Yu Jiu and Si Qing have not been in touch for several days, this kind of cold war is the first time since the two met, Si Qing pressed the number she knew by heart again and again, but she didn't dare to press the call button, what she didn't know was that this small act became a small action that she had been repeating for many years to come.

Yu Jiu looked at the photo of him and the girl in the address book on his phone, and looked at the girl's smile and couldn't help but laugh silly, "Am I going to lose you like this?" Yu Jiu looked at the girl in the photo sadly and gently stroked it with his hand. But I didn't call the phone number after all.

One day after school, Si Qing was absent-minded and walked with her head down, Tang Yu on the side was chattering all the way to make her happy, suddenly she saw a pair of shoes in front of her, the size of the foot should be a boy, Si Qing was not in the mood to explore whose foot, turned around and moved to the side, the foot also moved, Si Qing raised his head angrily, and found that the face was the face he missed day and night, not seen for a few days, Yu Jiu looked a little haggard, Si Qing couldn't help but feel a little pain in his heart.

"We ...... Let's talk! Yu Jiu looked at her and said.

Tang Yu wanted to follow, but was stopped by Si Qing, "Let me solve it myself!" He then gave him a reassuring smile.

Melodious music was playing in the café, and the two sat facing each other and looked at each other, but they didn't know what to say, and neither of them was the first to speak.

"You know, singing is my dream, I go to sing doesn't mean that I won't have you in my future, singing is a sacred and noble thing in my heart, not a lowly job in your mind." Yu Jiu was the first to break the silence.

"Then why are you still coming to me?" Si Qing frowned her good-looking eyebrows, "I thought that you were here to reconcile with me, it seems that I thought too much, if you came to quarrel with me, I don't think we have to!" Si Qing got up and turned around to leave.

Yu Jiu grabbed her wrist, lowered his head and said as if in pain, "But...... I can't bear you. ”

Si Qing, who had her back to him, finally couldn't hold back her tears, tears rained down, in fact, often it doesn't take too many words to express love between two people, it's very simple to keep it, but many times, each other is too concerned about their own face, and they lose each other forever, and I don't want to lose you like this, how do we choose when we have come to a fork in the road? It is necessary for one side to compromise for the sake of the other before we can continue to walk......

"I know I'm greedy and conflicted, I want to pursue my dreams, but I'm greedy and reluctant to lose you." Yu Jiu continued.

Si Qing turned around and hugged him, "I love you very much, I don't want to lose you, I'm afraid that we are like characters in the movie, we will be separated like that, I'm afraid that we will be like Fang Xiaoxiao and Lin Jianqing, two people who obviously love each other so much, just broke up like that, and gave up on each other so easily." When they say goodbye, Jianqing is already married and has children, and they can't go back, even if Jianqing writes in the game - Ian will always love Kelly, I believe he will love Xiaoxiao all his life, but they can't be together, what's the use of such love? ”

Yu Jiu also hugged Si Qing tightly, as if he wanted to integrate her into his body, how good it would be if she could always belong to herself!

"Yu Jiu, let's try!" Si Qing said.

"Huh?"

"I know that if you lose your dreams, you will lose the joy of life, if you lose me, you will lose your happiness, I don't want to see your miserable life, I want to try to accept your dreams, and you have to love me more!" Si Qing hugged him tightly and said, this is the result of her careful thinking for so many days. Because I love someone too much, because I can't bear to lose, I am willing to pay more for this love, who makes me love you more!

"Thank you." Yu Jiu's face shrouded in melancholy these days finally showed his first smile, just like the first ray of sunshine in the morning in the damp and gloomy basement, revealing the hard-won and cherished beauty.

For the sake of me who loves you so much, I have to work harder and live up to you!