Chapter 19: Contradictions

Back in the sales department, Liu Nian shook off the two. Walk into the office alone. That sentence really hurt, Liu Nian's heart sank and sank, and then froze for a second.

Complex emotions are like the nerves of the mind rushing wildly in the head, and then exploding

What to do, what to do. Maybe this is the most painful in the heart of Liu Nian, who is the most helpless at the moment

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He was very afraid that Li Jinse would know that he was in pain, and he didn't want Li Jinse to be deceived. However, if this is said from her own mouth, won't it be herself who hurt her?

Do you know the silent sobbing, Liu Nian's heart is crying silently. Like a person, you may go to a certain realm, and you will mourn what she mourns.

Thinking that Li Jinse had been deceived, Liu Nian's heart couldn't help but ache faintly.

Li Mao patted Liu Nian on the shoulder and didn't say anything. In fact, everyone knows in their hearts what is going on. The best way for this kind of thing is to keep her tight.

After thinking about it, I asked the cannon. Open the chat box, and the cannon is also replaced by a love head.

Liu Nian: Are you there with the cannon?

Cannon: Brother Silly.

Liu Nian: Liao Yuge is a scumbag, I found out.

Cannon:? What are you talking about?

Liu Nian told the cannon what had happened. The cannon scolded Liao Yuge and fell silent for a while.

Cannon: Liu Nian, do you think this is a good thing or a bad thing for you?

Liu Nian was silent, he felt uncomfortable with a heart attack, maybe it was Liu Nian who wanted their relationship to break down in the world.

However, he didn't want Li Jinse to be hurt a little bit, so the contradiction was like two tigers biting madly in Liu Nian's heart.

Contradictions and spiritual conflicts erupted in his chest, and Liu Nian, who was pulling, felt a faint pain.

Liu Nian picked up a cigarette and lit it. Empty the brain's thoughts, and the quiet enjoyment time slowly flows away.

Perhaps, this is a chance God has given himself. But no matter what, Liu Nian made up his mind that this time he couldn't run away anymore.

Let yourself be trapped in it and protect the girl you have loved for a long, long time.

Suddenly, the sad avatar in WeChat sent a message.

Liao Yuge: Liu Nian, I didn't want to explain anything to you, but I don't think it matters now.

Liu Nian: What kind of explanation do you think can turn the paleness into magic? You don't have to explain anything to me, you should tell Li Jinse that you hurt a girl who loves you very much.

When typing the word "love", Liu Nian paused, and a tear came out of his eyes. He didn't understand why Lee Jinse fell in love with him.

In fact, love is like this, in a specific time, it gives others a feeling that they can't give.

Liao Yuge: I will make it clear to Li Jinse, don't you love her very much? You go to her, I also hope that you are a man, don't come to disturb my life.

Liu Nian smiled, he knew that Liao Yuge was afraid, afraid that he would destroy his current relationship, so he desperately raised a white flag to himself.

Liu Nian: So Jinse's feelings for you are your plaything? After playing, patting your ass and leaving?

Liao Yuge: What do you want?

Liu Nian: I don't want to disturb your life, but please tell her the truth, and then get away.

In fact, Liu Nian thought about revenge, but it didn't make any sense, if God gave him a chance, Liu Nian would have to solve Liao Yuge's problem first.

Liao Yuge: Okay.

Liu Nian shook his fingers, and the soot fell to the ground.

Liao Yuge advises you to be a good person, Jinse, you have to hold on. You're going to have to take this wound anyway.

Now Liu Nian can't wait to fly to Li Jinse's side immediately.

Liu Nian submitted a letter of resignation to the manager, and the manager was stunned.

then made up a lot of chicken soup for Liu Nian and asked Liu Nian why he resigned.

Why? For a hammer, for love, of course.

Do you still believe in love? I'm afraid you'll lose badly.

At the end of the evening, everyone packed up and prepared to leave, Liu Nian handed over all the materials to Wang Kai, and left himself to pack up.

Liu Nian was unhurried, and he didn't leave until the last, and he was still thinking about how to go back to his parents and go to Heilongjiang.

I guess his parents won't agree, but ......

"Liu Nian, are you leaving?"

Liu Nian, who was really packing up his baggage, heard Li Mao's voice, it was ten o'clock in the evening, and it stands to reason that everyone should leave.

Glancing at Li Mao, his eyes were complicated.

Liu Nian suddenly felt creepy. It's not buddy, I don't like men.

"Hmm." Liu Nian replied casually.

"Why? Just because of today's incident? Li Mao didn't understand it, he didn't believe that Liu Nian, who had tasted the sweetness, would leave easily.

Liu Nian thought about it and finally chose a showdown.

"The girl I like is waiting for me, and I don't want her to face a lot of things alone."

Li Mao looked at Liu Nian's serious expression, and finally sighed. Hand over a cigarette.

