Li Meng didn't believe what Xuankai's mother said, "Break up first, then get back together".

After a while, Xuan Kai called and cursed Li Meng, and threatened her: "If you dare to call my mother again, I will go to the school to clean you up!" Don't think about graduating! ”

Li Meng sneered and hung up the phone in a chic manner.

Since then, the two have never crossed paths.

Li Meng felt that since her mother knew that she was in love with Xuan Kai before, it was necessary to tell her now that they had broken up.

"Mom, the boyfriend introduced by Pan Pan is also unreliable and dumped me."

"Really? Pan Pan, this girl should have a good eye, is there something wrong with you? You have to be able to tolerate men! You can't do it by nature! ”

"Mom, don't wronged me, I'm already sad. It's that he cheated on me after drinking, do you know what he did to me? I can't take it anymore, and I'll bear it anymore! He didn't want me first! ”

"Did he bully you?"

"Bullied!"

"Huh? Isn't it a long-distance relationship? The mother was amazed.

"But there are times when long-distance relationships meet! Surprise and unpreparedness are the only ones who are even more defenseless. I'm sorry! I didn't keep myself. ”

"Mom will settle accounts with that kid for you! Such a good daughter let him take advantage of it for a year in vain, and he doesn't want it yet! She felt sorry for Li Meng and was indignant for her.

"It's useless! On the contrary, he lost his dignity. ”

Li Meng regretted it a little later, what decency? Can you live happily if you swallow your anger? At that time, it was better to completely destroy Xuankai! At least I feel comfortable.

She is still too kind and weak, why doesn't God have mercy on her who is kind?

However, Li Meng still believes that those who do bad things will be rewarded in the world.

She thought: If a harmless girl like me can be bullied like this, then this person must not have done bad things to me alone.

Let God punish him!

After the breakup, Li Meng felt worthless for herself, she was resentful, she was sad, and she was desperate!

She couldn't forgive herself for ever loving a complete scumbag so with all her might.

Money feeds the dogs, she doesn't care; Love feeds the dog, and she doesn't care; But chastity fed the dog, and she couldn't care; Youth fed the dog, she can't care less.

Why? Is other people's youth also full of pain? Why can't I have a happy time? I want that sweet and dense feeling, but why do I get it the more I want to have it?

I'm working so hard, I'm trying to make myself better, I'm trying to find that him. But all that I encountered and what I found was wrong.

Is this the legendary scumbag physique? Why do scumbags like me? Li Meng couldn't think through it.

Now, do I no longer deserve to be happy? How can I be worthy of myself in the future, and how can I be worthy of him in the future?

Li Meng became untalkative again, she didn't say a word, and washed her face with tears every day.

Just because of Xuan Kai's words, most of Li Meng's vacation was ruined. Which is the holiday, Li Meng's whole person? What about her future life?

What does it feel like the sky is falling? That's it!

Li Meng began to have low self-esteem, she felt that she had done something wrong and that she could not forgive herself for the rest of her life.

After the start of her senior year, she also felt that she couldn't hold her head up in front of her classmates.

Roommates Yaya and Nini are both indulging in the honey pot of love, and the others are coming and going in groups, even the gays on the street are sprinkling dog food, and Li Meng is the only one who is lonely.

After being stimulated so much, she was originally going to be strong, and she lived a messy life from then on, breaking the jar and falling.

For the postgraduate examination, Li Meng did not register. She wants to stay away from Xuankai, she doesn't want to stay in the sad place of Hechuan, and it is impossible to go to Asakawa, Qingcheng's university does not have a graduate major in Chinese as a foreign language, and Li Meng gave up the postgraduate entrance examination.

What a great student she was to learn! The classmates were extremely surprised when they knew that she hadn't even applied for the graduate school entrance examination, and the teacher was a little sorry for her.

Her parents didn't dare to put pressure on her to find a job, so Li Meng stayed in the dormitory to kill time.

Various types borrowed from the library were piled up in a tall pile.

She likes to watch tragedies, not comedies. After laughing, comedy leaves nothing, tragedy can make her resonate and find true "happiness".

A big news came out of Asakawa University in the next city, a girl was trapped by love and chose to commit suicide by jumping into the sea at the age of 22.

What a young life! What a fragile soul! And so it went with the waves. Li Meng felt sorry for her, but why didn't she think about dying?

Li Meng was more envious of her, and she chose to stay in the best age of her life.

She thought: I don't even have the courage to kill myself, because I am afraid of the pain of that moment.

However, I haven't eaten enough of my favorite chicken thighs, I haven't been to the biggest playground, I haven't been abroad, I haven't ......

I have so many things to do, I won't leave, it's better to die than to live.

Li Meng is actually a very satisfying person, and a little thing can make her very happy. Even though she was seriously injured, she did not give up on discovering the little beauty in life.

All the sadness, all the despair, she swallowed little by little into her stomach. On the surface, she still looks like she's still her.

"It's just a simple love

I'm still me

I thought about it simply

It's not in vain

It's simply crazy

Carried away by dreams

When the story ends

The heart also likes to be lonely alone"

Li Meng listened to JJ's song and felt that she sang her heart after the breakup. I'm going to be lonely after all, aren't I? Loneliness is my best companion.

A strong girl will be more hurt when she encounters setbacks, and Li Meng's stubbornness and unyielding make her more and more courageous. She always thinks about getting up from where she falls.

I'm going to get up, pat the dust off my palms, and keep running unless I can't run anymore. I don't believe it, no matter what the process is, what the result is, I will always run to the finish line!

It's just that I'm so tired, so hard, so sad! I can't hold on anymore, do I have to keep running? I want to give up like this, is it worth it to work so hard?

Why am I running around or going around in circles? When will we get out of here?

No, I still have to work hard, I'm still young, I can't give up easily. However, in case I fall again, I ......

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