291 What kind of person am I?

Outside the hall, the begonias in that spring, with all their strength, bloomed vigorously, small pink flowers were all over the branches, looking from a distance, like a girl in full costume, beautiful and moving.

The mountain breeze blew slightly, and the petals shook slightly, shaking out the little bee that was collecting honey in the flowers, and it seemed to be dizzy, and it crashed into the umbrella lamp next to it in a panic.

Lin Jianshen suddenly felt that he was the little bee, dizzy, and panicked.

The little bee flapped its wings and soon soared through the air again, looking for its way home.

Wan Chaoyun sighed softly, not knowing how to answer his words with endless desolation, she used to complain about him, hate him, and be angry with him, but she also loved him, but after many years, she was no longer waiting for him.

Things are people, not everything, let's talk about it.

"Do you remember when we were outside the palace, there were such beautiful mountains and rivers."

"Now, you've given it all to someone else." He laughed to himself, "After all, I'm not as good as him." ”

"If you know, it's good." Wan Chaoyun nodded very seriously.

He chuckled when he heard this, the smile was helpless, sad, sad, and a little unconvinced, "Whoever is the cause of husband and wife, the three lives in the previous life are married, and the husband and wife in this life are matched." I always feel that I owe you a grand wedding, so that I can live up to the relationship of the three generations, and I was forced by the situation to make you a concubine, which is the biggest regret of my life. ”

He said slowly, as if he wanted to say something that had been hidden in his heart for many years, "When I was in the White Deer Cave, I often thought of the things that made you angry. ”

"At that time, Ma Aiqing told me, women, when she is angry, she will get better on her own, because the more coaxing, the worse it gets, and later, I understood that he was ridiculously wrong, and I was even more stupid."

Speaking of Ma Qirui, Wan Chaoyun thought of his words that day, and couldn't help but be shocked, "He recently learned the idea of not knowing where to blame his mother's death on his husband, I think he is no longer capable of being your first assistant." ”

Lin Jianshen sneered, "He misled me in his previous life, so I won't care about him anymore, and it is impossible for him to be given the position of first assistant." ”

Wan Chaoyun: "......"

Having said this, they were speechless, under his scorching gaze, Wan Chaoyun didn't look over, and now he couldn't think about his previous life, naΓ―ve and ridiculous, maybe, hypocritical, it was a mistake that everyone would make several times in their lives.

She just made a mistake, but this mistake spanned a bit of a long time and lasted throughout her life.

If in the previous life, if you didn't drill the horns, be a good concubine, and fight all over the harem invincible, you will not accumulate depression and become ill.

So, if you can't get along with anyone, don't get along with yourself, be a man, happiness is the most important thing, if you are unhappy, any disease will find you, bully you, and make you worse and worse.

"Is there really no way back?" He seemed to be making a final struggle, and his vicissitudes of life were full of anticipation, expecting her to say something that would allow him to deceive himself.

"Resolve grievances and release knots, and don't hate each other; One parting and two wide, each life rejoices. Your Majesty, don't embarrass yourself, maybe you don't love me that much, you just feel sorry for me, it's just that I don't rob you like others, it's just that I'm more special, sometimes, regret is also a kind of beauty, just let the past become the past. ”

He waited quietly for her to finish, then shook his head and said, "I have never hated you. ”

"It doesn't matter."

"Important." He was extremely firm, "I have been down, brilliant, dull, the future is known, no longer afraid, no longer confused, so I am very sober, I love only you, only you, not special you, beautiful you, especially you who can earn money." ”

"When you are rough, when you are rough, when you are unkempt, when you are sloppy, when you don't care about your image, I have seen it, it is deeply in my heart, and when I think about it later, I only think it is extremely cute."

"Beautiful women, sweet women, beautiful women, charming women, heroic women, I have not seen one, or two, but dozens, hundreds, all kinds of women, I only remember you, and only you are in my heart."

The wind, a little cold, as if there was going to be a terrible spring cold, Wan Chaoyun rolled up his wide sleeves, he saw the wind in the way, and looked at her with fierce eyes.

This day, this earth, this wind, this light, it seems that they are all gone, and there is only one her in my eyes.

Wan Chaoyun is willing to believe that when he washes all the lead, when he tastes all the states of the world, when he goes through the vicissitudes of life, the remaining feelings are sincere and unshakable.

However, she didn't need it anymore, she used all her energy in him, and she no longer had the strength to respond to the feelings that came to an end and were marked as upside down.

She needs something fresh, something different, something that makes her feel really young.

Coming out of the past, the resentment dissipated in the time of overcoming obstacles along the way, and looking at him again, he was just a familiar stranger.

"I have someone else in my heart, Your Majesty, I am very grateful that I have been loved by you as an equal, and will not condemn me for my disrespect; I'm very grateful to have been loved by you safely, and I won't deprive me of the power to gain a foothold in the harem because of my willful behavior. I sincerely hope that for the rest of your life, you will prosper the country and the people, and the prosperous times will be prosperous, and you will not have to work hard, work hard, and do not have to go against your will in order to balance the situation. ”

"As for Yu'er, I believe that it is our common pain, so I will bury him in my heart, do more good deeds and accumulate virtues, and hope that he will be reincarnated in a good family."

After she finished speaking, she was slightly blessed, "Your Majesty, cherish." ”

Lin Jianshen's eyes turned red in an instant, watching her salute herself, watching her turn away, such a resoluteness, the friendship of the past, is long gone, and some are just strange and resistant.

The wind, blowing the petal begonia, fell to the ground, just like his heart, scattered on the ground, trying to piece it together, but found that he had exhausted his strength, and it was useless.

The flowers that should fall will still fall.

"You let go, it's me who can't let go." He lowered his head, tears fell to the ground, quickly fainted, and the irregular edges and corners seemed to turn into sharp thorns, piercing his heart, suffocating in pain.

He has a long road in his life, and she is there from beginning to end.

Suddenly, there was a fork in the road ahead, and she smiled and waved her hand, leaving him without hesitation, throwing herself into the arms of others, leaving him alone to face the longer and more lonely road.

The clouds gathered and scattered, scattered and gathered, and he thought that he and her were just white clouds floating in the sky, and there was always a gathering and scattering.

But it turned out that it was just his wishful thinking.

Wan Chaoyun returned to Changxi Courtyard, looking happy, and when it came to the meal, he didn't feel hungry, he just wanted to lie on the table and watch the drama of chasing the moon jumping around.

"See Your Highness?" Chen Qian walked over and gently put on a thin shirt for her, "It's cool, don't catch a cold." ”

"Sir, what kind of person am I in your heart?" I don't know why I want to ask, Xu is vulgar and wants to express that he didn't choose the wrong one.

"If a person is like a rainbow, he will know it when he meets above."

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