Chapter 642: You Said It Doesn't Count
Six hundred and forty-two)
Ye Wenyu took a step forward, held Lin Tingfeng's hand, and begged him with great sincerity: "Tingfeng, don't let me go!" We are all poor people, we are all alike, we have to be together so that we can comfort each other and redeem each other. ”
She stared at him, begging him, tears rolled in her eyes, she choked up and said: "I used to do a lot of things wrong, but now I am sensible, I can see clearly, I know that you are very good to me, I will cherish it doubly, okay, don't drive me away, I finally saw the fog, came to your side, know what I really want, don't drive me away." ”
Her heart was flustered and painful, like a dandelion in autumn, chaotic, she thought to herself, Lin Tingfeng actually didn't want her anymore, the direction of her life was gone, and her goal was gone.
What should she do? The value and meaning of her life were all lost at this moment.
Fear and confusion like a vine man had climbed up and occupied her whole body.
She originally wanted to save everyone and make up for all her mistakes, but now, she lost this opportunity.
He didn't want her!
Ye Wenyu shed tears because of pain and despair, she stood pitifully in front of Lin Tingfeng, because of the pain, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't speak.
Lin Tingfeng looked at her, only to feel that a heart was dripping blood, and the words she said were like a knife piercing his heart.
His breath was weak, as if he was seriously ill in an instant, and at that time, he learned that he had stomach cancer, and he was not as painful as he is today.
What Ye Wenyu said, "I did a lot of things wrong before, but now I am sensible, I can see clearly, I know that you are very good to me, I will cherish it more, okay, don't drive me away, I finally saw the fog, came to your side, knew what I really wanted, don't drive me away." "It's all about the experience of the two lives.
Lin Tingfeng didn't understand, but he heard another meaning, that is, this girl looked at him sincerely, regardless of the world, and loved him desperately. She loved him deeper than the sea.
Just ask such a good girl, how can he drive her away from him?
But it would be too selfish to keep her around! She doesn't get anything good by his side, he has no money, he loses his equity, he becomes nothing, and he doesn't know where his tomorrow is. She would be dangerous around him, she had already been kidnapped once, and she was going to be kidnapped a second time. Zhang Yingzi may want to kill him, because only when he dies can she completely sit back and relax, so it is very dangerous to be by his side, even if he can take care of her and make her not in danger, but what if he dies one day, he is so much older than her, rather than getting along with him for a long time in the future, the relationship is deeper, and losing him is more painful, it is better to leave now, at least the relationship between the two people is not so deep, and now that they are separated, she will not be so painful.
This was Lin Tingfeng's decision.
He said to her seriously: "Xiaoyu, we are not suitable, I am for your good, you will definitely pass the interview tomorrow, you will soon be a state worker, you have such a job, you will definitely be able to find a better man, the same age as you, the high status, you can form a perfect family in the future, I can't hurt you, so you go, hurry up!" ”
At this point, unable to face the overwhelming pain of loss in his heart, he reached out his hand, turned her, pushed her to the door, and then closed the door and closed his eyes.
Let her stay outside the door, knocking on the door repeatedly and begging.
Lin Tingfeng is like a stone man, unmoved.
Ye Wenyu knocked on the door and was tired and very painful, so he had to be completely desperate and turned around and went home in discouragement.
Her life lost its direction, and she was reincarnated as a human being, however, because Lin Tingfeng didn't want her, everything failed.
It's a real failure to be a human being, what should she do?
Without her, will Lin Tingfeng change back to his previous life, go on a killing spree, and let everyone die of death, and blood will flow like a river?
Ye Wenyu returned to the house he rented, and there was a burst of fear in his heart.
Outside was a dark night as black as ink, she looked at this dark night, thinking that the tomorrow of herself and Lin Tingfeng would be like this night, and she could not see light and hope.
That night, Ye Wenyu didn't close her eyes all night, she tossed and turned on the bed, like a pancake, no matter how she couldn't sleep, as long as she closed her eyes, the faces of those who died in her previous life were spinning and overlapping in her mind, just like the montaqi picture of the movie, which made her very painful.
In the early morning, the morning light filled the entire room, Ye Wenyu simply got up, she thought to herself, no, she can't just accept such a result!
In this life, if she doesn't accompany Lin Tingfeng to do something, he will definitely be like in the previous life, because he has no nostalgia and no scruples.
But he proposed to her to break up, so what should she do to get back to him? To redeem him is to redeem oneself at the same time.
Ye Wenyu stood in the early morning sunshine, squinting his eyes and remembering the bits and pieces of their life when they came together: when he saw her, he would smile, and that smile was like sunshine, warming people's hearts; When he is with her, he obviously talks more, and the whole person will be much lighter; When he was with her, even if the two of them didn't talk, they were in a happy mood.
When he was sick and hospitalized, the medical staff misunderstood that she was his girlfriend, and every time she had such a misunderstanding, and she was so ashamed that her face turned red, he was always very happy and looked at her happily, as if he liked this misunderstanding very much; He accompanied her to the civil service examination, and when she was taking the examination, he waited outside the examination room, being roasted by the sun, and did not complain; She was kidnapped, and in order to save her, he actually sold one-third of the shares of the Lin Group and spent 80 million.
Just ask, how many men in this world are willing to spend 80 million for a woman?
Let's ask, how many men in this world spent 80 million on a woman and drove her away?
The only reason he did it was because he loved her!
Thinking of this, Ye Wenyu opened her eyes suddenly, she understood that Lin Tingfeng broke up with her, not because he didn't love her, but precisely because he loved her too much, he didn't want to drag her down, so he drove her away.
This discovery made Ye Wenyu stand up, and once this thought was discovered, it hovered in her mind for a long time, as eye-catching as a signal light.
Lin Tingfeng's words yesterday were still echoing in her ears, he said: "You will soon be a state worker, you have such a job, you will definitely be able to find a better man, the same age as you, the status is noble, and you can form a perfect family in the future, I can't harm you, so you go, hurry up." ”
Ye Wenyu became excited, her lips were tightly pursed, her hands were clenched into fists, her eyes shot out of star-like light, and her face was glowing, she thought she was really stupid, why did she only understand now that Lin Tingfeng loved her, whether it was in the previous life or in this life, he loved her, and he loved her deeper than the sea!
Such a good man, why should she listen to him and leave his side.
(End of chapter)