen to my explanation......" Xiao Yan asked with a little trembling.

How do you know that Ye Rong waved her hand and said, "Can the maid next to my mother still have the courage to lie to me?" That's it, I don't dare to use you anymore, you can go. ”

A smile tugged at the corner of Cui Ping's mouth, it was in vain that she and Xiao Yun had a good match, and finally got this girl who had affected them away.

Xiao Yan begged for mercy and had no choice but to go back to pack her things. The news is like having wings, this little girl hasn't taken care of it yet, and most people in the backyard already know the news.

Ye Luying didn't want to ask, but she saw the little guy who was serving her next to her saying "wronged", and ran out like that.

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What followed was simple.

The young man arrived in time and explained that it was the pendant he stole because he admired Xiaoyan and he didn't have a token that he could get his hands on, so he was impulsive and stupid.

Xiao Yan knelt beside her in a daze and watched, watching the matter alarm Old Madam Ye, watching the young man be beaten hard and thrown into the firewood room......

Old Madam Ye couldn't find a reason to drive away Xiao Yan, but she thought that there must have been a dislike between Ye Rong and Xiao Yan this time, so she asked Xiao Yan to leave Ye Rong's house and come to the east courtyard to serve.

Everyone said that Xiao Yan was a blessing in disguise, and she was framed once, but she was able to go to the East Courtyard, which is really enviable.

Xiao Yan was dazed and accepted everyone's respect and respect day by day, until Xiao Yun took a plate of pastries to make amends, Xiao Yun took it with a smile, welcomed Xiao Yun to the seat, and said to each other that they were not, a group of sisters, even if the stomachs of the two had already been flooded with layers of sour water, Xiao Yan felt even more disgusting.

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Xiao Yan still sees the young man sometimes.

make a live target in the field where Ye Lusheng practiced archery; In the crowd carrying dung buckets; In the ranks of the winter night vigil in jackets...... When she learned that he didn't give the deed to Ye Fu, Xiao Yan finally couldn't help but ask, "Why don't you leave?" ”

"Why don't you go?" Ye Luying had already asked. However, he heard the young man say: "Here, you can see her." ”

Later, before Ye Luhuan left Yefu, he needed to hire a carriage, and the young man dragged his sick body out at night, and the next day he heard the carriage owner say: "Ouch I don't know why I alarmed the horse, so he didn't know how to run away, this alarm The horses in the entire stable woke up, he couldn't run out, and when we ventured in to see, he was trampled by the horse's hooves, it was really ......"

Xiao Yan didn't know what happened then, she only felt a hot stream of water rolling down from her eyes, she clasped her palm fiercely, and waited until the maid next to her screamed in fright, she saw her already bloody palm. "Fool's ......"

When she saw Ye Luying when she went out, she saluted respectfully and waited for the order with a smile. Ye Luying shook his head, as if he felt unworthy for the young man's death, he said, "If he wasn't for you......"

Xiao Yan was still smiling, she saw Ye Luying shaking her head in disappointment, she heard Ye Luying tell her: "You don't know his name yet, his name is 'Qin Xiang', he is a brainless, but he loves you very much." ”

Xiao Yan nodded, waiting for Ye Luying to leave, she lay on the stone table and cried, her heart aching.

Since then, except for Qin Xiang, Xiao Yan has never loved anyone again.

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Xiao Yan felt very good before she died, she had passed so many years in a daze, it was like falling into a frightening dream, she didn't know what she was living for. Now the biting water of the river reminds her that when she was kidnapped, she really had the idea of jumping into the river to commit suicide...... Nowadays, it can be regarded as the reincarnation of cause and effect.

She thanked Ye San for leaving her the last dignity and agreed to her last request: she asked not to give her a **, she wanted to be thrown off the boat sober, she wanted to know what it was like to be alive.

Xiao Yan has been used to being snubbed and abandoned since she was a child, and when she met Qin Xiang, she was used to pushing away, maybe I was wrong, she thought so.

Xiao Yan thought in a daze, in the more and more illusory river, she saw a person with a warm smile on his face, paddling a circle of bright water lines, coming towards her.

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