Chapter 240: The Flower of Hope
The weather was sunny and the sun was warm.
Xing Yunyan woke up from his sleep, stretched his waist, and walked out of the door, the blue sky was very pure, there was not a single cloud, the sun was shining, and it was extremely comfortable.
After returning to the house and washing, she was surprised to find that she didn't know when her yuan power had recovered, and there was a faint tendency to go to the next level.
Looking at the young man sitting on the verdant grass in the distance, there was a hint of joy in her eyes, and she understood that the reason why she was able to recover was because of this young man's credit.
"What are you doing?" Xing Yunyan walked up and asked.
The young man smiled, his hair gradually turned black, and said, "Hone martial arts and explore the supreme realm of martial arts." Then defeat the Martial Saint and go back early. ”
"Go back?"
"Hmm. I'm coming from outside the world, so naturally I want to go back. And there are still people waiting for me there. Xu Fei said with a smile.
Xing Yunyan remembered the experiences that this young man had told him before, and was a little silent, and sat down beside him, with a breeze and the fragrance of flowers.
She looked at the side face of this teenager, although it was not very good-looking, but it seemed that it was always sunny and bright, and her heart throbbed a little.
"Isn't that Lin Ziyi very good-looking?"
"It's beautiful!" The boy lay on the ground, pillowed on the back of his head, and looked at the clear blue sky, his gaze seemed to pierce the sky.
"Compare with me?" Xing Yunyan got a haircut.
"Objectively, you're about the same."
"What do you think?"
The young man did not hesitate at all, and said with a smile: "She should be better-looking." ”
Xing Yunyan was a little lost and dazed, and said faintly: "So you want to leave here as soon as possible, just for her?" ”
"Not only that, but I have some missions to accomplish, my family, my compatriots are waiting."
"As long as you defeat my master, you will be able to leave?" Xing Yunyan asked.
Xu Fei nodded, turned to look at Xing Yunyan and said, "Then what about your choice?" ”
Xing Yunyan looked at the young man and was about to speak, but suddenly saw a knife that had pierced the young man's chest at some point, blood flowed out of the wound, red clothes, and a trace of blood flowed from the corner of his mouth, and he looked at himself in such a daze.
This is not what makes Xing Yunyan desperate, what makes her desperate is that the knife that stabbed into his chest was handed out of her hand, and she was still urging Yuan Li at this time, destroying the young man's body and internal organs.
"No!"
Xing Yunyan panicked and wanted to let go, but at this time, his body seemed to be out of his control, and a thought came to his heart.
"If you want him to stay here, just kill him. As long as you kill him, he will be reborn, and then he will have to go through a complete rebirth, and he will lose his previous memories, and at this time he will belong to you. ”
The thought took root in her heart like a devil's whisper. The hand that wanted to be thrown away was clenched tightly at this time.
She looked at Xu Fei's gradually empty eyes and smile, feeling familiar, but she couldn't remember why it was so similar. In the end, I could only cry: "I'm sorry! ”
A dark unknown place.
The yin wind is howling, the cold wind is cold, and when it blows through those strange stones, the sound of "wooing" is like crying and complaining, sad and sad, as if the soul is telling about his grievances, and it seems that someone is lamenting his miserable life.
In the center of the dark world, there was a slight white light, which was only two meters in the dark world, and a silver-haired young man, holding a woman hidden in the bedding, exuded a faint light, looking at the stone beside him with a faint light, blooming flowers.
The flower was only three feet tall with its rhizome, and it looked weak, but in this dark and cold environment, it was thriving. It seems that he is not afraid of this cold wind at all.
This flower is only more than a foot away from Xu Fei, and it seems that he can reach it with his hand, but Xu Fei understands that this flower seems to be only a stone's throw away from him, but in fact it is far away.
"You better give up, you can get here, you are already the first person in history, but even so, it is impossible for you to get this moonflower."
A shadow path in the darkness.
Xu Fei smiled: "How do you know if you can't get the moon flower if you don't try?" And if no one has ever gotten the Flower of the Moon, then how does the world know about it? And how do you know that it can have healing effects? ”
"You're smart and you're very conscious. But the conditions for obtaining Moonflower are harsh, and I think you should understand it too. You believe in her so much? So believe in yourself? Shadow asked rhetorically.