"Seriously, Liu Nian, I can't bear you."

"Ahem, ahem." Liu Nian was choked with fear, brother, I really don't like men. You go find someone else, okay.

Liu Nian actually understands Li Mao very well, and during this time, Liu Nian really found that Li Mao was like an isolated existence.

Liu Nian has been to his house, he is a single-parent family, this person is a little inexplicably withdrawn. But in fact, others are very good, Liu Nian knows.

Liu Nian thought about it, it is impossible to say that I am reluctant.

In the end, he nodded and said, "Li Mao, I have to go, I'm afraid I will regret it for the rest of my life." ”

The office lights glowed with the quaint yellow of old-fashioned light bulbs, elongating the shadows of the two men in the light.

Liu Nian continued to collect his things, afraid that the moonlight outside would also go home. Li Mao didn't say anything, and finally patted Liu Nian on the shoulder as if he had compromised and left.

In fact, Liu Nian is reluctant to say that Liu Nian is reluctant to everyone, everyone takes care of themselves after such a period of time.

No matter what you do, you are very patient and guided, but there is no need for a banquet in the world, reading is it, going to work is also, it is inevitable.

Liu Nian carried things on his back and walked out of the sales department. On the top of the sales department are towering buildings, which block Liu Nian's test in the middle of the city.

There are no stars at night, Liu Nian walked silently on the street, the lights flickered, and the night sky was quiet.

He felt that Liao Yuge had probably told Li Jinse all the things. There is no movement in Li Jinse's space, and the silent seems to have never been active with this person.

Liu Nian's message was not replied to. She is like that, she never speaks of any pain, either holding back and crying one night, or not saying anything, and still smiling the next day.

When he got home, Liu Nian told his parents that he was going to Beipiao.

Unsurprisingly, both were vehemently opposed.

"You're not fooling around, what do you think you can do if you go so far? You can't even be a cleaner. ”

Liu Nian is not convinced, no matter how hard and tiring the work is, he can persevere, just like doing sales.

The didn't know what to say, so she was silent. Perhaps this is the biggest lethal weapon for Liu Nian.

His father was angry and began to point his nose and scold.

"Dad, Mom, I've grown up, and it's up to me to decide what I do, why do I have to listen to you to arrange my life? I also have my own ideas. ”

His father was furious, "Yes, you have your own ideas, and your wings are hard, so what kind of bullshit are you talking about, and what is the problem with going to Heilongjiang?" ”

"I'm going there, I'm sick, and if you don't promise me, I'll go."

"You ......"

His father finally couldn't hold it back, and slapped Liu Nian in the face.

The hot pain came from the face, this slap may not have been hit in many years.

His mother was scared and stood up, too.

"Why are you doing, don't you tell your child no, do you have to do it?"

"I ...... He doesn't listen to what I can do. "To be honest, his dad regretted it after the fight. Liu Nian is not young, how can he fight like this.

Tears flowed out little by little, he didn't know why his parents just didn't understand him, he was really wronged, why couldn't he take the main one by himself.

Liu Nian rushed into the door and slammed the door. Left behind the sluggish father and mother.

"There must be a reason where the child goes, you beat him without asking anything, how did you become a father."

Liu Nian could hear that his mother was harsh on his father, and Liu Nian wanted to say it too. But......

I covered the quilt, wiped my tears, and didn't want to say anything.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door outside, "Son, are you sleeping?" It's Daddy's wrong, can you talk to Dad about it? ”

Liu Nian, I don't want to talk to him anymore, he feels that it is meaningless. I just think about how to escape tomorrow.

When you get the commission, you are fully capable of going anywhere.

There was two more knocks on the door outside, "Son, your mother is asleep, let me in, what are we talking about?" ”

Let's let Dad in, after all, you have to get them to agree to this matter.

When he opened the door, Liu Nian's red eyes also made the old man tighten, and he didn't dare to look up.

His father turned on the light in the room and pulled Liu Nian to sit on the bed.

"So, son, why does it have to be Heilongjiang."

Liu Nian was sitting, this question was asked to Liu Nian, and I didn't know how to answer this.

His father seemed to see Liu Nian's inner embarrassment, touched his head and said, "Your father is also from here, just tell me the truth."

Gritting his teeth, Liu Nian finally poured out his heart. "Dad, the girl I like has gone there to study. She had just broken up with her boyfriend and was in pain right now, and I wanted to go see her and protect her. ”

His father laughed: "It turns out that my son is as delusional as me, no, infatuated."

"So, you have to go?"

"Don't fly."

His dad sighed and said. "Dad was also a teenager with dreams when you were your age."

"It was also at that time that I also fell in love with a girl whom I gave my youth. It's not surprising that you've reached this age. ”

"However, Dad also wants to say that sometimes there are things that are not as important and beautiful as you think."

Liu Nian knew what his father meant, and listened carefully.