Xu Fei said: "Of course I believe in myself, but as for whether I can trust her or not, you shouldn't ask me, but you should ask her, ask her if she believes in herself." ”
"Interesting." Shadow said, "You're the first to answer my question like that. But you have to think clearly, if you fail, you may stay here forever and not be able to get out. ”
At this time, Xu Fei snorted, his face was a little pale, and the light on his body was a little lighter.
Seeing Xu Fei like this, Shadow laughed out loud: "This moon flower is not only testing you, but also her. This is the tenth time she's hurt your consciousness. Every time, a part of your consciousness will be erased, and when your consciousness is completely erased, the remaining spirit will condense into a form like me, but it will really never come out. How long can you hold on now? ”
Xu Fei smiled: "I didn't have a choice before, but now I have a choice, so I naturally have to fight." The kind of horror and fear that I faced at the beginning also exists now, but I couldn't face these calmly before, but now I can face it calmly, if I don't make this choice, I'm afraid I won't even be qualified to be tested, as for what will happen to me, you won't bother with this. ”
In Xu Fei's heart, there have always been two indelible cuts. The first is that when he was in the seventh training camp, he saw Wang Fu die in front of him, and when he faced the scorching firebird, he couldn't even mention the psychology of resistance, and some only had fear.
Now that he has the ability to Xing Yunyan, if he doesn't save it, he can't cut it in his heart, and he is no different from the Martial Saint. Back then, the martial saint also made the wrong choice because he didn't save him when he saw death, which led to the differentiation of consciousness. And at this time, he can also feel fear, but now he is no longer the fledgling kid, and he can face these calmly.
The second hurdle that cannot be overcome is the death of the seven titled powerhouses of China and the titled powerhouses of other countries. Although the big boss had enlightened him, he was still depressed in his heart and blamed himself very much.
However, Xu Fei already understood at this time that it was a good thing to be able to blame himself, which showed that he still felt guilty, and if he didn't blame himself one day, then he might have really changed.
When he came here, the test given to him by the Flower of the Moon was whether he could stick to his heart and save Xing Yunyan.
But Moon Flower is not only for him to test, but also for Xing Yunyan. The test for Xing Yunyan is whether she can let go. If both of them can pass the test, then they will be able to obtain the Moonflower, and if not, they will all become the food of this abyss of the heart.
Why didn't the martial saint dare to come here, it was because this was the abyss of the heart, and he couldn't have a clear conscience, where did he dare to come here.
It's not just the Martial Saint, how many beings on this continent can have a clear conscience? Since it can't be done, then for these creatures, the heart abyss that can transform the heart demons is the most dangerous place in the world.
Can Xing Yunyan let go? No one knows, because she experienced the betrayal of her master and was seriously injured, she was in a period of extreme insecurity and lack of trust, and Xu Fei was just the person who made her feel safe and able to trust, plus she also had some feelings for him, it was difficult for her to let go of the existence that was the only harbor for her after experiencing such a harsh blow.
If Xing Yunyan can't let go, then in that illusory world, she will kill Xu Fei again and again, and every time she kills Xu Fei, she will erase part of Xu Fei's consciousness until it is completely erased.
And what Xu Fei did was only to endure.
Some people think that letting Xu Fei and Xing Yunyan be together for a period of time makes her understand that even if he stays and barely stays with her, he will not be happy, but this will fall into another strange circle, not to mention that first of all, this goes against Xu Fei's heart, and secondly, it is difficult to guess the woman's mind, maybe at that time she will not necessarily let go, but will be more extreme, and her psychology may be more extreme, it is likely that she thinks that all this is Lin Ziyi's fault, if Lin Ziyi or Xu Fei's family does not exist, he will not care, Then she and Xu Fei will be able to live happily together.
The abyss of the heart magnifies the dark side of the heart. Otherwise, Xing Yunyan would not have killed Xu Fei again and again.
After a long time, Xu Fei's face became more and more pale, and the light on his body became more and more dim.
A leisurely sigh came from the side: "Why bother? ”
Xing Yunyan woke up from her deep sleep, feeling a hint of chill, looking at everything around her, she frowned slightly, it seemed that all this was very familiar, but it was a little strange.
I wrapped a piece of clothing in my room, but I still didn't feel warm. She was a little strange, her Yuan Power had recovered, and she had long since lost the cold and heat, but why did she still feel cold?
After washing, I went out, and the sky was gloomy and terrible, and the cold wind was blowing.
A figure was sitting upright on the withered yellow grass, looking at the thin back of the young man sitting on the withered grass, Xing Yunyan's heart felt a trace of warmth and a trace of throbbing.
Wrapped in her clothes, she walked up to the young man and asked softly, "What are you doing?" ”
The boy turned to look at her, a sunny smile on his face.
Looking at this sunny smile, Xing Yunyan felt a heartache inexplicably, this scene seemed to have been seen, but she couldn't think of anything, she held her chest tightly, looking at this young man's smile, she was a little scared.
"I'm smelting martial arts. Explore the supreme realm of martial arts, then defeat the Martial Saint and go back early. ”
"Go back?"
Before the young man could speak, Xing Yunyan's face became ugly, and he looked at him in a daze and asked, "Why do you want to go back?" Isn't it good to be with me? ”
The young man didn't speak, looked at Xing Yunyan, and sighed lightly for a long time: "My heart already has a home." There's no way to give to anyone else. ”
"There's no way to give it to anyone else?" After Xing Yunyan heard this, her heart was empty, and an indescribable taste came up, and after a while, tears had wet her face, and she muttered, "Then why do you still sacrifice your life to save me?" If you're not there, there's no point in my life. ”
Xu Fei raised his hand, gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "Life is precious. Love is only a part of life, not all, if you have to die because of love, it is a pity, in addition to love in life there is family, friendship and some careers that should be fought for. The first half of your life is a lie and you don't find the meaning of life, but the second half of your life is still very long, and you can find new meaning and die like this, which is a pity. As for why I saved you, the reason is simple, because I want to save you. ”
Many ordinary people go to the rescue when they see others in danger, and they are instinctively controlled by their bodies, and it is difficult to think in detail at that time. In hindsight, it was all a hot head.
Ordinary people can save people without fear of danger, let alone Xu Fei.
"Nope. I want you to stay. I ......"
Before he finished speaking, Xing Yunyan looked at his hand blankly, not knowing when, his knife had already stabbed the other party's chest. The voice from the bottom of my heart reappeared.
"If you want him to stay here, just kill him. As long as you kill him, he will be reborn, and then he will have to go through a complete rebirth, and he will lose his previous memories, and at this time he will belong to you. ”
Xing Yunyan watched the blood gush out of his body, blood sliding from the corners of his mouth, looking at his still sunny smile, the smile that could warm herself, so she clenched the knife.
"Not me. It's not me! Xing Yunyan pulled out the knife, gently stroked his head, held his head in his arms and cried.
"I understand." Xu Fei smiled, and his breath gradually weakened.
As Xu Fei's breath gradually weakened, Xing Yunyan felt that something important was moving away from him. At this time, she looked at the knife in her hand, and then plunged it into her chest.
"I don't understand what you're saying, and I don't want to. All I know is that I have to die together. If there was a next time, I wouldn't be hurting you. ”
In the abyss of the heart.
The light covering Xu Fei and Xing Yunyan all dimmed.
Countless shadows surrounded the two of them.
The shadow who spoke to Xu Fei before sighed and said, "No matter how you have the ability to control your own heart, you can't really understand and understand the hearts of others." ”
The shadows greedily sucked the particles of consciousness around them.
But at this time.
A mighty light emanated from Xu Fei's body, and the moon flower suddenly disintegrated, turning into two rays of light and merging into the bodies of the two.
A vague form gathered in the sky above Xu Fei's body, and the light wheel behind his head suddenly brightened, and the shadows around him were illuminated by this light, turning into black smoke one after another, and the screams dispersed.
The shadow that had been sighing saw this light, and there was surprise in its eyes, followed by surprise, and then it disintegrated and dissipated automatically.
Xu Fei's eyes slowly opened, the light behind his head shone in all directions, and the endless dark heart abyss was illuminated by this light, a piece of light, shadows, darkness, and coldness, all dispersed.
Xu Fei looked at the place where the moon flower was before and said, "In the dark heart, there is always a little hope. I see. ”